if you serious you lose

Qin Jie was a little shocked by the fact that Xiao Qian and Li Zi had broken up.

As the most steadfast buddy, Qin Jie can be said to have watched Li Zi pursue Xiaoqian and then embrace the beauty. Although he was not with Li Zi during the years abroad, he kept in touch with Li Zi and never heard of him and Xiaoqian getting into trouble. After such a big contradiction, I was a little surprised for a while, and a little incapable of accepting it.

Seeing Qin Jie's unbelievable expression, Xiaoqian felt helpless but decided to tell him about the past.

"It was the second year after you left that I proposed to break up... Actually, the reason is very realistic, that is, my family doesn't want a poor and white boy from out of town to be my son-in-law, and in the end I also felt that there was a relationship between Li Zi and his family. Walking too tired and chose to give up."

Listening to Xiaoqian talking about the past in an unusually calm tone, Qin Jie also felt as if he had passed away. He knew that he had also participated in that past, but he didn't know it.

"Reluctance is true, but Li Zi was too ambitious, so he insisted on not staying. At first, it was just a spur of the moment when he was tired, and then it became an irretrievable breakup." At this point, Xiaoqian paused, and Qin Jay realizes that she is not as calm as she appears.

"Qin Jie, after being separated from Li Zi, although I was in pain, I also experienced a period of relaxation and relief. It's like the feeling of someone who has been locked in a prison for a long time and is suddenly released."

Although I was still very surprised by Xiaoqian's feelings after breaking up with Li Zi, Qin Jie was no longer so shocked at the moment, but continued to listen patiently.

"Do you know why I suddenly asked you to go on a blind date?"

Qin Jie shook his head, and Xiaoqian showed him a guilty smile, "Because I had a blind date before. It was not long after I broke up with Li Zi. And the blind date was introduced by my family when I was still with Li Zi. people."

"He has a very good condition, or better than Li Zi anywhere, and my parents are satisfied. In the future, I can guarantee that I will no longer fall into irreconcilable conflicts between my parents and my lover, so I think I have found the right direction and made the right choice. people."

"Have you formally dated him?" Qin Jie finally asked.

"I really thought about it and let it be with him. We dated for a few months, and even the other party proposed to me, but I still didn't agree in the end."

Xiaoqian's voice trembled a little, the incident had indeed passed for a long time, but in today's narration, some scenes suddenly reappeared in front of her eyes, and the feeling that she almost missed Li Zi forever made her feel a little scared.

"Why?" Qin Jie, who was attentively listening to the story, had no time to make tea, so he poured a cup of warm water and handed it to Xiaoqian, then asked softly.

"Because I can't imagine being face to face with a man who doesn't even have a feeling of heartbeat. Maybe many people say that life is ordinary and feelings are cultivated, but I think that's because they either haven't experienced the real thing. or completely buried my own love. Plum left too much color in my life, he spoiled me, let me taste the pleasure of getting along with the person I really love, when the love after breaking up After a short period of relief, when I accepted others with reason, I discovered the special significance of plums to myself more clearly. With him, I will have more passion to look forward to the future. With others, I even I dare not even think about the future!"

Xiaoqian's confession is moving. Qin Jie knows that this past is not a pleasant memory for her or Li Zi. Even if time has passed, some things will still leave scars in their hearts. Couldn't help but say comforting words.

"Xiaoqian, it's all over. Although I don't know that you and Li Zi have such an experience, but now you are very good, really good, this is enough, isn't it?"

"That's right, Qin Jie, we are fine now. Even though Li Zi and I got back together after going through a lot of tension, when we decided to get back together, both of us have grown a lot. For the future we envision, Li Zi learned to be patient and bow his head, while I learned to give up and wait."

"Qin Jie, people are never perfect, and love is even more so. Although it is fragile, it is not so vulnerable. Recognize the person you really don't want to miss, and make sure that person still loves you. It is still worth saving, and then, as long as you learn to take care of love, it will always exist."

At this moment, Qin Jie finally understood the reason for Xiaoqian's sudden visit. He didn't respond to the last paragraph, but he couldn't deny that after hearing about Li Zi and Xiaoqian, the turmoil in his heart could not be calmed down for a long time.

And Xiaoqian, after telling her own story, felt a little uneasy, but somehow relieved.

The sour and warm feeling in her heart when she was behind Li Zi in the morning made her instantly decide to come to Qin Jie to talk about her breakup with Li Zi.

Whether recalling this past will help Qin Jie, she cannot predict, but when she picks up the memory that has been blocked for a long time, at this moment, she especially misses Li Zi, that kind of thank God, thank you, The feeling of being thankful for everything that made her realize that she couldn't choose to live a life without love and without plums was hot in her chest.

