beggar anecdote

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No matter how messy you are, you still can't forget the business.No matter how bad it is, it's just going back to the origin. Who didn't come here from the origin?

August 12, XX9

I helped Fang Ming take over the class for more than ten days, and I didn't think it was a big deal, but the other party was embarrassed and insisted on dragging me to have dinner with the new juniors.

I'm not really close with everyone, even my roommate Fang Ming, I only got to know each other after helping him with some necessary communication every day, eating and so on is really not my style of doing things.

Besides, I don't feel that I have suffered any disadvantages in the past ten days.

The matter of helping Fang Ming was purely accidental.My purpose is very simple, but I want to get acquainted with Ning Ye.Unexpectedly, there were too many people, and they were all in military training uniforms. After searching for a long time, they couldn't find anyone. Instead, they saw Fang Ming, who was dressed a bit out of place, sitting under a tree drinking water.

I don't know if it's the end of all the hardships, but the two disparate departments are actually divided into a neighborhood relationship.The School of Economics and the School of Life Sciences are both large courtyards, and there are seven or eight phalanxes. The large basketball court is completely occupied by the two courtyards.

Fang Ming is a student cadre of the school office. There are not many cadres, but there are many phalanxes, so he has to be on duty every day.This errand started off okay, watching the juniors being abused in high spirits can get enough of the anger from the previous year.Unfortunately, the time for the military training of A University is too long, and it is not a good thing to steam a steamer with the juniors every day, thinking about arriving late and leaving early all day long.

Fang Ming earnestly vomited bitterness to me, a person who usually can't talk to each other.I was just waiting here because I had no reason, so I hit it off with Fang Ming immediately and cooperated friendlyly.As for any coincidences in the middle, I don't care about it.

So much so that when I declined Fang Ming's thoughtful kindness for the third time, I really couldn't laugh or cry.

Jiang Ke, do you really don’t understand or you don’t understand, which of the girls who entered the department didn’t come for you. At that time, I used you as a sign and you agreed, but now you don’t agree to let you show your face. I said you are not too mean.

He pulled his face down and said this, and finally picked a smile, Da Xia saw that I was terrified.I am surprised that it is personal freedom to go or not, and there is no right to refuse.

Alas, I know what it means for a dog to bite Lu Dongbin. Of course, I am not a good person. We each get what we want, he plays with others, and I see mine.

I smiled, it's useless to talk more, he can think whatever he likes, and there is nothing to lose.

Even if the military training is over after today, I pack up and plan to go to the track and field to see the report performance. I didn’t see him on the training ground in the last few days of the military training.

The junior who bumped into me greeted me, I looked around, and sure enough there was no Ning Ye.I don't know whether to say that Ning Ye is supernatural or lucky. After twenty days of military training, he was able to attend only single digits.

Is the senior looking for Ning Ye?You guys know each other, I said you must know each other, but I didn’t tell him how much I asked him, but he reminded me to buy medicine for you, senior, I’m really sorry...

I didn’t quite hear what was said later, but the previous words rang out like cannon fire, my heart beat violently, and suddenly I felt that the road was bright and the future was promising.

There were too many people, and by the time I went around and climbed to the stands, the performance team had already appeared.Fighting for the top spot in everything, Ning Ye's temperament probably cannot be changed.But that's okay, I can see him everywhere.

No wonder he was absent without reason, because he had a heavy responsibility.Ning Ye was wearing a dark blue military uniform and white gloves, and walked at the front of the queue with three other people holding the national flag.

Alas, it is too dazzling.It's good to see it at a glance, but it's not so good if everyone can see it.

Fortunately, it didn't take long, and Ning Ye left the stage soon.

I sat in the same place and watched the square team walk for a long time. When the show ended, Ning Ye didn't show up again, and the passion aroused by my junior suddenly felt that there was nowhere to rest.

The ceremony started early and ended early, so I simply went back to the lease to fry two dishes and pretended to bring them to school.While walking, he had to find an excuse to send it to Ning Ye's dormitory. This first step of peaceful communication was really difficult.

I didn't come up with an excuse here, but I encountered a strange tone of yin and yang that I haven't seen for a long time.

Professor Li stopped the car and lowered the car window, and Yin Yang Wei Tune spoke first.

Where's your boyfriend?Why not show it to us.

I was really too lazy to talk to him, I nodded to Professor Li to express my politeness, and wanted to leave. I took a step back, and heard that sentence that I didn’t know how many times.

