sad camel

It was time to go to bed at night, Xiao Linlin was also sleepy, Shaohua put a basin of water for Lin Lin, put the little yellow duck in it, and then went to the living room to hug Lin Lin.

Shen Songlei wanted to hug her, but Lin Lin wanted Shao Hua to hug her. Shao Hua hugged Lin Lin and walked to the bathroom, saying, "I'll get used to it in a few days."

Shen Songlei leaned against the door of the bathroom, watching Shao Hua sitting on a small stool and bending over to bathe Lin Lin. Shao Hua was wearing a thin pajamas, and Shao Hua's arched back was particularly obvious.

For Shaohua, Shen Songlei has always been very grateful, he is a man of few words, he doesn't say many things, it doesn't mean he has forgotten, on the contrary, he remembers very deeply.

After bathing Lin Lin, Shao Hua wrapped him in a blanket and put him on the bed. After coaxing her for a while, Lin Lin fell asleep.

Only then did Shao Hua quietly close the door and come out, seeing Song Lei asking, "Do you want to take a bath?"

"wash in a while"

Shaohua found a new towel, "This is a new one, you can take a shower later"

"Yeah." Shen Songlei sat on the couch in the living room and looked at Shao Hua, "Uncle Hua, I've made you tired."

"What are you talking about, we are all one family. I just hope you are safe and sound in the army, so I can rest assured." Shao Hua took a red apple from the table and handed it to Song Lei.

Song Lei took the apple and took a bite, "Uncle Hua, don't worry, I'm fine in the army, and my second uncle is taking good care of me there"

"That's good." Seeing that Song Lei was quite tired, Shao Hua urged, "Hurry up and take a bath and sleep well."

Shen Songlei went to take a bath obediently, and Shao Hua went to another bedroom that hadn't been lived in for a long time to tidy up.

After taking away the things on the bed, I found a quilt to spread on it, found a clean sheet and laid it on, then went to bring a new quilt over, and knelt on the bed to cover the quilt.

Shen Songlei came out after taking a shower, he forgot to take a change of clothes, and came out wearing only a pair of boxer briefs.

When Shaohua heard the sound, he looked up at the door, saw Shen Songlei like this, and said directly, "Why don't you put on your clothes, don't be cold?"

"I forgot to take a change of clothes in the shower, I'll put them on right away, it's okay, it's not cold in the room." Shen Songlei said, turned and went to look for clothes in his luggage bag.

Shao Hua lowered his head, looked at the quilt in his hand, remained motionless, with a half-contained expression.

After a while, Shao Hua took a deep breath and continued to put on the quilt.

He walked to the living room and saw that Shen Songlei was already dressed neatly, "The bed is made, go to sleep."

After Shaohua finished speaking, he didn't look at Shen Songlei again, and went back to his room.

At night, Shaohua had a dream. He dreamed of long, slender and firm legs. His hands touched the abdominal muscles along the calf, and there were two spots on his chest. When the man turned around, it was Shen Songlei's face.

Shaohua woke up with fright, his crotch was wet, he took off his pajama pants and underwear, wiped it with a paper towel a few times, Xiao Huahua raised his head and saluted him again.

A little helpless, he is not a monk, how can he cut off his passion, it's just that he usually solves it with his right hand when it comes to love.

I took a set of clothes and went to the bathroom, thinking that I could just take a bath with my body sticky.

Standing under the water, naked, with one hand propped on the glass, the other hand held under the lower abdomen, the hands are constantly moving, the head is half up against the white tiles, the water flows down the neck to the chest, and then the lower abdomen slide down.

The sound of panting is getting heavier, the sound of small moans, and the agitated Adam's apple gradually subside in the water flow.

After venting out, Shao Hua's legs were a little weak, and he turned off the sprinkler. Just as he was about to step out, his foot slipped and fell, and Shao Hua cried out in pain.

The door was pushed open, "What's the matter?" Shen Songlei rushed in with a cigarette in his mouth, seeing Shao Hua's white body, he also felt uncomfortable for a moment.

Shao Hua looked embarrassed, and he said, "It's okay, I just accidentally slipped my foot."

Shen Songlei covered Shao Hua with a towel, lowered his head and pinched Shao Hua's ankle, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

"It hurts a bit." Shao Hua frowned, seeing that the foot was still held by Shen Songlei, he pulled it out a little bit embarrassed.

"It's a sprain." Shen Songlei asked again: "Is there any ointment at home? Medicinal wine is also fine."

Shaohua thought for a while before saying "no".

"I'll go buy it"

"It's so late, let's buy it tomorrow, it's okay"

"Don't always say it's okay, there is a 24-hour pharmacy, and you can get it back quickly"

After Shao Hua finished speaking, Shen Songlei picked him up, he was so startled by the suddenness, he had to hold Song Lei's shoulders tightly.

