beggar anecdote

Come to kiss me, but the bottom can't refuse to move on, slowly wrapping one hand around my limp cock.

I unconsciously wrapped my legs around his waist, my whole body tensed.

Ning Ye said, relax a little, it will be fine soon.

I had to try my best to loosen my legs again, and finally let the thing go in most of it.

Does it hurt?

Ning Ye asked.

I shook my head, say move.

The hard and hot thing slowly withdrew and pushed forward firmly.

I frowned to suppress the blurted moan, panting heavily.

Ning Ye's movements became bigger and bigger, and the degree of in and out was much larger than before.

Occasionally, the pleasure of being overwhelmed makes me almost unable to control my voice. I know it is called prostate pleasure, but I didn't expect it to be such a strong feeling.

Ning Ye kissed me, told me not to hold back, and lightly bit the skin behind my ear.

Now I can't help but want to bear it, and half a moan escapes from my mouth.

The sex didn't last long, Ning Ye condoned my penis in faster and faster impacts, rubbing the sensitive spot on the top, pinching me back and forth and ejaculating quickly.

The pleasure of orgasm made the back tighten for a while, and I only felt a rush of heat. I knew that Ning Ye had also ejaculated.

I love you Jiang Ke.Ning Ye lay on top of me and whispered these words in my ear.

I was startled for a moment, and said, me too.

Earlier than you, more than you.

Ning Ye smiled, stood up, walked, went to clean up, couldn't hold back just now, and stayed inside.

Not only do I believe that he has read the guide, but I also believe that he has read it comprehensively.

I took the bathrobe, barely put it on, walked into the bathroom with a few steps, and refused anyone who wanted to come in to help.

The thing flowed down between the legs, and the scene was really obscene.

When I finished packing and came out, Ning Ye was already dressed and leaning on the bed, staring at the empty place in a daze, saw me and smiled again, and held me in his arms with open arms.

you are so nice.

Ning Ye sighed from nowhere, and said in a deep voice on my shoulder.

Ning Ye, won't you tell me what happened?I asked.

Oh, you are so smart, nothing can be hidden from you.

I looked at him and said nothing.

Ning Ye continued, are you afraid that my family will know about us?

I shook my head.

Ning Ye just laughed, then it's all right.

So it turned out that when Ning Ye came back today, he probably had a falling out with his family.

I don't care, but what about him?I have never been a problem, and the right to choose has never been in my hands.

I can't say any high-sounding words, I'm afraid I'm too greedy.

Let's go back tomorrow.Ning Ye said sullenly.

I said yes.

August 13, XX2

During the Chinese New Year, the buildings in City A were empty, and this city, where half of the population was from outsiders, was particularly lonely at this time.

I don't know what the Wang family's attitude is, and Ning Ye doesn't seem to care too much. After returning to City A, he really understood the truth of life.Except for sex, of course.

Young people have a taste of lust for the first time, and they have no restraint in sexual matters.

It was almost noon when I woke up the morning before yesterday, not to mention my backache and back pain, and I could only eat the omnivorous food cooked by Ning Ye, it was miserable.

But whoever did that thing at night and never got up on time the next day, the biological clock of several years was completely destroyed by Ning Ye.

Last night, in order to avoid oversleeping the next day, I resolutely rejected Ning Ye's courtship for the first time. Ning Ye didn't take it seriously at all, and continued to kiss her until the third time I pushed him away intentionally or unintentionally. I refused.I'm not joking, and I don't want to catch old people. Ning Ye really overestimated me.

He pretended to be angry, and rolled up the quilt with his back to me after being ignored by me. Most of the quilt was occupied by him, leaving me with only one corner barely covering my lower body.I had no choice but to go to the closet to take out another quilt, but the person over there couldn't stand the delicious and lazy food that he had raised in the past few days, and fell asleep long ago.

I was speechless for a while, I took out all the books and planned to fight a protracted war, but in the end, this person didn't give me any face and had no fighting power at all.

When Ning Ye woke up, I had already made breakfast, and what I did last night was really wise.

