Castle Peak

The play is "Dream Like a Dream". Since the original work is eight hours long, only excerpts will be performed tonight.Xie Cen was stunned for a while when he saw the poster standing in front of the building. This is Lai Shengchuan's work. If she remembers correctly, it is about a doctor.

Yu Nian also arrived just in time. I don't know when he started standing behind Xie Cen, but Xie Cen didn't feel his presence at all.

"Teacher, when did you arrive?"

Yu Nian walked to her side, "I've been here for a while, and I saw what you were thinking."

"Ah, no... in a daze."

Yu Nian smiled softly, "Let's go."

Drama is really a magical art, no matter when, it will never be surpassed by movies.

Xie Cen remembers that the first time he watched a drama was when he was a sophomore. Although it was a free performance organized by the school drama club, and even the performances of the students may still be a little green, but the uniqueness brought by the drama The feeling of shock and heartiness, these are things that movies and TV cannot bring.

Now she is sitting with Yu Nian, sitting in the dark world before the opening, there is no light, no sound, the world is so quiet, she suddenly turned her head to look at Yu Nian, although in such light You can hardly see the expression on the other person's face, but Xie Cen still wants to look at the other person, want to see Yu Nian waiting quietly like this.

At such a moment, Xie Cen felt a sense of stability in his heart.

Those uneasiness about the future and the often tense nerves could finally be let go at this moment. She felt like a fish, finally raised her head from the water under the depression before the rainstorm, and was able to take a big breath of the free air.

The curtain opened in an instant, and the joys and sorrows were about to be staged. Xie Cen straightened his back and stared at the stage intently.

Yu Nian didn't know when to caress her waist, and whispered in her ear, "Relax."

The voice was almost inaudible, and it seemed to be blowing in her ears, which made Xie Cen blush all night, so what was performed on the stage tens of meters away, and what was said, everything was unknown. I don't know, what's left in the center of my eyes is Yu Nian's every move around me.

Although Xie Cen has always been emotionally slow, she also knew that she was in an unusual mood. On the way back to school at night, she kept her head down, her heart beating fast, and she didn't dare to look at Yu Nian who was walking beside her.

It wasn't until Yu Nian pulled him back when he was walking forward foolishly that he was about to bump into a telephone pole, that he finally came back to his senses, and finally met the other party's eyes.

Yu Nian was about the same height as Xie Cen, but because of the high heels, Xie Cen had to raise his head slightly to look into the other's eyes.

"Walk and watch the way." Yu Nian said with a faint smile.

"Hmm...hmm." Xie Cen had to admit that whenever he saw the other person's smile, his heartbeat began to speed up involuntarily.

"Stupid."

Yu Nian touched Xie Cen's soft hair.

"It's over." Xie Cen shouted to herself from the bottom of her heart. She was really on the road of no return. She knew very well that once this kind of emotion started, it would be difficult to end. She had the urge to run away.

That's right, running away from Yu Nian was like a coward who had disarmed before going to the battlefield. She lost to her own fear and shrinking.

Xie Cen knows her own thoughts very well. In a sense, she is probably the kind of person who is very determined. If she really likes the other party, as time goes by, there is no doubt that she will continue to indulge in it , and finally reached the level of being unable to extricate oneself, if it really reached that level and wanted to get out of it, it would be too late.

Moreover, Xie Cen felt that he had no face to face Nian when he had such thoughts about his teacher. If Teacher Yu knew that he actually liked her, he would definitely hate him.

But Xie Cen buried a kind of expectation in her heart. She could feel that Yu Nian didn't hate her. It could even be said that Yu Nian, who was relatively indifferent in interpersonal communication on weekdays, was actually very warm to her, but this did not mean that Yu Nian can accept her own feelings, after all...she goes against the mainstream of society.

She was a little frustrated and a little timid, but she insisted not to let Yu Nian see her various emotions.

Although there will be a lot of hard work during this period, loving a lover is a hard thing in itself.

When she returned to the dormitory, Xie Cen was still in a daze. When she recalled the scene when she and Yu Nian parted, an uncontrollable and very contradictory mood emerged, which seemed to be mixed with two kinds of feelings. A palette of completely different colors, black and white, red and blue, all sorrow and joy.

She sat at the desk and turned on the computer. She wanted to continue writing the internship report, but her heart was in a mess and her heart was beating fast, so she simply turned off the computer, took out her diary and wanted to write something, but in the end it was nothing. Neither was written.

She wanted to write everything down, but dared not write anything down.

Going forward a bit, except for some trivial things in life, the most recorded in the past one or two months are some things in the hospital, and in this part, the most recorded are myself and Yu Yu. The bits and pieces that happen between thoughts.

I met Yu Nian for the first time when I was in the orthopedics department, followed Yu Nian to make ward rounds, went to the operating table with Yu Nian as an assistant for each other, ate at the hospital restaurant with Yu Nian, and visited Yu Nian's home...

Xie Cen supported her face with one hand, and the alarm clock on the desk had already pointed to twelve o'clock at some point, she got up to wash up, lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling above her head, she was dazed.

Don't dare to act rashly.

She carefully buried everything.

At this moment, Yu Nian was not asleep either, she was sitting on the sofa and talking on the phone with Jiang Jiayu.

"Are you outside?" Yu Nian said to Jiang Jiayu while watching the news channel screen on the muted TV screen.

"Ah, is it noisy?" Jiang Jiayu left the bar and went to the bathroom, and said as she walked, "Drinking with Yang Yuan outside, she is in a bad mood."

Yu Nian put her fingers on her forehead, feeling a little sleepy, "Is that your friend who is about to get married?"

"Well, it's her, she works in the First Affiliated Hospital, our colleague."

"Ah."

"what happened?"

Yu Nian paused for a moment, then sighed very lightly, "No, it's actually nothing, I just want to talk to you suddenly."

Jiang Jiayu knew that the other party must have something to tell her.

"I might...be cruel."

Jiang Jiayu was taken aback.

"I don't want anything anymore. If I don't fight for it this time, I may miss it for the rest of my life."

"You said...Xie Cen"

The other side fell silent, Jiang Jiayu knew that she had hit the point, she was also silent for two seconds, and then said softly, "What do you think?"

"That child is very timid, I think she felt something happened." Yu Nian got up and turned off the TV, and walked back to the bedroom, "Once she understands, she may try her best to avoid me."

Jiang Jiayu understood why Yu Nian felt uneasy.

"I'm not confident that the kid has enough affection for me."

Yu Nian is right, Xie Cen is indeed not like someone who can face her emotions calmly, she is too soft, she will be hurt if she is not careful, even Xie Cen will sacrifice herself or let herself bear the pain alone In exchange for the calmness of others.

Many thoughts surged in Jiang Jiayu's mind, but she just smiled lightly on the phone.

"Yu Nian, I never thought you would be so entangled."

Yu Nian laughed too, but it was a silent laugh.

"This makes me feel... I feel that you are not so far away. I used to think that you didn't care about anything and took everything too lightly."

"But I like such a change, but I am also worried about such a change."

"I know."

On the other end of the phone, Yu Nian's voice was still very calm.

"Jiayu, no matter what changes may happen in the future, I am very happy now."

Nice to meet you, Xie Cen.

The author has something to say: I feel difficult, maybe I shouldn't write like this.

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