Shen Songlei sent Shao Hua to the bed, covered Shao Hua with a quilt, took the key, put on his coat and went out.

Shao Hua stretched out his feet from the quilt, looked down, as if he could see a flower from his feet, and the small thoughts in his heart grew wildly, but he heard the door knock With a sound, he put away that absurd idea again.

Chapter 53 She Got Married

Fine snowflakes floated outside the window, Shen Songlei stood in front of the window holding Lin Lin and watched, even opened a small gap in the window, and caught some snow in the palm of his hand for Lin Lin to see.

Shao Hua stood at the back, always looking at Shen Songlei unconsciously, and when Shen Songlei turned his head, he put away his thoughts again, with a faint smile on his face.

The family has started to buy new year's goods these few days, Shaohua is holding Lin Lin in his arms to buy, Shen Songlei is in charge of moving things to the car, the car has been in the garage for a year, and it just happens to be driven out to pull things.

Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, and almost everything is bought, Shaohua bought some clothes for Song Lei, and asked Shen Songlei to try them on, and Shen Songlei fit them very well.

Shaohua looked at Shen Songlei and smiled, and in a blink of an eye, he saw Lin Lin secretly hiding a candy in his palm, he was startled, and quickly took the candy away and put it on a high place.

Lin Lin cried so sadly, she couldn't speak complete sentences, she just cried "Ah Hua is bad, bad"

To make dumplings on New Year's Eve, Shaohua gave Lin Lin a piece of dough for him to play with, and started rolling out the dough.

Shen Songlei sat there and made a bag. At the beginning, it was either too much stuffing or too little stuffing. After making a few more stuffing, he mastered the method and made it faster.

When cooking dumplings at night, Shao Hua took a spoon and gently stirred the pot. Shao Hua's face was soft and warm in the heat. Shen Songlei leaned on the door frame and watched quietly, and a word "home" came to mind.

Shaohua picked up a dumpling with a spoon, blew it, and smiled at Shen Songlei at the door, "Come here and taste it."

Shen Songlei strode over with long legs, lowered his head and ate the dumplings with a spoon, and raised his eyebrows after eating, satisfied with "delicious"

When Shen Songlei bowed his head in front of him, the distance was very close, Shao Hua looked at his thin eyelashes, which were slightly raised.When Shen Songlei ate the dumplings and said they were delicious, he looked over and saw his own figure in his eyes. At that moment, Shaohua's body froze and he didn't dare to move. It wasn't until Shen Songlei finished chewing the dumplings that he said, "Go and set the bowls and chopsticks. Let's eat"

Shen Songlei just felt something was different, but he couldn't tell why. After the Spring Festival, Shen Songlei returned to the army.

Shao Hua stood in front of the window and looked at Shen Songlei's walking figure carrying a bag, which faded away into the wind and snow.

Shao Hua looked down at Lin Lin who was pulling his trouser legs, "What's the matter?"

"Baba"

"He has something to do, and he will be back in the Spring Festival, good boy"

"Ah Hua, hug"

Shaohua looked at Lin Lin who was stretching out his arms to hug him, and tapped Lin Lin's nose with his fingertips, "Didn't you say that you are not allowed to call him Ah Hua?" Since Xiao Linlin heard Zhu Shaokang call Shaohua "A Hua", Xiao Linlin was learning As for talking, he has learned it, and every day he shouts "Ahua Ahua", even if asked to change it, he will not change it.

Year after year, Shaohua watched Lin Lin grow bigger and bigger, and felt that the time was too hasty, and passed by without knowing it.

For the lonely Shaohua, every Spring Festival is his happiest time, and his heart is as happy as a flower blooming.

The relationship between him and Shen Songlei is still flat and nothing has changed. In the days when Shen Songlei is not around, Shaohua will let the subtle thoughts in his heart grow and grow.It's just that when Shen Songlei came back, Shao Hua restrained all his thoughts and treated Shen Songlei pretending to be calm, even if he just looked at Shen Songlei every day, Shao Hua felt extremely satisfied in his heart.

Shaohua felt that his mentality was abnormal, but he just couldn't help it. Some ideas, once they were born, were hard to destroy.

Waking up in the middle of the night, no matter how difficult it is to fall back asleep.

Shao Hua got up and put on his clothes, sat in the living room for a while, the cold moonlight came in from the window of the living room, and sprinkled behind him.

In the room separated by a wall, at the same position as the sofa in the living room, there is a bed on which Shen Songlei is lying.

