I was a stand-in for those years

A thin layer of sweat broke out on Guo Zichen's forehead, and Qi Liuhai was wet and sticky to his scalp. He looked up at Ke Chen, and pretended to be calm: "What's wrong?"

Ke Chen sat cross-legged by the pillow, with an unclear expression: "What did you stuff on the head of the bed, I can't remember?"

The pain of Guo Zichen's wound has formed a muscle memory. With Ke Chen's uncertain expression and reproachful tone, Guo Zichen's old illness relapsed from time to time.

Ke Chen saw Guo Zichen's emotional changes, took his arm and pulled him up, and pressed his head to show him the pile of things stuffed by the bed: "Why are you stuffing so many bags here? Well?"

Guo Zichen was stunned, and hurriedly peeled off the pillows on the head of the bed, and saw seven or eight boxes of covers.

Guo Zichen slapped his forehead: "That's right! Why did I forget!" After being locked up for a long time, his intelligence has dropped a lot. Since the phone got stuck in the bed and fell, how could Ke Chen see it.

After a false alarm, Guo Zichen gradually regained his sanity. He avoided Ke Chen's hand and returned to the bed, rolled up most of the quilt, and pretended to complain: "Every time you have a good time, you turn your head and go to sleep. Why do you care about my life? , if you wear a condom, it will save me trouble."

Ke Chen almost laughed out of anger: "Do you have a conscience? Tell me, when did I not carry you to clean up after finishing?"

Guo Zichen couldn't think of anything, so he wanted to say something to attract Ke Chen's attention, so that he would stop thinking about the sound of the phone dropping, and in desperation, he began to act coquettishly and cutely: "Hmph, if I say yes, I will! Anyway, anyway If you don't wear a condom from now on, don't touch me!"

For some reason, Guo Zichen's actions suddenly made Ke Chen silent. Guo Zichen stared at his dark eyes, not knowing where he made a mistake, and said cautiously, "What happened suddenly... I'm just joking, don't be angry."

Ke Chen stared straight at Guo Zichen, and said coldly, "Guo Zichen, you have something to hide from me."

Guo Zichen was at a loss: "What did you suddenly say?"

Ke Chen: "You are too abnormal today."

Guo Zichen's reaction was too deliberate. After living together for so many years, how could Ke Chen not understand Guo Zichen's behavior? That person would rather yell at others and throw dishes and bowls than say a single word of coquettish nonsense to him, Ke Chen It felt like he was in a hurry to hide something, but he was staring at the pile of condoms, thinking wrongly.

"Guo Zichen, you didn't hide this trick for your two bodyguards, did you?"

Guo Zichen didn't understand, and was a little stunned: "What do you mean?"

Ke Chen felt that he was pretending to be stupid: "I'm asking you, have you ever cheated on a bodyguard?"

The question was explicit and insulting, Guo Zichen was stunned, and asked dully, "How is that possible?"

The corner of Ke Chen's mouth curled into a sarcastic smile: "You have seduced the old man who is almost sixty, what else is impossible?"

"Ke Chen!" Guo Zichen couldn't say anything out of anger, and his unvented emotions were like a fire, burning his internal organs to the point of exploding: "*** is a stupid bitch!"

"I just love to seduce the old man, and I also love to seduce the young and strong bodyguards, all of them are better than you!"

Ke Chen's face turned cold, he pulled Guo Zichen's hair, and dragged him from the master bedroom on the second floor to the guest room on the first floor.

With a bang, Guo Zichen was pushed down on the floor of the bedroom of the two bodyguards.Guo Zichen was in pain, but he didn't seem to be in pain. He got up, pushed open the cabinet and grabbed five or six iron hangers, and slapped Ke Chen in the face. Ke Chen was already half a head taller than Guo Zichen, so Ke Chen hid , the hanger was only pulled around Ke Chen's neck.

The two bodyguards were already asleep, but suddenly they came out like this, and they were a little confused. Seeing Guo Zichen being kicked on the ground by Ke Chen, they reacted and hurried to fight.

Without waiting for anyone to persuade him, Ke Chen suddenly stopped himself.

"Have you two done anything with him?" Ke Chen stared at Liu Yang and asked.

Liu Yang and another bodyguard said in unison: "No! Boss, please don't wrong us!"

Ke Chen stared at Guo Zichen and smiled: "Then why don't we play 4P today?"

"No! Ke Chen, if you let them touch me, I'll fucking stab you to death!" Guo Zichen had never been so wronged before, and his current mood was filled with despair and fear, and he wanted to cry.

