black offering

69.

Jackdaw has been imprisoned in the laboratory for three months. The laboratory stands in the center of the bustling and ancient city. It usually only conducts some experiments on biological genes, so no one paid attention to it at first. It was only after the awakened corpse appeared. Followed the clues to find out here.

All our missions are to rescue Jackdaw from this building.

And the biggest clue to the whole thing was provided by the lemon.

Lemon's identity is very complicated. On the one hand, he is a centrist, but he is also one of the operators of B-BOX, and has a close connection with K, the opposition side, so this time, he got it easily. Some very important information to human beings, and at the same time contacted the few vampires sent by relatives around the world.

The reason why Lemon helps humans is simple, he doesn't want to see the food chain unbalanced.

When I first arrived that night, Lemon lay on the same bed with me in a shameless manner. He lay beside me for a long time without falling asleep. He asked me, "Brother Shen, can I drink some of your blood?"

I looked at the ceiling silently, my mind was in a mess, and I ignored him at all.

When I first arrived there, I couldn't figure out many things.

First, why must I, I can't really think that they really think I'm strong, so it must be me.

Second, what exactly does a Jackdaw mean to me.Is it love, is it hate, or it doesn't matter?

He was extremely decisive when he hurt me, but I can't forget the way I knelt on the ground, kneeling under him in the dark, in front of Su Qin, tactfully Cheng Huan.

But then I found out it was fake.

It was just an illusion he gave me, he just wanted to force me, what did he force me to do?

I really can't figure it out.

So much so that when it was time to sleep, I couldn't sleep.

Lemon didn't give up, and said again: "Brother Shen, let me tell you a story. There was once a man who was forced to have sex with others for his wife, but his wife accidentally saw the whole process, and his wife saw it all. It's her husband having sex with someone else on their newly married bed (hehe), but, is that so? But it's not, his husband just sacrificed his flesh and blood to protect her, for her life, for her future Dedicated to others, he loved his wife so much, but his wife didn't understand and left in a fit of anger. When her wife saw him again, her husband smiled sadly on the tombstone. It turned out that that People value his husband's blood and want to take it away completely, but the husband is very strong, so others use his weakness to threaten him. This is the truth."

I listened to every word, and I understood what Lemon was going to say.

Just as I guessed, he was telling me that in fact, everything Jackdaw did had a reason.

I am a bit painful.

From inner anger and grievance.

Why not make it clear?

why?

Must I understand you by myself?

Jackdaw, you have forgotten that everyone is an individual, if you don't tell me, how could I understand what you are going to do?

"Jackdaw fell in love with you two years ago." Lemon said suddenly.

"Why do you..." I suddenly thought that Lemon can read minds, so I stopped. If he said yes, then he must be right.

"Jackdaw, when he was with you, he was very attached to you, both on the surface and in his heart. He would tolerate you, pamper you, and let you know and experience some things, but he just didn't want to let you go. , I chatted with Xuecun. During the two years you left, it was Jackdaw who gave up looking for you. Do you really think that the help K gave you was really useful? Moreover, Jackdaw used his ability several times. I came to K's laboratory just to get your blood back, and he tried his best to strike a balance between you and humans." Lemon put his hand on mine, stroking a blood vein repeatedly, I didn't Hiding, for a moment I felt like I was frozen.

K is indeed not a good person.

"Because my blood is not enough to change human beings, so they gave up on me and continued to target jackdaws, right?" I said, suddenly thinking about something.

Maybe a long time ago, at the B-BOX, they had discovered me, and then they discovered Jackdaw.

And I was lured to B_BOX by Han Siam. Han Xian probably didn't really want me to die, but was testing my identity.

Everything seems to make sense, why did Han Xian want to kill me, but didn't kill me later, because he was just trying to test my blood.

The Jackdaw was so well protected that he had no way of attacking it.

"Two years ago, your love for the Jackdaw was full of despair and irritability. I was worried about you at that time. I knew you had misunderstood the Jackdaw, but I didn't know much about the Jackdaw, but he was too Powerful, I dare not say...I am too young." Lemon said self-deprecatingly, and he laughed again, like a memory, "Brother Shen, I really like you, I I can see the struggle in your heart now. Even though you know so much now, the things in your heart are still the same, hot, bright, and pure. There used to be a period of time, you should hate Jackdaws very much, but you have already If you can’t kill him with your own hands, it’s probably you.”

I couldn't see Lemon's expression in the dark.

"I don't understand." I said lightly.

"Let's put it this way, Brother Shen, you are a person who you will save when you see the wounded, and you will feel uncomfortable when you see death. There is always a soft place in your heart, but your surface is very strong. Would you I am responsible for myself, but I am never willing to implicate others, yes to Ren Feifei, yes to Lin Xi, yes to the whole 026, yes to Jackdaw."

I am silent.

I really can't tolerate the old age, sickness and death of people related to me.

"Brother Shen, a person's heart is only so big, but you pretend to be so many people, can Jackdaw not be afraid? He is also afraid, and what I see is also afraid."

I subconsciously didn't want to hear any more, not even a single word.

I slammed my wrist on Lemon's mouth, and finally fell silent.

With too much force, Lemon snorted. Then, he stretched out his tongue to lick the wound, and bit down hard, his sharp teeth reaching the muscle layer in an instant.

He asked me: "Brother Shen, are you in pain?"

I asked him, "Is it good?"

"Of course it doesn't taste good. I think blood is not good for all human beings. I am half human, so I have complete human cognition. If it is not for survival, I will not drink it, but we must live Go on, this is the way God gave me, our food is human blood, your food is the blood of other animals, in fact, it is the same as you human beings, there is no difference, you will kill other species, and I created B -BOX is just to survive to reduce the killing." Lemon said solemnly.

