if you serious you lose

The famous sentence in the literary world comes from the country that pursues the beauty of sorrow and mystery. The law of words does not know whether it should be translated into the three words that everyone knows, or should it retain the ambiguous beauty. For a while, The head is chaotic, but the body honestly just wants to firmly grasp the beauty between the ten fingers of this moment.

Today, the two have just entered into a formal relationship. Qin Jie knows that it takes half a year to confirm the relationship in the circle. It is actually very slow in the circle. Maybe it is the nature of men, maybe it is the reaction of the times, and there is more or less materialism in the circle. .

But Qin Jie, a purely gay man, has always mixed with heterosexuals since the day he confirmed his sexuality.

Sometimes, he himself feels that this may be a kind of luck. Although the ending of being in love with heterosexuals is cruel, friendship has benefited him a lot, so he is more used to being in a so-called "normal" and "ordinary" place. Living in the circle, he lived in the same way in the past.

However, the disadvantages are also obvious. In the past seven years, even though he has never deliberately concealed his sexuality abroad, because of his invisible resistance, he has only fallen into a difficult to get acquainted with "fellow people", without any romance. .

Qin Jie understood that it was because of the setback in the previous relationship that he chose to cool down in the later period of time.

But in essence, it was because the things pursued in his character could not match this environment. Qin Jie understood this fact very early, so he would rather "slow down", and seven years passed in a flash.

Therefore, Qin Jie was surprised by the six months since he returned to China. The rhythm has accelerated suddenly, which made him feel uneasy that he couldn't keep up. However, today Qin Jie feels that all of this is worth being grateful for.

Looking at the not-full moon in the night sky, what Qin Jie thought of was Yan Zhilu's thoughtfulness, care, panic, and cuteness all night, and patiently listening to and interpreting his long speeches with vague themes.

In his heart, the moon tonight is really beautiful because of the man beside him.

Feeling the strength of Yan Zhilu's grip on himself, Qin Jie smiled, and suddenly a gust of wind blew by, and the cold air suddenly penetrated from Qin Jie's bare neck, making him shiver involuntarily.

The next second, Yan Zhilu let go of Qin Jie, put the plastic bag he had been holding in his right hand on the ground, and then took off the leather jacket on his body, but Qin Jie stopped him, bent down and picked up the plastic wrap, and then Hold that big warm hand again.

"Go back, I didn't wear a scarf when I came down, I made a mistake."

"Just put on my coat and turn up the collar to keep out the wind." Afraid that Qin Jie would refuse again, Yan Zhilu pointed to his sweater, "I'm wearing a high collar underneath to keep out the wind."

Qin Jie just nodded, Yan Zhilu took off the leather jacket with a smile on his face, and put it on for the shivering person himself, looking at the slightly loose leather jacket on Qin Jie, Yan Zhilu shook his head, and put everything With all the buttons and zippers closed, Qin Jie looked down at the original cool and domineering way of wearing the leather jacket, and leaned on the other's shoulder with a smile.

On the way back, the two held each other's arms tightly, quickened their pace and returned to the off-road vehicle.

This time, the two did not say goodbye stickily. Qin Jie returned the leather jacket, and Yan Zhilu urged Qin Jie to go upstairs, while he got into the car and started it. With the sound of the engine, the shining headlights It illuminated a circle in the dark neighborhood near midnight, and Qin Jie, standing in front of the apartment door, watched the circle of light disappear until it disappeared.

After returning home, he pulled out a piece of plastic wrap that accompanied the two of them all the way, resealed the curry left over from the night, and carefully put it in the empty refrigerator. After Qin Jie took a hot bath, his body finally warmed up and went to bed. After getting into the quilt, he turned on his phone and checked it.

Not seeing any news from Yan Zhilv, Qin Jie dialed the phone number of the other party.

"Qin Jie?" Soon, Yan Zhilu's voice appeared in his ears.

"Get home safely." According to the time, Qin Jie guessed that he should have returned to the villa.

"Just parked the car, how about you, ready to sleep?"

Walking out of the garage, Yan Zhilu looked up at the night sky. Tonight, he didn't always look up at the high place like Qin Jie, and his attention was always on the people around him.

Sure enough, the night sky of the city was still not dotted with stars, and the first-quarter moon was covered by some cloudy clouds, and it did not show the beauty of the charming arc, but someone said that the moonlight tonight is really beautiful.

"Well, I'm already on the bed. After taking a bath, my body warmed up, and sleepiness followed."

"It is estimated that it will be cold for a month or two. The weather in our place is also tossing when it gets cold."

"Yeah, I'm very afraid of the cold. I chose a sunny desert area for my study abroad. It's true that there's not much snow in winter, but it's also low temperature and rainy. I basically stay indoors. Fortunately, every household has Heating. Now that I’m back, the heating is gone, so no matter how much I wear indoors during the day, I’ll be cold, and it’s a little uncomfortable.”

"Haha, remember to turn on the air conditioner to adjust the temperature when you sleep. If you sleep in such tight clothes, you will feel very uncomfortable."

"Well, it's open. You should hurry up and get ready to rest. It seems that you will start working tomorrow?"

"It is true that my vacation is over, but thank you for giving me a perfect ending today."

Yan Zhilu walked to the villa in the middle, leaned his back against the gate, listened to the gentle and gentle question in his ear, and continued talking to the phone.