Ke Chen approached him, pinched his chin to make him look at him: "Why? Didn't you say that they are better than me?"

Ke Chen forced him to give in, but Guo Zichen was so angry that he gritted his teeth and didn't say a word. Ke Chen looked at the other two people in the room: "You two come over and strip him of his clothes."

Liu Yang and another bodyguard hesitated for a few seconds, but obeyed the order and stripped Guo Zichen naked.Except for Ke Chen, it was the first time in his life that he was naked in front of other people, his shame was about to crush him, and he was even more afraid of being touched by others, so he yelled at Ke Chen desperately: "The fuck is a psycho! You must die! Your whole family deserves to die!"

Ke Chen kicked Guo Zichen angrily: "You're still stubborn! Guo Zichen, I insist on curing your bad temper!"

Ke Chen knelt down, gritted his teeth and said, "I'll let them see how rough you were when you were raped today!"

It was the first time in Liu Yang's life that he saw a man having sex with a man, but this first time caused a lot of shadow in his young heart. He looked at the rough affair in front of him stupidly, wondering if this world really existed, and he heard the words in his throat. A voice came out: "Bleeding, bleeding..."

It's just that the voice was too small, covered by Guo Zichen's crying, no one heard it except himself.

In fact, after returning today, Liu Yang suffered a lot in his heart. His duty was to keep Guo Zichen safe and report his whereabouts. He took the money from Boss Ke himself. He should have followed professional ethics. He planned to talk to the boss early tomorrow morning Confess everything, even if he was fired and beaten, he would admit it, but now seeing Guo Zichen being tossed by the boss like a rag, he realized that he couldn't say anything, he couldn't let the kind-hearted people who wanted to find a job for him be punished because of his few words. Be spoiled.

Afterwards, Ke Chen threw Guo Zichen into the bathtub and warned: "No matter what you are planning, as long as you dare to touch others, I will throw you to the bodyguards."

Guo Zichen lowered his head, and repeated the sentence: "You're such an idiot."

The voice was not loud, but Ke Chen could hear clearly: "Don't you have a long memory?"

Guo Zichen looked up at him: "Tell me, what's the point of us living like this?"

Ke Chen glanced at him, his angry eyes suddenly became very lonely: "No way, Xingmu can't come back."

As soon as this name was mentioned, Guo Zichen's heart felt as if it had been pierced countless times with iron needles, bloody and painful.He suddenly stood up from the bathtub, almost hysterical: "Am I the same as him, and you will feel bad after death? Let me tell you, I don't! I want to live forever in my Guo Zichen appearance, so that you Can't get him!"

Guo Zichen thought that Ke Chen would be furious, and he had already grabbed the mop in the bathroom at some point in his hand, but he didn't know which words in this sentence hurt Ke Chen. Ke Chen was stunned for a few seconds, and then looked at him with a complicated expression. He, he walked over slowly and hugged Guo Zichen, trying to heal the thorns on his body: "I'm sorry, I didn't want you to become him."

Guo Zichen scolded him for being crazy, but it was only at that moment that he realized that he might really have a mental problem. Why was his patience with Guo Zichen so low? If he did something wrong, he wanted to force him to admit it.In the past, he attributed his violent behavior to the fact that Guo Zichen was not as good-tempered as Lin Xingmu, but now he suddenly couldn't understand whether it was Guo Zichen who was not like Lin Xingmu or Lin Xingmu who was not like Guo Zichen.

Guo Zichen sneered at Ke Chen, and still did not let go of the mop: "Whether you want it or not, I will never become him."

Ke Chen asked, "Are you angry?"

Guo Zichen wanted to smash Ke Chen's head with a mop, but his hands trembled, but his mouth was weak: "Go out, I'm going to take a shower."

Ke Chen picked him up and filled the bathtub with water again: "I'll wash it for you."

"Chenchen, I'm sorry, I may be like you too much, I apologize to you for what happened today, can you forgive me?"

Listening to Ke Chen's nonsense, Guo Zichen didn't even bother to put on an appearance. He filled the bathtub with bubbles and stretched out his hand to pat it.

Seeing him like this, Ke Chen panicked for some reason. He lowered his head and kissed him, coaxing him: "I'll ask the company for a leave later and take you abroad, okay? Where do you want to go?"

Guo Zichen stopped patting the water and rolled his eyes: "I want to go to Mars."

Ke Chen: "Let's go to the Sahara Desert. Didn't you always want to go there to look at the stars?"

As a result, the next day, Ke Chen really took Guo Zichen to Africa.

