Keeping Notes

If Fu Jinghao is willing, Yu Yan would like to hear him tell the story of the two seniors who slept together in the cemetery.

But Fu Jinghao has been very silent, silently placing flowers, cleaning up weeds, and wiping the tombstone.

It wasn't until the last rays of the setting sun disappeared into the distant sky and the earth fell into darkness that Fu Jinghao stood beside Yu Yan, took his hand and held it gently.

"Xu Wei, I'll bring someone over to show you. Is he good-looking? Much better than the guy in your family, isn't he?"

Yu Yan turned to look at Fu Jinghao's expression, but found nothing.

"Huang Xiaodong, I don't envy you now, nor do I envy you. Because...

I earn more money than you and I will live longer than you. "

As he spoke, he touched the two smiling faces on the photo again.

"Take good care of Xu Wei, don't make him sad again."

……

On the way back in the car, Yu Yan couldn't help asking:

"Can you tell me about the two of them?"

It is indeed curious that both died at a young age and slept together in the same hole after death.

Fu Jinghao embraced Yu Yan's shoulders, pulled him into his arms, leaned his head between the back of the chair and the top of Yu Yan's head, and closed his eyes: "Let An Ming tell you when I get back! I want to sleep for a while. "

Yu Yan leaned on his shoulder, feeling the hesitant breath when he spoke and breathed, and his heart began to feel soft again.

"Are you tired?"

Fu Jinghao bowed his head slightly, kissed his forehead, and murmured like a dream, "I'm very tired. I can't sleep without you."

It was obviously a very light sentence, but it was like thunder in Yu Yan's ears, shaking his heart.

She burrowed into Fu Jinghao's arms and squeezed his hand on her lap. The carriage fell into silence, but it made people feel peaceful.

After a long time, a small whisper sounded in the silent space:

"Fu Jinghao, I like you."

I don't know, can anyone hear me?

……

Yu Yan brewed good tea himself, and brought it to the stone table in the gazebo in the yard.

Although it is a hot summer, today is cloudy and there is no scorching sun, so I feel quite comfortable.

He poured tea for An Ming who was opposite.

"Did Fu Jinghao tell you to tell me about Xu Wei and Huang Xiaodong?"

After getting along for nearly half a year, he and Butler An got very close.When he had nothing to do, he wandered around the villa with An Ming.

For example, cut flowers and plants, feed the fish in the small pond, check the equipment and electrical facilities in the villa, and sometimes go shopping together in the supermarket.

Of course, we will also sit and chat like this.

However, An Ming is a stable housekeeper, and he never gossips except for his duties.

So after coming to the villa for so long, Yu Yan still knows very little about Fu Jinghao.

"Sir didn't tell me. I'll tell you if you want to."

Yu Yan nodded hurriedly: "I want to hear, you can tell."

An Ming picked up the teacup, took a sip, looked at the distant sky, and slowly recalled: "Actually, the story between our boss and Xu Wei is very simple, but those who have heard it will not feel too happy. .

Oh, by the way, our boss is Huang Xiaodong. I followed him for a long time when he was alive. "

An Ming took another sip of tea, and turned the cup gently in his hand.

"Our boss and Xu Wei are from the same place, with a few years of age difference. When the boss went to college, Xu Wei was just in his first year of high school.

I don't know what the fate is, and I don't know when the two of them started to get along.

All I know is that after Xu Wei graduated from university, the two began to live together.

Xu Wei went to work, and our boss started his own business.Although it is only a small business, it is still prosperous.

I started following the boss at that time.

They are not particularly taboo in front of me. Although the performance is not so obvious, people with discerning eyes can still see it.

Although I can't understand, why can two men live together?But the boss and Xu Wei get along really well together, every day is like a honeymoon couple, sweet and greasy.

I just thought, if the boss stopped being with Xu Wei one day, and lived with another woman, it would definitely not be as comfortable as him and Xu Wei.

It's a pity that when they were intimate in the cohabitation room that year, they were discovered by Xu Wei's father who visited his son in the past, and there was a turmoil for a while.

Xu Wei was taken back to his hometown by his family, and the two lost contact.

Our boss looks like he's okay on the surface, but he's actually having a really bad time.

He devoted himself to business with great vigor during the day, and went out to drink big wine every day without sleeping at night. It didn't take long for his body to be ruined, and he was skinny and skinny.

Once he couldn't bear it anymore, and wanted to drive back to his hometown to find Xu Wei overnight, but the car overturned halfway, and he almost died on the spot.

When he was recovering from his illness, the boss seemed to be in a worse condition. Although the wound was healing, he became more and more lifeless day by day.

I really couldn't see the boss's half-dead look, so I called Xu Wei secretly. "

An Ming was silent when he said this, and didn't speak again for a long time.

Yu Yan gently took the teacup out of his hand, and refilled a cup of tea for him.

An Ming came back to his senses, and murmured:

"I often think, if I hadn't made this call back then..." He paused when he said this, and just let out a long sigh.

Yu Yan didn't know the story behind, so he couldn't comfort him, so he could only ask: "What happened later?"

An Ming stayed for a while, and then said again:

"Xu Wei came soon. I just realized that his appearance has changed from human to ghost, and he probably has a bad life just like the boss.

The boss's parents were there at the time, and when they saw Xu Wei, they had nothing good to say, beat and scolded him and drove him out of the hospital.

The boss disappeared from the ward that night.It didn't show up until more than three months later.

