After the divorce, Slag Gong shut him down

In the roast duck building, Ji Mingchen calmed down a lot after washing his hands in front of the mirror. He walked to the dryer, thinking that no wonder the captain of the tattoo had held grudges for a few ridicules until now. , It's terrifying once it's done.

Thinking about it, if he hadn't married Zhou Fushen later, he had to keep a low profile so as not to recruit black people. Now it is estimated that Jiang Ran would be the champion of liberal arts in the e-sports world.

Just as he was thinking, he shook his hand and was about to go out when he bumped into a man who smelled of alcohol.

Ji Mingchen frowned, and the person opposite clicked his tongue impatiently, as if he was about to find fault with his next sentence, but after seeing Ji Mingchen's appearance clearly, he stopped abruptly when he reached the edge of his mouth.

This person is none other than Qi Ye.

Since being ordered by Qi's father not to engage in investment matters, he is like a goose whose feathers have been plucked, and he can no longer flutter.

But fortunately, after Qi's father was called by his grandfather two days ago, he suddenly became busy. He and Qi's mother stayed up all night, discussing something mysteriously, so Qi Ye slipped out. Get together with friends and friends to drink away their sorrows, and on the way, scold Zhou Fushen, who has ruined his life and wealth—but in fact, he is very envious and jealous in his heart. His father broke his leg a long time ago, but Zhou Fushen was able to be sent abroad to continue to enjoy himself happily.

Alas, the more you compare with Qi Ye, the more depressed you become. He obviously urgently needs some beautiful things to divert his attention, but when he met Ji Mingchen just now, Qi Ye felt that his vision was instantly illuminated, and he felt that he had found his goal.

So just as Ji Mingchen passed him by, Qi Ye turned his head and grabbed the other's wrist with precision, and instantly said with an approachable attitude that looked like he was salivating: "Hey, I'm sorry, I drank a little too much. break you?"

Ji Mingchen was baffled, thinking that unless the two of them were both made of porcelain, what would happen if they touched each other?But seeing the other party's over-enthusiastic appearance, he didn't want to make any more entanglements.

"No." As he said that, Ji Mingchen looked down at the palm that was tightly clenched with him, trying to pull his wrist out forcefully.

"If you don't have it now, it doesn't mean you won't have it when you go home!" But who would have thought that Qi Ye would not let go at all, and said with a stern face: "Leave a cell phone number, I am a person with a very high moral standard, even if it is just a chance meeting, I don't know if you are really okay I'm still feeling bad..."

"..." Ji Mingchen felt that he was being entangled in a new type of porcelain touching technique.

The two chattered in the bathroom for a long time, Ji Mingchen realized at this moment that the person in front of him was accosting him no matter how slow he was, so he was about to perform a unique trick and shouted that I believe in religion X, when there were footsteps coming from the door, he raised his head and walked Seeing Jiang Ran walking in, he said: "Old Ji, you really have kidney deficiency, it's been so long since—huh?"

Jiang Ran stood still, looking back and forth between Qi Ye's shocked face and the gestures of the two of them tugging.

Ji Mingchen was stunned because he didn't see that Jiang Ran knew each other, but when he saw this, he had an idea, and tactfully called out to Jiang Ran aggrievedly: "Husband, hurry up and say something!"

Qi Ye: "!!"

His jaw dropped instantly.

……

Mental hospital.

"Coincidentally, when you first moved in, I asked the nurse to do the same."

As soon as the words fell to the ground, the atmosphere suddenly seemed to be frosted, and it happened that the sunlight outside the window was slowly covering Zhou Fushen's face at this moment, with the tall nose bridge as the dividing line, casting a shadow on half of his side face, In an instant, those drooping eyes with sentimental meaning were set off to be surly and gloomy.

——It turns out that in the eyes of others, he is no different from the lunatic next door.

Perhaps it was because of the extreme sorrow in his heart that he couldn't express it. Zhou Fushen's eyes were dark and treacherous, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The patient also seemed to know that he had been struck by lightning. He looked at it quietly, and just as he slowly retreated back to the door without thinking, Zhou Fushen suddenly raised his head. The warm smile on his face shocked the patient.

"Then isn't it too early for you to relax your vigilance and strike up a conversation with me?"

After finishing speaking, Zhou Fushen didn't wait for the man to react, he turned his wrist on the handle and walked into the ward, throwing the door heavily behind him.

Looking at the clean and cold ward, he suddenly had a tyrannical urge to knock everything down and let them be upside down, broken and out of order, because just like him, he has lost the need to maintain decency .

But in the end he didn't do that.

This is a psychiatric hospital, and any excessive behavior will be judged as a symptom attack. For some people, it may be exactly what they want, and he will not give anyone a chance to humiliate and humiliate him.

But suppressing anger is not an easy process. Zhou Fushen wandered around the room aimlessly like a wandering soul. He didn't come to the bedside until his emotions slowly settled, sat down, stared at the drawer, and Like staring at Pandora's box, it took a long time to finally move.

He gently opened the drawer as if afraid of disturbing anything, and saw a felt doll in the shape of a chicken cub lying quietly inside.

That was the key chain that fell from Nie Zhixin that day.

When Zhou Fushen saw this very representative warm yellow gadget, his intense jealousy prompted him to imagine many images, each of which was enough to overwhelm his reason, turning him into a raging, uncontrollable A mediocre man who easily occupied his mind.

Even when it comes to it now, there will still be a vicious lingering warmth in his heart.

But even so, on the morning when he was about to be sent to the mental hospital, he was alone, except for this thing in his pocket.

