black offering

15.

In the hazy vision, there was a figure shaking all the time.

The straight black hair hangs down on my chest, and I can feel that the temperature is very warm.

Where am I?

I shook my head in a daze.

I heard the person on top of me ask softly, "Are you awake?"

woke up?What means?

I hesitate.

The brain is like a dead metal part, unable to think at all.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time." He said, his voice was cold.

Wait until I wake up?

I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.

But the person in front of me gave me the feeling that I was instinctively disgusted.

Disgusted and bewildered.

Because I don't know why to be disgusted.

I just feel so tired.

He opened my eyelids with his hands, "Sure enough, you haven't woken up completely, otherwise, how could it be possible, so docile, so docile and cute."

I frowned, trying to reach out and wave him away.

He automatically moved his hand away and kissed my eyelid instead.

I was forced to close my eyes, and could only feel the warm and cool kiss on the sensitive eyelids.

Very fine, very gentle.

"Jackdaw..." I shouted tremblingly.

"I'm here." He bit my lip in response.

This voice, like ice falling on the bottom of my heart, instantly made my eyes widen.

All consciousness returns in an instant!

What the fuck is this doing? !

"Get out!" I gritted my teeth and cursed, and pushed him away violently—no push.

There was no strength in his whole body, and his voice was soft, without any threatening ability.

What's wrong with me?

Didn't he slow down?

But given the particular circumstances of my body, the debilitating effects of that wound were very short-lived.

Or, it hasn't been too long since she passed out in the bathroom?

Or, what did the Jackdaw do to me?

My head was spinning rapidly, but my eyes were fixed on Jackdaw for a moment, and I asked coldly, "What did you do to me?"

"..." After being silent for ten seconds, Jackdaw replied, "You have lost blood."

"Really?" I sneered.

For the first time, he showed a tired expression in front of me, frowning, and touched my eyes with cold fingers, "When you are awake, the look in your eyes always makes me want to kill you."

Is it love or not?

Will love be willing to kill?

The finger on the eye was removed and I opened it again, the pressure blurring my vision.

I only saw him hold the other hand tightly with one hand, his voice was low and hoarse, as if he was in infinite pain, "I've been waiting for you for so many years, I killed you, I'm not reconciled, I'm not reconciled, do you understand?"

This is the first time I've seen Jackdaws showing emotions similar to collapse.

It's like darkness, and it's like struggling.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked blankly, accidentally biting the tip of my tongue, and frowned in pain.

"I love you." He lowered his head and gazed tenderly into my eyes, his long hair was like a waterfall, blocking his peripheral vision from both sides.

So in my line of sight, only him.

In his sight, only me.

I saw that the shadows reflected in his pitch-black pupils were so clear, with terrifying obsessions.

"What the hell are you playing again?" I became annoyed.

"I love you," he repeated, leaning down and kissing my bare chest.

"Stop!" My body was so soft that I couldn't lift it up at all!

The Jackdaw didn't stop, but stopped when I also reacted. He cut his wrist, squeezed my mouth open, and poured blood into my mouth. The blood was sticky, bloody, and very irritating. The taste buds are disgusting, but there is no way to avoid it.

I don't understand what he wants to do, my lower body is about to move.And he was neatly dressed, with long and shiny hair, as beautiful as an unopened gift.

After he forcibly fed the blood, he hugged me and closed his eyes gently, "Shen Mo, I won't touch you until you allow me."

I moved in pain, buried my head in his hair, and asked him, "What are you going to do with me?"

How can you let me go?

"How can you fall in love with me?" He asked back.

I choked.

"I would never hurt you," he said.

I am silent.

Neither of them spoke anymore.

When I opened my eyes, it was broad daylight.

The alarm clock by the bed had been thrown to the floor long ago, and turned into a pile of scrap iron in the corner.

Head hurts.

I rubbed my forehead, staring fixedly at the person sleeping next to me, with mixed feelings in my heart.

I felt it last night. After I was fed blood by the jackdaw, my physical strength was recovering. The wound on my neck before was fully recovered after half an hour of blood feeding.

I guess, the problem with my body is probably because of the jackdaw's blood.

Whenever I lose a lot of blood, my recovery seems to diminish.And Jackdaw has been silently preserving my ability, even if I resist fiercely, he will still give me this ability.

Jackdaw, is it my lover?

From the moment I opened my eyes, he told me: Shen Mo, you just need to remember that I am your lover.

He seems to have been protecting me in disguise.

Blood, badges, and rings, all of these seem to be Jackdaws using everything they have to protect me.

Why on earth did I not accept jackdaws before?

I looked back at Jackdaw again.

His sleeping face is quiet and peaceful.It's the exact opposite of the waking state.

At noon, Jackdaw slowly opened his eyes. I poured a glass of water and asked, "Do you want some water?"

Jackdaw didn't respond.

I patiently propped his head up with a pillow, "It's fine if you don't want to drink, I just want to ask you a few questions."

His dark eyes moved, and he raised his hands and feet lightly. The electrodes on his wrists immediately took effect, flashing blue electric light.

After a moment, he stopped, allowing his limbs to be bound, even though it was just a very ordinary metal wire.