Haven't eaten yet, why don't you come with us.

Professor Li spoke casually, the invitation was exactly the same as before.

I raised the thermos bucket in my hand and said no.

The yin and yang tune is really a yin and yang tune, give it to your boyfriend, Li Hui, why are you so blind, Xiao Keke is not in the mood to eat with us.

Professor Li smiled, looked at me and asked, is that right?

I looked at the yin and yang monsters and nodded, and ignored them.

After the car passed by, I saw Ning Ye, who had already changed his clothes, and a group of people walking across the road.The junior came over to greet me enthusiastically, but I only noticed that the man didn't even cast a glance.

It's really heartbreaking.

I carried my things back to the dormitory, Fang Ming sat playing games, looked up at me and continued typing on the keyboard.

I sat for a while, took out my mobile phone and sent a message to the number I knew so well but never contacted, and went to 211 with the thermos, and put it outside the closed gate.

August 12, XX10

In the first two days since the National Day, I was always worried about whether Ning Ye would go back to the distant city C. Based on my understanding of his past, I was pretty sure that Ning Ye would not go back.However, after a few years of separation, I am not sure whether the understanding back then has become a joke like seeking a sword.

Fortunately, I didn't worry for long. When I ran into Ning Ye coming back from the cafeteria, I was thinking about what legitimate reason I should use to wander around the gate of 211.

A university campus is not like a high school. I have to say that it was too much of a coincidence to meet the person I just wanted to see in the last ten cafeterias.

The military training didn't change this person much. Even though most people have become like a piece of black charcoal, he still looks like a noble son.

Only then did I belatedly realize that this person was taller and thinner.

I held a stack of documents and called Ning Ye. I was sure that if I didn't take the initiative, he would ignore me, even if there were only the two of us on this spacious road.

Ning Ye glanced at me indifferently, then nodded with a bit of arrogance.

It's hard for me to figure out what kind of attitude this is towards.It is neither the warmth towards classmates when I was the class monitor, nor the indifference that I broke the secret a long time ago, nor the true temperament of that sweet time.

I don't know if I should be honored, but obviously I have unlocked another new attitude of Ning Ye.

I hesitated for a while before taking the second step.

I invited the person in front of me to go out for coffee as casually as possible, but Ning Ye refused without even thinking about it, and left without having time to finish his sentence.

I smiled wryly and explained to the obviously impatient person that anytime is fine.

There is no time for anything.

I really laughed when Ning Ye's almost childish words came out of his mouth.

The people passing by frowned angrily, and wanted to leave this place even more quickly.

I quickly grabbed his hand, the warm touch made me forget what to say for a while.

It's been a long time.

Even during the short period of being together, there were not many contacts like this, and the occasional intimacy was taboo and cautious, and behaviors such as holding hands were only a handful in memory.

Ning Ye didn't move, which made me a little more courageous.

I yelled his name, yelling the syllable that hadn't come out of my mouth for a long time like a raving.

Jiang Ke, what do you mean now?

Ning Ye's sharp eyes pierced straight over, making me afraid to say a word.But that didn't make him let me go.

Are you trying to make up with me now?As a senior?

I let go of the other party's hand slowly, not wanting the other party to find out that my hands were obviously cold but could not stop sweating.

I am sorry.

I seemed to be talking to myself, neither daring to look directly at the other person nor raising the volume.

sorry for what?Ning Ye turned sideways, facing me, making me invisible.

I stopped, I don't know what I'm sorry for, I just know that he is angry.

Ning Ye looked at me as if he was watching a play, hesitating and unable to say a word.

You have done nothing wrong.You are brave enough, independent enough, and cruel enough.I am narrow-minded and needless to worry.Really, Jiang Ke, never say sorry, you are right.

Ning Ye left.I stood there in a daze, all I knew was that Ning Ye was really angry this time.

August 12, XX12

Ning Ye is really famous in University A because of the Freshman Cup in mid-to-late November every year.His academic style is as rigorous as that of junior and senior high schools, not to mention A University, which advocates freedom.

I didn't even know Ning Ye's name from a girl, but from my roommate who wasn't too nosy.

I haven't inquired about Ning Ye for a long time. Even the only basketball game I watched was when I was attracted by the crowds on the third floor and the third floor when I passed by the stadium. It was Ning Ye.