The rough panting in the room was magnified in the quiet night. Shao Hua sat on the sofa and heard the slight sound from the door, and his heart beat a few times. Shao Hua closed his eyes and pressed his palm on his heart .

'Don't jump, don't jump'

When the heartbeat finally stabilized, Shao Hua opened his eyes and leaned back, slumped on the sofa, his eyes looking at the ceiling.

Suddenly, the door of Shen Songlei's room opened, and when he came out, he saw Shao Hua lying on the sofa, "Uncle Hua? Why are you sleeping here?"

Shao Hua shook his head, "If you wake up at night, you won't be able to fall asleep. Get up and sit for a while."

"Oh, I'm getting up to drink a glass of water, do you want water?" Shen Songlei took two glasses and took two glasses of water from the water dispenser.

Shao Hua looked at the glass of water handed to him, he didn't want to move it very much, but he had to sit up straight to take the glass, and said "thank you" lightly

Shen Songlei also sat down on the sofa, tilted his head and looked at Shao Hua, "Uncle Hua, do you have something on your mind?"

"It's okay, it's just that I don't sleep well when I'm old." Shao Hua thought to himself that he was an old man on the verge of four, and he was still thinking about love, and he felt a little ashamed when he thought about it.

"Uncle, I want to talk to you, okay?"

"Um"

"I saw Chen Jialing"

"Huh? What's the matter with her?" Shao Hua wondered in his heart, could it be that the two of them reconciled and took Lin Lin away again, thinking about it made him feel sore.

"She's married and living a good life." Shen Songlei only said these two sentences, and then stopped.

Shaohua looked at Shen Songlei with deep eyes, "Do you want to get married?"

"Ah, how to say this, I never thought about it." Shen Songlei scratched his hair, finished drinking the water in the cup, and put it on the table.

When Shao Hua heard him say this, he was still relieved, but how long would this peace last? "When you want to get married, tell me in advance, so I can prepare the wedding room."

"No, I think it's fine now, and it's troublesome to get married. I come back to accompany you and Lin Lin every year, and the holidays are too few." Shen Songlei couldn't see the expression on Uncle Hua's face, but he felt that Uncle Hua listened to him. That said, I am a little happy.

Shao Hua didn't know what to say, he counted his age, he is 38 this year, after the Spring Festival, he will be 39 years old.Song Lei is only 26, in the prime of his youth, he can only sigh secretly in his heart, but he is ashamed.

Chapter 54

Shen Songlei rushed back when he received the news that the child was sick and had an operation. He saw Shao Hua in the hospital with a tired face.

As soon as Shaohua saw Shen Songlei, he cried sadly, Shen Songlei hugged Shaohua and comforted "Lin Lin will be fine"

Seeing Shaohua crying like this, Shen Songlei felt sad too, so he could only hold Shaohua tighter.

The two sat waiting outside the operating room, Shen Songlei held Shao Hua's hand tightly, and kept comforting "Don't think about it, don't think about it, he will be fine"

It wasn't anything else that happened to Lin Lin, it was his own flaws that resulted in hormone imbalance, so he passed out at home.

Shaohua discussed with Shen Songlei in a low voice about letting Lin Lin have the surgery, and they were not sure if Lin Lin would like to have the surgery, so they could only speak slowly.

Shen Songlei stayed for only two days, and after making sure that Lin Lin was fine, he was about to return to the army.

Shaohua looked at Shen Songlei with special reluctance in his eyes, and the strong affection was hidden in it. He couldn't keep Shen Songlei, he could only watch Shen Songlei go quietly.

Shen Songlei pulled Shao Hua into the corner, then hugged Shao Hua, leaned on Shao Hua's shoulder and said in a muffled voice, "Wait for me to come back"

Trapped in Shen Songlei's arms, Shao Hua didn't dare to move at all, his hanging hands were trembling, thinking about the meaning of Shen Songlei's words.His mind was in a mess, and he still didn't understand. He was afraid that he might have made a mistake, so he opened his mouth and choked his throat, "Didn't I always wait for you to come back?"

Every year from spring to winter, how many times does he look at the gate of the community in front of the window, thinking day and night, and finally the figure he is looking forward to appears in the snow. Does he want to say that I have not waited too long?

After waiting for a year and a year, I dare not talk about my thoughts with anyone, but I don't want to find someone else.I only hope that one day, when I return home in the snowstorm, I can give him a hug, a warm hug, that's enough.

But when he was in Shen Songlei's arms, Shaohua didn't think so anymore, how could the arms be enough, he wanted to achieve more intimacy.

Shen Songlei held Shao Hua's hand and kissed "Well, wait for me." He let go of Shao Hua, carried the bag and walked a long way, looked back at Shao Hua again, and waved his hand.

