black offering

61.

I had a very long dream, dreaming that Su Qin was raped and then killed, tortured to death.

This dream loops endlessly.

I can do nothing but see clearly.

Everything seemed to have a strong icy aura, all kinds of colors gathered in the dream, in a mess, like a dirty alleyway in a red light district.

I dreamed too much, and even the me in the dream became paralyzed.

I watched those figures coldly coming and going, and then disappeared in place, feeling nothing in my heart.

When I woke up, Jackdaw was sitting on the edge of my bed, his chin was supported by his hands, his eyes were closed tightly, as if he was asleep, his long hair was tied behind his head, and only a few strands of hair fell from his temples , just covered the corner of his mandible, the air conditioner was turned on in the room, and the afternoon sun shone in from the window, which should have been scorching hot, but after passing through the glass, he couldn’t feel any temperature at all, and the Jackdaw sat in the sun , the light casts deep and shallow shadows on his cheeks, which makes him look even more beautiful.

I stared at him fixedly for three seconds, stretched out my hand, and put my fingernails against his chest, right above the heart.

I seem to have tasted the feeling of the heart beating in my palm, cold and hot like his master, vicious and vicious.

"You want to kill me." He opened his eyes and looked at me motionless.

I just try hard, I want to penetrate this chest, pull out the hidden heart, I want to end his life.

He bowed his head and kissed me.

And my gaze was still on my finger on his chest.

The skin there is as hard as a piece of iron, I can't get it open at all!

why?

I attacked him impatiently with my elbow, he kept kissing me, didn't stop my behavior, just kissed me very intently.

Forehead, cheeks, lips, pinnae, and Adam's apple.

He took off my clothes, kissed my chest, and put my hand on his neck, trying my best!

He finally stopped, met my gaze, and said coldly: "Shen Mo, you want to escape, you want to save a trash, right?"

I didn't say a word, and the hand on his neck gradually became heavier.

"Give up, you can't kill me, your current strength can't even hurt an ordinary child."

I ignored it and focused on the strength of my subordinates.

"Okay, if you want to save him, I'll give you a chance. There are three days left in the January period. Within three days, as long as you hurt me, I'll let you go immediately."

I stared at the veins on the back of my hand in a daze.

"Why don't you speak?"

Because I have nothing to say to you.

The Jackdaw looked at me suddenly became colder, pulled my hands away with one hand, fixed them on the head of the bed, and stretched the other hand down, with cold fingers suddenly poking in from the lower body, but I didn't react at all. No.

The legs were pulled apart as much as possible, and something thicker broke in.

My eyes wandered, just looking at his chest.

A low-pitched roar came from my ears, and the whole world was shaken. I didn't blink, but just looked at his chest.

I clearly know that there is a heart beating there.

And the heart is the fatal point of all blood races.

"Master Shen, it's time to eat."

The food was placed in front of me in good condition, and I sat by the window blankly, looking out of the window with my eyes empty.

The doctor had to repeat the question again, and I slowly picked up the bowl to eat, opened my mouth, put the food in my mouth, chewed, and then swallowed.

The doctor suddenly became anxious, and hurriedly snatched the bowl back, and said anxiously: "Young Master Shen, it's so hot, you can't just eat it!"

What do you mean?

Are you afraid that I will be burned?

Isn't this completely blind?

I will recover, no matter what damage I receive, I will recover, the moment I am burned, I will be repaired, so there is no impact at all.

I will recover.

I reached out to him, but the doctor was no match for me, so he gave me the bowl.

Jackdaw came once, stood by my side, with his back turned to me, and communicated with the doctor.

What the doctor said is that I have a very serious illness now, and the illness is psychological, so I have fully recovered and just refuse to speak.

Sitting in the shadow of the jackdaw, I feel that this kind of darkness is annoying and disturbing, so I need to get rid of it quickly!Otherwise, the darkness will get worse, and you won't even be left with a place to stay.

I stood up, and gloomyly picked up the bench and threw it on Jackdaw's head!

One time, two times, and the third time, Jackdaw turned around and slapped me, "Shen Mo, be sober, how could this kind of thing hurt me!"

