My bamboo horse is scumbag

In Ye Jin's more than 30 years of smooth life, except for the heart-wrenching betrayal she encountered in her first relationship, there has never been a single sentence that hit her as hard as it does now.

She maintained the posture of stepping out of the door with one foot, and froze on the spot.Then I had to hold on to the door frame to stand firm, closed my eyes to stabilize my precarious mind, and then slowly asked: "——What did you say?"

Ye Kai passed by her side and paused slightly: "Have a drink."

Then he walked out of the study and walked into the living room separated by a wall.

The upside-down petal crystal lamp was lit, Ye Kai opened the orange saddle leather wine cabinet, and took out a bottle of Karuizawa whiskey from it.Ye Jin walked in silently, Ye Kai didn't look back at her, and took out the clear ice cubes from the ice bucket.The slightly cool liquid looks like gold under the light, and is poured into the crystal glass with light shaking.

Ye Jin took the wine glass he handed over with a blank expression.

"You're not right. At least as far as whiskey is concerned, I prefer Karuizawa to Macallan." The smile on Ye Kai's face was very faint, almost non-existent, but perhaps because of his eyes, Ye Jin always let Ye Jin I think he is in a good mood now.

Macallan is Chen Youhan's favorite whiskey brand.

"Try?" Ye Kai raised his eyebrows, and the ice cubes made nice collision sounds with his movements.

He was waiting for Ye Jin to toast him.

The two prismatic flower crystal cups finally collided under the light. Ye Jin took a sip and said calmly, "Who are you fooling? Karuizawa imported barley from Scotland, which is the same variety as Macallan."

Ye Kai couldn't help laughing: "golden promise, the name of that barley, golden promise."

People who don't drink often may not be able to taste the flavor of Karuizawa.More peaty flavor, thicker texture, more Scotch than Scotch.Sure enough, Ye Jin was not used to drinking, so she frowned after taking a few sips.

Ye Kai leaned against the wine cabinet, crossed his long legs, folded his arms across his chest, and held a wine glass in a skillful and relaxed posture, "It was photographed for 69 yuan in March. To tell you the truth, when the auction hammer came down, I was very nervous. To be angry, what I was thinking about was the picture of drinking with him someday."

Ye Jin had nothing to say, and endured the bitterness on the tip of her tongue: "You have never lived up to him."

Ye Kai glanced at her: "What is fighting spirit? Do we have to torture each other so that our lives are worse than death, or are we willing to endure the raging love in our hearts and the desire to go to him in order to fight for breath, and say that I just don't want to go to him?" forgive you?"

Ye Jin parted her lips, but finally said nothing.

"People can't be so confused, especially when your personality is stubborn and tough, you have to be smarter. As you said, there are many traps in the adult world, but I think there is actually only one biggest trap, That's—" Ye Kai licked half of his lips, and looked back at her with a half-smile: "Pretend to be smart without knowing it, immersed in the illusion of omnipotence, stubbornly and hopelessly talking to yourself Talk to yourself."

"...Are you teaching me?" Ye Jin looked at Ye Kai in disbelief, almost unfamiliar.

"You have taught me a lot of truths, and I will only pay you back with this sentence." Ye Kai raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, the stretched neck curve and rolling Adam's apple were alienated and fatally attractive under the light.

Ye Jin thought inappropriately, he had too many imprints of Chen Youhan on his whole body.

"Brother Youhan and I ran after each other. He still loves me. This fact can be seen through at a glance. But as you speculated, I was already working hard on Moveon, so I didn't give him any chance. Then I went to Yunnan Research, what a coincidence—it would be such a coincidence that he happened to be there. Do you know how to get to that kind of place?"

Seeing Ye Jin shaking his head, he hooked his lips and continued: "Airplanes, buses, vans, tractors, and walking, you can't even find it on Google Maps. You know, Brother Youhan is also timid. His kind of face Even when it comes to love, you are timid and worry about gains and losses, and you hide it so that I don't dare to see it through, but you know, how can you hide your liking for someone?"

Ye Jin thought of the cigarette butt that Chen Youhan pressed into his palm.

"But I still didn't give him a chance, and I rejected him before he said it. The reason for the rejection—" Ye Kai lowered his head and smiled before saying, "It's because I think he is shameless. He said that kind of thing two years ago. , How can you pretend that nothing happened and beg me to start again."

His smile is indescribable, his eyes hidden in the shadows are not smiling, and his facial features are so cold.Ye Jin was stung in the heart.She realized that Ye Kai was laughing at himself.