This is the love she did not miss, the love between her and Li Zi, if possible, she sincerely hopes that Qin Jie can also have it.

"Qin Jie, I suddenly miss my old Li. I'm going home. It may be too sudden to come out today, but I always remember what you once said to us. You said that the relationship between the two of us is like It is a symbol of perfect love in your heart, looking at us, you are always willing to believe that there is such a beautiful love in the world, isn't it?"

Smiling and nodding, Qin Jie didn't say anything.

"But in fact, even Li Zi and I, even the perfect love you think, has broken up and been abandoned, but I can confidently say to you now that the love between me and Li Zi is still there, and it is just now. Because at the beginning we chose to believe again and fight bravely, only then will we be able to continue to persist in love today in the future."

"If you want him, go back quickly..."

Xiaoqian was a little disappointed when she only got this one response to her expressive words, but when she was about to get up and leave, Qin Jie suddenly spoke again.

"Thank you, Xiaoqian, and thank Li Zi for me. I kind of understand the regret that you guys couldn't accompany me through the period of broken love. I really wish I could be by your side..."

A sourness welled up in Xiaoqian's eyes, but she just pursed her lips and shook her head repeatedly. Qin Jie sighed softly, lowered his head slightly and put his hands on Xiaoqian's shoulders.

"Don't cry, don't forget that you are the queen. I also want to say, thank you for letting me know that there is no perfect love in the world. I also want to thank you for making me always willing to believe in the existence of love. Xiaoqian, I want to be with you You are equally happy, you don’t seek perfection, you only want a love that is exclusive to me. Therefore, I will not go on blind dates anymore, I will follow my heart. Don’t worry about me anymore.”

Xiaoqian couldn't hold back her tears any longer, and burst into tears. Qin Jie was confused by the woman who broke out in the flood, and was at a loss.

"So, Chen Yu is dead, you blocked him last night?"

After finally draining the flood, Xiaoqian took the paper towels from Qin Jie and wiped them indiscriminately, while asking questions in a strong nasal voice that confused Qin Jie.

"Block him? When did I block him, why didn't I know?"

"Huh? He said that he called you last night and you hung up without saying a few words, and then he couldn't get through. He felt that he made you angry, so he came to me specifically to ask about the situation. "

Qin Jie, who was full of doubts, had to take out his mobile phone to check the call records, and soon he found that there was indeed a connected call last night, which belonged to Chen Yu, but his memory was a little fuzzy, and he only recalled such a time However, what he said to the phone and what he heard really didn't make any impression.

Thinking about the people around him last night, he suddenly had a flash of inspiration and scrolled down the page of Chen Yu's phone number. Sure enough, it was set as a blacklist...

Qin Jie stared at the phone in a daze for a few seconds, and then started laughing. Xiaoqian beside her was rubbing her eyes and adjusting her contact lenses, which had been dislocated due to tears. With blurred eyesight, Xiaoqian asked Qin Jie for an explanation, "with a broken body and a strong mind".

"What's the matter, tell me quickly, you scared me out of my contact lenses."

Seeing Xiaoqian who squinted and leaned forward, Qin Jie led her to the sofa, and then lent Xiaoqian the contact lens care solution and special tweezers in the room, and waited for her to restore the clarity of the world. Only then did he reveal that Yan Zhilv had blocked Chen Yu's cell phone number.

"Young Master Lu is really naive, but it seems like something he can do. But Qin Jie, it seems that you are not only not angry about this, but also very happy, you..."

"I'm not sure, but my heart is also fleshy. He tried every means to please me, approached me, and always took care of me at critical times. If he said that he would not waver at all, that would be a lie. Actually, before you came, I I am still struggling with this, you are very keen, and you can see that I have a stubborn cleanliness in my relationship, or I am too naive, I always feel that love should be pure and free of impurities, so when you know the words After the law of Zhizhi has deceived me for so long, I doubt his sincerity, and I can't believe that he can go on seriously with me."

"I know that what he did violated your bottom line and made it difficult for you to let go."

"You know?" Qin Jie felt that Xiaoqian's words sounded like he knew something, but he hadn't completely told her the reason for the breakup, and even Li Zi didn't understand everything.

"Actually, Yan Zhili has approached us in private. I think you should know about this matter. It is also because of this that I am willing to fight for him with you. Of course, it is up to you, I It’s just that he cares about you more than you think, it’s not just for fun.”

Another shocking news, Qin Jie has received too many messages today, all of them are full of power, and each of them makes the balance in his heart unstoppably tilted in a certain direction.

The feeling of helplessness and powerlessness came back again, Qin Jie knew that maybe it was time to make a break, for himself and for the people around him who cared about him.