Keeping Notes

When Yu Yan woke up, the sun outside the window was bright and dazzling.

The vision that was too bright made his thinking still hazy, like being trapped in a dream.

I don't know how long after staring blankly at the edge of the window, until the doorbell rang, Yu Yan finally came to his senses.

Hurriedly getting dressed, he opened the door and found that the person who came was Fu Jinghao's assistant Ji Lei.

Ji Lei greeted Yu Yan with a nod, waved his hand behind him, and three people standing outside the door came in one by one.

The first person is carrying an exquisite lunch box, while the second and third are carrying all kinds of clothing.

"Help Young Master Yu hang it in the room!" Ji Lei ordered.

After the clothes were put away and the visitors left one by one, Ji Lei said to Yu Yan: "Mr. Fu told me to let you have some nutritious porridge for breakfast. In addition, if you need anything, you can call me at any time."

Yu Yan hurriedly agreed, and Assistant Ji bowed and said goodbye.

Everyone had left for a long time, and Yu Yan was still in a sluggish state.

Slowly walked to the table and opened the lunch box, the porridge and side dishes inside were fragrant.

Take a bite, it tastes great.

Maybe it was the unexpected gentle treatment last night, or maybe it was because this person was too worthless.

Anyway, at this moment, Yu Yan suddenly felt his nose sour, and had a faint sense of happiness.

Since he was a child, no one has given him such meticulous care except Mr. Yu who has a vague memory.

That Fu Jinghao is really a good person.

It seems that in the future, he will have to work harder to do his job well in order to be worthy of Mr. Fu's love.

For more than a week after that, Fu Jinghao would go to Yu Yan's apartment every day.

Most of the time, Yu Yan will cook by himself, and cook some meals that he is quite good at with his heart.There was also one time when Fu Jinghao took him to a private restaurant for a big meal.

Yu Yan thought about it for a long time, and felt that the way to be more dedicated is to perform well on the bed.

For this reason, he specifically asked Mickey from Ziye for advice.

Mickey bears the title of director of Ziye's public relations department, but in fact, he is doing the work of the madam.

Moreover, Mickey himself is a real gay, and he has quite a lot of experience.

Yu Yan looked for him, so he found the right person.

After Mickey cheated Yu Yan of a valuable gift, he began to dictate the "[-] Ways to Ingratiate Money Masters", and gave him many teaching videos on related aspects for free.

Yu Yan's face was flushed, and he stood in front of the computer dry-mouthed. After learning all the relevant knowledge, he pondered over and over again in his heart to deepen his impression.

That night, Yu Yan applied what he had learned, applying all the tricks he had learned to the benefactor.

The benefactor was obviously a little surprised by Yu Yan's performance, he seemed to be resisting, but in the end he couldn't stand it anymore, and moved violently.

I don't know if it's because Yu Yan's talent is too high, so it's hard for the patron to control him, and he exerts too much force.

For several days after that, Fu Jinghao did not spend the night at Yu Yan's residence again.

He didn't know when the benefactor would come to the door, and Yu Yan didn't dare to go out to find Li Yueran and his former colleagues to catch up with each other.

After thinking about it for a long time, I took out a few novels from my previous luggage and began to study hard.

When I got tired of reading, I took out my drawing book and drew to pass the time.

This day, I was repairing a sketch that I had drawn before, when there was a knock at the door.

Yu Yan didn't need to look up to know that it must be the return of the benefactor.

Apart from Yu Yan, Fu Jinghao should be the only one who can enter this house.

Yu Yan got up to greet him very actively. Fu Jinghao's expression was calm, and there was a trace of inconspicuous coldness in his eyes looking at Yu Yan.

"Can you draw cartoons?" Fu Jinghao walked to the table and saw Yu Yan's paintings.

It was a figure painting in ancient costume holding a long sword and pointing the sword at the sky. The painting style is elegant, but the brushwork is not very prominent. Compared with professional painters, it looks a bit naive.

"Drawing and playing when I have nothing to do, it's a personal hobby."

Fu Jinghao nodded, and saw a few novels next to the album, picked them up and flipped through them.

"Is there anything you want to do?" he asked again.

"...?" Yu Yan was a little confused, this "do"?What are you doing?

Fu Jinghao seemed a little impatient, and frowned slightly.

"You, no goals, dreams or something?"

Yu Yan suddenly realized that the benefactor was talking about life with him!

"Yes, what I hoped most before was to go to college."