I was busy putting the side dishes on the freshly cooked noodles. Ning Ye came over and wrapped his arms around my waist, touched the itchy meat on my waist, and accidentally dropped the shrimp on the chopping board.I wanted to push him away, but I didn't expect him to tighten his arms, and his lemon-flavored tongue slipped into his mouth.After the kiss was over, there was not much soup left in the noodle bowl, and the noodles were even more lumpy.I frowned and looked at this bowl of longevity noodles with plenty of fillings. I couldn't blame the person next to me.

Who makes it hard for me to be beautiful.

for me?

I hum.

Ning Ye took the bowl to the table, picked up the chopsticks and ate the noodles.

Is it longevity noodles?It's the first time to eat it.

I watched him eat noodles quietly, neither of them said a word, my heart was sour and sweet.

He ate very quickly, much faster than usual, revealing a little bit of emotion.I guess he should like it.

You didn't eat?

After Ning Ye finished eating, he realized that there was no bowl in front of me, so he frowned at me.

You just want me to live a long life alone?

I was really speechless, I didn't expect that he was not a staunch defender of scientism.

There are still a lot of noodles, which will be cooked later.

Oh, then cook two more bowls, and I'll eat with you for a while.

No need.I subconsciously refused, the bowl of noodles just now was already a lot, and I couldn't eat any more.

Ning Ye didn't take it seriously, let's cook, I'm not full.

I had no choice but to order noodles for two people, but the side dishes were gone, and it was troublesome to make, so I simply put an egg for each person.

Ning Ye gave me the egg in the bowl, I didn't expose him, I ate it in a few bites.

But even if one egg was missing, his bowl of noodles, which I reduced in size, still couldn't be completely stuffed into his stomach.

After eating, he cleaned the dishes consciously, and I was thinking about how to spend the day.

But I'm not really an interesting person, and I haven't been able to come up with a good plan even though I've been thinking about it since a long time ago, I don't think I have that skill.

Ning Ye sat on the sofa, hugged me from behind, put his chin on my shoulder, and breathed wetly against my ear again.

Alas, I can't stand it again.

Jiang Ke, you are not allowed to leave me. You must cook longevity noodles for me every year in the future. We each have a bowl, okay?

Ah, only Ning Ye can say such contradictory words, such an absolute request, it is really hard to refuse.

I turned around and kissed him, saying yes.

After a while, Ning Ye's cell phone started to ring, he picked it up casually, and spoke next to me, but before he said a few words, I saw this person's face froze, with a somewhat embarrassed look on his face.

He got up and went to the balcony. After talking for a long time, he came back and hugged me weakly.

It's over now, I forgot about the high school reunion, I was originally asked to host it, but I'm no longer in City C.

Ning Ye looked very depressed, I had no way to comfort him, so I had to pat his hand.

But it's okay, you won't go anyway.

I changed the subject, not wanting to discuss my unsociable temperament, so I asked him where he wanted to go for his birthday.

I don't want to go anywhere.

Ning Ye still looked listless, and I felt a little shy, it seems that the class reunion is very important.

you, or else, or...

I really don't know what to say, should I teach him to go back?

Just thinking about it makes me unbearable, no, absolutely no.

what's on your mind?Um?

Ning Ye leaned close to my ear again and spoke in a deliberately low voice with some unclear message, which made me tremble all over for a moment.

Ning Ye let go of me, and I hurriedly pulled him back.

Don't, don't leave me!I almost blurted it out, maybe I already said it.

Ning Ye firmly pressed me on the sofa and kissed me fiercely, his tongue blocked me so that I couldn't breathe.I just don't think it's enough, it's not enough, I'd rather suffocate and die in this moment, so I don't have to worry, don't have to be afraid, my forever is forever.

This kiss lasted so long that I didn't even know when I entered the bedroom. I didn't wake up from the long-term dizziness until the thin linen was taken off and the kiss landed on my chest.

Ning Ye's kisses frequently lingered on the left chest.

Jiang Ke, why don't you believe me, why don't you believe me.

He may be asking me, or he may be himself.

He pulled my right hand to his left chest, touching the place where my heart was beating, and he kissed my left chest over and over again, where the same intense beating was happening.

The sex is tender and tender, and I am still as hard as iron even when he enters. The faint pain is mixed with strong pleasure, and I long for more intense stimulation.

After this sex I've learned a knack, if you can't find anything interesting to do, just have sex.

Ning Ye sat beside me satiated, I smiled, and the two of us slept together until the afternoon.

