I was a stand-in for those years

"Sorry, yesterday I..."

"You what?" Zhang Chengwen casually threw half a cigarette between his fingers on the ground, twisted the toe of his shoe, and after a while, the orange sparks turned gray-black, blending with the large and small cigarette butts scattered on the ground. together.Turning her head to look at the person behind her with that tired face, she chuckled lightly and said, "I called you a lot yesterday, why did you hang up all of them?"

Guo Zichen was so anxious to come back that he didn't even think about what he would do if Zhang Chengwen questioned him along the way, so after Zhang Chengwen finished speaking, Guo Zichen was at a loss for words, opened his mouth to say something but didn't know what to say, so he closed his mouth again.

Guo Zichen's emotional changes were noticed by Zhang Chengwen, he shook his head and twitched the corners of his mouth in self-deprecating manner. What are you expecting? What do you expect him to say to himself that nothing happened last night?Such a kind-hearted person would not even tell a lie.

"Guo Zichen, you really don't feel guilty when you sleep with Ke Chen, just... you don't feel sorry for me at all?"

Stepping forward to grab the person's hand, it hangs in the air, feeling indescribably uncomfortable.He knew that such a misunderstanding would hurt Zhang Chengwen, but if the misunderstanding was solved, wouldn't it hurt him?

"I'm sorry..." Guo Zichen took a few steps back, looked at Zhang Chengwen and said, "It's not what you think... He and I are fine."

"Oh, nothing..."

Furious to the extreme, it was unspeakably quiet, Zhang Chengwen pressed on every step of the way, cornering him with nowhere to retreat, lowered his head, and said frivolously: "I think you feel quite comfortable being fucked by him."

"Pa——" Guo Zichen slapped Zhang Chengwen with trembling hands, his nose was red, and he stared at him viciously, and suddenly knew how to answer him: "I just slept with him, why? I just can't forget what happened to him." ?”

After finishing speaking, Zhang Chengwen's gloomy eyes were filled with fire, he held Guo Zichen's shoulders and growled tremblingly: "Guo Zichen!"

Ignoring the man's anger, Guo Zichen continued with his eyes widened, "At first I thought you looked like him so I agreed to be with you, but after being together for so long, I realized that a fake is always a fake. I'm sorry, I don't want to be wronged I continue to be with you, let's break up."

"Shut up!" Zhang Chengwen pinched Guo Zichen's chin and kissed his lips fiercely, biting those two miserable red lips like a wild beast that hadn't eaten for a few days, the corner of his mouth was bitten, and blood dripped.

"If you say it's divided, it's divided? What about the children, what about the family! Guo Zichen, I really want to see if your heart is made of meat!"

"No. It's made of iron." Guo Zichen stretched out his tongue to wipe the blood stains on his lips, and smiled contemptuously: "I'm done talking, then goodbye."

After speaking, Guo Zichen pushed Zhang Chengwen away with all his strength, causing the tall man to stagger and fall on the balcony railing.Turning his head away, the appearance of the striding meteor leaving seemed to be free and easy, but he didn't know what his heart had been pierced by steel bars.

He stepped out of the balcony less than half a meter away when a black shadow cast behind him. The next second his arm was grabbed, and a huge force threw him directly onto the floor in the middle of the balcony.Zhang Chengwen turned him over, sat across his thighs and pulled off his pants, and said with a smile, "Break up? All right, can we have a breakup at the end?"

Terrified, frightened, and his head began to throb again, Guo Zichen cried out, "Don't!"

"Don't? Why can't I if Ke Chen can fuck you?" Zhang Chengwen sneered: "I just used it last night, so it's still loose." As he spoke, he unzipped his trousers and took out the bag before giving him any time to relax. The stiff thing directly stabbed in, splitting Guo Zichen in half.

Not knowing which was more intense, the pain in his body or the pain in his head, Guo Zichen closed his eyes that were constantly weeping, but what he could think of in his mind was the picture of Zhang Chengwen holding him in his arms to comfort him in the countless early morning hours.He was so gentle back then, but it's a pity that he never had the chance to feel the warmth in his arms again.

After it was over, Guo Zichen stood up supporting the ground, waved to Zhang Chengwen, and walked towards the door.Zhang Chengwen stared at the trembling back, couldn't help calling his name again: "Guo Zichen!" But Guo Zichen didn't turn his head, watching him hold the doorknob and twist the door with difficulty, Zhang Chengwen seemed to know it without saying anything. Regretting the same for the rest of my life, I shouted again: "You really never liked me?"

"Kang Dang——" The door was shut tightly by the wind blowing from the balcony, and the man's thin back disappeared, and he didn't give him an answer after all, leaving Zhang Chengwen slumped on the ground alone for a long time without being able to recover.

Guo Zichen walked out of the gate, and Ke Chen was leaning on the car and looking over here.Seeing the person who has been waiting, he stepped forward to stop him and asked, "You broke up with him?"

Guo Zichen stared at Ke Chen pulling his hand, smiled, and asked, "How do you know?"

"Because I know you."

"Are you satisfied?" Guo Zichen looked at Ke Chen, showing a strange and miserable smile as if he was on the verge of death: "You are responsible for me getting to this point. Remember, if I die, you will be the murderer."

