if you serious you lose
Chapter 33 Desire and Emptiness
Of course, Yan Zhilu didn’t find this story boring. Instead, he felt fresh after hearing a lot of interesting stories about Qin Jie’s past. Qin Jie seemed to be a famous man in college. Such a bright and sunny appearance and temperament are not difficult to imagine. , and for the "Miss Qin" style emphasized by Xiaoqian and Li Zi, I can only see Yan Zhilu looking at his lover affectionately.
"The original Qin Jie surprised me. I was often troubled by his arrhythmia. I was not in a hurry to watch the more exciting ones. However, I believe there will be opportunities in the future."
As soon as these words came out, Xiaoqian and Lizi trembled all over at the same time, hugged each other, and screamed strangely. The old couple who had always boasted that feeding others dog food was finally fed back, and the taste was sour.
Qin Jie glared at Yan Zhilu who was "sick" again, and directly pinched the opponent's thigh with his hand under the table as a warning.
"Master Lu, you're awesome. So you're the one who got it. Before, you were worried that we'd make you feel uncomfortable when we talked like this. Looking at it now, in front of Master Lü, our level isn't worth mentioning!"
Li Zi is very satisfied with this magnanimous and generous way of speaking, he feels that it is still a pleasure to make friends with a man who can take jokes.
"Of course, if Brother Qin is not interested in me now and needs extra stimulation, I don't mind revisiting my childhood attire, just to smile for Mr. Bo."
Steadily caught Qin Jie's "hygienic ball", and then pressed the hand on his thigh that was intended to punish him. In his opinion, the strength was not painful or itchy, so he might as well take the opportunity to eat some tofu. The smooth and flexible touch has attracted Qin Jie's hand from the first time he held Qin Jie's hand in the gym.
Qin Jie, who was completely speechless about Yan Zhilv's cheekiness, failed to slap his hands a few times, so he let him go. After all, the waves of heat from his hands made people feel quite comfortable.
The following dinner continued the previous relaxed atmosphere. In order to take care of Yan Zhili, the other three people stopped talking about the university. Li Zi also let go of his previous worries and directly chatted with Yan Zhili about the current real estate market. Although there is a competitive relationship, today's meeting gave both of them a new understanding of each other, which will undoubtedly be conducive to harmonious coexistence in the workplace in the future.
And when Li Zi and his wife sent Qin Jie and Yan Zhilu downstairs to their house, Qin Jie mentioned the godson he hadn't seen today.
"The only regret today is that my godson is not here. Are you two afraid that I will scare him, so you actually left him in your hometown?"
"Every year when we go home for the holidays, the old couple would say that they are reluctant to part with their grandson, so we will keep him with his grandparents, and let him go back to school after the winter vacation. Besides, we have already told him about you, every day This time, I will take you as a role model and let him worship him as a pursuit in life. Next time, let him kowtow to you and have a formal ceremony of recognizing godfather."
After all, Xiaoqian is Qin Jie's veteran fan girl. If her son can grow into a young talent like Qin Jie, then she will have no regrets in this life. Fortunately, her husband is also a broad-minded person. Looking at Qin Jie's beautiful photos, I don't mind the fact that I hope my son's appearance will be better.
"Xiaoqian, as an educator, I can tell you that such behavior should be restrained. For children, it is easy to have opposite emotions to the role models that parents talk about. Let me ask you, for parents who often When you say 'Look at other people's children, learn from XXX', will you really face those objects with a positive attitude as they wish? So, I beg you not to let my godson see me before That created a gap between me and me.”
Qin Jie's half-joking and half-serious phone call made Li Zi and Xiaoqian feel how much he attaches importance to their son, and it was the first time that Qin Jie recognized Li Zi's and his wife's son as his godson.
"Haha, it seems that I was not lucky enough to meet the young master today. I hope to witness the scene where Qin Jie recognizes his son next time."
"That's a good thing, if Mr. Lu can come, what is his identity?"
