After the divorce, Slag Gong shut him down

The setting sun sank into the horizon, and the whole church was completely darkened. Jiang Ran was embraced by Zhou Fushen. The empty and silent auditorium almost swallowed up the silhouettes of the two of them. The whistling and the ups and downs of breathing, I don't know how long it took, followed by a loud noise that seemed to split the sky, and the eager raindrops hit the eaves and glass in an instant, making a dull sound.

"If we can't bring each other a sense of security." As if afraid of revealing his fragile emotions, Jiang Ran lowered his eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "Then why are we together?"

When the words fell, the subtext in it made Zhou Fu feel unspeakable fear. He seemed to be accusing and pleading: "I have tried my best to restrain myself, but I still can't live like Ranran. , especially after Ran Ran repeatedly ignored me because of that Qiao Wenkang..., it often made me feel like I couldn't catch you, and even lost you soon." "The problem with Qiao Wenkang happened for a reason." Jiang Ran sounded Very tired: "He has key information about IASON cheating in the game. This is very important information for KTS who are about to face them in the first game. I can't take it lightly. And...you don't want to hear my real thoughts Do you? Zhou Fushen, do you understand why you can’t stand me muddling along? Because in the past four years, I have almost devoted myself to you, so now if I slack off a little, you will immediately feel the gap, you know? You have sacrificed too much...communication, career, hobbies, sometimes when I am free, I face the mirror and feel confused about who I am. I seem to exist just for you, and I hate that..."

He tried his best not to tremble in his voice, but too much depression and grievance rushed out, making it difficult for him to restrain himself.

After a pause, he continued: "Zhou Fushen, if there was anyone in this world who made me dare to throw myself into a relationship regardless of my own safety, then that person was you, but during the four years when I was burning the most, you Always hot and cold, I thought you only loved me for a while, and after a long time, the freshness was gone. I didn't know that you loved me too much until you did so many ridiculous actions after the divorce, but I really have Tired, can't respond to your burning emotions...seriously, life is short, and we have wasted too much time chasing and guessing each other...so start over, I just want to live It's a bit more relaxed and plain, which is also a compensation for our crazy years."

"........."

There are too many unfinished words, but there is no need to tell them in detail, the answer emerges in the hearts of the two of them. Zhou Fushen closed his eyes hard, and his internal organs seemed to be squeezed together and kept stirring in his chest: " I get it... at the end of the day, I deserve it."

——It’s not that he’s never had it before, but because he knows how passionate Jiang Ran will be when he loves someone with all his heart, he feels a sense of loss and remorse that has no place to vent.

In contrast, Jiang Ran was actually not feeling well. Abandoning the garden that he had carefully cared for for a long time was like betraying himself. Even the hot chest behind him became an unbearable chopping board, and he suddenly exerted strength. Wanting to break free from Zhou Fushen's embrace.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Fushen pulled him by the shoulders and turned him around, his hands were like iron tongs tightly imprisoning him.

Jiang Ran panicked and refused, "What are you doing?"

"Hush...shush——" Zhou Fushen clasped the back of his head in comfort, put his forehead against his forehead and said, "Ran Ran, look at me... Please tell me in the end, do you still love this man in front of you?" ?”

Jiang Ran bit his lower lip and said, "I thought I had already answered this question."

"No...you never did." Zhou Fu's mournful eyes pierced through his clear pupils and said, "Ran Ran has never explicitly said the words 'I love you' to me, even if I can't go back to the past , we can still be worthy of these three words."

The half-drooped eyelashes trembled inexplicably, Jiang Ran opened his mouth, and after a long time of deliberation, he couldn't say anything in the end.

"Is it that hard to say?" Zhou Fu smiled wryly.

"...Does it have to be said?" Jiang Ran said: "Choosing to get back together with you is a matter of all harm and no benefit, but I still agreed. Isn't that enough to prove anything?"

"All harm but no benefit..." Zhou Fushen murmured: "So I am this kind of existence to you now."

"..." Jiang Ran didn't know how to react, and if he continued talking, he was a little afraid that Zhou Fushen would be irritated and something irreversible would happen, so he thought for a while and said: "We should go back, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, I worry……"

Zhou Fushen wanted to say something more, but he didn't want to stop abruptly like this, and nothing changed in the end, but he touched the faint worry in Jiang Ran's eyes, and he suddenly realized that in Jiang Ran's eyes at this moment, he was not just a lover who was once in trouble, And he was a 'lunatic' with a lot of criminal records, so he had mixed feelings for a while. Apart from regret, he was more distressed, the way Jiang Ran looked at him.

Did he really bring Jiang Ran a lot of harm?Is it just like what Jiang Ran said, being able to accept him after going through all that has already proved his extraordinary love?

"Okay, let's go back." Zhou Fushen forced a gentle smile, then took off his suit jacket and put it on Jiang Ran's head.

Jiang Ran's expression was concealed, but judging from the way he pulled the edge of the coat to wrap it up, the guard just now was eliminated.

With his coat on his head, Jiang Ran groped his way down the steps of the auditorium in the darkness. His appearance looked rather funny. Zhou Fushen just looked at him from behind. Suddenly, infinite love surged into his heart, and he realized that he could not He has concealed something, just like what Jiang Ran said, this guilt will only make him worry more about gains and losses.

"Ran Ran." He called out to stop the other party.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Ran turned around, and the coat above his head flung out an umbrella-like arc, which looked like a mushroom swinging back and forth.

"I..." In the isolated church, accompanied by the sound of torrential rain, Zhou Fushen unexpectedly found that it was easier than he imagined to say: "I have been lying to you about something."

But Jiang Ran's reaction made him nervous for a moment. The other party seemed to be stiff, and after a while he said: "...Are you sure now is the right time to confess? We just finished arguing..."

"Because I'm not sure if I can lie to you for the rest of my life, I don't want to be like that recording and make it the second thing that makes us explode."

Jiang Ran fell silent, and it took a long time before he lifted his shoulders and said helplessly, "Say it."

With approval, Zhou Fu's throat twitched, and he said: "...I was discharged from the hospital through the formal procedures, and the person who picked me up was Zhuang Lingling."

"Wh...what!?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-2418:26:00~2020-07-2522:46:16期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~感谢投出地雷的小天使：秋意1个；非常感谢大家对我的支持，我会继续努力的！