My family is the head teacher

Lan Guan took Ye Jingyu into a hot pot restaurant in the old city of Beijing. After the two sat down, Ye Jingyu teased Lan Guan and said that he was finally generous for a while.

Lan Guan just slightly hooked the corner of his mouth, neither cold nor cold, completely different from the state Ye Jingyu had imagined before, but it made Ye Jingyu a little confused.

So what does Lan Guan's reaction mean?Has he seen Hu Xueyong?Or are you just disappointed after seeing it, so you don't want to mention it anymore?

If it's really not mentioned anymore, that's fine.Don't even ask yourself, just treat it as the past.

In fact, Ye Jingyu has already realized in his heart that he seems to have an abnormal possessive desire for Languan, but he has been lying to himself all the time, and has always refused to admit it.

Ye Jingyu thought that Lan Guan had the same tacit understanding with himself, that is, not to mention this matter again, but he was wrong.

"Stay in Beijing for a few days before leaving."

"I will live in Beijing for a while."

"Really? Great, then..."

"I'm going to marry Xue Yong."

Ye Jingyu's smile froze on his face, and the drink cup he just picked up almost slipped out of his hand.

When Ye Jingyu was watching TV dramas before, when the protagonists heard some shocking news, the mobile phone cups in their hands would slip out of their hands and fall to the ground.

At that time, Ye Jingyu always thought that this was a clumsy and exaggerated acting skill, but now he really realized that sometimes people's whole body will go weak all of a sudden, without any strength, and they can't grasp anything at all.

Lan Guan lowered his eyes, looked at the small piece of tablecloth on the table, didn't notice Ye Jingyu's reaction, and said slowly: "I haven't told Xue Yong and her parents about this news, but here I am..."

Ye Jingyu forced himself not to make a sound, took a few deep breaths, his voice was still a little trembling, he only prayed that Lan Guan would not hear it.

"Oh, why is it so sudden, aren't you, haven't you seen each other for four years?"

Lan Guan nodded: "The doctor said that Xue Yong can only live for another month. So I think..."

Lan Guan couldn't continue talking, and kept rubbing his cheeks with his hands, hoping to wake up a bit.

When Ye Jingyu heard Lan Guan say that Hu Xueyong was still a month away, his heart trembled slightly. He couldn't tell whether it was a kind of relief, or a little secretly grateful and joyful.

Ye Jingyu knew that his thoughts were too immoral, but he couldn't control himself, so Lan Guan's behavior could be explained.

The waiter brought up the steaming hot pot, a steaming copper pot, which was placed between Ye Jingyu and Lan Guan.

The fog covered Lan Guan's glasses with a hazy white layer, and also made Ye Jingyu's eyes hot.

"Okay, let's talk while we eat."

While talking, Ye Jingyu put the dishes on the plate into the pot in order.

"Jingyu, is it right or wrong for me to do this? I don't even know if Xue Yong and her parents agree or not. But whether they agree or not, I want to keep doing it! Because if I don't do this, the rest of my life will be ruined." It will be very difficult, I have this premonition. But did I do this to give Xue Yong an explanation, or to give myself an explanation? I can't tell myself. Am I being too selfish?"

Lan Guan spoke incoherently, eager to express something.

Ye Jingyu didn't speak, and silently added a few pieces of meat and vegetables to Lan Guan's bowl, only to find that Lan Guan didn't even squeeze the sauce.

Ye Jingyu pushed the hot pot ingredients in front of him: "There is no right or wrong in the world. Any kind of love is selfish. There is no selfless love. You say you sacrifice yourself for others, because you like her, so you hurt her." Don’t you think it’s selfless? It’s not like that. Because although you helped her, it’s because after you help her, you will be happy in your heart, isn’t that still selfish?”

"Then, what should I do then?" Lan Guan asked Ye Jingyu what to do for the first time.Ye Jingyu didn't know how to describe his mood when he heard this sentence, but he was sure that it was definitely a feeling of joy.

It turns out that Languan is not as strong, omnipotent, or able to see through the world as he thought before.

If he is only a child and not a full-fledged adult, then Lan Guan is only seven years older than himself, and he will not mature much.

Ye Jingyu felt that the distance between himself and Lan Guan seemed to be shortening: "You can do whatever you want, to make yourself happy without hurting others. Although Hu Xueyong has suffered a lot over the years, apart from physical , just talking about mental pain, you don’t suffer less than her, don’t you? And this kind of thing, it is said that she chose to leave in order not to drag you down, but after she left, did she really not drag you down? She The departure did not bring you relief, but gave you greater mental torture, didn't it?"

After listening to Ye Jingyu's words, Languan seemed to be even more chaotic.Ye Jingyu saw that Lan Guan's eye circles even started to turn red.

After Lan Guan finished his meal, he went back to a rental house he had found temporarily in Beijing. The house price here was extremely expensive, and a slightly better house would cost more than [-] yuan a month if it was close to Hu Xueyong's hospital.

Therefore, Languan only rented a basement.Ye Jingyu took a look and saw that there was only a broken wooden bed and a wooden table that was falling away, and there was nothing else.

Ye Jingyu asked Lan Guan if he would not be able to bear it, Lan Guan smiled wryly: "If it was in the past, it would definitely not be able to bear it, but thinking about the hardships and sins that Xue Yong has suffered in the past four years, it is nothing at all. Jingyu , I may be busy with things over there these two days, maybe I can't come to you often, then I will still..."

"No, you don't have to take care of me. You came in a hurry this time, did you bring enough money? The shop I worked in just paid my wages two days ago." Ye Jingyu took out the wallet from his pocket , Just as he was about to open it, he was blocked by the blue gate.

"Jingyu, this is my business. I don't want to rely on other people's strength for this matter, let me do it by myself."

Ye Jingyu didn't insist anymore.He nodded and took the wallet back.

As for the arrangements for the wedding dress, diamond ring, banquet, and banquet, he didn't say anything, and Ye Jingyu didn't ask either. This time, a tacit understanding was formed in the true sense.

When Lan Guan came together in the morning, he was busy preparing for the wedding, and at noon he came to the hospital to bring food to Hu Xueyong and talk with her.

During this period of time, Lan Guan felt that life was very difficult, and the great joy of marriage turned into a tragedy for him.