Xiaoqian glanced at Qin Jie ambiguously, Qin Jie was a little embarrassed.
Yan Zhilu just smiled, Li Zi felt that Qin Jie had been teased too many times by himself and Xiaoqian tonight, and he should learn to accept it as soon as he was good, otherwise he would have no position to refute.
"Okay, okay, let's stop here today, Xiaoqian, don't mess with Qin Jie, if the son's godfather quits, it will be our own fault."
"Ah, male god, I'm so excited to see you tonight, and I'm fortunate to know such a high-end person as Mr. Li, so don't take it for granted that you can speak freely for a while, next time we make an appointment, I will definitely bring you along to the appointment."
"Okay, it's not like I've known you for a day or two. Either of you can make me play around with me. When the two of you are combined, it's a deadly weapon in the world."
After a final flirtation with each other, Yan Zhilu and Qin Jie finally bid farewell to Li Zi and his wife, and drove away from the place where they had spent a pleasant night.
Driving on the central avenue of S city, the radio in the car was playing retro classic jazz music, Qin Jie and Yan Zhilu listened quietly.
The jazz piano always looks so gorgeous, as if you can see the flying fingers from the melody. The representative impromptu solo of jazz musicians is even more unpredictable in the dark car at this time. The chorus of the song was interrupted abruptly, and the joy of the last moment was finally proved to be just the beginning of the tragedy.
However, behind the melody of the piano, the plucked strings of the double bass inexplicably give people a sense of stable presence. It can always appear just right in a long melody with almost no pause, telling you with a wonderful rhythm No matter how varied the music is, you can still find an established law to control the seemingly complicated tunes.
After the first song, the host explained the choice of tonight's program with a magnetic and deep male voice. The jazz aftertaste collection seems to be incompatible with the Spring Festival, but at the end of the spring break, most people have returned to this busy and bustling city. After the warmth of your family, are you feeling tired from the daily routine of making a living?
Perhaps, what the audience needs at this time is to evoke the unique mood in the city. Jazz born for the city tries to evoke a kind of urban desire. It has nothing to do with good or bad. The melody soothes the lonely and stimulates emotions, and the desire will make you return to your pre-holiday life as soon as possible.
What the host said made Qin Jie find it interesting. He grew up in the city and his hometown is also in this city. He didn't have a deep feeling for the psychological gap or mood swings brought about by returning to the city during the Spring Festival, but he Know that vacation syndrome is something that almost everyone has.
However, it was the first time Qin Jie had heard of awakening desire to treat this kind of symptom, which made him think further of another thing that goes hand in hand with desire—emptiness.
Who gave birth to the emptiness and desire is probably difficult for anyone to say clearly. However, I don’t know if it is really the effect of jazz music as the host said. Qin Jie felt a little empty at this time, especially when he looked out of the car window and recovered from the deserted When it comes to the scene of the past, it is so bright that it is almost dazzling, and that kind of seductive tone is clearly expressing something deliberately.
The two who hadn't been drinking hadn't spoken much since they left the community of Li Zi and his wife. The sequelae of being excited all night was a dull throbbing pain in the temples, and Qin Jie also felt a dull pain in his throat. It was uncomfortable, if he spoke now, he would probably hear his voice a little hoarse.
Putting his head against the car window, Qin Jie, who let himself go, faced the glass in front of him, and what was reflected on it was a picture belonging to the city, radiant and colorful, like a dream.
The jazz music aimed at "awakening desire" continued to be played in front of his ears. Several songs have been played, but Qin Jie couldn't tell which genre they belonged to, but he was glad that the host's choice so far avoided impressions. The slightly noisy kind of jazz.
At ten o'clock in the night, it seems that the soul that has been imprisoned for the whole day begins to move around. The desire and emptiness of modern people may rush out at this moment because of a little stimulation, maybe it is the confusion of neon colors, or maybe it is the lonely lamp. Self-pity, or just being in the same room with someone who is tempting to you.