Ke Chen was hoarse and couldn't speak, his heart was hurt, and he began to have cramps again. He held his chest and panted shortly, but looked at Guo Zichen, and said stubbornly: "You won't die."

Guo Zichen glanced, and sneered: "What? I can't control my life anymore? You want me to live? I'm not as good as you want, or it's not too cheap for you?"

"Chenchen, don't take your life to get angry with me." Ke Chen was at a loss, and said in a hoarse voice: "Come with me to the hospital, okay? The doctor I contacted will arrive tomorrow afternoon, and we will go there for an examination in advance."

Guo Zichen turned his head, looked at Ke Chen and said seriously, "Kneel down and beg me—"

Before he finished speaking, Ke Chen knelt down on one knee first, and finally knelt down on the other knee in a semi-squat, straightening his body like a pious saint: "You say what you say."

Guo Zichen was stunned at first, then burst into tears, laughed for a long time, patted his thigh with one hand and covered his stomach with one hand, and then finished what he said just now: "I said, even if you kneel down and beg me, I won't agree. "

Ke Chen's bright eyes dimmed, and the coldness in his heart that was hopeless was even stronger, and he was about to freeze him, pouted, and said in the most humble tone of his life: "Please, just this once, listen to me , okay, Dust."

Seeing Guo Zichen walking past him to the road as if he didn't hear, Ke Chenhong got anxious, stood up, stepped forward quickly, picked Guo Zichen up and walked into the car.

After taking two steps, Guo Zichen screamed like a demon. The painful expression made Ke Chen stop his movements, and put him down gently. Ke Chen quickly stepped back, raised his hands, and said in a hoarse voice: "Okay, okay!" , I won't force you."

When the people walked away, Ke Chen still stood there stupidly. The hand that just touched Guo Zichen seemed to be scalded by boiling water, necrotic, diseased, and unconscious.In Guo Zichen's heart, he had already become some kind of monster, and even touching him again became an extravagant hope.

Thinking about it, the great sadness was replaced by distorted joy, and Ke Chen suddenly laughed.If Guo Zichen really can't save him, he will bring his ashes with him. When he dies, the two of them will be buried together. If he lives, he will be his ghost. If he dies, he will be his ghost. Let him be unable to get rid of himself life after life.

After getting rid of Ke Chen, Guo Zichen turned off his mobile phone, sat on the bus and stared at the scenery aimlessly out of the window, but all the aimlessness was actually dominated by the subconscious in his heart. A short walk to a cemetery.

Guo Zichen walked in, and the scenery inside was very good, with cold tombstones sitting on the green grass, and in front of the forest of steles was a large sea of ​​flowers, not lonely at all.

I contacted the administrator of the cemetery and spent almost all of my savings to buy a small piece of land in the cemetery. When signing the contract, the administrator chatted with him: "Buy it for the elderly at home?"

Guo Zichen smiled and answered him: "Buy it for me." Life was too hard, he thought, at least he would be decent after death, and he wouldn't be alone in such a high-end cemetery. When the rich man came to burn the paper in Qingming, he saw that his grave was empty, so he also burned some copper coins and ingots for him.

After staying in the hotel for a few days, Guo Zichen decided to cherish the moment and get by, so that night he packed his luggage and got up to the airport, planning to go to Moscow first, and then take the train from Moscow to Lianyungang to return home.I heard that the Eurasian Continental Bridge has a total length of 9288 kilometers and passes through many countries with different climates and scenery. You can experience the four seasons of the year on the car.Guo Zichen wanted to get on that train and experience this world for the last time.

Sitting in the waiting room, Guo Zichen was as excited as a child going out on a trip for the first time, looking around, just in time to meet the eyes that were also looking at him.Guo Zichen waved his hand at him, greeted him with a smile, and the boy came over to talk to him.A blond-haired and blue-eyed foreign youth introduced himself enthusiastically, and asked Guo Zichen if he planned to travel abroad. Guo Zichen nodded, and the boy smiled brightly. The people got acquainted quickly, and chatted with each other during the long waiting time.Then the boy's cell phone rang, and he took it out to have a look: "Hey, a piece of news, I thought it was news from my girlfriend."

Guo Zichen thought it was funny, and just about to say a few words to him, he saw a sudden surprise on his face, and said in disbelief, "My God, so many people died!"

Guo Zichen leaned over there and read the news clearly.A series of car accidents occurred on the expressway at the airport section. A truck in front collided with a Land Rover. The two drivers died on the spot, and their bodies caught fire. A series of cars following them were also implicated. In one piece.

There was no reaction at first, but when I read the news at the end, it was said that the driver of the Land Rover was a Chinese, and my heart suddenly beat violently, throbbing non-stop.Turned on the phone and called Zhang Chengwen, but there was always a cold shutdown notification sound, and he became more and more flustered. In the end, he almost couldn't hold the phone, and made more than 20 calls in a row, all of which were turned off.

Just at this time, Zhao Jing called in, and Guo Zichen heard the cry of the child.I heard it right away, it was Aichen Aiwen crying.

"Xiao Jing...? What's wrong? Why is the child crying?"

"Brother Chen...where are you?" Zhao Jing paused, and the person who was crying silently suddenly cried hysterically like a bank burst. , people... are gone..."