I was clearly listening, but I could only think of jackdaws.

Jackdaw, jackdaw, jackdaw, this person, this blood Yin, this blood clan, where exactly are you standing?

"I've said so much, I just want to tell Brother Shen that killing is the instinct of a blood race."

"Have you said enough?" I asked coldly.

Lemon was silent.

I dragged my bleeding arm out of bed and stood on the balcony smoking all night. My mouth was bitter and my lungs hurt. The blood on my arm was blown dry by the wind and formed a shell like a The cracked earth.

Killing is the instinct of the blood race, so those things are just because of different expressions.

Just like what Su Qin told me before he died, Su Qin said, Shen Mo, forgive Jackdaw, he loves you, but the expression is different.

Ours is gentle, his is cold and violent.

that's it.

The night wind was slightly cool, blowing my body no temperature at all.

I just feel sick.

Just like people's most instinctive perception, because you are injured, you will feel pain, and because you are hurt in your heart, you will only feel uncomfortable.

But on my surface, there was no injury at all.

Before dawn, someone knocked on the door, the voice was polite, but without losing grace and strength, "Young Master Shen, are you awake?"

When I opened the door, I saw Sho Xuecun standing outside the door. I nodded to him, indicating that Lemon was still sleeping.

I smoked last night, and Lemon fell asleep probably at dawn, with a tired face and frowning in his sleep.

Two people arrived at the side hall.Sho Yukimura said to me first: "I'm sorry I couldn't greet Young Master Shen yesterday, I just came back this morning."

"You're welcome." I lit another cigarette.

Xue Cunxiang was full of energy, and he didn't look like he hadn't slept at all. He said: "Young Master Shen, I have something for you, which only represents my personal wishes. No one instructed me to do this matter. Even if you see something, don't be angry."

I asked him, "Why must I?"

Xue Cunxiang was stunned for a moment, the question was very abrupt, without any context, but Xue Cunxiang understood immediately, "Mr. But you must be safe. We know that when you were taken over by EFG, you noticed something strange, immediately implemented rescue, and adopted the best plan. You only stayed in the hands of Mr. Li Jie’s brother for less than two days. God, please forgive us that we don't have as many resources as Mr. Jackdaw, because Mr. Jackdaw is not around, we don't have the right to mobilize resources."

"So..." I pursed my lips, and I was smiling, very happy.

"We're not asking you to be part of the whole rescue operation, we're just making sure you're safe and you're completely free."

I smashed the cigarette, and the hot sparks went out in the palm of my hand. It hurts a lot, physically.

I said, "Okay...okay, ok!"

Really wonderful.

Before I have made a decision, someone else has made the choice for me.

Still so close to my heart.

He guessed that I didn't want to save him, so he didn't want me to save him.

What should I say about him?

I couldn't find any words to describe it.

Xue Cunxiang stood up and asked me: "Master Shen, breakfast is ready, are you..."

I interrupted him directly, "No need."

"Then I'll bring the things up." Xuecun said.

I waved.

It was a very ordinary cardboard box, made of kraft paper. It looked like it had been used for a long time, and the corners were deformed and hairy.

The person who sent it was an irrelevant girl, who glanced at me with curious big eyes, and left obediently.

Only the cardboard box was left on the coffee table, and the morning sun gradually rose and projected from the front, making the box completely in the sunlight.

I suddenly felt a little scared.

Like, I'm about to overthrow what I've been holding on to.

But I still opened the carton, and there were three daggers and a book lying in the carton.

One is a snake thorn given to me by the jackdaw, the second is a long sword, a Japanese classical Taidao, and the third is a Damascus (hehe) knife.

The first one was a birthday present to me, and the latter two are all weapons I used to kill him.

The book had an unreasonable thickness, and there should have been a lot of things in it, and after opening a page, a photo fell out.

Both of them were wearing bright red wedding attire, he was wearing a bright red classical bridal attire, his long hair was pulled up high, and he was wearing complicated and exquisite hair accessories. Gentle, showing a strange smile to the camera.

This is our wedding photo taken in Japan.

I flipped through it, and another photo fell out, it was me alone, I was walking, swaggering, full of ruffians.The gaze in his eyes is so unruly, like a wild horse that cannot be tamed.

Why are there these photos?

I turned another page, and in the large paragraph of text, a photo quietly fit inside, it was still me, I was lying on a light green bed, the green thin quilt covered my upper body, showing my side waist The bright red tattoo was taken by a very caring person, so the me in the picture is very clean and peaceful, with my eyes closed, like an angel.

I picked up the book and shook it, and the dozens of photos inserted in it fell like snowflakes.

Crying, laughing, daytime, dark, bloody, proud, vicissitudes, eating, sleeping, every picture is me.

Dozens of photos fully present my growth over the past four years.

From pride, to vicissitudes, to restraint.

But that person can't be seen anymore, and he can't see my restrained appearance.

Because I sent him to the enemy's gun with my own hands. I watched him get hurt and he was arrested. I should have laughed, but I didn't laugh at all that day.

I was a little dazed, and I reached out and picked up two photos from the ground.

A profile face with a three-quarter angle. I was wearing a black textured shirt. In the photo, I seemed to be looking for something. My eyes were confused, my face was vicissitudes, and I looked a little haggard.

There is also a picture of two people sitting on an icebreaker, standing side by side on the bow, facing the endless ice-colored ocean, smiling happily with their teeth bared. In the background, a piece of water floating with ice floes is exposed under the boat. There are a few red birds in the water. sprites.

I covered my eyes, they were so wet and my chest was so stuffy, I could barely breathe.

Because, I suddenly realized that that person had actually been watching me silently for such a long period of time.

Affectionate, gazing without disturbing.