"Going to college?"

Yu Yan nodded again.

Not being able to go to school is a great regret in his life for him. Every time he passes by the gate of the university, he is full of envy for the young students who come and go.

If given the chance...

"What did you study in college? What about after graduation? Do you have any plans?" Fu Jinghao asked again.

Yu Yan was confused for a moment, to be honest, he never thought about it.

"Find a decent job and earn more money..." Yu Yan answered imaginatively.

If you are educated and have a diploma, you can find a decent job like a scholar, and you will be respected by others.Then you can live a good life like a decent person.

"Aren't you earning enough now?" Fu Jinghao seemed to be asking questions non-stop today.

Yu Yan naturally knew what kind of money he was talking about, so after thinking about it, he answered honestly: "It's a lot of money, but it's different!"

He is being fostered now, and although he has already risked himself to be shameless, this is not a career for a lifetime, he still understands it.

"Why is it different?" Fu Jinghao's tall figure looked down at Yu Yan and asked.

Yu Yan finally noticed the disdain and contempt in Fu Jinghao's eyes.

He despises him.

Although Yu Yan didn't know at all how Fu Jinghao fell in love with him and why he became lustful for him.But at the beginning, Fu Jinghao was kind and friendly to him.

Even a few days ago, Fu Jinghao was a little gentle towards him.

But now, he clearly showed contempt for him.

Yu Yan was a little apprehensive, he really wanted to please Fu Jinghao, although he had never had contact with other benefactors, and he didn't know how others treated their lovers.But he felt that Fu Jinghao treated him well. Although he had been abused once before, it was also his fault.

He wanted to serve Fu Jinghao well, both physically and emotionally.

But obviously, after Yu Yan tried his best to play tricks last time, Fu Jinghao didn't come back for a few days, and now he's not worried about him when he comes.

In a panic, he didn't want to annoy Fu Jinghao again, so he said submissively: "I...I don't know why it's different, Mr. Fu, what do you think?"

You are the boss, so you can do whatever you say, right?

Unfortunately, such obedience did not make Fu Jinghao happy.

"Go take a bath." Fu Jinghao ordered in a cold tone.

Without saying a word, Yu Yan immediately went back to his room, took his clothes and went to the bathroom.

Although he wasn't that smart, he wasn't stupid either. He vaguely felt that Fu Jinghao was unhappy because of his dissolute behavior last time, although he looked quite excited at the time.

But the mind of the gold master is just like the mind of the emperor in ancient times. It is uncertain, and it is difficult to distinguish between joy and sorrow. Who can figure it out?

That night, Yu Yan honestly didn't play tricks, and Emperor Fu was passionate all night long.

The involved Yu Yan was still thinking before falling into a deep sleep:

Is Boss Fu happy to be served today?Still unhappy?

***

After a few more days of trembling and guessing, Fu Jinghao began to come every day again, but he never showed the tenderness towards Yu Yan that week.

Fu Jinghao came back very early that day, and Yu Yan was preparing the ingredients for the evening. When he saw someone coming back, he hurriedly wiped his hands to meet him, took his coat, and bent over to put on slippers for him.

"Don't get ready, go change your clothes." Fu Jinghao said coldly.

When Yu Yan heard it, he knew that he was going out for a big meal.Although he is used to cooking by himself, it doesn't mean he doesn't like being taken out to enjoy a high-quality life.

The clothes that Fu Jinghao gave him were still hanging there, because there was no important occasion, Yu Yan never wore them.

But thinking about going out today can no longer be like the last time when Fu Jinghao took him to eat private dishes, he was ridiculed in shabby clothes.

So he deliberately picked out a set of clothes that looked quite stylish from the closet, and put them on carefully.

After getting dressed, he went out to show Fu Jinghao, but the other party stared at him for 3 minutes without moving, which made Yu Yan's hands and feet stiff.

"Go and change a set." The benefactor finally said.

Yu Yan didn't know what the problem was, so he went back and picked out a new set that looked plain.

Unexpectedly, after Fu Jinghao stared at him for a while, he said, "Change again."

Although Yu Yan was muttering in his heart, he did not dare to neglect his actions at all.

Unexpectedly, after changing four or five sets in a row, Fu Jinghao still looked worried.

In the end Yu Yan looked at the wardrobe full of clothes and hesitated.

Yu Yan clearly picked out those clothes just now with different styles.Changing it again is nothing more than changing a white shirt to a black shirt, and changing blue jeans to black jeans.

