Those years when I was dressed as a cheap attack [Quick Cross]

The bar next to the university town is now a lively time, and students with money and leisure often choose to have a good time in the bar after class.

Drinking wine, dancing di, the colorful lights swept across, and a group of demons danced in the bar.

In a not too far corner of the bar, a group of students, male and female, were sitting around.All of them are holding beer and eating melon seeds and shaking their heads to the music.

Cui An was sitting among them, looking a little nervous.Today is his birthday, and he specially invited some good classmates to help him celebrate his birthday, and the one sitting next to him is the flower, his goddess, whom he finally invited.

He planned to confess his love to the other party tonight, and took a sip of the can of beer, trying to get himself drunk and emboldened.The phone in his pocket vibrated and emitted a faint light, but he didn't notice it.

After two consecutive times, the phone finally stopped vibrating and the screen went completely dark.

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It was already ten o'clock or eleven o'clock in the evening, and the bar was still very lively, but some students left one after another.

"Anzi, let's go back first, we won't be making light bulbs anymore!" A group of people waved at Cui An, joked and left.

Cui An led the goddess girl he had obtained tonight, and walked slowly on the small road on the campus.

"Then I'll go up first, let's make an appointment tomorrow!"

"Okay." Cui An watched the goddess girl enter the dormitory, then turned and left.

"Hey! You are Cui An, here are your things." Cui An had just stepped into the male dormitory when he was stopped by the auntie at the door.

"Well, I am." Cui An replied with some doubts, took the bag, who would leave the things in the dormitory for him, why not hand them over in person?

"That's right, a young man named Xue Cheng asked me to give it to you." The dormitory manager consciously completed the task, waved her hand and sat down.

"Okay, thank you, auntie." Cui An smiled unnaturally.

Xue Cheng, it's you again.Why do you always haunt yourself with lingering ghosts? Isn't your rejection not obvious enough?Do you think you can buy him off with money by sending a little gift?

Back in the dormitory, Cui An didn't even have the mood to unpack it. How could Xue Cheng, a migrant worker, get any money to buy him a good gift.Impatiently, he stuffed the box directly under the bed, picked up his phone and sent a text message.

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After making two calls, Cui An still didn't answer, and Xue Cheng didn't have the courage to call a third one.

When he came to Cui An's bedroom door, he knocked lightly on the door twice, but no one responded.Thinking that the voice might be too low to hear, Xue Cheng increased his strength and knocked twice again.

"Are you looking for someone from their dormitory?" The door of the next dormitory suddenly opened, and a person stood at the door with a water bottle in hand. "The grass in their dormitory is celebrating his birthday today, and no one is there. And it will probably be very late." Come back, come back tomorrow."

"Oh! Okay, thank you." Xue Cheng was a little disappointed, but he still held back his thanks.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'll go down first." The male student waved his hand indifferently, and left with the water bottle.

Xue Cheng had no choice but to go downstairs with the gift, and looked at the auntie who was in charge at the door for some hesitation, but finally stepped forward.

"Auntie, can you pass on something for me?" Xue Cheng asked nervously.

"Who are you going to pass it on to? I don't necessarily know so many people. Just tell him that you put the things here and let him come and get them."

"Auntie, you must know Cui An, a graduate student in the finance department."

"Oh~ I see, that handsome young man, right? Okay, I know this one, please put your things here." Auntie knew who it was when she heard the name.

"Okay, thank you, Auntie." Xue Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, and handed over the things with great gratitude. "Well, my name is Xue Cheng, and I have something to leave first."

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The part-time job for tonight has already been taken off, and the restaurant has been booked, but there is only one person missing.

Forget it, I have nothing to do anyway, I just happen to be hungry, so let's eat by myself.

After changing buses twice, Xue Cheng finally arrived at the restaurant he reserved.There were too many people on the bus, and people were sweating too much along the way. I was just about to go inside to cool off, but I was stopped at the door.

"Hello, sir, this restaurant has a dress code. Your dress doesn't meet the regulations and you are not allowed to enter." The hostess at the door smiled sweetly, but the words and eyes were not the same thing.

"Regulations?" Is there a rule on what clothes to wear after eating?Xue Cheng looked down at his T-shirt and big pants, and then at the people in the restaurant who looked in suits and shoes. He seemed to understand something, turned and left.

Transferred again and returned to the bus station half an hour away from the construction site. Xue Cheng was hungry and walked towards the construction site step by step in the night.

"Ding dong" Suddenly, the phone's notification sounded, Xue Cheng picked up the phone in surprise, and found that it was indeed a text message sent to him by Cui An.He opened it enthusiastically, but was stunned the next second as if a basin of cold water had been poured on it.

"Xue Cheng, don't come to the school to look for me in the future, and don't contact me casually without important matters."

After being stunned for a moment, Xue Cheng typed back with trembling fingers.

"it is good"

After the message was sent, Xue Cheng didn't know where he should go at the moment, and stood there for a long time on the deserted street.

-

Soon, three years have passed, Xue Cheng has been working on large and small construction sites in City A, with no success.He received such a dead salary every month, and even called Cui An and his family, and he didn't save any money.

However, last month he received bad news that his father had cancer and needed chemotherapy.Because it is not serious in the early stage, it can be cured after one year of conservative treatment.

But the cost of chemotherapy and medical expenses has become the biggest problem. Where can he raise the cost of at least five or six thousand a month.Parents have been farmers all their lives, and the little money they earn is enough to eat and drink, so there is no money left.

I hate that my son is incompetent. He has worked for ten years, but he can't even get 10,000+.The arrears bills from the hospital were handed over one by one, and an ultimatum had been issued. If the full payment was not made, the treatment would not be given.

