I was a stand-in for those years

At this time, Ivan Kaf, who was far away in Moscow, was still the same him back then, with blond hair, blue eyes, and a tall figure, but compared with a few years ago, there were a few dark brown scars on his face.

That year before Zhang Chengwen returned to China, Ivan Kraft was his second brother's boyfriend and his immediate boss.

He was sent to Russia for training at the age of eight, and Ivan Kraft was only a teenager.When he first came, Xiao Chengwen couldn't bear the strict training in the army, so he couldn't help calling his mother and crying and saying that he wanted to go home. His mother comforted him and promised to bring him back, but he waited and waited, feeling very nervous. After more than three months, his mother still did not come to pick him up.

Xiao Chengwen was angry and anxious, he felt so miserable, and felt that his mother had abandoned him, so during a field training, he deviated from the established route and dreamed of running home, but got lost in the Siberian forest .

He was in the forest from day to sunset.Children's imaginations are the most abundant. Children at this stage are especially afraid of ghosts. When it gets dark, those ignorant views of the world in their minds will turn into ghosts and ghosts, haunting the dark woods. Every leaf is like a ghost. When he blows, he makes a creepy laugh.

Xiao Chengwen's feet were blistered by the small army green leather shoes, and he was afraid of the dark, so afraid that he hid his head under the tree roots and cried. He prayed that the last slant of the setting sun would not pass away, and that someone would come to save him.

The ghosts in his head seemed to burst out of his eyes, and he waved his fists, crying to let them go away, and kept crying until there was a rustling sound from the low bushes not far away. It was someone from their team who came to rescue him, so he raised his head and looked over.

With a roar, a huge black shadow gradually approached. After Xiao Chengwen saw what it was, he was so frightened that he couldn't move.

It was a black bear showing dark white fangs.The black bear walked towards him slowly. In the quiet forest, Xiao Chengwen could feel the tremor of the ground when it stepped on the ground, and every step was the sound of walking towards death.

He stared blankly at the monster rushing towards him, thinking about his parents and two older brothers who loved him, and then closed his eyes.

Time stayed at this moment, until a gunshot pulled his mind back, and he saw the bear fall ten meters away from him.A few minutes later, Ivan Kraft rushed over from the trajectory of the bullet with a sniper rifle on his back, hugged Zhang Chengwen in a panic, and comforted him in his ear: "Okay, okay, don't be afraid, it's okay."

Xiao Chengwen touched the gun on his back, and replied blankly: "It's so cool...Brother, can you shoot that bear from a long distance away?"

Ivan Kraft heard that Xiao Chengwen was missing, so he ran out to look for him without waiting for instructions from his superiors. There were many wild animals in the forest, and he was afraid that Xiao Chengwen would have an accident.

Unexpectedly, the child didn't cry or fuss, and asked such a serious question.

Ivan Kraft picked him up and answered him with a smile: "Yes."

Zhang Chengwen has a deep affection for Ivan Kraft, he regards him as his third brother, and he is also glad that he is his second brother's boyfriend and can become a relative with him.

Every step of the arrangement in the army is confidential. Zhang Chengwen did not know that Ivan Kraft was sent to the Middle East to maintain peace. When we saw him again, he was rushed back to Russia by helicopter. With scars all over his body, he lay in the hospital for several months.

His lover's life was at a critical moment, but his second brother disappeared without a trace.A few months later, Zhang Chengen brought a beautiful Russian woman to the ward.

He put the carnations he had brought into a vase and said to the unconscious person on the hospital bed who was still wearing an oxygen mask, "I will get married next week. I hope you can wake up and attend my wedding. By the way, I will I can't go on missions with you anymore, I... have already retired from the army."

After Zhang Chengwen finished listening, it was as if time had stopped, and his brain lost its sense: "Brother, what did you say?"

His second brother smiled at him, "I'm getting married next Friday, you remember to go back to China."

Zhang Chengwen couldn't believe it.He had watched the relationship between his second brother and Ivan Kraft all the way. Even he, an outsider, felt that their relationship should not allow others to intervene, and he never thought that any of them would give up on each other.

He grabbed Zhang Chengen's collar and swung him against the wall, growling: "Brother has been in the ward for the past few months. I don't know where to spend my life. The first thing I say when I come back is that you are getting married?"

Zhang Chengen was not angry with him, he shrugged and made a helpless expression: "I can't get married?"

He glanced at the person on the bed: "He is unconscious now, maybe he will become a vegetable in the future, and I will guard him for the rest of his life? What do you think I am, lover?"

Zhang Chengwen's eyes widened, the person in front of him didn't seem to be his second brother.

The relationship of more than ten years was wiped out in an instant because of the injury of the lover. What kind of scum is this, that he will not even pretend to be affectionate when the lover is in danger.

Zhang Chengwen calmed down, turned his back to the two, gritted his teeth and said, "Since second brother thinks so, I, an outsider, have no right to say anything. I wish you and sister-in-law happiness."

