if you serious you lose

Sensing Qin Jie's gaze, Yan Zhilu raised his head, and was stunned by Qin Jie's somewhat empty eyes. He thought of Qin Jie's parents, and those two young siblings who were still immersed in the relationship with their family just a second ago. In the warm memory of him, he suddenly felt a little sore in his heart. He straightened up and gently embraced the person, so that the person who was exuding a lonely atmosphere at this moment leaned against the bed side by side with him, and leaned against him.

Qin Jie, who changed his posture obediently, began to flip through the album again, and the miniature versions of Yan Zhilu appeared in front of him with various movements and expressions, making him chuckle from time to time.

"You are really a very energetic child. Why do you have so many expressions? Now you don't seem to have so many emotional changes. Ah..."

Just after finishing speaking, Qin Jie suddenly realized that he hadn't seen that slightly stern Yan Zhilv for a long time. He was like that for outsiders, and what he saw and touched seemed to be a person with a strong personality all the time. A man with rich emotions and delicate thoughts.

Once again, he felt something pulling in his heart, as if trying to drive something away, he accelerated the speed of flipping through the photo album, and finally when he was close to the back cover, a little girl in a wedding dress made Qin Jie stop.

"God, it still appeared, Brother Qin, this is what your 'Good Wife' looked like when she was a child, are you satisfied?"

Even if it's the cheeky words, he can't help but feel a little embarrassed at this time, but after all, he has already let the words out, and now he can only laugh at himself. If he can use this "black history" to please Qin Jie, he also feels that worth it.

"Hahaha, I'm very satisfied. You are really suitable for women's clothing. This way you look much quieter, and you are still a lady. I can imagine how much your parents resent you for not giving birth to a daughter."

The "girl" in the photo has a pink face. Although she has short hair, fortunately, she is not a boy's head. Under the exquisite hair accessories, she looks more cute and cute, but her expression seems a little subtle. I have seen so many photos of Yan Zhili when he was a child, this one is probably only two or three years old, but he can see the aloofness and indifference when he first saw Yan Zhili the most.

"However, it can be seen that you are also very resentful. You are already very self-aware at such a young age."

"I can't remember clearly myself. Later, I heard from my brother that I only wore women's clothing a few times, because every time I looked reluctant, they stopped forcing me."

Qin Jie also has a deep understanding of this reluctance, but the story behind his photo in women's clothing is more complicated and darker, so he doesn't want to share it with Yan Zhili at all. So far, Qin Jie still I hope I can maintain that positive and healthy image in front of his lover.

At this time, Yan Zhilu stood up. He planned to pour a glass of water for Qin Jie, take out the beef in the refrigerator to thaw, and marinate it with seasoning. So, after asking Qin Jie to continue looking at the photos alone, he walked out bedroom.

Only Qin Jie and his photo album were left in the huge room. He seemed to have suddenly lost the desire to look at photos, so he simply got up and took a good look at his lover's "boudoir".

The interior of the house still follows the grand style, but it is more technological than the exterior. Although Qin Jie is not very interested in cars, he also has a male-specific feeling for technological digital products. Before leaving, he handed him a The remote control allows him to use it at will, so he noticed a lot of amazing equipment, some of which can be seen clearly, such as TV, stereo, etc., and more are hidden designs, I am afraid that he will need to slowly Study and explore.

Just looking at the design, the silver-gray main color is matched with clear and tough border lines, the angular TV wall is matched with black chandeliers of uneven heights, which does not make the room look dull, but creates a space sci-fi texture. Look at the floor-to-ceiling glass wall, press a button, and the scenery outside the house is clear at a glance. Obviously, Yan Zhili did not arrange the bedroom in a direction that would be covered by the hollow wooden outsourcing.

Looking at the familiar emerald green, Qin Jie slightly cooled down his excited brain from exploring technological products, turned his head, walked to the photo albums that he had almost forgotten, and flipped through them again with a blank expression.

This time, with a strange emotion, he flipped through the pages quickly, feeling unspeakably awkward in his heart, but he was searching non-stop.

Finally, his fingers stopped, but they trembled a little. Qin Jie looked at the exquisite face with silver-rimmed eyes and the familiar side face, something in his heart couldn't stop churning, he took a few deep breaths, He didn't know how many times he warned himself not to think too much, even though the two people were hugging shoulders so intimately in the photo, even though Lin Yuan had such a sweet and happy smile on his face, even if Yan Zhilu's lips fell On the temples of those around me.

It's all possible, it's just a friendship between buddies, a pair of bamboo horses who grew up together since childhood.

No?

Continuing to scroll back, many photos of the two of them appeared one after another. Although they were not as shocking as the first one, the brightness and splendor in the photos seemed to penetrate into Qin Jie's heart through the paper. His eyes glared uncontrollably.

The stuffiness in his chest continued to spread, almost blocking his breath, Qin Jie threw away the hot photo album and ran to the kitchen.

He was dealing with the law of beef, when he heard some anxious footsteps behind him, he turned his head suspiciously, and saw Qin Jie standing outside the kitchen counter, feeling a little agitated, he asked while washing his hands.

"What's the matter, ran out suddenly?"

"When I called you that day, it was actually outside the teahouse, under that street lamp..."

Qin Jie didn't go on with the rest of the sentence, because he knew from Yan Zhilu's expression that the other party had already guessed what he wanted to express, so there was no need for him to say the uncomfortable facts himself.

The street light outside "Shiyou" is too familiar to Yan Zhili. Not only is it the place where I am most used to parking, but I can also clearly see the location of the room on the second floor.

