I'm a scumbag

Relying on his memory, he walked towards the rockery behind the garden, and before he got there, he heard painful groans from the rock.

The familiar voice made him stunned for a few minutes. He probably guessed what was going on there, and couldn't help but tremble, but in the end he still gritted his teeth and walked over.

as predicted……

He saw himself making love under Qi Kangning, and Qi Junyan...

And standing under the rock at this time was Ye Yunjin.

He was wearing a moon-white embroidered gown, his hair was only half tied up, his brows were slightly frowned, and he was stretching out his slender jade-like fingers to gesture at Qi Junyan on the rock...

Even though he knew it was an illusion, Gu Pansheng still walked over, bypassed Ye Yunjin, climbed up the rock, and tried to push away the beast that was pressing on Qi Junyan...

But... I couldn't push it away, and my hand passed through the robe every time.

Gu Pansheng looked at the painful expression on his face, and remembered the torment he had suffered every night in the past, and the countless days and nights when he knelt in front of the Buddha's table and kowtowed tremblingly, muttering incessantly, despising himself for being dirty...

Thinking of many, many... In the end, he could only shed tears to himself lying on the rock, and kept saying, sorry, I am still late...

Really sorry……

Maybe it's because he's been cold for a long time that he rushes for a little bit of warmth from others... He doesn't hesitate to bleed his head.

Gu Pansheng wiped his tears and stood up, not understanding why Xiao Yiyu's illusion had a scene between himself and Ye Yunjin...

After Kankan stood up, Qi Junyan who was panting beside her was gone, replaced by two people chatting under the rocks.

He rubbed his sore eyes, looked around, and was pleasantly surprised to catch a wild Xiao Yiyu alive.

Qi Junyan was standing beside her...

Gu Pansheng immediately shouted, lord, I am here...

Shouting and waving...

Xiao Yiyu turned a deaf ear to it, just chatting with Qi Junyan.

Gu Pansheng was stunned, jumped off the rock and circled nervously in front of them, but no one took his eyes off him.

Qi Junyan was looking at the sky boredly, while Xiao Yiyu looked at Qi Junyan intently.

Gu Pansheng sighed and thought, maybe it's not the time yet, this Xiao Yiyu is not the prince he knew...

He remembered this conversation, it was not long after he and Ye Yunjin first met, and it was also the first conversation with Xiao Yiyu in his memory...

Qi Junyan said coldly, "You are Xiao Yiyu? The emperor is really capable, even the prince from Xiliang can be invited to this extremely boring banquet."

Xiao Yiyu replied with a smile, "Your Highness still remember me?"

Qi Junyan seemed to be restless like ADHD. He looked around, and just said something briefly, paying attention to it at the banquet.

Xiao Yiyu stood facing Gu Pansheng's direction at this time, and Gu Pansheng could clearly see that in Xiao Yiyu's eyes like ink, there was an inexplicable loneliness...

But this kind of emotion just passed by in a flash, so fast that it almost made Gu Pansheng think that he had misread it just now.

Xiao Yiyu still smiled warmly, a smile as warm as a spring breeze, which can warm people's hearts.

But obviously Qi Junyan didn't think so.

Xiao Yiyu smiled and said, "Your Highness really has a good memory. I just walked through the scene at the banquet, and Your Highness can remember my name."

Qi Junyan casually perfunctory, "Fortunately, I am not..."

At this moment, Qi Junyan saw the man walking towards them, his voice suddenly raised a degree, and his tone was full of surprise.

"Hey! Ye Yunjin..." Qi Junyan waved his hands vigorously.

Gu Pansheng and Xiao Yiyu also followed the sound and looked into the distance.

Under the glare of the sun, Ye Yunjin was dressed in a moon-white princely robe with a pale gold border, slightly squinting her narrow peach eyes, with a faint smile on her lips, and walked up to the two of them imposingly and stood still.

Qi Junyan almost jumped to Ye Yunjin's side in three or two steps, grabbed Ye Yunjin's arm, shook it back and forth, and said, "You guys won't stay long at the banquet this time, why haven't I seen you for a few days? ?where did you go?"

Ye Yunjin's body was stiff and held by him, the smile on her lips did not diminish at all, but her tone was full of alienation and politeness, "These days my father has been talking about scriptures and Taoism with his humble job, so he can't get away from it."

It's not that he couldn't get away, Gu Pansheng looked at Ye Yunjin's desolate look, and slandered, "It's you who are avoiding me at all, you don't want to see me."

Didn't you say that being watched by me would make you feel uncomfortable...

Qi Junyan firmly believed in Ye Yunjin's words, pulled him and said happily, "Come on, come with me to Yande Palace for a few drinks, I also want you to teach me lightness kung fu..."

Ye Yunjin hesitated to speak, but finally nodded.

Qi Junyan pulled Ye Yunjin, didn't say goodbye to Xiao Yiyu, and didn't look back at Xiao Yiyu.