A kind of hallucinogen, what appeared in Qin Jie's mind at this time was the feeling that the current environment brought about the kind of mental drunkenness that even the sober body could not resist.
Passing a traffic light, Yan Zhilu stopped and waited, and the ever-changing night scene also stopped at this moment. Suddenly, a pair of men and women who were pushing and shoving at the intersection appeared in front of him. Qin Jie watched intently, as if he was deliberately training himself in his mind. , self-entertaining to prove that he is actually sober at the moment, and finally came to the conclusion that it was nothing more than a refusal to meet your love, he evoked a clear smile, it should be like this, Qin Jie moved away .
"Another sleepless night."
Yan Zhilu's smiling voice made Qin Jie take a look at him, but this look made Yan Zhilu's stomach tighten.
In the dim car, the charming outline looms, and when the eyes that are glowing with tiredness and laziness are swept lightly, the desire is so easily stimulated and surges up. Itching, what did Yan Zhilu want to use to keep the blurred eyes, obviously impulsive because of the temptation, but contradictoryly wanted to dispel the fog in his heart.
Qin Jie, who was immersed in a certain kind of thought, was slightly pulled away by Yan Zhilu's words, and he broke away from that psychedelic state for a moment. When he was watching the movement of the man beside him licking his lips and swallowing , turned his gaze back, as if there was an emotion in his consciousness that made him avoid this kind of action.
But the aggressive gaze from the corner of the eye was bit by bit, like a watercolor, painting Qin Jie's blank and colorless world piece by piece, making him gradually get away from the half-empty, half-real world. The resting state, and then, the ears were slowly dyed bright red.
The suffocating silence continued. The man who was still wandering in the emptiness just now was captured by a hunter who turned into desire, mentally blocked his carelessness, and used himself to seduce this man in an attempt to prove that he could survive in this psychedelic city. A man of reason.
Suddenly, Qin Jie's body trembled, and there was a high-pitched, somewhat piercing saxophone sound. Although the tune became melodious and melodious in the next moment, Qin Jie was completely awakened.
The law of words was also repulsed by the sudden high-pitched voice, and frowned slightly. He turned his eyes away from Qin Jie, turned down the sound of the radio, and looked up to the signal that had turned green. Start the vehicle.
"The original Qin Jie surprised me. I was often troubled by his arrhythmia. I was not in a hurry to watch the more exciting ones. However, I believe there will be opportunities in the future."
As soon as these words came out, Xiaoqian and Lizi trembled all over at the same time, hugged each other, and screamed strangely. The old couple who had always boasted that feeding others dog food was finally fed back, and the taste was sour.
Qin Jie glared at Yan Zhilu who was "sick" again, and directly pinched the opponent's thigh with his hand under the table as a warning.
"Master Lu, you're awesome. So you're the one who got it. Before, you were worried that we'd make you feel uncomfortable when we talked like this. Looking at it now, in front of Master Lü, our level isn't worth mentioning!"
Li Zi is very satisfied with this magnanimous and generous way of speaking, he feels that it is still a pleasure to make friends with a man who can take jokes.
"Of course, if Brother Qin is not interested in me now and needs extra stimulation, I don't mind revisiting my childhood attire, just to smile for Mr. Bo."
Steadily caught Qin Jie's "hygienic ball", and then pressed the hand on his thigh that was intended to punish him. In his opinion, the strength was not painful or itchy, so he might as well take the opportunity to eat some tofu. The smooth and flexible touch has attracted Qin Jie's hand from the first time he held Qin Jie's hand in the gym.
Qin Jie, who was completely speechless about Yan Zhilv's cheekiness, failed to slap his hands a few times, so he let him go. After all, the waves of heat from his hands made people feel quite comfortable.
The following dinner continued the previous relaxed atmosphere. In order to take care of Yan Zhili, the other three people stopped talking about the university. Li Zi also let go of his previous worries and directly chatted with Yan Zhili about the current real estate market. Although there is a competitive relationship, today's meeting gave both of them a new understanding of each other, which will undoubtedly be conducive to harmonious coexistence in the workplace in the future.