He immediately understood that his car had exposed his whereabouts, and Qin Jie's appearance made him almost sure that he was probably seen in the tea room as well.

"I'm sorry, Qin Jie, I, I happened to be discussing something with Lin Yuan at that time, and I felt..."

"Are you still going to lie to me? Even if I tell you in person that I know you're lying? You still have to find a reason?"

Staring at Qin Jie who interrupted him with an unprecedented volume at this moment, Yan Zhilu did not continue that weak explanation.

"Yes, I was in the teahouse with Lin Yuan at that time, this really lied to you, I apologize."

"What is the reason why you don't want me to appear?"

Qin Jie asked the question in his heart, but only received a silent response. Just when his patience was about to be worn out, Yan Zhilu spoke slowly.

"Qin Jie, let's go to see Lin Yuan together. If you want, you can go this afternoon."

I have thought about what kind of answer I will get, but I have never thought about such a response. Qin Jie was also a little stunned for a while. Seeing such a reaction, Yan Zhilu gave a wry smile, walked out of the kitchen, and came to Qin Jie's side .

"I actually told Lin Yuan about our affairs. I was really confused that day. I thought it was very sudden for the three of us to meet like this. Later, I really went to meet other friends and didn't stay at the teahouse."

Thinking about that gloomy day, Yan Zhilu was also a little helpless, maybe it was really retribution, Qin Jie saw through his impulsive escape so quickly, and made him so emotional.

"I see. In fact, I also went to find Lin Yuan later that day."

Instead of continuing to stand opposite Yan Zhilu, Qin Jie went straight to the living room, sat on the sofa, and looked at the sliding door of the bedroom.

"He said that he guessed that we were together, but you just said that you told him. Maybe I am too sensitive. I think the two of you are hiding something from me intentionally or unintentionally. At least for now Look, I don't even understand, I'm with you, this matter tells Lin Yuan, who we know together, what's worth lying about like this?"

Before waiting for the law of words to speak, Qin Jie suddenly stood up from the sofa and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, just like the situation after hearing the law of words for the first time, he turned around and stared at the law with no expression on his face. The law of words that still stands in place.

"Unless, my falling in love with you will affect your relationship with Lin Yuan."

At this point, Qin Jie also realized that today's rare date between two people is probably going to be ruined, so he adjusted his breathing secretly, and turned back to face the glass wall, trying to let his brain get a little breath in the open sight, while In fact, he knew it was just a cover for his inability to see the Law of Words and his uneasiness about the answers he was about to hear.

Qin Jie felt that the pores of his whole body were tightened, but the sensitivity of his senses seemed to suddenly increase. He felt that the person behind him came to the sofa, and he might have sat where he was just now, and might have been a little shaken by his words. Moving, rubbing against the sofa made a slight sound, he could even hear that person's breathing, which was more rapid than before.

The law of words at this time, with a serious expression, was startled by Qin Jie's conclusion, and now he has gradually calmed down. Thinking of the missed calls he saw that night, he never called back the last call, thinking maybe He should reply to Lin Yuan in time, thinking why Lin Yuan also lied, and in the end, he only felt regret.

"Lin Yuan and I are not what you think. Really, I don't want to lie to you again. It's just that there are some things that I can't confess on my own. This involves Lin Yuan after all. I hope you understand."

"What am I thinking? I won't go around in circles with you, because I'm afraid this is what you are best at. Let me tell you the truth. I came to you today, and I only realized it later. The design here, the villa I have seen the hollowed-out outsourcing of your bedroom, the sliding door in your bedroom, these are all in Lin Yuan's teahouse, is this just a coincidence?"

Yan Zhilu, who had been doubtful for a long time, felt suddenly enlightened at this moment. It turned out that the accumulation of these details made Qin Jie doubt his relationship with Lin Yuan, and he couldn't help but lamented the sensitivity of his lover again.

"This is really not a coincidence. I told you that this is my own design. I drew the draft in the United States, and then a professional design friend saw it and thought it was feasible, so he guided me to modify the drawing. After returning to China , because Lin Yuan bought the store and planned to renovate it, and asked me for design opinions. It happened that the original design contained elements of Chinese style, so it was used in the teahouse. Later, it was my turn to decorate the villa myself. Some of them are redrawn manuscripts, but this hollow design is my favorite, and after modification, it has been integrated into the current villa."

Yan Zhilu came behind Qin Jie and explained word by word. His eyes stared at the face reflected on the glass window. The closed eyes under the thick-rimmed glasses trembled slightly, then slowly opened, and found With that fiery gaze, the two of them looked at each other through the glass.

"Qin Jie, if you have any questions, just ask them, okay?"

Gently resting on Qin Jie's stiff shoulders, turning him around slowly, Yan Zhilu lowered his head slightly and comforted the unstable person with as gentle a tone as possible.

"You and Lin Yuan are really just ordinary friends? You guys, huh...I know maybe I shouldn't mind so much, but..."

Qin Jie took a deep breath, and the seeds of doubt in his heart seemed to be blown all over his head by the strong wind. He couldn't even figure out where to ask questions for a while, and his speech became intermittent.

"It's okay, Qin Jie, think about it slowly, think about it, I'll answer it, come on, let's sit down and talk, drink some water, moisten our throats."

Leading Qin Jie back to the sofa to sit down, Yan Zhilu brought warm water and stuffed it into his hands. At this moment, Qin Jie finally mustered up the courage to ask the biggest doubt in his heart.

"Lin Yuan has someone he likes, and that person is you, right?"