"Shen Mo, you still don't quite understand what you're doing." He spoke the first sentence, his expression much calmer than last night.

"I have the right to know the memories that belong to me."

"......What do you want to know?"

I stared at him silently, too many questions, I didn't know how to speak.

Jackdaw sighed, he raised his hand to touch my cheek, but the electrodes on his hands and feet stopped him, his expression was cold, as if there were countless winds and frosts howling between his brows, I thought I was wrong, But Jackdaw really has this expression, "Shen Mo, I have chased you for ten years, guarded you for ten years, and pampered you for ten years; it took me seven years from when you rejected my identity so much to when you accepted it; When I was about to catch up with you, my brother told me that he loves you too, and he asked me to let him go." Jackdaw paused, looked at my expression, and continued, "Of course I can't let you go."

My face was frosty, "Why didn't you tell the truth before."

"On your birthday, you quarreled with Bai and pushed Bai down the stairs by mistake. He is not a vampire, and his health has been very bad since he was a child. At that time, Bai was rescued in the operating room for three days... .Now Bai has no chance to get out of bed, so I'm afraid you will blame yourself..."

I smiled wryly, this plot is vulgar enough.

"Aren't you brothers?" I asked.

"No, Bai is the adopted child of my family, who is 90 years younger than me."

This relationship can be complicated enough.

"Your name, Jackdaw, is not your real name at all!" People who cannot be found in the household registration may have a fictitious name at all.

"...that's my real name." Jackdaw was silent.

Let's say he told the truth.

"Why do I lose my memory?" I hoarse my voice.

"You had a car accident and your head hit the opponent's chassis. When you came back from the rescue, you forgot everything about me and yourself. The doctor said that your amnesia was more due to stimulation."

"Stimulate?"

"You have a very good relationship with Bai." Jackdaw said, "You have been in a trance since Bai's accident, and you were hit by a red light when you went out that day."

Is that right?

I was skeptical, but the cause and effect fit perfectly.

I'm a little confused.

"Then why wasn't I in the hospital when I woke up?" I couldn't forget the scene I saw when I opened my eyes for the first time after amnesia.

"Is it hard to figure it out? Shen Mo, I'm not human, you should understand how much commotion it will cause once my blood is discovered."

He's right, he'll be taken straight to research and drained of all his blood.

"Why can I recover quickly from my injury?" I changed the question.

The Jackdaw was silent for a long time this time, "You drank my blood——you were already dying at the time, and lost a lot of blood. Feeding my blood is the only way to save you."

"The blood of a vampire will have the effect of infinitely healing wounds?" I asked with certainty.

"Only my blood will do." Jackdaw shook his head.

"How did you find me before?"

"Your body has a positioning pheromone, and this pheromone will not disappear within half a year, so no matter where you go, I can find you in the fastest way." His gaze was firm, but still cold.

Cold, but without edges.

He slowed down his tone and said, "Shen Mo, in this lifetime, I will never give up on you."

With cold paranoia in his tone, "I will always be the first to find you, so whether you have amnesia or not, the only person you see when you open your eyes is me!"

Such a tone, with a heavy chill, I couldn't help shivering.

"Don't be afraid of me." Jackdaw said. "Every time you are afraid of me, it makes me feel cold."

"When you first woke up, your rejection was too obvious. I didn't want to force you, so I took connivance. It doesn't matter if you deny me, I can wait; it doesn't matter if you resist me, I can get you back But I can't accept your heart, it completely rejects me."

Jackdaw's voice was cool, and each word was forced into my heart like a lump.

I was so stuck that I couldn't speak.

Indeed, the Jackdaw never persecuted me, except for the innocuous hunger strike at the beginning.

Even if I went too far, he just punched me a few times.

And me?

Not only have I stabbed him, but I've shot him countless times.

So, do I love him?

A cold thing touched my chin.

Like a frightened bird, I took a big step back all of a sudden!

Only then did Jackdaw break free from the restraint with one hand, and the electric coils on his other hand and two feet played a role, braving blue electric sparks, but obviously it had no effect on him!

It is a small electric shock system, which emits electric current when a person moves, and shocks people.

My face turned pale immediately, and I subconsciously took the gun in my hand and pointed it at him, "You lied to me!"

"Yes, I lied to you!" Jackdaw's black eyes were full of turmoil, "If I didn't pretend to move like the law, I'm afraid you wouldn't stop and listen to me at all!"

Correct.

He was right.

I was upside down in his hands, and I had developed a complete stress response. As soon as I found anything wrong, I would leave through the window.

And without hesitation.

I'm not going to be replanted in Jackdaw's hands for a past.

I've even booked my plane ticket and got my luggage ready.

Jackdaw stood up completely, the electric circle flashed countless electric lights because of his movements, he walked out of those electric lights, and hugged me in a sluggish state, his voice sounded so far away, " Shen Mo, don't run away anymore."

I heard that sigh from his chest.

He said, Shen Mo, don't run away anymore.

I blinked and pulled him away, "Jackdaw, while I forget everything... let's let each other go."

Jackdaw looked at me sadly.

I took a step back and drew a line, "It's better to end it than you and me! Let's break up!"

Jackdaw's expression became gloomy in an instant, he grabbed my hand vigorously, and said word by word, "I don't agree!"