I stood by the guardrail under the sycamore tree and watched him and his teammates batter after scoring a goal. They ran with their heads down and turned a deaf ear to the screams coming and going from the sidelines.

I didn't read any more.

When Jackson went abroad, Fenghua lost one person, and Professor Li didn't seem to have any plans to recruit new people.I had to take on the task of two people, and while I was busy looking at the ups and downs of the data cable, I was thinking about what happened to Ning Ye. My heart seemed to be tightly bound and contracted by dense silk threads every day, and I couldn't get rid of it.

This kind of life has lasted for so long that I am a little self-deprecating when I think back to the days when I didn't know good and bad in October.

I never believed that Ning Ye was such a cruel person.He just doesn't take it too seriously, and he doesn't want to be taken too seriously, even though this has always been a problem, but it doesn't prevent him from adhering to the principle of staying out of things.

But soon I had to believe that the two years of adolescence were really scary, enough to change a boy I had been watching for years.

At the beginning of November, Fenghua completed a big order, which was also the last one before Jackson left. Jackson was very reluctant to part with it. The celebration banquet and the farewell banquet were added together, and he chose a weekend to have a big meal.I have been in Fenghua for nearly a year, and I have never participated in a dinner party with more than ten people, but this time I really have no excuse to avoid it, not to mention that Jackson is the only person I can talk to in Fenghua besides Professor Li.

Except for Ning Ye, I seldom feel similar feelings of reluctance towards others, but Jackson really made me feel this rare feeling.I am very sad.It is difficult to adapt to a person, and it is also difficult to give up after adapting.

I've been thinking, if I hadn't gone to the second stall that night where they were happy, would I not be as embarrassing as I am now.

After entering Ye Shi, I realized that Yin Yang Strange Tune is actually the boss here.

Yashibu is a well-known bar, Jackson said.

Yin Yang Wei Tiao has reserved a private room, but there is a long distance from the door to the private room.

This is a very stylish bar, completely different from the bar I imagined. I didn't expect the yin and yang tone to be elegant.

My puzzled look clearly amused him.Yin-Yang Wei Tiao deliberately took a step behind and put his hand on my shoulder, asking if I was disappointed.

This action obviously exceeded the friendship between the two of us, I broke away uncomfortably, which made him laugh even more, and the yin and yang tone was not the same as before.

When Professor Li came in, he gave us a strange look, and the yin and yang tone finally shifted its target.

I took a long breath, but when I turned my head, I saw a scene where I couldn't even breathe out.

A dozen or so young men and women sat in the longest booth in the corner.Ning Ye's white coat and black trousers were so conspicuous that I could see it as soon as I turned around.

I don't know what kind of game they were playing among young people, but the man in white and black pants turned his back to me and got up to kiss the girl next to me, as if he had been pressed the pause button and stopped before my eyes.

It wasn't until Professor Li finished dismissing the young boy who came to ask for his phone number that I realized that there were only two of us left here.

Professor Li grabbed my neck and led me upstairs.

I don't think I should be here.It shouldn't be.

After that day I finally started to think about where I went wrong.

But what happened that night gave me a little shadow.I dare not go to see Ning Ye again, the chance encounters that I used to do everything possible to involve are now turned into never encounters.

I didn't want to admit it in my heart, but I had to back down in action.

Let me think about it, and think about where I went wrong.

In such a blink of an eye, it has been December 12st.We've got two 31s that are pretty good, but I don't think it's going to be any better this year.

August 13, XX1

City A is different from City C. City C has never seen a few snowflakes in the cold winter, but City A has never spared this little thing, and the sky is covered with whiteness.

School is also closed on New Year's Day, and Fenghua can finally rest for a while.After the food and clothing problem was solved, I realized that I really had no spiritual pursuits.

Think about it, if there is no Ning Ye, my life would be really boring.I drank the last glass of milk in the refrigerator, and I have used up the last bit of food in the refrigerator without going out for three days.

I am really afraid of the cold. Fortunately, City A is covered by heating, but this also makes me even more reluctant to go out.

This house is not big, but the location is very good, there are many living and transportation facilities, not to mention the rent is not high, it is very cost-effective to rent it.Of course, I accepted Jackson's favor, but this rare person who allowed me to accept his kindness safely has also left.

I unwrapped my tightly wrapped left hand in the supermarket downstairs, and I didn't expect to run into the person I hadn't seen for more than a month.

