if you serious you lose

Qin Jie stared condescendingly at the man under his feet. The feeling of being scorched by the fire still remained in his whole body, but it had been slowly diminished under his constant breathing adjustment. In order to prevent the law of words, he used the His foot stepped on Master Lu who was still lying on the ground at this time, and when the other party tried to get up, Qin Jie stopped him like a frightened bird.

It was the first time in his life that he was stepped on by someone. After a brief surprise, Master Yanzhiliyan quickly accepted this posture. From his point of view, Qin Jie had a special flavor at this time.

The gentleness and calmness in the weekdays seemed to have disappeared this morning. Qin Jie was like a kitten that had been teased. In order to protect himself, he showed his claws and fangs and warned him not to come closer. This action made Yan Zhilv deeply feel the pride and self-esteem in Qin Jie's bones. He guessed that even in a romantic relationship, Qin Jie probably paid special attention to these two things.

Silently reflecting on his impulsive words just now, he spread his hands flatteringly, and said with a look of surrender, "Brother Qin, I was wrong, you hold your feet high, I'll get clothes for you to put on, you like this I'm also afraid that I won't be able to hold it."

Ignoring the last sentence, Qin Jie withdrew his right foot, turned around and walked into the bathroom without saying a word, and soon there was the sound of splashing water.

When Yan Zhili returned to the room with his clothes, Qin Jie just came out of the bathroom, rubbed his hair with a towel, took the shirt and trousers from Yan Zhili's hand, and walked towards the bed.

"I sent your shirt to be washed, yesterday's hot pot smell left a strong smell, and the clothes were wrinkled, so I found you one that I haven't worn, because the size is small, I guess it fits you well. The trousers are still yours. Oh, and the coat, in the living room."

Qin Jie's wiping action paused for a few seconds, but he still didn't turn around.

"Thank you, I caused you a lot of trouble yesterday, I'm sorry."

"Why are you so polite, don't be angry, I'll just take advantage of you. Then you change your clothes, and I'll go out first."

For Qin Jie's thanks, Yan Zhilu just shrugged his shoulders, and walked out of the bedroom after saying this.

After changing clothes and coming to the living room, Qin Jie saw the back standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, also wearing a suit, and the aura of Yan Zhilu was obviously more awe-inspiring than himself, especially now that his back was facing him, Qin Jie had a subtle feeling The sense of distance, he thought about his behavior just now, as a man, how could he not know how disappointing such an approach is, so he suddenly felt that the person in front of him was still full of loneliness, and this was undoubtedly self inflicted.

From the reflection of the window, Yan Zhili looked at the person walking towards him step by step, until he stuck the body behind him that brought him both sweet fantasy and bitter feeling, and he once again sighed in his heart that he and The problems that existed between Qin Jie never diminished.

Holding the law of words taller than himself from behind, Qin Jie still didn't speak, but he knew that even if he lost the ability to organize language at this time, the other party could still perceive emotions that he couldn't even sort out. When he hugged Yan Zhili's arm, the other party grabbed him, and interlocked his fingers, not as lacking in confidence as he hugged, Yan Zhili responded without hesitation.

"Ali, I love you."

The thick backboard instantly stiffened, and Qin Jie frowned slightly at the slight pain from between his fingers, but in the next second, a brute force pulled him close to his arms, tightly imprisoned him, and his vision was blocked. Restricted, Qin Jie simply closed his eyes, and he heard many voices, more rapid breathing than usual, and the violent and exaggerated heartbeat.

It wasn't until he felt the excited reaction of the law of words that Qin Jie realized how unexpected he had just said.

Yan Zhilv never thought that the three words "I love you" would have such a big impact on him, at least since he met Qin Jie, even if the two officially developed a romantic relationship, the word "love" did not seem to appear In his mind, different from the previous beautiful metaphor, this straightforward and concise sentence is like a sharp sword, piercing through the hazy moonlight, straight into the heart of the law of words, bringing a An indescribable stimulation, suffocation, excitement and pain...

"Me too, I love you too."

How to get along after confessing?After Yan Zhilu and Qin Jie spent some time embracing each other, they let go of each other tacitly, but both of them seemed to feel uncomfortable, and it became difficult to even look at each other.

Realizing this, Qin Jie was the first to laugh out loud, and the law of words was soon infected. Both of them were surprised that they would be so excited because of confession at this age, but fortunately, this This mood is a two-way street.

"Let's go, if you don't go, you will have to wait for a seat."

Perhaps it was because he experienced a series of physical and psychological exercises early in the morning, and his tense body and mind finally relaxed. The growling sound in his stomach reminded him that there were still more primitive human desires to be resolved.