Shao Hua raised his hand, looked at the place where the back of his hand was kissed, and laughed uncontrollably.

He could endure the fruitless waiting before, but now that he has hope, the waiting is so difficult.

Even Lin Lin noticed that Ah Hua had changed, so he asked a few indirect questions, but nothing came out.

As the days went by, there was a wave in his calm heart, he wanted to call Shen Songlei, but he had been away for less than a week, so it was so difficult.

Both of them held their breath on the phone, Shao Hua said, "Do you know what I'm thinking?"

"I know..." Shen Songlei's voice was low, muffled, and woody, but also reassuringly calm.

"What do you know?" Shao Hua chuckled, his face was lowered, and there was a smile in his eyes.

"me too"

I don't know when the phone hung up, but Shaohua kept laughing, and just a few words were sweeter than honey.

Chapter 55 Meeting You Is My Luckiest Thing

It was a snowy night when Shen Songlei came back, and he did some errands on the way, so it was too late to go home.

When he walked downstairs, he saw that the lights in the room were still on, and he felt a little warm. He ran upstairs quickly, took the key, opened the door and went in.

The light was on in the living room, Shen Songlei hung his bag aside, bent over to change his shoes, and walked quietly into the room.

Shao Hua lay on his side on the bed, sleeping soundly, Shen Songlei only saw the undulating outline of the quilt.

After Lin Lin grew up, Shao Hua cleaned up the study and used it as Lin Lin's bedroom, and they stopped living together.

Shen Songlei sat down by the bed and looked down at Shao Hua's sleeping face, but he couldn't see clearly, but he didn't want to turn his eyes away.

When Shaohua woke up and saw a person sitting beside the bed, he exclaimed, and after realizing that it was Shen Songlei, he sat up from the bed, put on a coat and asked Shen Songlei, "When did you get home?"

"Just arrived home, did some errands on the way, came back a bit late"

When Shen Songlei looked at Shaohua, Shaohua found that those eyes were really bright. He lowered his head and held Shen Songlei's hand, raised his head and said, "Hands are so cold, let me pour you a cup of hot water."

Speaking of Shaohua, he wanted to get up, Shen Songlei put one hand on Shaohua's shoulder, "Don't get up, I'm not thirsty"

Shao Hua remained calm and said, "Then, you can come up and lie down, the bed is still warm."

"Okay" Shen Songlei stood up, without turning on the light, he took off his clothes, lifted a corner of the quilt, and sat in.

Shao Hua took out a pillow from the bedside table and put his own pillow on Shen Songlei's side. When Shao Hua lay down, his heart was pounding.

Shen Songlei was also very tired from running around, but couldn't fall asleep looking at Shao Hua, he wanted to talk to Shao Hua, he grabbed Shao Hua's hand from under the quilt, and gently said "Uncle Hua"

Shao Hua's hands trembled a little, his lips moved, but he couldn't open his mouth.

Shen Songlei clenched even tighter, he leaned his head closer, his forehead touched Shao Hua: "Uncle Hua, meeting you is the luckiest thing for me, you are very important in my heart, so important that I dare not blaspheme easily"

Shaohua's heart exploded, and he kept repeating what Song Lei said in his mind, some sweet, some bitter, he felt that he was getting old now, his best years were long gone, there were more fine lines around his eyes, Seeing Song Lei's youth, his heart tightened, and he couldn't speak anymore.

"When I noticed my thoughts, I thought about them for a long time, not a few days, but years. I thought that as time passed, my thoughts would fade." Shen Songlei rubbed his head forward, and said with a smile: "But I can't leave you more and more, I feel so at ease by your side"

"You are still young, no matter who you like, you should be better than me." Shao Hua gritted his teeth before saying such words, his heart was warm and cold at the same time.

Shen Songlei looked directly into Shao Hua's eyes, "But I think I can always be by your side for the next few decades"

When Shen Songlei came to kiss him, Shaohua didn't react, Shen Songlei licked his lips a few times, then smiled "Uncle Hua"

Shaohua was dizzy from being kissed, he looked at Shen Songlei lying on his body, his mind was a little confused, and he reached out and touched Songlei's face.Song Lei has a cold face, very tough, making it difficult for people to get close at first glance, but he has a very soft heart.

Shen Songlei kissed for a while, then stopped and turned over to lie down, with his arms tightly around Shaohua, "Go to sleep"

Shaohua already felt the hard object between Shen Songlei's legs, thinking that it would break his life of not eating meat for many years, but who knew that Shen Songlei said this, and his heart felt unspeakable.

It can be said that thirty is like a wolf and forty is like a tiger. He feels that he is extremely difficult. The little calcium tablets in his mind are playing one after another, which is really itchy.