At that moment, what ran through my mind was not why he was here, but whether I should avoid it.

It's an odd thought, even though I've been subconsciously doing it for over a month now.Ever since I saw him making out with other girls, I subconsciously blocked all information about him.I can see it clearly, not only knowing that I am deceiving myself, but more just maintaining my ridiculous and pitiful hope.

Ah, I can still get distracted in this situation.I shook my head, unwilling to think about whether I had already fallen into the eyes of others, and hurried to the shelf.

Do you want to eat this?

No.

Then what do you use it for.

I thought you wanted to eat.

Oh, you have mind reading skills, come on, tell me, what do I want to eat now.

do not know.

real?Then tell me how you found out just now.

……

But I actually like to eat this.

……

I glanced at the food bag with four big white steamed buns tied together, and took it into the shopping cart.Compared with durian or something, it is obvious that this thing is much easier to accept.

The only time Ning Ye and I went to the supermarket appeared inappropriately before my eyes. I think it should have something to do with the huge durian in front of my eyes.

Ning Ye is not an honest child, he didn't even touch the durian, and I couldn't stand the smell, and it ended up in a garbage bag, four big white steamed buns were cut up to make West Toast, this kind of sweet and greasy thing is really delicious. Quite to his taste.

I couldn't hold back the memory of floods opening. I collected my mind and found such a place for myself to avoid people being funny. I wanted to get away from this place full of durian smell.

When I bumped into someone, I didn't have any precautions. I apologized hurriedly and wanted to leave. Although it was a bit cold in the icy world, I decided to go to a supermarket farther away to buy things.

Jiang Ke!

Ning Ye suddenly appeared in my ear with an angry voice.I looked up in astonishment, only then did I realize who it was that I bumped into in a hurry.I guess my self-righteous evasion mostly fell into the eyes of this person. Rather than bumping into it by accident, I believe that this person is waiting here.It's just that I can't figure out why.

You hide from me?You really are cruel enough, how good is your ability to keep going as soon as you say it?

I've never heard of Ning Ye swearing, no, it's rare to see this kind of rage now.Fortunately, he was still able to consider the inconvenience of the occasion in a furious mood, and lowered his voice so viciously that it was shocking.

I was dragged by him and stumbled out of the supermarket.The cold wind howled, and it sounded even more terrifying in the leeward corridor, not to mention, there was a cold side ahead that could compare with the weather outside.

I haven't figured out what Ning Ye's intentions are, but I just want to smooth my hair on a conditioned reflex.

Sorry, I……

Don't say sorry again!

Ning Ye punched the wall, said without suppressing his voice, and interrupted my blurted words.

I had no choice but to shut up, and looked at his red hand from the cold with distress. The right hand that hit the wall could faintly see blood oozing from the broken skin.

There was a moment of silence, I didn't dare to speak, and Ning Ye didn't seem to want to say anything.

I held his good hand tremblingly and said, go to my house first.

Ning Ye gave me a cold look, but didn't withdraw his hand after all.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and carefully wrapped his injured hand with a glove, and led him to the apartment.

As soon as I entered the door, I was pressed against the wall by a person exuding a cold aura, and the overwhelming kisses were pressed down before I could react.

I recalled the action under the dim light of Ye Shi very inappropriately, and subconsciously tilted my head.

This action made Ning Ye pause for a moment. His dark eyes were surprisingly bright in the gloomy room under the ice and snow. I was worried that Ning Ye would be unhappy, and I didn't know what to explain. I just wanted to ask him to continue, but he pulled him away. Right on the head, straight down the kiss.The slippery tongue drove straight along my slightly parted lips, rampaging violently and decisively in my mouth.

I was a little unaccustomed to Ning Ye's roughness, I kneaded his still cold left hand, trying to appease this man's irritability that came from nowhere.It took a long time before Ning Ye stopped his rough strategy, and gently licked my upper lip, with a little care, so gentle that I doubted whether the previous roughness was real.

Panting, I pulled him to sit on the sofa, got up and wanted to find some medicine to treat his wound, but was pushed down on the sofa.

I thought he wanted to continue, thinking of his red right hand, I was a little hesitant, but I didn't expect that he just pressed me under him, breathing heavily.

In the evening, I ordered takeaway, and I reheated the food and put it on the table. When I saw the person wearing my T-shirt come out of the bathroom, I felt as if I had returned to the place where Ning Ye stayed at my house two years ago.