Looking up at the clock in the living room, Yan Zhilu found that it was almost nine o'clock. Since it was not a working day, he had reserved a table with the hotel staff in advance, so he didn't have to worry about waiting for a table. After a long time, it is estimated that the stomach is already empty, so I immediately took someone out.

Sitting in the car, Yan Zhilu was driving, Qin Jie was still looking out the window, the traffic information was playing on the radio, everything was normal, but both of them felt that something had changed.

There were some traffic jams on the weekend. Whenever the car stopped briefly, the hands of the two would overlap tacitly. Even the momentary gaze at each other seemed to have a magnetic force like lightning, causing the heart to contract suddenly.

The 30-year-old man can be regarded as re-experienced the throbbing of youth, but compared to the real boy, they still have more self-control ability, so when they came to the morning tea shop, both of them had recovered their calmness and calmness. Calm, tasting delicious Cantonese-style dim sum, sipping fragrant light tea, you speak, I speak, those collisions and frictions in the villa seem to have never happened, only the harmony and beauty of heart-to-heart.

When it was time to separate, the two of them did not show any lingering love behavior. Qin Jie waved to the people in the car, then turned and walked to the apartment, Yan Zhilu watched silently for a while, and then drove away.

After returning home, Qin Jie walked into the bathroom first, turned on the shower, and closed his eyes to face the water column...

Shaking his head fiercely, unexpectedly, he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror at this moment, his face was flushed, and the only cloth left on his body was not put on by himself. How flexible and powerful that person's hands were, through the "confrontation" in the morning "He has a deep understanding. It's just like this. At this moment, he can't restrain his back tightness, but his waist is inexplicably weak. The next second, Qin Jie turned around, leaned his back against the bathroom wall, and slowly slid down, sitting On the wet shower floor.

Kneeling, he watched the water from the shower pass over his head, spraying on the pile of clothes that had been taken off and piled up in place, until the water droplets on his body evaporated, and the wall against which he was leaning also began to turn cold , a shiver, and finally pulled Qin Jie out of a certain state of contemplation.

He stood up slowly, removed all the remaining restraints, threw it and the pile of clothes into the clothes rack, and went back to the shower for a while, until his limbs warmed up, before turning off the water.

Years of "cleaning up" has been wasted in just one or two days. After thoroughly admitting this, Qin Jie smiled, and his wanton laughter echoed in the empty bathroom. It seemed that there was something really. was unlocked.

It wasn't until today that he discovered that those people and things in the past had indeed left traces on him.

The name Xiao Yun appeared in Qin Jie's mind for the second time today since the reunion that day...

Finding himself lying on Yan Zhilu's bed, Qin Jie's first reaction was shock, followed by fear.

He thought it was because he was afraid of being seen losing his temper after drinking, but when he was imprisoned by the law of words, Qin Jie felt an unprecedented panic and resistance. Those conversations that he thought had faded away were so clearly reappeared in my mind.

"Qin Jie, I want you!"

"Okay, let's try..."

"...Xiao Yun, what's wrong with you?"

"Qin, Qin Jie, I want to see yours first..."

"Xiao Yun..."

"Qin Jie, I'm sorry, to the man...you put on your pants."

"I understand."

In Qin Jie's mind, the appearance of these voices didn't even have a picture attached, but the blow they caused was enough to make him just want to push away the lover who wanted to be intimate with him at the moment.

At the beginning, Xiao Yun was also like this, rushing towards him with great interest, looking extremely yearning. As a man, at the age of full hormones, of course Qin Jie also had impulsiveness, let alone facing a boy he really liked. .

It's just that the inexperienced side is always hesitant, especially as a man. In this kind of matter, Qin Jie still has some inherent inferiority complex. He knows that Xiao Yun is different from himself, and not only has "normal" feelings towards girls. Sexual interest, and possibly even "practical" experience.

Therefore, since Xiao Yun first proposed that he wanted to go further, Qin Jie started a tug-of-war with him. There are not many conditions for them to be completely alone on weekdays. Coupled with the essence of an underground relationship, the two big boys have always been together. Didn't take that step.

However, out of a compensatory mentality, Qin Jie took the initiative in hugging and kissing, and because he felt Xiao Yun's devotion and enjoyment in these contacts, Qin Jie built up his confidence little by little.

After the college entrance examination, a group of good students in the class organized a trip to Taiwan, and Qin Jie and Xiao Yun lived in the same room as a matter of course.

Just the night before returning to the mainland, Qin Jie was sitting on the bed in the hotel, his heart pounding. He knew that Xiao Yun, who was in the bathroom at this time, and he had had a good relationship ever since they boarded the flight to Taiwan. With such a tacit understanding, this trip will be the best time to completely "close" the distance between the two of them.