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It has been nearly 20 years, Mr. Chu looked at Lin Yuan who had grown up, the little boy who said little at the time, now he can deal with customers so naturally and run a teahouse, which really made him feel emotional.

After saying those comforting words that day, Xiao Linyuan stopped trembling, but he still didn't say anything. In the days that followed, when Chu He was in school, Mr. Chu did his best to take care of this little injured patient, but for more than half a month Xiao Linyuan still refused to say anything, his little face always looked cold and hard, only when Chu He came back would he show a relaxed expression.

Mr. Chu didn't care, he just felt that the child was so defensive because of family reasons. Thinking of this would only make him feel more distressed, and he would take care of him more meticulously.

However, when Mrs. Yan came to thank him and was about to take him home, Xiao Linyuan's red eyes tugged at the corner of Chu Lao's clothes and he refused to leave for a long time, which instantly made him understand that this slow-moving child had unconsciously taken him home. I put my kindness towards him in my heart.

Mr. Chu was also a little bit reluctant, but he knew that the Yan family was far better able to protect the baby than the Chu family, so he took Xiao Linyuan's hand and delivered it to Yan's house in person. The life preferences of the family, and finally when it was time to part ways, Mrs. Yan smiled and offered to send the children back to Grandpa Chu’s house every weekend, which made the "grandfather and grandson" end the "holding hands and looking at teary eyes, speechless and choking." "status.

Lin Yuan's mother and Yan Zhilu's mother used to be good friends, but since Lin Yuan's mother married Lin's father and moved to H City, the two have rarely seen each other.

Lin's mother, who had suffered a severe blow in her life, faced her husband who was in deep trouble. This once-loved young lady has long since lost her edges and corners by reality. , but what she could think of was to go back to S City, let go of her dignity, and ask for help from her best friend whom she hadn't contacted for many years, because she knew that she was powerless to protect her son, and this best friend had a family background and connections that were many times stronger than her own. She was betting, betting on whether the old friend who had treated her sincerely and now became Mrs. Yan would still help her, a desperate and desperate person.

In the end, she won the bet. Madam Yan agreed to take care of Lin Yuan without saying a word, and even planned to help Lin's mother with family affairs, but this time, Lin's mother refused. She still has some bottom lines, and the life she chooses still has to be Responsible for herself, she has evaded the responsibility of being a mother in a sense, and she can no longer evade the others.

Mrs. Yan looked at this old friend who was only in her 30s but already full of vicissitudes, and felt sour in her heart, but in the end she chose to watch him leave. Not long after, Xiao Linyuan was brought to live in Yan's house for a while, but in the end because of The appearance of Lin's father took him away, and the disagreement between the Lin family and his wife made Xiao Linyuan homeless for a while, and was finally attacked by gangsters. Fortunately, Chu He showed up in time and brought him back to Chu's hometown.

Later, the Yan family learned about Lin Yuan's situation through Chu He, and soon Mrs. Yan found Chu's hometown and brought Lin Yuan back again.

I thought that this time Lin Yuan would always grow up under the protection of the Yan family, but he didn't expect that there would be new variables.

Lin Yuan's mother died during a negotiation with a gang, and her death seemed to have bought her husband's freedom. Lin Yuan's father rushed from H City to S City in order to take his son away from Yan's family.

The father who had been missing for a long time brought the news of his mother's death. Xiao Linyuan seemed to have returned to his original appearance overnight. For the past six months, he had a good life in Yan's house, and he was accompanied by Yan Zhilv, who was the same age. Having fun, being cared by the gentle and reliable Brother Chu, and being loved by the Yan family's parents and elders like Mr. Chu, everything made him forget his real experience for a while.

But the arrival of his father once again broke these illusions. Xiao Linyuan knew that the Yan family took him in for his mother's sake. They had always disdained people like his father. Now that his mother is gone, he still has As long as Xiao Linyuan thinks about the reason to stay in Yan's house, he will not be able to stay any longer.

Father Lin is a selfish and paranoid person. Even if he is unable to raise Lin Yuan well, he still wants to take his son back, and even threatens to sue the court to let his son return. The Yan family has a way to solve it, but in the end Xiao Linyuan said it himself. If they wanted to leave with their father, they could only let go by resolutely saying no to the Yan family and the Chu family's extended helping hands.

In Lin Yuan's life memory, the days when he returned to his father was the beginning of the pain. The bad habits of the gang accompanied Lin's father all his life. Even without the threat of the gang members back then, Lin Yuan still lived in anxiety and hardship. .

I don't know how many nights, he was beaten and kicked by Lin's father who smelled of alcohol until he woke up. Afterwards, he was indifferent to his guilty father, because he knew that everything would continue, and all he could do was endure. His destined life...

Chu He found Lin Yuan and his father's residence one month after he left Yan's house. He had gone abroad because he participated in an international competition before, and he didn't know about Lin Yuan being forcibly taken away by his father. He found out when he returned home. After everything, he was both angry and regretful, and he almost lost his temper at the Yan family, complaining about their inaction.