Xiao Yiyu stood by the rock alone like this.There was a touch of loneliness and sadness between the picturesque eyebrows and eyes.

It was such a moment that made Gu Pansheng feel that Xiao Yiyu loved him, loved him so much, so much that he didn't know what to do, so much that he was at a loss what to do...

At this moment, Xiao Yiyu suddenly raised his head and looked at Gu Pansheng who was standing beside him. His eyes were blurred and out of focus, and his lips were slightly parted, as if he was talking to him, but he didn't seem to be talking to him.

He said, in fact, I was not present at this banquet. I was the one who knelt at the gate of the imperial father's bedroom for three days and didn't eat for five days. I just wanted to see you. When I saw you, I realized that it was only me. A person who has lived with his memory for so many years, there are some things that you have long forgotten...

Gu Pansheng's breathing was stagnant, he stepped forward to comfort Xiao Yiyu, but at this moment, the surrounding scenery changed drastically again.

In the depths of the empty alley, there is a lonely bamboo shed. Standing beside the bamboo shed is a young man. Perhaps he has been standing there for a long time. His lips are white from the cold, his teeth are chattering, and his hands are shaking. Stretching into the sleeves tremblingly.

Gu Pansheng opened his mouth wide in surprise, unable to make a sound for a long time.

That was Su Yu, his elder brother Su.

Gu Pansheng approached slowly, and found that there was another person sitting on the side of the bamboo shed. It was a tall and handsome man in a flamboyant red dress.

The man in red said slowly, "You're going to wait like this forever, I really don't understand you."

Su Yu looked at the entrance of the alley, and said lightly, "Wait, I believe, he will come."

The man in red said, "If I were you, I'd go directly to get him back, and let him go to Sanqi 21 first."

Su Yu frowned and said, "Don't talk nonsense, I never had that kind of thought about him, I just want him to live a good life, if he can't find me after he comes, I'm afraid he will be lost and sad , I am not willing to let him have the slightest emotion other than happiness, so I will not leave..."

The man in red looked at him, so angry that he couldn't say a word for a long time, he just said, "Love is too deep to last, so I can do it for myself." Then he disappeared into the darkness.

Su Yu sighed, and said to himself, I don't know how deep love will last, but I believe he will come, he will have a calamity in Ye Mansion, he will need me, he will definitely...

Ye Mansion, catastrophe.

When Gu Pansheng heard this, he reacted belatedly. The him they were talking about just now was himself...

Su Yu treats him, could it be...

At this time, the sudden rain fell, and thunder and thunder rang from the sky, and the rumbling sound made Gu Pansheng's brain ache.

After covering his ears for a while, he raised his head and found that the scene had changed again, this time in a secluded forest path.

Xiao Yiyu was half kneeling on the ground, holding a sword tightly in his hand, and beside him lay two cold corpses covered in blood.

Xiao Yiyu was also covered in blood, shivering in the biting cold wind.

This was Xiao Yiyu's first time killing people, and it was his two close friends.

In these years, it's not that Xiao Yiyu didn't try to make friends in the past, because Qi Junyan told him that if a person has no friends, he will die alone.

Qi Junyan's words have always been like an imperial decree, he doesn't know what else to do besides obeying...

But these friends either have ulterior motives or malicious intentions, including these two good friends who pretend to be kind to him but secretly have close contacts with Xiao Yixuan. '

The rain flowed down Xiao Yiyu's hair onto his cheeks, diluting the mottled blood on his face. Xiao Yiyu raised his head, looked in the direction of Gu Pansheng with blurred eyes, and said, you are here.

Gu Pansheng was taken aback and asked, "You can see me."

Xiao Yiyu answered the wrong question and said, "I'm sorry, the poisonous poison in my body has attacked, and I can't control the power. It's annoying for you to see so many different me..."

Gu Pansheng shook his head and said, no, not at all.

However, Xiao Yiyu seemed to have not heard, and was still saying sorry.

Three words, said repeatedly, without pause, and the voice was not loud, almost whispering...

Gu Pansheng couldn't help frowning when he heard this. He stepped forward, took Xiao Yiyu who was covered in blood into his arms, and said softly, it's okay, it really doesn't matter, you didn't feel sorry for anyone, Qi Jun said he wasn't worth it...

Feeling Gu Pansheng's warm surroundings, Xiao Yiyu sniffled and burst into tears.

Gu Pansheng said, lord, it's all right, it's really all right, let's go back, okay?

Xiao Yiyu nodded, choked up and said, go back, I'm afraid I won't be able to get out after staying here for a long time.

While speaking, another light blue light flashed across the sky, sending the two of them back to the sea of ​​flowers full of mandarin duck tails.

At this time, it was already dawn, Xiao Yiyu was exhausted, and fell asleep lying in Gu Pansheng's arms.

Gu Pansheng looked at Xiao Yiyu's pitiful sleeping face and sighed.

I never knew you had so many broken dreams, all about me...

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I don't know what's wrong with me recently, Ri Gengwanzi doesn't look like me anymore...

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