I woke up the first time the phone rang, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Ning Ye hang up the phone.I took a look and found that it was my mobile phone, but Ning Ye obviously didn't intend to show it to me to see who was calling.

I guessed that it should be Professor Li. I was supposed to go to Fenghua the day before yesterday, but because of Ning Ye's birthday, I asked for leave for two days. The call should be to remind me.

What's wrong.I asked Ning Ye why he was awkward.

Ning Ye jumped on me and said, what the hell is that Professor Li planning.

I looked at him strangely, not knowing what he meant by this, but he probably didn't intend to let me speak, and bit my lower lip, so painful that I couldn't say anything.

No matter what his idea was, he had no chance.

Ning Ye said viciously, which made me laugh for a while.

It was easy to enter the place I had only entered and exited a few hours ago. Ning Ye rushed in without saying hello. I was completely unprepared, and I snorted, in exchange for Ning Ye's more intense impact.

Until night fell, we were still hanging out in bed.

I can't help but think about relaxation, fortunately, exercise on the bed is probably the only activity I can do that is not boring.

August 13, XX4

The days after school started, Ning Ye was very uncomfortable. First of all, he couldn't go back to the apartment. His courses increased. I compared the schedules of the two sides, and only then did I know that their college's courses were crazy.

My courses are not too small, and I am more eager to save some money, and expand the working hours from the previous three days a week to four days a week. If I want to get a scholarship, the time is really tight, but fortunately, I can still manage it.

Professor Li didn't say anything about this matter, these trivial matters were not enough to bother him, but after the report was handed in, he asked to see my class schedule. Although I found it strange, I reported it honestly. What is the purpose of this schedule, anyway, no amount of classes can change my mind.The result was much better than I expected. Professor Li allowed me to take my usual work back to school, provided that I could not miss classes.

I also chose to go back to the dormitory on weekdays, so that I could be closer to Ning Ye, but we didn't actually meet each other at school.My life is lackluster, almost every day is three o’clock and one line. After class, I go to the library to do things, and I choose the cafeteria closest to the teaching building for meals. However, the teaching buildings of the School of Science and the School of Business are not in the same place. It was not a special agreement, and it was basically difficult to meet each other.When I go back to the dormitory at night, I will deliberately stay at the stairs for a while. Of course, it is not easy to meet the person I want to see in such a short period of time.

We will go back to the apartment together on weekends, and I will wait for him at the school gate, and then go to the supermarket downstairs to buy food for two days. I will definitely have a big meal on Friday night, and then cuddle up on the bed and make love.

Such days passed quickly, and when I was busy with the competition in the college that I had discussed with Professor Li last semester, I realized that it was already May [-]st.

The prize money for the competition is [-], and the people in the dormitory want me to treat them.I'm usually not close to them, and I don't know how to deal with this kind of intentional intimacy.

Fang Ming seemed to see my embarrassment, so he came out to smooth things over, took out his mobile phone to find a place, and regardless of whether I agreed or not, he found a place that was neither expensive nor cheap.The people in the dormitory agreed one after another, and decided to go at noon the next day.

I had no choice but to nod, and sent a text message to tell Ning Ye not to go back on the first day of May Day.

I didn't say why, I didn't answer the call for half a day, I guess he was busy with something, he was so tired in the afternoon, his eyelids started to fight now, he was supposed to come back to pack his things, but now he couldn't go back, so he simply climbed into bed sleep.

When I woke up, it was not the next day, and it was not even the normal evening break for college students.I got up to drink water. Fang Ming was still sitting under his bed playing games. He glanced at me and said that someone came to see me just now.

I thought about it and didn't think anyone should come to me.

I asked who Fang Ming was, but Fang Ming was vague. He probably didn't know his name. He just said that he was a junior, as if he came to see if I was sick.

I took out my mobile phone, only to realize that Ning Ye had called twice, and I forgot to turn it back to mute in the library, and missed the call.

Before the phone call, there were several text messages asking me why, and after I did not receive a reply, I sent several text messages one after another asking where I was.I realized that my sleep probably made Ning Ye worried, so I took my mobile phone and went to the corridor to make a call.

The phone was picked up quickly, and the voice over there sounded very noisy, as if it was also in the dormitory.

you're awake?