His right knuckle was badly bruised, and I took the spoon and put the easy-to-scoop food into his bowl.He looked at it, showing the first smile of the day. He didn't care about the injured hand at all, and calmly picked up the spoon to scoop the soup with his fingers.I guess he should have taken off the plastic bag I wrapped him up before taking a bath, and the white wound after washing made my eyes hurt.

I think we need to talk, but Ning Ye's appearance of not wanting to say anything really makes me unable to speak.

When I got out of the bathroom, Ning Ye was already sleeping under the quilt, and his whole body was covered tightly by the quilt.I thought about it and decided to sleep on the other side.He is a bit abnormal today, I really don't want to touch his reverse scales.

I haven't felt peace of mind for a long time, and the snow outside the window seems to be falling even more in a daze.

August 13, XX1

When I wake up, I can feel the hands on my waist, and I can see the bright sky from outside the curtains that are not drawn tightly.

It's getting late.This means that the cognition of breaking my biological clock for many years wiped out the little sleepiness I had left, and I wanted to turn over and get up on a conditioned reflex.

However, the hand on the waist did not let me do what I wanted.

Ning Ye pressed me in place so hard that I couldn't get up at all.I have never had any principles with Ning Ye, and I just let him go in class.

Thinking of this, I simply turned around to face the person on my back.

Ning Ye's eyes were clear, and he seemed to have been awake for a long time.

Is there a class?

I asked.

Ok.

Ning Ye replied indifferently.

don't you want to go?

Ok.

I have nothing to say, I can't express my happiness from the bottom of my heart.

Ning Ye leaned forward and kissed me. It was different from yesterday's cold kiss. Today's kiss was warm and soft, as beautiful as a dream.I was a little worried that this was actually a dream. I opened my eyes wide and looked at the person who was smiling and kissing me. I was bitten on the mouth suddenly. It was not very painful, but it was enough to bring me back to my deep thinking. In the gentle licking after the pain sink.

Even if it is a dream, it is enough.

I sighed comfortably in my heart, stuck out my tongue and fought back and forth with the person opposite.

It was already noon when we both woke up.

Even though we have done such things as ear-to-eye contact, Ning Ye still failed to exchange three sentences with me, and every time I wanted to say something to him, I would be overwhelmed by his unilateral silence.

I never knew that Ning Ye could express his dissatisfaction so strongly that I didn't dare to say a word.Of course, I am also very clear that everything is just too important in my heart, and I dare not make any mistakes again, although I am not sure whether silence can guarantee that there will be no more mistakes.

Ning Ye didn't seem to have any intention of going back to school at all, and went to the shower in my clothes.I'm full of classes today, and I've missed two periods in the morning, so there's no way I can go in the afternoon.

After asking for leave, I found that I still had to make a trip anyway.There is no food left at home, only a few eggs left.I made egg custard and steamed it, and wanted to go to the supermarket downstairs to buy some ingredients while Ning Ye was taking a shower.

After thinking about it, I went to the bathroom door and told Ning Ye that I was going out.

The expected silence, I took the wallet and gloves, thought about it and still didn't take the key.

The person who thought it would take a long time to wash came out fully dressed when I opened the door, and stood at the door and looked at me.

I don't know why, but seeing him dressed up and looking ready to leave at any time, my heart gradually cooled down.

Are you leaving?

I grabbed the doorknob and asked casually if he wanted to go back?

You want me to go that way?

Ning Ye looked at me coldly, with indescribable ridicule.

I blurted out and wanted to deny it, but when I changed my mind, what I said was another sentence.

There is no food at home. I want to go out and buy some. Do you want to go with me?

Of course, the answer cannot be waited for.I went back and turned off the stove on my own, took the keys and scarf, and dragged Ning Ye out.

There were few people in the supermarket, Ning Ye put on the black scarf that I insisted on wearing for him, and followed me with his hands in his pockets. Since yesterday, the aura of not getting close to strangers has finally subsided a little, revealing some familiar gentle temperament.

Thinking of the two of us, I bought more than half a month's worth of food in one go, with some subtle expectations in my heart.

When I went back, it was Ning Ye who took the things. When I was flattered and handed him the plastic bag, I even saw the smile in his eyes. It seems that this person's mood has really fluctuated today.

It's really getting late, and the meal time is already past. I put the almost steamed custard on the table, let Ning Ye fill his stomach first, and picked up two convenient and quick dishes to fry casually. Finally, at 1 Got it out before pm.