Holding the cup tightly with his fingers, Ye Kai held his breath and was silent for a moment: "What I didn't understand at that time, I understand now. He told Grandpa everything. Your position on signing the contract with him, and all your logic to stop us, all have nothing to do with it." Gone. He may still be in breach of the agreement between you, but he defuses the bomb and fears nothing."

Ye Kai paused, and looked at her mockingly: "You will no longer be able to threaten him and me with those so-called 'Grandpa died of madness'. How about it, is it clear enough to lose?" ?”

It took a few minutes, but I always felt that I had stood for long enough.Her legs were sore and tired, Ye Jin put down the cup, and slowly sat down on the sofa with the armrests, her usually bright eyes were a little dazed at this moment.

Ye Kai keenly caught her slightest reaction, and continued calmly: "Even so, I still haven't responded to him. He still abides by his promise and keeps the contract and agreement of the year for you, and never said anything about you." Bad words, I didn’t imply that you were the source of a mistake. You asked me why I went to find him again? Because I saw his critical illness notice, I was scolded bloody by Gu Xiu, I went to see it Uncle Chen who was almost given away by a white-haired man, Uncle Chen said——he was so stupid that he tried to marry me in delusion."

Fingertips trembled uncontrollably, Ye Jin lowered her gaze, then lowered her head, and supported her stiff face with her palm.

Ye Kai was indifferent to the weakness she poured out, "The chances of me and Chen Youhan being able to get back to where I am today are even slimmer than the chances of me picking up fossils on Mount Everest. I even wonder if I have overdrawn all the luck and blessings in the rest of my life." That’s why we got such a result.”

"Stop it." Ye Jin begged hoarsely, her voice muffled in her wet palm, "You won't."

Ye Kai looked at her expressionlessly.

The ice cubes melted into water in the glass, and the broken ice floated. He subconsciously took another sip, settled down, and continued cruelly:

"You think you're smart, don't you think I can't answer those two questions. You don't trust me, you don't trust Grandpa, let alone Chen Youhan. You are so self-righteous, thinking that what you found is the best solution , thinking that a wealthy dude and a high school student can have some kind of bullshit true love, thinking that no matter how deep the emotional wound is, it can be healed, that it can move on happily, and that it can be another person who lives a lifetime as if nothing had happened."

He gradually became aggressive, "Do you still think you are kind? You have given Chen Youhan a retreat. As long as grandpa passes away, he can come to chase me, love me and beg me again. As for whether it is ten years or 20 or 30 years—who the hell cares?" Is it? Ye Jin, you fucking look up at me and tell me, yes-no-yes?"

Ye Jin's thin shoulders flinched uncontrollably under the heavy three characters, took a deep breath, and finally lifted his pale face from his palm.

"Yes."

Ye Kai pursed his lips and gave her a half smile coldly.

"What you couldn't do, Chen Youhan did it. Now——Apologize."

Ye Jin opened her eyes for a moment, and said stiffly in shock and bewilderment: "I have already apologized."

"Who the hell cares about your high-ranking sorry?" Ye Kai walked towards her step by step, "'You are sorry for the two years that Chen Youhan and I lost'? Chen Youhan's life is worse than death, and my serious illness and pain, you are very Sorry? Is it because we are together again that we gave you such a high-sounding and leisurely face? Me and him—to be able to be together again is a glimmer of life that we have exhausted all our luck and hard work—you, Ye Jin, say sorry to me now? If we miss this, who do you want to say sorry to? Chen Youhan didn’t come to the rescue and died with guilt. Who do you say sorry to? Uncle Chen and me are still fucking Chen Youhan’s tombstone say sorry?!"

Ye Jin flinched from his fierceness, her feet stretched.However, Ye Kai didn't let her go, he even grabbed Ye Jin's slender wrist—"Apologize."

Ye Jin struggled hard, holding back tears and said stubbornly: "Let go! Let go——you hurt me!"

Clutching her hand without moving, Ye Kai stared at her coldly: "I said it——Apologize!"

"You're crazy!" Ye Jin greeted him with red eyes, "I'm sorry! Are you satisfied——I say sorry! I'm sorry! I'm the villain in that TV series, the stumbling block that blocked the protagonist's love somehow! It's mine You and Chen Youhan almost made a mistake! I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for your noble love! Is it alright!"

Ye Kai's eyes were getting darker and darker, the air was quiet, he sneered without making a sound, only half hooked the corners of his lower lips and returned to his expressionless face.The hard hand was released, and he stood up straight.Compared with Ye Jin's timidity and alertness pretending to be calm like a frightened bird, he is really lazy and calm, and even turns his overly restrained wrist watch in a leisurely manner.