I snorted and asked if he had been to my bedroom.

He laughed and said no, it was his roommate who had just returned to the dormitory from the laboratory. He wanted to come and pick me up back to the apartment, but he was afraid that I would sleep until the next day, so he had to wait for the phone call.

I didn't ask him how he knew I would call him, but said that it was too late and there was probably no way to go back.

Ning Ye hummed, half-truthfully saying that I value friends over sex.

I was speechless and remained silent for a while, wanting to tell him to go to bed early, but was reluctant to hang up the phone, we haven't seen each other for almost five days, I really miss him.

Someone over there was calling the squad leader, jokingly asking if he was his girlfriend, laughing so silly.

Ning Ye said of course not, it's her boyfriend.

This remark was automatically classified as a joke, and the other party cut away and walked away.

My hand holding the phone was trembling, and I could only hear the sound of Ning Ye's breathing and the noise of fighting coming in from all directions.

Come downstairs, I want to see you.Ning Ye said.

There was less than 10 minutes before the access control. We kissed behind Holly outside the dormitory without saying a word. It seemed that saying a word was a waste of time.

August 13, XX11

In September, Ning Ye started to participate in the College Student Challenge Cup, followed by a tutor who specialized in genetic engineering, and became completely busy.He quit most of the student affairs at schools and colleges and spent his days in libraries and laboratories.

I have almost finished my classes, and I changed and threw away the rest. I managed to arrange the classes for one or two days of concentration, and then extended my work in Fenghua to five days.

It was getting shorter and shorter for him to go back to the apartment. It was already late when he came back from the laboratory, and I couldn't bear to make him have to go back.

I still cooperate with Ning Ye's time, so that I can kiss behind the holly tree downstairs in the dormitory every night.

Once I ran into my junior and his girlfriend.

We had just finished our long kiss, Ning Ye closed his eyes and took a nap on my shoulder, looking very tired today.The female voice next to her didn't hide her excitement at all. With a bang, I reflexively pushed Ning Ye away.At that moment, I was actually very peaceful in my heart. I never concealed my niche orientation, but no one cared at all, which saved me a lot of trouble.I'm just afraid that Ning Ye will be uncomfortable. Compared with many people, his every move at school obviously receives more attention, which is very troublesome.

Ning Ye looked at the two people over there and asked, Wang Jun?

The person next to the girl laughed twice and said monitor, you continue, we didn't see anything.Then he dragged the excited girl away.

I watched the person who turned his head three times a step back with his forehead, only to be pulled back viciously by Ning Ye.

push me away?Um?Am I shameless?

Alas, what and what.

Facts have proved that being discovered by one or two people did not cause any uproar, life is still the same, the bad thing is that when I meet Ning Ye's roommate again, I always see a slightly wretched smile.

After getting acquainted with each other, Wang Jun talked about this incident, saying that you didn't lie to me, monitor.I remembered what Ning Ye said about being a boyfriend, so I smiled and said nothing.Wang Jun pushed forward and wanted to take pictures of the two of us to please his girlfriend, but Ning Ye refused to show any affection, and threatened him with the final homework to dispel his idea.

He called his girlfriend to change the task, and the angry and indisputable voice on the other side could be heard clearly even without the amplification.Wang Jun didn't feel embarrassed either, and grinned shamelessly.

Ning Ye sat on a chair in the cafeteria and laughed, I think there is really nothing better than now.

August 14, XX5

This Spring Festival, Ning Ye still received an air ticket. Ning Ye decided to change the return time to New Year’s Eve, and hurried back before midnight. We spent this Spring Festival at the airport.

I don't know how his relationship with the family is, I try to believe that he can handle it.

After the Challenge Cup, he began to work on projects with his original mentor. We didn’t discuss the future path clearly. I was about to start an internship, and I didn’t think about continuing to study. But Ning Ye was different. Not surprisingly, he would choose the path of scientific research.

When I asked him, he was sitting at the table drinking milk, he was stunned for a moment and said he hadn't made up his mind yet.

I didn't force it, I just asked him to tell me after he thought it over, I didn't expect to find out that I was not prepared at all.

Ning Ye put down the half-drinked milk and said, if I want to go abroad, would you like to go with me?

I stopped the fried egg in my mouth, took a look at Ning Ye and said, yes.