It was only after the food was served that Ning Ye didn't touch the egg custard at all.I wanted to go back to Nuan Nuan, but I didn't expect to be dragged down by the person next to me as soon as I got up.

are you not hungry?

Ning Ye's tone was unhappy, and he moved the bowl and chopsticks to me.There was already rice in the bowl, so I had to give up the egg custard and eat with big mouthfuls.

Really hungry.

After dinner, Ning Ye continued to fiddle with his mobile phone.I guess he should be busy with many things. He used to be very busy, busy with his studies, busy with student work, and also busy with his mysterious family affairs.

I have nothing to do, I took a free book and sat on the other side of the sofa to read. After three o'clock, I got up and washed the ribs and stewed them.

When I came back, I found that there was an incoming call on the mobile phone.I'm glad I adjusted the vibration, but I'm still not sure if it disturbed Ning Ye.

It was Professor Li's phone. I took a look at it and put the phone aside. I always deal with incoming calls casually. If there is something urgent, the other party will usually make a second call.

However, Professor Li is clearly aware of my temperament, and the phone that was put aside quickly vibrated again.

I glanced at Ning Ye, took the phone and went to the bedroom to answer it.

I lied and told the instructor that I was sick and that there was a class with Professor Li in the afternoon, and I knew it without going to him.I had to tell the lie again, and declined the visit with a little discomfort.

When I sat down and picked up the book, I could feel that the people not far away were a little gloomy.

My feelings towards Ning Ye have always been accurate. Until dinner, the people next to me didn't give me a look.

Ning Ye's phone rang before dinner, and the person who had been playing with the phone all afternoon glanced at the call but didn't answer it.

Ning Ye didn't pick up the phone until it rang for the third time, and answered it calmly in front of me.I got up and wanted to go to the kitchen, but Ning Ye grabbed my wrist. He stared at me and simply dealt with the other side and hung up the phone a few times.

Why do you want to leave?Generous enough to leave space for me to chat with other people on the phone?

Ning Ye was a little unreasonable, this is really a new thing.

I sat down helplessly and shook my head.Opposite is a girl, I am very worried that it is that girl, maybe not just to the extent of worry.

Do you know how I found you?

Ning Ye said, from yesterday to now, he finally had the idea to talk about it.

The people in your dormitory said that you rented a house outside, and people who couldn't even afford food can rent an apartment in city A after a semester, where the land is very expensive.You say, why?

This change is indeed a bit big, and I also think it is quite amazing, I didn't even hear the meaning behind the words.

I was so happy when I met you again, really.Ning Ye chuckled lightly, and kept stirring the ribs soup in the bowl.

My heart started beating wildly when I heard this.

But I am even more angry.Ning Ye casually glanced at me who was nervous, then lowered his head and continued.

Sometimes I think you are smart, no one has ever read my mind more accurately than you, and sometimes you are stupid, you never know what I want.

Ning Ye laughed like a self-deprecating, I wanted to say something, but the shortcoming of not being good at words was infinitely magnified at this moment, and I couldn't say anything.

You chase after me as always, I feel very annoyed, but at the same time feel very at ease.But since you started doing this, I've been thinking, after all, you haven't changed at all.Sure enough, you are still the same, you just know how to run.

I vaguely heard what Ning Ye meant. Could it be that he was not happy that I had been in front of him every time for the past two months?

In fact, it was quite obvious that I didn't hang out in front of him.I remembered that from the beginning of the military training to November, I would meet Ning Ye almost every day. Of course, I didn't intend to hide my deliberate intentions. After all, my goal was to let Ning Ye know.

It is probably because of this that my disappearance for two months in a row seemed so abrupt.

I am sorry.

I think I must be stupefied, do I only know this sentence?

Ning Ye ignored me at all.

Do you think that you are the only one who will be sad and disappointed?Jiang Ke, have you ever thought that if I saw you going to the bar with others, would it be uncomfortable to be intimate with you, would it be a misunderstanding?

I subconsciously wanted to explain, did you mean Yin-Yang?He's just a psycho, nothing.

Ning Ye stopped what I was about to say, and rubbed my lips with his thumb.

You are not the only one who will be sad, disappointed, and afraid, and I will be afraid too, afraid that I will not see you, and will lose you.

I feel like I'm crying.