"Qin Jie, I forgot to say happy new year to you. Also, I also think the moonlight is beautiful tonight..."

The night wind blows the leaves rustling. Although they are not shriveled, the winter trees here will still drop a few broad but dry leaves from time to time because they cannot withstand the wind. The movement made by the collision with the ground is quiet and peaceful at this moment. The villa area and the brief silence on the other end of the phone were clearly audible.

Yan Zhilu gathered his leather jacket, and the ensuing laughter on the other end of the phone instantly covered everything around him, agitating the eardrums and itching.

"It seems that we are living a sour old age, don't cooperate with my literature and art anymore, I probably have a convulsion today. I have heard the wind from your side, cough, you are still outside, hurry into the house, and be obedient. "

Qin Jie was lying on the bed wrapped in a duvet. His body was already unbearably warm. If he kept making this call, he would probably be sweating. Tonight, he had a strange style of painting, which made Qin Jie feel uncomfortable even thinking about it. Ashamed, he cleared his throat in embarrassment, and only hoped that Yan Zhili would take a shower and sleep, and when he woke up tomorrow, he still remembered his normal self.

"Okay, good night then, Brother Qin, haha."

Qin Jie's pretentiously hoarse voice made Yan Zhilu look back at the moon, turned around, pressed his fingerprints and finally walked into his door.

After taking up the cord, Qin Jie turned off the light, and closed his eyes with the hot steam from Yan Zhilu's last few voices suppressed in his throat, but even more magnetic.

Early the next morning, Li Zi's phone call woke up Qin Jie who was still asleep. The unsurprising insomnia last night made Qin Jie's temper very rare at this time.

"Dapao Li! You should grow some snacks, what time is it now, don't you know that gardeners in our motherland are still on vacation!"

"Hehe, Miss Qin, after the new year, Miss has a good temper."

The two called each other the most unpopular nicknames, especially Qin Jie. Hearing Li Zi call out the nickname that he had banned for many years, the whole person suddenly fell asleep. He glanced at the phone screen, and sure enough, it was eight o'clock in the morning. It's getting late, but thinking that I'm still on vacation and I suffered from insomnia like that last night, I still want to piss off Li Zi.

"Damn, you cannon, disturbing people's peace all day long, why, Xiaoqian punished you to sleep in the study room last night, you are not satisfied with your desires early in the morning."

"Who is dissatisfied with desires? Are you still a gardener? Is there a gardener who does nothing like you? How long has it been since the beginning of spring, the season of recovery of all things, do not water and fertilize the flowers and plants of the motherland, and lie in bed and confine yourself? .”

"Hey, you shouldn't be called a cannon, you should be called a machine gun, no one can beat you. Okay, I'm awake too, I have something to play, and nothing to roll the ball."

"Miss Qin, pay attention to your identity, university teacher, and temperament."

Li Zi was a little excited about this Qin Jie who had eaten gunpowder. The two hadn't "communicated" with each other for a long time, and the nickname they subconsciously called out even brought back the green memories of college. However, Li Zi did not forget himself. The purpose of the call.

"Brother asked you to fulfill your promise when he called. You have no idea?"

"What promise?"

Qin Jie, who was too lazy to think about it, let Li Zi solve the mystery by himself.

"I know you're unreliable. Last time at the resort, didn't you say you had a man? Your sister-in-law asked you to bring them for dinner!"

After Li Zi came home from the resort that day, he excitedly told Xiaoqian that Qin Jie had finally moved his heart again. Xiaoqian was happy but also full of doubts. After all, he just returned to China. How could a comrade who hadn’t talked to friends for seven years come so quickly? There is a partner, and the more the two couples think about it, the more curious they become, so they think about verifying it after returning to S City from their hometown.

After Qin Jie heard Li Zi's words, he also recalled that hot pot party. What a fate, he and Yan Zhilu just became a couple yesterday, and received this call today, Qin Jie couldn't help laughing.

"Remember? Then hurry up and tell your guy, how is my house this weekend?"

"Weekend, okay, I'll ask him, Li Zi, have you opened your eyes? I just got someone yesterday, and you're yelling to see him."

"Just pretend you can. Last time you said that the other person would sue first. I think you were cowardly, so you delayed agreeing to him until yesterday."

Li Zi didn't expect that Qin Jie was officially with Ren yesterday, but since Ren agreed, Li Zi's mission was successfully completed, and his wife can also do business.

In fact, Li Zi didn't really mind whether Qin Jie could bring someone to dinner. After all, Xiaoqian still had a list of blind dates in her hand. At worst, she would be a matchmaker again. This time, under the guidance and supervision of his wife, I definitely can't cheat my brothers like last time.

"You can do it, you can see through everything, little brother, I won't pretend to be aggressive in front of your exquisitely carved head. By the way, you are not allowed to say those three words again, don't think this is over."

"Hahahaha, Qin Jie, do you know that you only allow state officials to light fires and not allow common people to light lamps?"

"He won't piss me off so much. Be good. Can your nickname be compared with mine? I didn't call out your nickname. Mine was purely spread by your evil. The nature is completely incomparable. "

"Okay, okay, I know I'm wrong, brother Jie, look at your heroic masculinity, I'm waiting for you to bring your sweetheart to the door."

Next, Qin Jie asked about the situation at Li Zi's house. Feeling that his mind was getting brighter, he decided to get up and start a new day, and the two ended the call.