And when Li Zi and his wife sent Qin Jie and Yan Zhilu downstairs to their house, Qin Jie mentioned the godson he hadn't seen today.
"The only regret today is that my godson is not here. Are you two afraid that I will scare him, so you actually left him in your hometown?"
"Every year when we go home for the holidays, the old couple would say that they are reluctant to part with their grandson, so we will keep him with his grandparents, and let him go back to school after the winter vacation. Besides, we have already told him about you, every day This time, I will take you as a role model and let him worship him as a pursuit in life. Next time, let him kowtow to you and have a formal ceremony of recognizing godfather."
After all, Xiaoqian is Qin Jie's veteran fan girl. If her son can grow into a young talent like Qin Jie, then she will have no regrets in this life. Fortunately, her husband is also a broad-minded person. Looking at Qin Jie's beautiful photos, I don't mind the fact that I hope my son's appearance will be better.
"Xiaoqian, as an educator, I can tell you that such behavior should be restrained. For children, it is easy to have opposite emotions to the role models that parents talk about. Let me ask you, for parents who often When you say 'Look at other people's children, learn from XXX', will you really face those objects with a positive attitude as they wish? So, I beg you not to let my godson see me before That created a gap between me and me.”
Qin Jie's half-joking and half-serious phone call made Li Zi and Xiaoqian feel how much he attaches importance to their son, and it was the first time that Qin Jie recognized Li Zi's and his wife's son as his godson.
"Haha, it seems that I was not lucky enough to meet the young master today. I hope to witness the scene where Qin Jie recognizes his son next time."
"That's a good thing, if Mr. Lu can come, what is his identity?"
Xiaoqian glanced at Qin Jie ambiguously, Qin Jie was a little embarrassed.
Yan Zhilu just smiled, Li Zi felt that Qin Jie had been teased too many times by himself and Xiaoqian tonight, and he should learn to accept it as soon as he was good, otherwise he would have no position to refute.
"Okay, okay, let's stop here today, Xiaoqian, don't mess with Qin Jie, if the son's godfather quits, it will be our own fault."
"Ah, male god, I'm so excited to see you tonight, and I'm fortunate to know such a high-end person as Mr. Li, so don't take it for granted that you can speak freely for a while, next time we make an appointment, I will definitely bring you along to the appointment."
"Okay, it's not like I've known you for a day or two. Either of you can make me play around with me. When the two of you are combined, it's a deadly weapon in the world."
After a final flirtation with each other, Yan Zhilu and Qin Jie finally bid farewell to Li Zi and his wife, and drove away from the place where they had spent a pleasant night.
Driving on the central avenue of S city, the radio in the car was playing retro classic jazz music, Qin Jie and Yan Zhilu listened quietly.
The jazz piano always looks so gorgeous, as if you can see the flying fingers from the melody. The representative impromptu solo of jazz musicians is even more unpredictable in the dark car at this time. The chorus of the song was interrupted abruptly, and the joy of the last moment was finally proved to be just the beginning of the tragedy.
However, behind the melody of the piano, the plucked strings of the double bass inexplicably give people a sense of stable presence. It can always appear just right in a long melody with almost no pause, telling you with a wonderful rhythm No matter how varied the music is, you can still find an established law to control the seemingly complicated tunes.
After the first song, the host explained the choice of tonight's program with a magnetic and deep male voice. The jazz aftertaste collection seems to be incompatible with the Spring Festival, but at the end of the spring break, most people have returned to this busy and bustling city. After the warmth of your family, are you feeling tired from the daily routine of making a living?
Perhaps, what the audience needs at this time is to evoke the unique mood in the city. Jazz born for the city tries to evoke a kind of urban desire. It has nothing to do with good or bad. The melody soothes the lonely and stimulates emotions, and the desire will make you return to your pre-holiday life as soon as possible.