But after realizing that it was Xiao Linyuan who didn't want to stay, he just wanted to find that stubborn kid and give him a good spanking, so that he no longer dared to refuse other people's kindness, and no longer dared to pretend that he was strong...

When I saw Chu He again, Xiao Linyuan was already covered with injuries. Fortunately, the weather had not turned hot yet, and he was wearing long-sleeved trousers without showing any traces on his body. Father Lin was used to using his feet every time. He kicked Lin Yuan's body, intentionally or unintentionally avoiding his face, so others generally wouldn't notice it.

"Open the door, I want to go in!"

The expressionless Chu He stared at the boy inside the iron gate, his heart was overwhelmed, why did he lose so much weight after not seeing each other for two months, and finally became a little bloody under the careful care of the Yan family and himself. There is also a sense of flesh, and now it has all disappeared without a trace.

The boy was still beautiful, but his thin body and yellow face made it hard to look directly at him. Chu He felt that his good temper always seemed to disappear in front of this child who was 7 years younger than him.

Xiao Linyuan looked at the people outside the door as if in a lifetime. Even in the daytime, the corridors of this old house could not get enough light, and it was so dim that people couldn't see who was coming, but Xiao Linyuan still recognized him instantly. Brother Chu, it's just that the other party was shrouded in darkness and exuded an oppressive aura, so he could only stand in place for a while.

The first time Chu He met Xiao Linyuan was at Yan Zhilu's house. He was a classmate of Yan Zhilu's elder brother Yan Zhijin. An interesting boy with a completely different personality from his brother, but found that there was an extra strange child. At first glance, he thought it was a little girl. She was really beautiful and a bit eye-catching. This made Chu He, who has always appreciated beautiful things, unable to move his eyes away. .

For a long time, Chu He has always been a little envious of his classmate Yan Zhijin having a younger brother, and now there is another one. After asking about the life experience of this beautiful child, he didn’t have much emotion at first, and he just wanted to call this one in the future. Lin Yuan's boy has grown up to be his younger brother, and has experienced the addiction of being an older brother. Yan Zhijin expresses that he is happy to have someone share his brother's responsibilities, because he is not as "brotherly" as Chu He, and he wishes to have more time for himself .

So, from then on, Chu He went to Yan's house to tease Lin Yuan at every turn, and occasionally took him out with Yan Zhilu. During this process, he gradually discovered that the more he knew Lin Yuan, the more he could not ignore him. With that somewhat complicated family background, after several severe physical and mental traumas, he thought that such a child should have been too scared to leave their protection, but he obviously underestimated the degree of shadow the family has on a child's mind.

Seeing Xiao Lin Yuan who was still staring at him stupidly, his heart seemed to soften again, and his tone softened a lot: "Lin Lin, don't you know Big Brother Chu? Open the door and let Big Brother see you, okay? "

The sound of "Lin Lin" seemed to instantly disintegrate the high wall that Xiao Linyuan had built in his heart these days. Only his mother would call him that when he was alive, and many things rushed to his face at once, which made him unbearable when he was still young. , "Wow", Xiao Linyuan burst into tears, this movement frightened Chu He, who was still locked outside the door, and his heart stopped for a few beats.

"What's the matter, Lin Lin, did my brother scare you? You open the door first, and my brother hugs you and cries, okay? My brother feels bad even if you are like this. Be good, open the door."

Chu He, who had never seen Xiao Linyuan cry like this, felt distressed and at a loss. Fortunately, the child finally opened the door a crack, and almost immediately Chu He yanked the door, and the whole person rushed into the room, hugged him tightly and cried Some people who were out of breath, felt the real thin body, and his heart settled down, and he gently stroked Lin Yuan's back to comfort the poor child.

This was a delayed venting. Xiao Linyuan hugged Chu He's neck and cried heartbreakingly. Even Chu He felt his eyes were moist. Finally, it seemed that he was tired from crying, and Xiao Linyuan fell asleep like this.

Chu He stood up with the person in his arms, and then formally observed Lin Yuan's living environment. Dirty, messy, and poor are not exaggerated at all. He frowned and looked at the various scraps of paper, clothes, and unknown objects on the ground. Not far away There are trash cans and takeaway boxes that have been there for an unknown period of time, and the faint light coming in from the only window allows people to see the dust flying in the house.

He told himself in his heart not to be impulsive. After all, Xiao Linyuan's biological father was the biggest obstacle. Since he couldn't face it head-on, the worse the environment here, the more conducive it is to take Xiao Linyuan away from here to some extent.

It took Chu He a long time to find a soft thing like a bed for a house as small as a small one. The cloth strips rolled up like dried pickles were piled up in a corner. Chu He, who lived delicately since he was a child, has some cleanliness fetishes and didn’t want to touch it at all. That pile of disgusting things, so after sweeping the things on the only sofa in the house to the ground with his feet, he took off his thin coat and spread it on, then put Lin Yuan on it, and took out his mobile phone Start to photograph the living environment that Father Lin can provide to his son.