His anger is strange.

I didn't understand, and I didn't want to think about it. My cheeks were numb, and I didn't feel any pain. I dragged another stool, found a place to avoid him, sat in the light again, looked at the sky, and felt that my whole body was bright. , comfortable.

The doctor and Jackdaw all stood there dumbfounded, watching my behavior, and no one came to stop me.

That night, the jackdaw pressed me on the bed to do it, I didn't feel any pleasure at all, I was engrossed, just to wait, when there was a strange spurting feeling in the intestinal wall, I inserted a chopstick into the cold without hesitation. in the chest of the crow.

I am going to kill you.

It's not just talk anymore.

Look, when I make up my mind, is it easy to hurt you?

It's so simple, why did I keep failing before?

Really... so stupid!

His expression froze in an instant, and Qingyu seemed to be frozen, freezing on his cheeks, and then, I was thrown out by him, and hit the floor hard.

Before I got up, he stepped on my cheek again, and his voice was rarely so lively and hot, "Shen Mo, for that person, you worked so hard? Dirty human thoughts, are you What do you want from that person?"

I couldn't move my head, so I grabbed his ankle with my hands and squeezed it off.

This was easy to do while I was recovering.

But at the same time I crushed his ankle, he stepped on and broke the bone in his hand. The flesh pierced by the white bone was exposed to the air, and red blood gushed out.

I stared at him and he looked at me.

The four eyes met, one was cold and the other was angry.

Ironically, I was the one who was calm, and the jackdaw was the one who was angry.

If this scene were put in the past, it is estimated that no one could have imagined it.

"I won't allow you to see him!" He reached out and pulled out the chopsticks from his chest, but no blood flowed from the wound at all.

He lowered his head and frowned at me, "How unimportant is it that I am in your heart?"

Unable to get an answer, he gave the last order coldly and arrogantly, "Lock him up!"

A few days?

I turned my head in a daze, and saw a figure swaying in front of my eyes. It was very hot, and my eyes were covered with sweat. I blinked, but my vision still didn't become clear.

The windows seemed to be open, and I felt a slight chill.

Hands, feet, neck, waist, all movable parts are locked on the bed.

I couldn't change my posture, and I couldn't even raise my head. Just a few days ago, the jackdaw condescended to feed me with my own hands, and I somehow bit him, and then I became what I am now.

Someone handed something to my mouth, and said in a gentle voice, "Young Master Shen, eat something."

The person who didn't get a response seemed to sigh, and there was the sound of something being put in his ear. A moment later, he got a needle in his arm. I knew that this was injecting me with nutrient solution.

I haven't eaten or drank water for a long time, and I am severely dehydrated, making me very weak.

I fell asleep in a daze, and woke up again, the surroundings were very quiet, Jackdaw sat alone by my bed, and the moment I saw him, I was completely awake.

However, he just looked at me and didn't communicate with me or touch me.

The dark pupils couldn't see any emotion at all, and the cold air was like ice, freezing everything, like a cold pool.

My energy was no match for him, and it didn't take long before I fell into a coma again.

And in the dream, there was always a cloud of icy breath, entrenched beside me, very cold, so cold that my whole body became stiff.

Then I woke up several times, each time for a shorter period of time.

I can get less and less outside information, and I even feel that I am going to die like this.

The last time I woke up, I was carried on my back, my head was resting on his shoulders, the grass was constantly moving in my sight, the sky was blue, the clouds were white, the trees were shaking slightly, everything seemed to be so gorgeous.

When I woke up again, I sat up on the head of the bed in a daze, and looked dumbfounded at the completely unfamiliar environment around me.

Without the confinement, my hands and feet have all returned to freedom!

Outside the window is no longer a well-manicured grass, but rows of bamboo.

Where is this place?

The arrangement in the room is very messy, stacked bamboo strips are everywhere, bamboo baskets can be seen everywhere, daily necessities are scattered in various places, only the bedside is clean, as if it has been carefully organized by someone.

His heart beat suddenly, warm and restless, making his cheeks feel hot.