This is just a preliminary idea, and it has not been confirmed yet, but you know, in terms of genetic engineering, domestic research is far less advanced than foreign research.

I nodded and began to think that if Ning Ye went to study abroad, then I would have to find some reason to keep up.

Professor Li asked me to go to BM for an internship. BM is not in the internship unit arranged by the college, which is an exceptional olive branch.

I agreed, and at the same time began to consider applying to schools abroad.With our current situation, apart from studying, I can't find any reason to live abroad for a long time.

Professor Li saw that I had this idea and gave me a lot of information about financial schools. Only then did I realize that language has become the biggest problem facing me.

August 14, XX10

After the internship, I decided to take a year off from school and stay in BM to work.The conditions they offered were very generous. I think if it wasn't for going abroad with Ning Ye, I would choose to stay.

In this world, besides Ning Ye, money is the thing that gives me the most sense of security.But in the end it can only be counted as second.

I signed up for an English training class, and what I need to practice most is oral English. It is really difficult for me to communicate with a stranger.

Seeing that I was in a state of desperation, Ning Ye went to practice oral English with me personally. This kind of communication was indeed not a problem, but his physical strength was exhausted. In the end, English practice often turned into exercise on the bed.I was so disturbed that I had to give up practicing at home.

Ning Ye told me not to worry, how could I not worry.He is going to apply for a top 10 prestigious school. If I want to enter the same school, language scores cannot be unimportant. What's more, there is a bigger problem.

I kind of regret turning down that money from my dad.

Ning Ye discovered that it had been more than two weeks since I cut down on expenses when the dishes on the table changed from four to three.Since he started talking to the project, we've rarely spoken to each other, but since I don't live on campus, we see even less.Ning Ye began to insist on going back to the apartment every night. Although I didn't want him to run back and forth, the selfish thoughts in my heart made it hard for me to refuse.

Ning Ye spends very little energy on some things, and many superficial efforts are just inertia for him, just as everyone who has been with him will give him a high evaluation and will never refuse further contact, but for Ning Ye , that was just a passer-by not worth mentioning, and there was no ripple in his heart.This also caused him to pay absolutely no attention to many things in life, including the dishes on the table.I think if I hadn't replaced the fried beef with pork that day, he probably wouldn't have found out after a long time that I started to save money.

He looked at the pork that was definitely not too small in disgust.He is used to being pampered, but he has always been rude to me, picky eaters are commonplace.

I bite the bullet and ate it, telling him it tasted pretty good.

He was noncommittal, glanced at the dining table, and said belatedly, it seems that there is one dish missing these days, and when did we switch to vegetarianism.

I was so embarrassed that I felt ashamed. There were two dishes and one soup on the table, one meat and two vegetables, which was definitely considered nutritionally balanced.

Ning Ye waited for a long time and sighed.

Jiang Ke.

I look up at him.

You really don't have to worry, don't look at me being supported by you now, I will still be able to support you in the future.

I laughed, what a broken metaphor.

After the death of the old man of the Wang family, I won't ask for his inheritance. I don't care about my mother's share, but with the housing prices in country A, the real estate under my name should be enough for us to squander until we become financially independent.

This is the first time we've talked about his complicated family, and he seems so nonchalant that I understand that he's got rid of all the messy family ties.

I was going to bring the fried pork back to the kitchen, Ning Ye inserted a chopstick into it.

Forget it, let's just let it go today, I won't eat this tomorrow, I don't like pork.

Well, I had to put it back again, and stuffed it all into my stomach based on the principle of not wasting.

August 15, XX12

After the language test, I was really anxious for a while. Ning Ye said in my ear every day that it’s all right.The first time I rolled my eyes at him, Ning Ye was exaggeratedly startled and accused me of contempt for Fu Gang.

I was speechless again, I always felt that Ning Ye's image was getting worse and worse.

But Ning Ye was right, I did well in the exam, except for the oral English that just passed the standard, I performed supernormally in everything else.

I want to choose the school that Ning Ye wants to go to the most. The top three universities of science and technology, bioengineering are second to none in the world, but for a school of science and technology, the finance department is obviously very mediocre.

Ning Ye did not agree with my approach, but on this point, I obviously would not give in, but I also underestimated Ning Ye's stubbornness.

