[Ghost Slayer: Blade] Is it my fault for group wear?

12.

I knelt down and petted the dog that was circling around me.

The weather is very cold now, and homeless stray dogs like it are not uncommon, but most of them died of freezing and starvation.I like to go out for a walk when I can’t sleep at night. Most of the dogs in the neighborhood know me, and I’m happy to bring them food to feed them.

The woman with the lamp stopped in front of me.

She is like a ghost, moving swiftly and lightly, the feathers embroidered with butterfly wings fluttered down, the flame in the lantern did not flicker, and the candle tears circled around the edge, swaying and dripping onto the base below.The woman's pretty face was shrouded in orange light, and she slightly bent her eyebrows towards me.

"It's quite peaceful in the neighborhood today." I straightened up and pointed to a house in the distance, "But there's a thief over there, and I was tied up and hung on a tree... It shouldn't be a big problem? "

"It's not a big problem." The president smiled shallowly, "Shall we go back now?"

"Okay, but why did you come out, President? Nothing happened inside, right?"

"The children are all asleep, don't worry." She walked ahead of me with a lamp in hand, "Tanjiro and Iwoza are watching, it's all right."

I agreed, waved to the dog, and followed step by step. I felt something was wrong while walking. After thinking about it, I quickened my pace and walked to a side-by-side position with her, and then I took the initiative to say: "Society Long, do you have something to say to me?"

"Sharp as always." She sighed, "It's my lord, he was worried that he said something wrong and made you unhappy, so he asked me to comfort you first... Anyway, he apologized to you. Just say it's okay."

"Purgatory, did he talk to you about your aunt?"

"Yes," I nodded, "but I'm not angry with him, that's for sure."

She sighed again: "Do you remember how we met back then?"

"... I remember. At that time, our family was still a family friend, and we were married by our fingertips, and we became baby relatives." This memory is still quite clear to me, and I said it after thinking about it for a long time, " But my mother was worried about me—I was easily wronged at that time, so please go to her room to play, and I was there most of the time at that time, so I knew each other unconsciously."

After I said it, I laughed unconsciously. The president looked at me and smiled along with me.

Originally, I wanted to find a wife, but I found a mother again.

"So you're really not angry anymore?"

"Hmm... It's nothing to do with being angry." I thought about it carefully, "It's not so much about being angry with the lord—this is already very nonsensical, why should you be angry with someone who has nothing to do with an established fact?— ——It’s not that you feel sorry for yourself, right?”

"sad………?"

The president repeated it in a very soft voice, and slowed down his pace slightly.

"Why are you feeling sorry for yourself?"

"President, you know why I learned to sew, right?" At this point, I felt embarrassed, "I just thought, after searching for so long and learning so many things, she just accepted it." The handkerchief I sewed... I thought she liked it very much, and I later sewed a lot of flower patterns on it—"

At that time, she obviously accepted it with a smile.I gave away so many things, I made so many things myself——Obviously only this one was left behind because she loved it.

Just thinking about it like this makes me almost unconsciously feel a little wronged.

"——But in the end, after the funeral...why throw it all away." I lowered my voice, "If you don't like it, just don't accept it, just to comfort me, I wronged myself to accept myself I don't like things, in that case, I will be sad, right? To make her unhappy for my happiness..."

"...Isn't it true that you put the cart before the horse from the beginning?"

13.

The president looked at me, as if he wanted to say something, but also as if he was thinking about what to say.Before she finally made up her mind to speak, a black crow whizzed past her head. She raised her hand to catch it, and when she opened her hand again, there was already a small ball of paper in her palm.She handed me the oil lamp, hastily unwrapped the ball of paper, browsed through it, and burned it on the candle.

"We have to hurry up."

I ran after her: "Who happened?"

"Brother." She ran very fast, speaking so fast that I worried that he might bite his tongue, "He had a nightmare and slept very badly. I have to prescribe some sleeping pills, otherwise it may affect Mentally...the child's body is still too weak, and it may take me a while to find non-stimulating drugs."

"Before that, Purgatory, you have to stay with him."

14.

What does it mean to have nightmares and dream about my past?

I am not worried that there is any problem with my words from beginning to end, and of course I am not worried about other people who have finalized the script with me in advance, and I am not worried that my elder brother said that because he wanted to deceive me.Perhaps it was an intuition that I'm not sure about, but when he said this to me, it was more like a concern for me than an accusation of having a nightmare.

But what should I worry about?

Although the president is really worried about me, I still don't care much about it. If I look at my memory in the third person, I guess I will only see it in a cloud, I don't know why, and it won't be like this... ...

I looked down and saw the sweaty child panting heavily, trembling as if dying, and his heart was beating fast.

... This pain is so painful that I am about to die, and I still want to hold on to my sleeves, as if I am holding on to the last straw and refuse to let go.

Hmm...but then, if he meant me, not my soul, but my body—was he dreaming of my body's past?

After thinking about it, I think this is the most reliable answer.

But according to my (casual) description, I stayed with Yiwozuo for three years, and at the same time passed news to the lord with Butterfly Kanae.But there is no spoiler bonus in that world, so the general development is estimated to be the same as in the comics. No matter how much information there is, the top three are still equally difficult to beat, but the third has already betrayed (although it may be as soon as it is discovered. was poisoned to death without misfortune), and the first two probably also planted a lot of people on it.

After careful comparison, I came to a not-so-good guess.

In his dream, wouldn't he still be on the line of complete extinction...?In that case, it is equivalent to watching the whole process of the destruction of your own team members directly. No wonder it feels uncomfortable, and no wonder he looked at me like that after waking up from the dream.

As I thought about it, I wet my handkerchief and wiped his sweat lightly.

Although he did not sleep well for a few days before, but at most he frowned tightly, and stared at me in a daze after waking up, basically nothing happened.After becoming a child, the endurance and resistance are not as high as before, so the state is especially bad.

The president came in once, gently injected him with nutrition and calming medicine, then knelt down and whispered to me: "Can't you wake up?"

I shook my head: "I still have a little fever, and I may not be able to get up tomorrow. My blood ghost technique can only treat trauma, what about yours?"

"Mine doesn't work either." The president sighed, and straightened up again, "He came to the Butterfly House to check his body before, but it really wasn't a blood ghost technique... I'll go back to the Butterfly House to discuss it with Zhu Shi, and see if there is a problem. There is no better medicine. Iwoza and Tanjiro are guarding outside, so I leave it to you here, Purgatory."

"I know."