I threw off the quilt impatiently and got out of bed, and it took me a long time to stand still. I walked to the door with everything I could touch, opened the door, and stood on the wooden corridor, looking as far as the eye could see bamboos. The tenacious bamboo stretches freely under the scorching sun, blocking most of the sunlight.

I stumbled and crawled among the bamboos, eagerly touching those living things, the sharp leaf edges scratched my fingers, but I felt safe, it was over, and a strange numbness rose from the bottom of my heart. The more it is, the swollen corners of the eyes become sour.

I struggled to stand up, thinking that I was going to save Su Qin, and I could finally save Su Qin!My eyes suddenly turned black, the world turned upside down, I fell on the thick dry bamboo leaves, I couldn't get up no matter what, my vision gradually became pitch black.

"Wake up."

The voice came through a layer of fog, and it was completely distorted in the ears, and it was impossible to hear who was speaking.

"Wait a minute, Young Master Shen needs to rest now." Another voice said.

Then blank for a long time.

When I opened my eyes, it was still daylight. I was stunned for a long time before I saw a man napping beside my bed. His hair was neat and tidy, and his face was resting on his arms, and he was not sleeping peacefully (hehe).

This person is Jiang Hui.

Am I still where the jackdaws are?

The sense of gap between gain and loss instantly sealed my throat.

My face became tense in an instant, and the thoughts that flowed through my mind in an instant made me viciously strangle the neck that was within easy reach!

The people under him woke up immediately, their bloodshot eyes widened, and their panic was revealed in a gentle voice, "Shen...Young Master Shen! Don't panic, you, you are already safe!"

Safe?

These words seemed to have magical powers, and they made me stop suddenly.

The memories in my mind flowed back, and there were many emotions, like darkness invaded in an instant, fear, panic and depression.

My breathing became heavy, as if there were still those damned cold things on my limbs, like tarsal maggots, lingering.

My fingers dug into my temples fiercely, and my eyes widened.

Jiang Hui immediately stood up, coughed violently, covered his neck and said urgently: "Master Shen, relax, you are safe now, you are fine, relax, take a deep breath! Take a deep breath slowly!"

I should have found out a long time ago, in fact, I only need to take a look to understand that I no longer have those damned cold things on my body, and the surrounding area is still the same as when I woke up before, but the layout is cleaner, as if it has been taken care of again. Fan, all the bamboo products disappeared, and the daily necessities were streamlined and neatly placed.

My mind is so messed up.

I think I should remember a lot of things, a lot of details, but my mind is chaotic and I have no clue.

It took me a while to sort out a few words.

Su Qin, An Zechen...

Jackdaws...

What will Jackdaw do if he finds out that I am missing?

He will definitely embarrass Su Qin.

"How many days have I been out?" My voice was so cold that there was no ups and downs.

"Two days. Don't worry, Young Master Shen. Mr. Su and Mr. An have been taken to a safe place." Jiang Hui said in a gentle voice.

I raised my head when I heard the words, but lowered my brows to hide all expressions, but my voice was still trembling, "How could you guess what I'm going to ask?"

I doubt everyone.

I don't understand why Jiang Hui saved me.

He is Jackdaw's man, and I wanted to kill him several times before, including now, there are fingerprints on his neck that I just pinched out, so it is impossible for him to save me.

And he is just an ordinary person, how can he have the ability to bring me out of that fortress-like place?

"...Young Master Shen, Mr. Su is the one who is most worried. He kept calling Mr. Su's name during his coma." Jiang Hui smiled gently, with a hint of astringency.

"Thank you."

I got down from the bed to the ground and pushed open the bamboo door again. I stood at the door and watched the countless bamboos stretching out in the sun. I felt so bitter all of a sudden. I was obviously free. Why am I happy at all? Can't get up.

It's like, I can't enjoy myself when the jackdaw is a cancerous tumor growing on my barren land.

It was as if, in those days, I felt that I could no longer escape that darkness.

I can't escape, and neither can Su Qin.

All my sufferings started because of him, and must end because of him.

I reached out and took the nearest bamboo leaf, "Help me contact Han Siam, I know you have a way."