We all took a step back, I applied to two other universities next to me, and Ning Ye also chose a few other universities and sent materials.I went through every university he chose, without considering the quality of my major at all, as long as I saw the ones that met the requirements, I followed them all, and Ning Ye was so perfunctory that he was furious, so he had to drag me to the bed to vent his anger.

Most of the time, I was busy with my graduation thesis. After taking a year off from school, I had to recall a lot of things, and the thesis was very difficult to write.The instructor chose Professor Li. Although I have had little contact with him since I became a junior, and I have not continued to work in Fenghua, I still prefer to choose from more teachers who have never talked to each other. I am willing to choose this young elite who has helped me a lot.

Ning Ye was very upset, but he didn't say anything, and his anger was not obvious after two days, so I had to let him go.

Professor Li asked about the schools I chose, and I probably picked a few good ones and said that I didn't want him to know that I didn't care too much.

He also mentioned two good ones, which I have probably heard of, but they are too far away from the schools Ning Ye chose, so they didn't come into my consideration at all.

He saw that I was not very interested, and said with a smile, a big T is also good, as long as you like it.

I muttered vaguely, not wanting to say that this is not my first choice, although he is next to the school Ning Ye wants to go to most, but I still want to be in the same school as Ning Ye.

August 16, XX3

I got a lot of offers, the first one I got was the school Ning Ye wanted to go to, and unexpectedly there was a scholarship. I finally felt at ease, but felt incredible about my good luck.

There was something wrong with Ning Ye.He did not receive the offer from the school he wanted to go to the most. Although the other offers were similar, they might be the best choice for most people, but they were not the best choice for him.

Ning Ye was very calm and said, this school is also very good, I should go there.

I took a look and found that it was a school that had been fighting openly and secretly with the school he originally wanted to go to. Although I also voted, I didn't receive the offer by accident.

I feel like my sky is going to collapse, why is this happening?

Ning Ye was frightened by me and coaxed me to say, it’s okay, it’s very close. He checked that our two schools can take up to an hour by car, and then we can buy a second-hand car and rent a house between the two schools .

I have a hunch that there is something wrong with this statement. I haven't decided which school to go to. If Ning Ye doesn't go to the original school, then it will definitely not be my first choice.

Ning Ye showed me the offer from T University and said, go here.

I looked at him in shock, and he smiled, we have to take a step back each other, you can't always accommodate me, this school is worthy of you, don't give in just because of me, I don't want you to give in.

I later learned that he didn't even send materials to the school he most wanted to go to.

Before graduation, we started to get busy with going to country S. He asked me to look for a house online and go about visas by myself.

I have been looking for a long time, and between the two schools I found a small white building with a garden, it is not big, and the rent is not expensive. I paid the deposit starting from August, and it was Ning Ye’s house sale. money.

Ning Ye is right, I will have to rely on him to support me in the future, and I am afraid I will have no financial resources in a short time.

Extra 1

I'm kind of annoyed with that box.When Jiang Ke went abroad, he didn't bring much, so the box became very conspicuous.In fact, I have seen this box in his closet a long time ago, it is not big, it is an old-fashioned tin box of some years.

I have never seen him open that box, it seems that it is not important and he has forgotten it in a corner, and it seems that it is too important to open it easily.I didn't expect that one day I would find this thing dazzling, because this period may carry a past that I don't know about.

I tried my best to be indifferent, pretending to ask him casually, Jiang Ke replied vaguely that it was nothing.He is lying to ghosts. From the day I met him, I knew that he couldn't pretend to be a secret. Even if he never said it, you can still see a lot from those eyes. The more you deliberately conceal it, the more conflicted you will be. , until you give up on your own initiative, he will try to open his heart, just a little bit, he can't see too much, but he can see a little bit.

I never thought of myself as a person who is easy to get close to others, but Jiang Ke surprised me a bit.Like a hedgehog, he keeps everyone close to him far away, and lives in his own world. His eyes have a gloomy look that his peers don't have, but they miraculously make people feel transparent and clean.The contradiction makes you can't help but want to get closer to a person who can see clearly.

The moment I had this idea, I felt like I was sick.But in the end I let myself put the idea into practice.

He was a little unlucky. From the first time I saw him fall bloody in the stadium, he always seemed to appear in front of me in this weak posture since then.

