I was a stand-in for those years

In the past few months, Guo Zichen was in a bad state of mind. He opened his eyes amidst a group of doctors, sat up and looked around, and after confirming that there were no scary strangers, he lay down again. Ke Chen, Zhang Chengwen, and Zhao Jing came to talk to him in turn. , No one paid attention, just listened quietly, the speaker waited for him to reply, raised his eyes to look over again, and he fell asleep at some point.

Ke Chen treated him with medicine, but he still had nightmares at night, and often stared at him until dawn. At this time, Ke Chen also opened his eyes, looked at him, and told him about their college days.

"Do you still remember? On your birthday in my junior year, I handed cigarettes and water to the workers at home like a waiter, for fear that they would destroy the star board I ordered from the planetarium. Then I saw you talking to the tourists. I was in a daze with the photos of the starry sky in the magazine. I wanted to give you a surprise. I booked a plane ticket to go abroad to see the starry sky. Fortunately, you were deceived to the airport and said you didn’t have a passport. I got angry for several days at that time, and it’s all your fault. Our romantic date is so gone, but I still expect you to cry out and hug my thigh and say 'husband, I love you'. In a fit of anger, I moved the universe model of the planetarium to my house. I think I will give it to you on your birthday. It was a surprise, but in the end, you went to fool around with Wang Bing and the others that day, and you made an appointment to go home on time at 07 o’clock in the evening, and I didn’t see anyone at 30:[-], so I went to find you, opened the door of the KTV room, you Do you know what you are doing? You are holding a beer bottle in your right hand, holding the microphone in your left hand, squatting on the coffee table, screaming 'Arasuo, that is, Qing, Zang, Gao, Aoaoaoyuan~~~'"

"You didn't look so cute back then. Chenchen, get well soon, and sing to me again, okay?"

The person in his arms opened his gray eyes and looked at him calmly without any reaction. Ke Chen got used to it and continued talking to him: "When you first entered college, you liked to laugh. Ping and the others play well, often holding their stomachs and laughing non-stop. I hate that you smile so happily at others and always try to bully you. Gradually you don’t like to laugh. You dare not laugh with them. I seldom smile, do you live unhappy? Dust, did you enjoy the years when you were with me? How about the years when you left me? I was not good before. You play with your friends, let you make a lot of friends, and never lock you up at home, good or bad, don’t leave me.”

"Zhang Chengwen said he wanted to take you away, you wouldn't go with him, right? Chenchen, you love me, you said that. I love you too, Chenchen, I love you too."

In a trance, the corners of the mouth of the dull man who had been keeping his eyes open all the time raised an ironic smile. This tiny movement was caught by Ke Chen, and his heart was extremely flustered, as if he was in the deep sea, unable to grasp anything in the dark and quiet abyss , not even a root of seaweed.His face was pressed against Guo Zichen's, and his dry lips pecked at the corners of his mouth, as if to erase the sneer: "Chenchen, don't do this, I hurt you, you can hit me, scold me, stab me with a knife, whatever. But don't do that to me."

The glaring ridicule was only for a moment, and no matter what Ke Chen said after that, Guo Zichen remained indifferent again.

The doctor was still busy in front of Guo Zichen's bed. The wounds on his body were scabbing, but his fingers did not recover so easily, and the swelling subsided but they were still bloody.

Ke Chen moved his office into Guo Zichen's ward and stayed close to him 24 hours a day. After a few months, he could feel that Guo Zichen's mental state had improved.One night, he was still talking to him like he was talking to himself. When he looked up at him, he saw that he had closed his eyelids and fell into a light sleep. Ke Chen excitedly took out his mobile phone and stared at the flashing numbers on the chronograph. Numbers until Guo Zichen opened his eyes again more than three hours later.

In the first few days when Zhang Chengwen would come over, Ke Chen sent someone to stop him, but after thinking about it, he let him in, but at this time Ke Chen would put down his work and pick up the person who was in a daze on the bed, regardless of the people in the room. People, kiss wantonly.He wanted Zhang Chengwen to see clearly who Guo Zichen belonged to.Even so, Zhang Chengwen still came and left on time, and also talked to Guo Zichen as if no one was there. After several months, when Ke Chen was used to confronting him, he suddenly stopped coming, and he disappeared for several weeks.

Ke Chen fed Guo Zichen, and 10 minutes later gave him medicine. While Guo Zichen was still asleep, he belittled Zhang Chengwen and claimed credit for himself: "Chenchen, look at your brother Chengwen. Take it away, but now, the love saint can't pretend anymore, and he won't come in a few months? Others say they love you are fake, only I love you is true, you get better soon, I will take you and Xiao Ke goes home and will never let anyone hurt you again."

Guo Zichen is better now, he will look up at the sky, and frown when drinking bitter medicine, but he still doesn't respond to Ke Chen, and Ke Chen is not discouraged, thinking that he is getting better gradually, there is always hope.

Unlike Ke Chen's relaxed mood, Zhang Chengwen has been in dire straits these past few weeks.Back from Guo Zichen's place before, when he was drawing a sketch, he suddenly became dazed, picked up a corner of the transparent plastic bag, and looked at the things inside, his eyes were dark and cold.From the engagement banquet to now, his second brother only showed up, which made him even more uneasy.

In the evening, Zhang Chengwen went to Zhang Chengen's private house to wait for others.

He knew the combination lock, and he didn't turn on the lights when he entered the house. He sat on the sofa in the living room, trying to calm down and sort out his thoughts by the moonlight outside the window, but he couldn't figure it out.

Zhang Chengen came back alone.When entering the house, he turned on the light and hid someone in the brightly lit living room, which made his heart beat faster: "What are you doing! Who are you trying to scare to death in the middle of the night?"

Zhang Chengwen ignored his fuss, stood up and looked at him, and asked, "Where have you been these past few months? Why doesn't even Brother Ivan know?"

"Where do I have to report to you? Huh? My dear brother?" Zhang Chengen took off his coat and hung it on the hanger at the door. It was obvious that Zhang Chengen chased away: "If you don't leave, do you want to sleep with me?"

"Why don't you go back to the old house? Xianyin is still waiting for you."

"Something to deal with."

When the air became quiet, Zhang Chengwen sat back on the sofa, looked at the man grinding coffee at the bar, and suddenly asked, "Brother, did you lose a lighter?"

The hand holding the milk cube paused, and then frivolously replied: "I don't say tens of thousands of lighters, there are hundreds of them. Do you think I will pay attention to throwing away ten or eight?"

"I'm asking about the third anniversary of your wedding with Brother Ivan, the one he gave you."

Zhang Chengen stopped stirring the coffee, put down the porcelain cup and narrowed his eyes, the surrounding air also became gloomy following the man's sudden change of expression: "Did you see it?"

……

In the hospital, Ke Chen took a bath for Guo Zichen, wrapped him in a towel, and just carried him out when Song Sizhe knocked on the door: "Brother Chen, the driver who hit Guo Zichen woke up."

[The author has something to say]: Ah~ I have been waiting for a long time, babes, but fortunately I caught up with Liao today!