These days, Xue Cheng has asked the workers if they can borrow, but they are just migrant workers with a family to support, so how much money can they borrow from him!

"Xue Cheng, do you need money urgently?" One day, when he was working on the construction site, a worker pulled him out, "I have a way to make money now."

"What can you do?" Xue Cheng, a loan shark, is willing to borrow money as long as he can get it.

"Sell your kidney!" The worker slowly spat out these two words, fearing that Xue Cheng would disagree, he began to persuade him.

"It's okay, there are two kidneys in the human body! You can sell one for 20, and the other one, there won't be..."

"Okay, I'll sell." Xue Chengcheng agreed before listening to the other party.

Other than that, he had nothing else to do.

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It's already the second semester of senior year, and everyone is busy with postgraduate entrance examinations and job hunting.But Cui An didn't plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and the internship unit had already been found, so there was nothing else to do.

One day, Cui An was playing with his mobile phone in the dormitory when suddenly a classmate opened the door and came in.

"Cui An, go and have a look. We saw your girlfriend in the bar with another man!"

"What!" Cui An couldn't believe it. In his impression, his girlfriend had always been a very innocent girl, how could he do such a thing.But he still ran to the bar quickly, wanting to see it with his own eyes.

The bar is very lively at night, especially in the graduation season, the dormitory classes will choose to come out to get together.The lights inside kept flickering, and Cui An kept searching in the bar.

Finally, he saw a scene that made his eyes tear apart.He thought that the girlfriend who had always been innocent was leaning on a fat man who looked like a nouveau riche, showing a side he had never seen before.

"Lin Yuan!" Cui An came to the two of them and yelled calmly, thinking that the other party would panic.Who would have thought that she still looks very calm.

"Why are you doing this?"

"Why? Look at him and then at yourself. Isn't the gap obvious enough? He is obviously a mud leg from the countryside, but he wants to show off in front of me, and he has lied to me for so long." Lin Yuan wore heavy makeup, but You can still see the disdain on your face.

"We dated for four years, I thought we were going to get married." Cui An suppressed the pain.

"Heh! Who would want to marry into the countryside? It's just that I don't have the time to spend the past four years with you just because you are so generous to me!" Lin Yuan rolled her eyes and leaned against the fat man again. .

Seeing her like that, Cui An felt sick and nauseated, and felt that he had been blind for the past four years.Not wanting to embarrass himself here again, Cui An turned and left.

Walking alone on the street outside the school, Cui An didn't know where to go.

The first time I voluntarily dialed that number, but no one answered it. Is he even going to abandon himself?

However, just after hanging up the phone, the phone rang again.Thinking that the person called him back, Cui An excitedly picked up the phone, only to find that it was Zhu Shun who called.

Zhu Shun?What did he call himself, didn't he always look down on him?

"Hey! Cui An, Xue Cheng is dead, there are still three days to go, you have to have a conscience, come back and see him off!"

On the other end of the phone, Zhu Shun endured and endured, but he couldn't help but say.

"Oh! Cui An, do you know how Xue Cheng died? He has been working for so many years, and he gave you all the money. He couldn't even pay for the 10,000+ treatment fee that his uncle asked for, so he had to sell his kidney. In the end, there was only one Kidney had to do physical work on the construction site, and was exhausted.

Cui An, did you hear me?Xue Cheng is exhausted, exhausted!You are finally satisfied!Never see him again! "

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Cui An to respond, he hung up the phone directly.

died?he died?Xue Cheng is dead?

No!impossible!How could it be so sudden, dead? !

Ha ha!Sell ​​a kidney!After working for ten years, I can't even afford 10,000+ medical expenses, so I can only sell my kidneys!How ridiculous!

It was all my fault, I lay on him and sucked blood for ten years, and in the end, I even killed him!

I used his money to buy various brand-name clothes and cosmetics for people like Lin Yuan, but he was so embarrassed that he could only sell his kidneys for money, and finally died of exhaustion on the construction site!

Why don't you die!

-

Ten years later

Cui An is now a financial consultant for a large company, and he already has his own place to live and work in this city.He took over his parents and Xue Cheng's parents to take care of them.

Nearly 30 years old, he is still a widow and his parents worry about his marriage, but he has long decided that he will never get married in this life.

All his feelings had already left with that person that night ten years ago. It's a shame why he always waits until he loses it before he knows how to cherish it.

He and him are already separated.

"Xue Cheng, I'm here to see you." Holding a bouquet of daisies in his hand, Cui An sat on the ground regardless of his image, leaning against the tombstone.

There were shocking scars all over the arms on the wrists that were exposed inadvertently. After learning that Xue Cheng had passed away, he was like crazy.He had tried countless times to commit suicide, but gave up at the last moment.

Xue Cheng has already left, and his parents still need to take care of him. What if he leaves without caring again.

In the past ten years, he has been tortured by longing and guilt all the time, and he can only use work to numb himself.Whenever his feelings for Xue Cheng overwhelmed him, he could only relieve himself through self-mutilation and physical pain.

I don't know if it's on his arms, but his legs, abdomen, and back are already covered with scars.It was because the remorse and the pain were too strong, and he could only bear it like this.

"How are you doing all these years? I'm so tired and miss you so much."

Opening his arms, the sleeves naturally wrinkled up, revealing two scarred arms.But Cui An didn't feel the same, he just tightly surrounded the tombstone, put his head on the cold stone tablet and leaned against the black and white photo of the smiling sun, and smiled slowly and reassuringly.