It seems the problem isn't with the clothes at all.

Yu Yan thought for a while, turned to a corner of the closet, pulled out the street stalls he bought, put them on indiscriminately, strode out of the bedroom, and looked at Fu Jinghao on the sofa in the living room.

Fu Jinghao's gaze stayed there for quite a while, but he didn't say anything in the end, which seemed to acquiesce to Yu Yan's attire.

Yu Yan sneered in his heart, he knew that Fu Jinghao looked down on him more and more, and he might think that his temperament was not suitable for those clothes, but don't forget who sent them over specially?

look down on him?

Is this the virtue of rich people?

I will endure.Anyway, I didn't come here because of whether he could see me, I came here for money.

Yu Yan kept repeating in his heart.

For money, bear!

***

Unexpectedly, Fu Jinghao actually took him to the innermost VIP room on the sixth floor of Ziye, which was Fu Jinghao's private room.

This is the place where Yu Yan earned his salary in the past, and he is very familiar with it.

Along the way, the colleagues who used to work together all looked at Yu Yan from the corners of their eyes.Some envy some despise, of course, more despise envy less.Because it can be seen from Yu Yan's attire, where can he develop?

Yu Yan didn't think there was anything wrong with the eyes of the crowd. The moment he chose to agree, he had already thought about what kind of eyes he would bear.

Besides, on such an occasion, such an environment, who doesn't know who?

As soon as I entered the private room, I realized that there were still many people inside. Judging by the dress of those people, they should not be ordinary people.

After they saw Fu Jinghao coming in, they hurriedly got up to greet him. It seemed that they should be his clients or something.

Fu Jinghao said hello one by one, but didn't care about Yu Yan.

And when those people saw Fu Jinghao's attitude, even though they knew that Yu Yan's boyish face should be Xiao Qing'er, they followed him.

Yu Yan is not a person who makes fun of himself, so he found a corner and sat down when he saw that no one was paying attention to him.

He is very familiar with this environment, and the new waiter who has been replaced is also his old colleague, and they are familiar with each other.

After sitting down for a long time, occupational diseases broke out, so I helped my colleagues serve drinks, and for a while I forgot why I came.

After helping with the chores, Yu Yan didn't go to sit down again, and habitually stood by the door of the private room, quietly watching the people in the guest room put cups and cups, waiting for orders.

It wasn't until his gaze accidentally swept over one of the guests, who was also staring at him through the dim light, that he woke up with a jolt.

He actually forgot his current identity, he was no longer Ziye's private room attendant, but the male favorite of Fu Jinghao, the boss of Jinghao Group.

Fu Jinghao's eyes were not sharp and cold, but Yu Yan, who was guilty, still felt his hair stand on end.

I've already been looked down upon and looked down upon, no matter how bad it is, don't let the situation worsen, right?Isn't it embarrassing for you to say that there are people in this big house?

Thinking of this, Yu Yan immediately obediently sat back in the inconspicuous corner where he sat at first.

After going through such a situation, after returning to his residence, Yu Yan was a little uneasy, afraid that Fu Jinghao would continue to inflict cold violence on him with contempt.

It's even more uncomfortable to be beaten or scolded, but to be stared at by Fu Jinghao so coldly.

But what Yu Yan summed up was right, the mind of the benefactor is always unpredictable.

As soon as he got home and entered the door, the benefactor actually hugged him eagerly and kissed him wantonly.

When being carried into the bathtub, Fu Jinghao's movements were exceptionally gentle, unbuttoning the buttons of the cheap shirt on Yu Yan's chest one by one, and the kiss on his mouth was delicate, as if he was tasting a tempting delicacy.

Yu Yan half-opened his eyes, trying to see Fu Jinghao's expression clearly, but he gently kissed his eyelids and pecked them repeatedly.

This kind of Fu Jinghao always gives Yu Yan some illusion.

He has never been in love, but he imagined what it would be like to be loved.

The clothes were taken off, Fu Jinghao slowly stroked Yu Yan's body with the flow of water, the temperature of his hands even surpassed the warmth of warm water, staying on Yu Yan's body, it seemed as if it had penetrated into the flesh and blood.

Gentle push forward, rhythmic movement, at the same time gently caressing Yu Yan's desire.

At this time tonight, Yu Yan seemed to really taste the feeling of being cared for and loved.

It was delicious and evocative!