What the host said made Qin Jie find it interesting. He grew up in the city and his hometown is also in this city. He didn't have a deep feeling for the psychological gap or mood swings brought about by returning to the city during the Spring Festival, but he Know that vacation syndrome is something that almost everyone has.
However, it was the first time Qin Jie had heard of awakening desire to treat this kind of symptom, which made him think further of another thing that goes hand in hand with desire—emptiness.
Who gave birth to the emptiness and desire is probably difficult for anyone to say clearly. However, I don’t know if it is really the effect of jazz music as the host said. Qin Jie felt a little empty at this time, especially when he looked out of the car window and recovered from the deserted When it comes to the scene of the past, it is so bright that it is almost dazzling, and that kind of seductive tone is clearly expressing something deliberately.
The two who hadn't been drinking hadn't spoken much since they left the community of Li Zi and his wife. The sequelae of being excited all night was a dull throbbing pain in the temples, and Qin Jie also felt a dull pain in his throat. It was uncomfortable, if he spoke now, he would probably hear his voice a little hoarse.
Putting his head against the car window, Qin Jie, who let himself go, faced the glass in front of him, and what was reflected on it was a picture belonging to the city, radiant and colorful, like a dream.
The jazz music aimed at "awakening desire" continued to be played in front of his ears. Several songs have been played, but Qin Jie couldn't tell which genre they belonged to, but he was glad that the host's choice so far avoided impressions. The slightly noisy kind of jazz.
At ten o'clock in the night, it seems that the soul that has been imprisoned for the whole day begins to move around. The desire and emptiness of modern people may rush out at this moment because of a little stimulation, maybe it is the confusion of neon colors, or maybe it is the lonely lamp. Self-pity, or just being in the same room with someone who is tempting to you.
A kind of hallucinogen, what appeared in Qin Jie's mind at this time was the feeling that the current environment brought about the kind of mental drunkenness that even the sober body could not resist.
Passing a traffic light, Yan Zhilu stopped and waited, and the ever-changing night scene also stopped at this moment. Suddenly, a pair of men and women who were pushing and shoving at the intersection appeared in front of him. Qin Jie watched intently, as if he was deliberately training himself in his mind. , self-entertaining to prove that he is actually sober at the moment, and finally came to the conclusion that it was nothing more than a refusal to meet your love, he evoked a clear smile, it should be like this, Qin Jie moved away .
"Another sleepless night."
Yan Zhilu's smiling voice made Qin Jie take a look at him, but this look made Yan Zhilu's stomach tighten.
In the dim car, the charming outline looms, and when the eyes that are glowing with tiredness and laziness are swept lightly, the desire is so easily stimulated and surges up. Itching, what did Yan Zhilu want to use to keep the blurred eyes, obviously impulsive because of the temptation, but contradictoryly wanted to dispel the fog in his heart.
Qin Jie, who was immersed in a certain kind of thought, was slightly pulled away by Yan Zhilu's words, and he broke away from that psychedelic state for a moment. When he was watching the movement of the man beside him licking his lips and swallowing , turned his gaze back, as if there was an emotion in his consciousness that made him avoid this kind of action.
But the aggressive gaze from the corner of the eye was bit by bit, like a watercolor, painting Qin Jie's blank and colorless world piece by piece, making him gradually get away from the half-empty, half-real world. The resting state, and then, the ears were slowly dyed bright red.
The suffocating silence continued. The man who was still wandering in the emptiness just now was captured by a hunter who turned into desire, mentally blocked his carelessness, and used himself to seduce this man in an attempt to prove that he could survive in this psychedelic city. A man of reason.
Suddenly, Qin Jie's body trembled, and there was a high-pitched, somewhat piercing saxophone sound. Although the tune became melodious and melodious in the next moment, Qin Jie was completely awakened.
The law of words was also repulsed by the sudden high-pitched voice, and frowned slightly. He turned his eyes away from Qin Jie, turned down the sound of the radio, and looked up to the signal that had turned green. Start the vehicle.
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