Then he showed me how wrong I was.

He's strong, I have to admit.

I was really not surprised when he got the top scorer in the high school entrance examination.He is extremely smart, and his insight into people's hearts is so thorough that sometimes I don't want to be exposed in front of his eyes, which makes me feel that I have nothing to hide, and it is rare to feel a little shame.

I'm different from him, he sees too clearly that he doesn't even bother to get involved, but I cater to all sides, even if I don't like it, I will never refuse.I'm ashamed of it, I'm amazed to realize it, but I can't stop the urge to pry further.

I was furious when he discovered the family secrets that I loathed so much but were destined to be with me for the rest of my life.See, I'm not that kind of person. I have a mother who is a mistress and a father who only hides his mistress and bastard child.I was pointed and scolded by the so-called main room, and talked about undisguised by passers-by I didn't know.My name is even posted under an account I don't know. In addition to my false heart, I also carry a false identity.

I don't want to see those eyes, it makes me feel even more ashamed.

If it weren't for his repeated stalking, I don't think we could have the following story.I don't know how he can be so persistent, but I never doubted his crush on me.

If you have ever met his eyes, you will find that his heart is absolutely free of any impurities.I enjoyed this feeling so much that I indulged myself in it.

I like to watch him approach cautiously, seek the bottom line carefully, and express his forbearing love carefully.

Yes, love, how could Jiang Ke think he hid it well?Doesn't he really know that his eyes have already exposed everything?I discovered his thoughts very early on. Instead of feeling disgusted, I was interested to see what he wanted to do.

But he is too cautious, I think if I don't take the initiative, he is about to flee.

Facts have proved that I was right about him, he actually got cold feet, twice.

He called me before he left, the message was beyond my imagination, I didn't even say a word, he just said goodbye to me.I'm mad as hell.When I went to his house, I found that the house had been sold so quickly, and when I went to find his father, it was rare to be ridiculed by people who used to be hospitable.

I know what's going on, it's not something two high school kids can handle, and what I thought was a long time coming happened earlier.He took it on himself, and left me where I was after flying away.

After this happened once, I didn't expect a second time.In two years, he will meet a lot of people, but I know he doesn't like to socialize with people, at least there are one or two people around him, I tell myself that's normal.But seeing it with my own eyes, I was still mad with jealousy.

He's fine, since I'm not the only one with eyes, I won't be the only one who notices it.

He was still terribly slow, but he didn't feel conscious of being stared at by those eyes. He even went to the bar intimately and familiarly. It landed on the back of my hand, but I knew it was piercing his heart.Seeing his shocked and desperate expression, regret flooded in like a tide, drowning me in an instant.I wanted to rush over and pull him out of the bar, explain to him, make up with him, and tell him I missed him.

All this stopped at the so-called professor, the frozen beer and my anger were swallowed from the esophagus into the spleen and stomach.

Until he disappeared before my eyes again without saying a word.

I told myself that he was still a student of this school no matter what, and if he could run away like a monk, he couldn't run away from the temple, so there was nothing to worry about.But I still couldn't restrain myself. I found his roommate, his counselor, and relatives and friends, and finally got his address.

We hugged and kissed so passionately that I had to tell myself that he was mine again.

I really can't bear the feeling of being concealed, especially this concealment comes from Jiang Ke.

I decided to do an immoral thing.I must say that this is a decision I made after a long time of patience.I opened the tin box he hid in the attic.This rusty box, which will never be thrown away every time I move, has obvious traces as soon as it is opened. I can only pray to God that Jiang Ke will not think of this thing in a short time, and give it some time to continue to rust.

There are not many things in the box, it is really inconspicuous, a piece of yellowed old-fashioned draft paper, densely written with crooked primary school students' fonts, there is an old yellowed photo underneath, and some things that I can't tell what it is.

Looks like something left over from childhood.

I put the things back, and the draft paper floated to my feet. When I picked it up, I finally realized that something was wrong.

This manuscript paper is signed by my name.

I read it at a glance, and finally found out that this is actually a self-criticism for the loss of the captain's epaulettes in my elementary school career.

I picked up the old yellowed photo and carefully identified it. With my meager memory, I found myself in the group photo, and I was not sure.