Zhou Fushen didn't know why he took it with him, put it on the shelf, and then let that ridiculous warm yellow thing penetrate the barrier, tormenting and torturing him day and night, reminding him that Jiang Ran is in a world without him. In this world, anyone can approach him at will and show hospitality to him.

Even waking up suddenly one night, Zhou Fushen found that his pillow was wet, because in the dream he saw Jiang Ran stepping into the wedding hall holding someone else's hand, and the groom was an ordinary man who was completely inferior to him and could be seen everywhere on the street. .

"How many times do you have to trample on me?"

Gradually tightening his grip on the felt chicken, Zhou Fu gritted his teeth and asked, "Do you think I will still think about you shamelessly now?"

The chicken cubs were ravaged at will without any resistance by his hands, but the burning pain in Zhou Fu's heart was not released at all, but became more intense until it ran through his whole body along with the blood. He clearly understood why, all the pain in the world Emotions that make people miserable and ugly come from not letting go.

Jiang Ran's sarcastic words seemed to ring in his ears again.

'Look in the mirror, Zhou Fushen, you have become the kind of person you despise the most! 'Suddenly a thunder blasted out of the sky, and the originally clear sky was suddenly covered with dark clouds, and the open windows were shaken back and forth by the strong wind.

In this uneasy atmosphere where the storm is about to come, Zhou Fushen's expression returned to calm. He held the felt chicken and walked to the window, looking at the gray city scenery in the distance with a merciless face, and then raised his hand and put it in his hand. The bauble was thrown out the window.

After doing this, he seemed to have been emptied of his sanity, and returned to the bed like a walking dead, staring numbly at the raindrops falling on the glass surface, without doing anything else for a long time.

Even though the entertainment facilities in the ward had complete functions except that they could not communicate with the outside world, he remained indifferent.

When the nurse came to make the ward rounds in the evening, this was the scene that caught her eye.

The nurses on the evening shift are all on shifts. The nurse who is here today is a new girl. She used to be Zhou Fushen’s fan when she was studying. Fear, conspiracy theories on the Internet and alarmist gossip from her colleagues flooded into her mind, casting a layer of gloomy color on the extremely handsome face in front of her eyes like a suspense movie.

Looking at Zhou Fushen's sculptural side face, she flinched a little, but the doctor's instructions forced her to walk over bravely, put down the tray, and said softly, "It's time to take the medicine..."

Take medicine.

It seemed that this word touched Zhou Fushen's nerves. He finally had a reaction. He raised his eyelids and turned his gaze to the steel tray. The vacuum package wrapped with small pills was printed with dense blue letters that were not clear.

The nurse was terrified by his gaze, and passed the water stiffly, and was about to run away at any time, when Zhou Fushen raised his face slightly and said with a faint smile, "I want to add some sleep aid medicine, can you?" ?”

The nurse was taken aback for a moment, and then she was embarrassed: "This... I have to ask the doctor."

"I will wait here." Zhou Fushen said.

Seeing his well-behaved appearance, the nurse was a little less vigilant, and she wanted to escape early, so she retreated hesitantly.

After she went out, Zhou Fushen immediately picked up the medicine in the tray and carefully checked the instructions on it.

Olanzapine, bupropion.

It is true that they are all drugs related to neuroleptics, but the side effects are also very obvious. Most mental patients just choose the lesser between being ruined by psychosis and ruined by antipsychotic drugs.

If Zhou Fushen really suffered from a mental illness that could lose his self-awareness at any time, he would choose to take medicine, but the point is that he didn't, so for him to eat these things, in addition to reaping a bunch of side effects that make his whole body worse Other than that, nothing can be changed.

He tore open the package, threw the pills into the water and crushed them, then went to the window and poured them into the rain curtain. Watching the last trace of liquid in the glass run out, Zhou Fushen suddenly felt ridiculous. What was he fighting against?What's the point of all this, even if it's saved from being catalyzed by drugs into a bloated, feeble waste?

Even if he keeps this outstanding skin, the only people he wants to admire will not look back.

What is especially sad is that even though he has fallen into such a situation, when he thinks about something, the first thought that pops up in his mind revolves around Jiang Ran - he thinks, if there is any soul in this world The medicine can make Jiang Ran change his mind, so even if it costs him decades of life, he will swallow it without hesitation.

While distracted, the glass slipped from his hand and fell to the ground with a clanging sound. Zhou Fushen took a step back belatedly, but froze for a moment. He turned around and ran out of the ward as if he suddenly realized that there was a security guard in the direction of the elevator. Then, there is also a gate control downstairs.

After hesitating for a moment, Zhou Fushen ran to the stairwell, kicked off the wall and hooked onto the nearly two-meter-high window sill, climbed to it, pushed open the window and got out sideways.

This is the third floor. He climbed down the pipe precariously in the rain. He almost slipped a few times. Finally, he just jumped down from a place where the floor was still high. When he landed, he rolled in a circle in the wet grass , which made him extremely embarrassed in an instant, but Zhou Fushen didn't care about the muddy body at all, he casually wiped the dirt splashed on his face, and walked around to the bushes facing his ward in front of the building without stopping, knelt down Eagerly searching for something on the ground.

I don't know how long it has passed, a few beams of flashlights began to shine through the dark rain, and the sound of someone's footsteps gradually approached. When the light swept over the drenched figure, the person showed horror first, and then reacted loudly. Shouted: "Here! Found it! Come on..."

The doctors and nurses rushed over in a panic when they heard the sound, and after a few beams of light hit them, they saw Zhou Fu squatting in the grass, holding a felt doll in his hand, carefully covering it from the rain, and said with a smile: "I'm lying to you!" ... I still love you, even if you scold me thousands of times, I will not give up easily. No one in this world loves you more than me, you understand, right? I'm sorry... Forgive me for always hurt you……"

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