The hot weather, the endless sand piles, and the beautiful night sky, everything there shocked Guo Zichen. It became one of the few good memories of Guo Zichen and Ke Chen during the three years together. The pain is evenly matched.

The night before Guo Zichen left, Jing Yumo gave birth to a baby boy. The baby was healthy. When the baby was born, Ke Chen took the baby home from the hospital and put him on a small crib, allowing Guo Zichen to touch his little hand.

Guo Zichen asked if he had named the child. Ke Chen said that Jing Yumo named him Ke Ke, but he didn't like it, so he asked Guo Zichen to name him.

Guo Zichen lowered his eyelids. He is leaving tomorrow. He wants to leave behind the grievances of the past and start a new life in a strange environment. Let the past go with the wind, not to mention the grievances between adults. children bear.

"Let's call him Ke Ke." Guo Zichen sat down beside Ke Chen, and said slowly, "Otherwise, we'd better send him back to his mother."

Ke Chen thought he was taking care of the Jing family, and explained: "Don't worry, I have given enough benefits to the Jing family, no one will come to ask for a child."

Guo Zichen had no mother since he was a child. Fortunately, Guo Zhanxiong loved him very much. Even so, when he was ignorant, he still had a harder life than other children. What's more, he couldn't guarantee that Ke Chen would love this child.

"Just born without a mother, don't you think it's cruel to him?"

Ke Chen took Guo Zichen's hand and smiled softly: "Why are you motherless, you are his mother."

Guo Zichen: "..."

Guo Zichen was choked, and was so angry that he couldn't speak.

Seeing his shriveled look, Ke Chen rarely smiled with his eyes bent, but Guo Zichen was stunned. He hadn't seen Ke Chen smile at him like this for a long time, and then he remembered that when he saw Ke Chen for the first time, the man's The eyes are obviously very gentle.

Seeing that Guo Zichen was in a daze, Ke Chen raised his hand and gently flicked his head. Guo Zichen came back to his senses and couldn't help laughing with him. Ke Chen looked at him, his expression suddenly became serious. He took out an exquisite small wooden box from the bookshelf, He walked to Guo Zichen and squatted down, then opened the box, slowly landed on his right knee, knelt on one knee, and said slowly:

"Chenchen, today's time is not romantic, nor is the location, but there are some things I want to tell you now, and I don't want to wait any longer."

"We broke up before, I hit you, you said I was not good to you before, but even though we have gone through so many things, I never stopped loving you, saying these, I am not asking you to forgive my past, I want to Please accept my future. If you don’t like it, I will change it. If I beat you and scold you to make you unhappy, you will leave me with your family property and Xiao Ke. This bastard, Dust, as long as you want, I will give you everything According to your."

Ke Chen took out the ring in the wooden box, cupped Guo Zichen's left hand and kissed his palm: "So Chenchen, please accept me now, promise me that you will be mine for the rest of your life, and you are willing to spend the rest of your life with me, okay?"

This confession was not so affectionate, but it still succeeded in capturing Guo Zichen's fragile heart. He covered his face and wept, happy and heartbroken. He loved Ke Chen. He had waited for these words for a long time, but now, can he go back?

Guo Zichen wasn't even sure, Ke Chen called his name, thinking of him or Lin Xingmu.

Ke Chen knelt for as long as Guo Zichen cried, and when his crying gradually turned into sobbing, he asked Ke Chen, "Do you want to say these words to Lin Xingmu, or to me."

Ke Chen threw himself into his arms, pressed the top of his head and kissed him: "Chenchen, it's you."

Guo Zichen was melted by his simple four words, he rushed towards Ke Chen, pressed him to the ground, hooked his neck and entangled with Ke Chen's lips and teeth.

I just kissed him and shed tears. If we meet to miss each other, I don't want to miss every chance to love you.

Guo Zichen lay on Ke Chen's shoulder, opened his hands and put the little ring on the left and right ring fingers, the size was just right.

Guo Zichen kissed Ke Chen's neck, and whispered in Ke Chen's ear, "Brother Chen, I love you, always, very much."

Something burned Ke Chen's heart, and his heart was warm and hot. Only Guo Zichen could make him happy.Ke Chen asked Guo Zichen to put the other ring on his ring finger, and the tide of emotions turned into a few words and passed to Guo Zichen: "Chenchen, I love you too."

Memories are enough, all of today is enough for Guo Zichen to support the difficult days in the future.

In the early morning of the next day, Ke Chen was still asleep. At this time, the midsummer sky had already turned white. Guo Zichen simply put on a T-shirt and went out. He never came back after that.