I don't know much about the process, I only know that he and Xu Wei went back to their hometown, and after a period of trouble, they came to City A together.From then until his death, he never had any contact with his family members. "

Yu Yan also fell silent when he heard that, the two people's relationship is too deep, neither can lose the other.But the world is in a dilemma. For the sake of each other, we have to break with our closest relatives. Anyone who wants to be involved will be hurt.

He and Fu Jinghao didn't have to face the pressure in this regard, but it was a pity that they didn't have the same passionate feelings as Xu Wei and Huang Xiaodong.

"Then they should be quite happy, then why..." Yu Yan thought of the cold and silent cemetery, and asked.

"The boss is sick, and he can't afford it."

Yu Yan knew that there must be an irresistible reason for the two lovers to lie silently in the cold grave.

The reason is so simple and straightforward, but no one can change it.

"Then... what about Xu Wei?"

"On the day of the Memorial Day one year after our boss died, Xu Wei got into a car accident on the day he came back from the cemetery and died on the spot.

The husband said that Xu Wei wanted to die on purpose, saying that it was too painful for him to live alone and face a long life. "

Yu Yan didn't speak anymore. Although he didn't know those two people, he still felt sore and uncomfortable.

Life is so beautiful, but sometimes loneliness makes people desperate.

Yu Yan can't feel that kind of despair, maybe he has never had the happiness that is so thick and inseparable as Xu Wei and Huang Xiaodong.

The two people in the pavilion didn't speak any more. They waited until Yu Yan stretched out his hand to feel the tea in the teapot was completely cold. He poured it out and poured it again, before asking again: "What's the matter with Fu Jinghao? Has Xu Wei adopted him?" ?”

He had never inquired about Fu Jinghao in front of An Ming, and this time he asked by the way, An Ming would not refuse to answer, right?

An Ming took a sip of tea and said, "It's not considered an adoption. There is no formal adoption procedure. If you really have to say it, it should be said that Mr. Xu Wei fell in love with him."

"Lai?" Yu Yan was surprised that this word was used on Fu Jinghao.

An Ming nodded to confirm: "At that time, Mr.'s mother was going to get married, so she threw him into the Fu family's upbringing. But the wife of the Fu family couldn't tolerate him at all. He was beaten and scolded every day without food, and his sleeping place was not even as good as that of the Fu family. The kennel is good. So the husband ran away, and then met Xu Wei, and have been relying on him since then."

Yu Yan was really surprised this time. Last time he heard Fu Jingzong's description in a few words, he only said that the Fu family refused to accept Fu Jinghao, but he didn't expect to do this.Don't they all say that rich people have high quality?

"How old was Fu Jinghao at that time?"

"A little over six years old."

"Then his mother doesn't care?"

An Ming always had a loyal and humble face, but at this moment a disdainful smile appeared on his face: "Mr. The blood of the Fu family can climb up to Gao Zhier. Later, she found that it didn't work, so she didn't want to hang another oil bottle. She threw the younger child at the gate of the Fu family countless times, and then turned around and left. Fortunately, Fu The security guard at home has a good heart and sends the little gentleman back to the fucking house every time.

His mother was ruthless, throwing a pile of milk and biscuits when going out, locking the door of the small room, and leaving the child at home all day and night.Later, she finally climbed up to become a rich man, and she made a fuss about her life and threw her husband to Fu Mingqi.

But Mr.'s life is only more difficult. "

It was rare for Butler An to talk so much about Fu Jingzong's childhood experience in one breath, but Yu Yan was very depressed.

"Then what happened later? How did he rely on Xu Wei?"

Steward An took another sip of tea to moisten his throat, and then said: "Puppy doesn't want to be beaten by strangers. Mister got out of the fence gate of Fu's house and ran all the way back to his mother's house."

Yu Yan sighed: "Fortunately, he knows the way."

"I have been tossed back and forth too many times, so I remember it by heart.

But what's the use of him going back?His mother has long since left him to marry, and the house is empty. "

After hearing this, Yu Yan was worried for that little Fu Jinghao.

"Xu Wei was still the assistant of that cruel woman at that time. When he went back to the old house to help her move things, he met a child who was hungry and sick."

"Didn't he send him back to the woman?"

"Give it away, why didn't you give it away? But that woman is about to marry into a wealthy family, so she definitely doesn't want to take it with her. So I told Xu Wei to send the child to the orphanage."

"Did Xu Wei send it off?"

An Ming nodded: "I gave it away, but I didn't keep it. The child didn't let go of his clothes, he didn't cry or make a fuss, he just wouldn't let go."

Yu Yan imagined little Fu Jinghao's stubborn and pitiful appearance, and then said: "So, Xu Wei took him back?"

"Well. Anyway, the boss and Xu Weiwei couldn't have a child, so they took care of him as an adopted son.

It didn't go well at first, though.That child may have benefited from Xu Wei, and it is estimated that no one has treated him as well as Xu Wei before.So it sticks to him like brown candy every day, whether it's eating or sleeping, it can't be shaken off.

Our boss was so angry that he gritted his teeth and threw the child into the yard several times.Another time I threw him into the dormitory where I lived and locked him from the door.

The husband has been stubborn since he was a child, the more the boss treats him like that, the more he pesters Xu Wei.Deliberately getting close to Xu Wei to anger our boss.

Speaking of which, Xu Wei's temper was really good, and he was tossed between the big and the smiling two, coaxing the older one and the younger one.Every day is still cheerful and contented. "

Speaking of this, An Ming sighed again, and said, "It's a pity!"

Yu Yan recalled the smiling man on the tombstone in his mind.Indeed, very gentle.