I didn't cry when my father found out, I didn't cry when I left City C, and I didn't cry when I couldn't afford the tuition and food, but because of Ning Ye's words, I suddenly lost control.

Ning Ye moved his hand to my cheek, wiped away my uncontrollable tears, and kissed me gently.

This extra big dinner I made to make up for noon was doomed to go to waste.

I don't know when I fell asleep. There has never been a day in the past two years that made me feel sleepy and want to sleep all the time.

Probably involuntary peace of mind.

August 13, XX1

When I went to Fenghua this week, Professor Li was actually there. This was the first time he came to Fenghua after school started in September.

I never even asked who Fenghua belonged to, I just did my job well. Whilse usually manages Fenghua, but everyone knows that Professor Li is really in charge. He controls this place like an outsider, wandering in the wider financial world.No matter how indifferent I am, it's hard not to pay attention to this person who is regarded as a celebrity by the school.

However, I have always lacked enthusiasm for exploration of people and things that have nothing to do with me, and it is even more difficult to separate the few curiosity to others.

It was only when I got off work that I found out that there was a new message. It was Ning Ye who asked me where I was.

I didn't say anything about my current job, and I didn't mean to hide it, it's just that I didn't have time.

I took the mobile phone and went through the route of Fenghua, school and apartment in my mind. I didn't say where I was, and replied to the message to ask Ning Ye's location.

Ning Ye didn't reply to the message, but directly called.

Ning Ye said he was at school, and I expected it to be the same. Fenghua is not far from school, but the apartment is a little farther away. In my heart, I would rather go to school, and then go back to the apartment with Ning Ye.

I simply replied and asked him if it was convenient for him to wait for me in the dormitory.

Back to school?Let me see you off, I just have something to do at school.

I didn't know when Professor Li was standing behind me. I frowned, feeling a little unhappy that he listened to my phone calls without my consent.

The person on the other side of the phone also suddenly fell silent.I don't want to talk about personal matters in front of others, especially those related to Ning Ye. I glanced at the person waiting for my answer, so I had to say goodbye in a hurry and hang up the phone.

It only takes 10 minutes to walk from Fenghua to the school. It would be faster to take a car, but this section of the road has always been stuck in traffic, so it is not certain.I thought for a moment and refused.

Professor Li smiled with a good temper and asked me if I was in good health.I'm a little uncomfortable. Telling one lie can lead to countless lies.

I think my clumsy lies have been seen through by this person long ago. He obviously didn't care much about my answer, but instead talked about a recent competition in the courtyard.

I was not very interested, and talked with Professor Li as we walked.

When it was almost time to split the road, I finally got to the point.

For some reason, Professor Li laughed very uncontrollably, without any appearance of a gentleman on weekdays.I was refreshed, and then I asked about related matters. The School of Economics has never been short of money, and the activities it organizes are supported by a large sum of money, and the bonuses are quite generous.

Professor Li looked at the intersection, but said nothing.

I glanced at him, this time he returned to his usual gentle appearance and smiled, and walked to the parking lot, I went to the parking lot with him while thinking about the bonus.

When I went back to school, the car was blocked on the road. After I inquired about the matter, I checked my watch, only to realize that almost half an hour had passed.

I'm a little impatient, and the agreed 10 minutes have passed.

Professor Li brought me mineral water, I shook my head, but he opened it and took a sip.

In a hurry?

I nodded.

Someone is waiting.

I don't think this topic is suitable for me and Professor Li, so I didn't answer it.

He didn't speak any more.

The late apology message I sent to Ning Ye has already been answered.He directly asked me which door to go to, and he came to the school gate.

I turned around and asked Professor Li, he looked at me for a while, then said lightly, North Gate.

When I arrived at the school gate, another ten minutes had passed. I hurriedly got off the co-driver, and I saw Ning Ye wearing a black down jacket leaning on the marble pillar at the school gate. The white fluff on his coat and hat was blown to his face by the wind. But he seemed to be unable to feel the cold wind, concentrating on playing with his mobile phone with his head down.

He may not know how eye-catching he is, and the girl waiting for the school bus next to him even took pictures openly.

As if she sensed me, Ning Ye put away her phone, glanced at me, and shifted her gaze from the car behind to me.

I ran to Ning Ye in two or three steps, and touched his hand calmly, it was cold.

I glanced at the smiling man, who was neither wearing gloves nor a scarf.

Ning Ye reached out and touched my chin, which startled me, half in front of the public