"You think you are smart and can control everything, but I'm sorry, let me tell you the truth - not only grandpa knows, but mother also knows that I chose Chen Youhan again. Did your mother tell you? Why didn't she tell you? I Dear sister, use your smart and superb IQ to think carefully, why?"

Ye Jin looked at Ye Kai blankly, her dark eyes were wet and empty.

"Mummy knows." She repeated in a murmur, her pupils constricted like needles.

"Yes, she knows—" Ye Kai leaned down again, propping up the back of the sofa with both hands, confining Ye Jin in a small space, "Then why do you think she kept it from you?" His voice was soft Land, bewitched with a sense of coldness.

Ye Jin seemed to wake up from a dream, blinked her eyes in surprise, and then raised her eyes to look at Ye Kai in panic.

Her Adam's apple rolled, and she tried her best to maintain a precarious calm in this confrontation: "...I don't know."

"You know." Ye Kai narrowed his eyes slightly, staring at Ye Jin with mockery, "Because my mother thinks you are controlling and impulsive, because she thinks your way of handling things will only make things worse, because you don't Trustworthy...Sister, grandpa also knows, why is he hiding it from you? You wholeheartedly want to preserve the dignity and warmth of the Ye family, but in the end, everyone is scared by you, and no one can trust you. You think that your mother is your camp But this time, she didn't object at all, she wasn't even going to tell you about it—how does it feel to be betrayed? Is it fun?"

Ye Jin's eye sockets, which already had fine lines, opened wide, his lips trembled, but he couldn't find his own voice.

Ye Kai finally stopped forcing her, let go of his hand, and looked at her with pity.

Lighted a cigarette.

Looking at her from the smoke, she finally collapsed and covered her cheeks, her shoulders trembled uncontrollably, and she let out a sob from her nasal cavity in embarrassment.

What she cherished most was torn to pieces by him.

Ye Kai dusted off the cigarette ash, and said indifferently and calmly: "I thank you for leaving him a retreat in the contract, and thank you for destroying the contract and giving up the investigation, but this is not a charity you thought, but a confession and reining in the precipice. Now, I want to hear you say I'm sorry. Is it difficult? Sister."

There was no anger in his voice, and his usual clarity and self-control returned.

Ye Jin arched her legs, and under Ye Kai's scrutinizing gaze and waiting, she curled up on the sofa, the corners of her mouth trembling, and finally broke down and cried: "...I'm sorry, Xiao Kai, it's my fault... ...I'm sorry—I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

This was the first time Ye Kai saw Ye Jin cry.

She is the kind of person who will lock in the room and cry bitterly no matter how painful it is, and then walk out as if nothing happened.

Ye Kai approached her, kept silent, bowed his waist in front of the sofa, and gently hugged her trembling into his arms.

"You are not interested in Ningtong's business at all. In the past two years, you have been running to the third and fourth lines to expand your business. Why? You have read all the books you sent me, such as "Camus's Notes", "Sculpting Time", "The Earth "The Last Night", the racket is very good, I played a few games with it, it suits me very well." He paused, and heard Ye Jin sobbing, "You have been regretting, why are you so stubborn? I know that you came to Tsinghua University to watch me secretly, and I saw you outside the window when I was in the lecture hall."

Ye Jin sobbed and shook her head.

Ye Kai smiled lightly, Ye Jin didn't see it, but heard him whispering in his ear: "I have taught you, you have to be open-minded and smart. Don't be confused and stubborn. I forgive you. You, Brother Youhan and I both forgive you." After he finished speaking, he smelled the perfume in Ye Jin's hair belatedly, pressed his lips down, and just kissed her curly hair all the time, " Stop being stupid."

The door was gently closed, and he left the living room to Ye Jin.He thought his older sister was more used to crying where no one was looking.

Leaning on the corridor to finish smoking the remaining half of the cigarette, Qu Jia just came up.She hesitated to speak: "...Have you had a fight?"

Ye Kai stood up straight, grabbed Qu Jia's shoulders and went downstairs, "Hush."

Qu Jia blinked his eyes, made lips and asked, "Crying?"

Ye Kai raised his eyes innocently.

Qu Jia looked back worriedly, Ye Kai gently pinched the back of her head to let her focus on her eyes, coaxed her softly and familiarly: "Don't look, she will get angry again tomorrow."

After sending him to the second floor to settle down, he received a call from Chen Youhan before he even left the bedroom door.Qu Jia was very keen, and guessed who was opposite from the subtle changes in Ye Kai's eyes.Her eyelids twitched, and she asked calmly, "Chen Youhan?"

Ye Kai answered the phone in front of her.

"Brother Youhan."

Then he saw Qu Jia rolled his eyes and cursed "Jesus" silently.

"Come out and meet."

"Now?" Ye Kai glanced at Qu Jia, and walked to the window calmly.The moon-white gauze curtain was lifted, and there was no one in the yard, only moths and fountains under the street lamps.

"Where are you?"

"on the hill."

Ye Kai couldn't help laughing, seeing Qu Jia staring at him fiercely, he had to cough low to cover up, and then said in a low voice, "Right away."

Qu Jia's face was drawn long: "What's the matter right now at midnight?"

Ye Kai was clutching the phone, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "Go see your boyfriend right away."

Before Qu Jia got angry, he quickly fled. After thinking for a while, he took two steps back and turned around holding the door frame: "Good night, Mom, sleep well."

And very understanding and gently closed the door.

Qu Jia's face was contorted.Feel good!Whether she can fall asleep or not is irrelevant!

There is a distance of almost 50 meters from the main entrance of the villa to the carved courtyard gate.Ye Kai walked slowly, and then trotted.The night wind blew his black hair.The hair has grown, the curls have faded, and the wind blows it into a beautiful arc.

The hillside of Siyuan Road is a long one, and there are red brick western-style buildings among the flowers and branches. It is a circle of either rich or expensive in Ning City.Ye Kai pushed open the side door, and the security guards on duty greeted him and called him young master.

A dark gray Lamborghini SUV is parked on the ramp.Chen Youhan was half-sitting leaning against the hood, with his hands in his pockets and a cigarette dangling from his mouth.Seeing Ye Kai, he stretched out his arms and opened his arms.

Ye Kai ran over in a gust of wind, and ran into his arms, knocking him so hard that he let out a muffled grunt.

"How did you come?"

Hooking his neck, he looked like a female high school student who ran out to meet her little boyfriend in the middle of the night.

Chen Youhan took off the cigarette: "I miss you, let's come and see you."

"Isn't it at the reception?"

"Put me a bunch of business cards, and the rooms are ready."

Ye Kai said "huh?" displeased, squinting at him.

Chen Youhan hugged him firmly: "I'm so self-conscious, it's not too much to kiss me, right?"

Ye Kai moved closer to his neck, smelling the perfume on his collar.Chen Youhan couldn't hold back his laughter, and whispered in his ear: "It's useless to check like this, I'll teach you."

Then she clasped Ye Kai's chin and kissed him.

Those who came out of the reception did not drink, but those who stayed at home obediently were slightly drunk.

Chen Youhan rubbed his lips with his fingertips, "Have you been drinking?"

Ye Kai raised his chin: "A little bit."

His posture and height were perfect for kissing, and his eyes seemed to be asking for a kiss. Chen Youhan couldn't hold back and kissed him again.

It was nearly midnight, and everything was quiet except for the crickets rising and falling one after another.

He was still wearing a shirt, Chen Youhan held his waist with a cigarette in his hand, and helped him tidy up his messy skirt with one hand, asking, "Why haven't you showered so late?"

Ye Kai said perfunctorily: "...I was busy writing the report and forgot."

Chen Youhan looked at him seriously for a few seconds: "Then why did you call me suddenly?"

Say what you miss him and come to see him, most of the time you still can't let go.

Ye Kai didn't think about an answer, so he could only pretend to kiss him again.The rich live in secluded and secluded places, and there are no people watching the excitement.After kissing deeply, I finally heard the sound of the engine on the winding mountain road.Only then did Chen Youhan push him away.

The sports car passed by, only to see the two getting close to each other ambiguously, sharing the same smoke that was burning to the end.

"Aren't you going back?" The breath in the pinnae was burning hot, panting under calm.

"No, senior," Ye Kai replied half-truthfully, "Mom will ask."

His senior had malicious intentions, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Is there still a curfew at the age of 20? I have to discuss it with Qu Jia another day."

Qu Jia's helpless and exasperated face flashed before his eyes.Ye Kai has teased Qu Jia enough these two days, and he no longer knows what gifts to buy to make her happy.

Chen Youhan touched his cheek again with his fingertips, his deep eyebrows were gentle and serious under the moonlight, and asked again: "Will you go home with me?"

Ye Kai finally couldn't stand it anymore and agreed.

The engine ignited, roaring like a beast in the night sky.The car turned down the hill, and the red and blue lights flashed in the distance. It was the traffic police on duty.The car window was lowered to the bottom, Chen Youhan rested his elbows and cheeks, the neon lights outside the window were just reduced to the background of his handsome profile.

"Checking for drunk driving." He said lazily.

Ye Kai was slightly taken aback, thinking that Chen Youhan came over after drinking, and parted his lips, wanting to carry out traffic safety education, when he heard Chen Youhan add the second half of the sentence slowly:

"Officer, I just kissed him."