His second brother thanked him and left with the beautiful Russian woman.Until Ivan Kraft woke up, recovered, and was discharged from the hospital, he never came to the hospital to see him again.

Looking at the person on the hospital bed, Zhang Chengwen felt sorry for this powerful brother for the first time.Even Zhang Chengwen, a junior, could guard in the ward, but the so-called lover didn't want to take a look.

When people are in danger, withdraw and leave, love is really cheap and worthless.

In Zhang Chengwen's impression, his second brother is an upright and charming person.He respects Zhang Chengen as he respects his father.

Because that person would scold him for his elder brother who killed his mother and went to the United States to raise an assassination force in captivity. He would also care about him, accompany him, and even fished him out of hell several times.

But now, his falsehood reflected on the misty bubble has finally been punctured.

Ivan Kraft's parents were both soldiers. He died in the line of duty when he was a baby. His family only had a grandfather who retired from the army in the former Soviet Union. The old man was in his eighties and was unable to take care of the hospital bed. on the grandson.At this critical moment, his homosexuals also abandoned him.

The so-called duckweed and helpless people are talking about people like Ivan Kraft.

Zhang Chengwen didn't go to his second brother's wedding.So that later, after returning to China, he no longer wanted to set foot in the military and political circles, and he had nothing to do with Ivan Kraft.

Whether it was out of concern from friends, or to redeem some sins for his bastard second brother, Zhang Chengwen ignored his father's urging and orders, and stayed in Russia to take care of Ivan Kraft until he was discharged from the hospital.

At that time, Ivan Kraft's health improved, and when he gradually became conscious, he muttered something intermittently in his mouth. Zhang Chengwen listened closely and realized that it was his brother's name.

When he opened his eyes, the first person he saw was Zhang Chengwen, and he couldn't hide the disappointment in his eyes.

He uttered some fragmentary words one after another: "Xiaowen, where's your second brother?"

Zhang Chengwen squeezed out a stiff smile on his cold face: "My second brother has been taking care of you these few months, but a few days ago my father ordered him to return to China, so he arranged for me to stay and take care of you."

After Ivan Kraft heard this, his pale face was full of worry: "Are you going on an urgent mission? You tell him to be careful."

"It's not that you don't know that my second brother is like a bandit leader, and he won't suffer no matter what."

Days passed, but there was no news from Zhang Chengen, Zhang Chengwen had been accompanying him to recover, and he was unwilling to mention his second brother, all of which made Ivan Kraft feel something was wrong.

That day, Zhang Chengwen supported him for a walk in the hospital garden. The two of them were tired from walking, and they sat on the bench to rest. He asked Zhang Chengwen, "Tell me the truth, is Cheng En injured?"

Ivan Kraft never thought that Zhang Chengen would unilaterally break up with him, let alone abandon him to marry a wife and have children. He just thought that he was injured at work.

Zhang Chengwen really couldn't make it up anymore. Since he was a child, he hated others telling lies, and he couldn't tell lies.He walked to an open space and called his second brother.

The call was connected quickly, and Zhang Chengen still said in his usual frivolous tone: "Yo, you still know that there is a brother like me? Are you planning to live in Russia and not come back?"

Zhang Chengwen didn't want to talk nonsense with him, so he said bluntly: "Brother doesn't know about you yet, he thought you were injured. Now he is in the recovery period and needs to stabilize his mood. Please do me a favor and comfort him." He's out of the hospital, and I'll find an opportunity to explain it to him."

Zhang Cheng'en didn't make a sound, but Ivan Kraft picked up the phone, worried about him: "Cheng'en, are you okay?"

Zhang Cheng'en didn't know what his second brother said to Ivan Kraft, he only knew that Ivan Kraft's affectionate eyes turned gray little by little, without tears and too much emotion, sitting on the bench like a dummy .

At that time, Zhang Chengen said to Ivan Kraft: Sorry, I got married and had a child while you were in a coma.He is a very handsome boy. I hope you will have a daughter in the future, so that they can continue our relationship and give this relationship a good ending.

Later, Zhang Chengwen took the photo of the newborn Xiao Xianyin and handed it to Ivan Kraft. Ivan Kraft stroked the cute child in the photo, with tears in his eyes but gentle, "It really looks like him. This little guy What is your name?"

When Xianyin was just born, Zhang Chengen shook the baby's little hand and said to the unknowing baby: "Your mother is a pianist and likes music. Then you...then you can be called Xianyin?"

Zhang Chengwen really didn't know how his second brother could be so affectionate to a woman who got married after only a few months of acquaintance.

Zhang Chengwen thought for a while, but he didn't say it after all: "This child doesn't have a name yet."

Since then, Ivan Kraft has never mentioned Zhang Chengen again, as if he has never known him, never heard of him, and never loved him.

Gradually, he remembered the oriental boy who picked flowers for him in the Siberian wild area, held him in front of him and said, "You are so beautiful, can you marry me?" The bandit leader who stole two old hens from a farm several kilometers away to make chicken soup for himself turned into a blurred figure.

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After listening to it, Ke Chen just asked, "Do you love him or not?"

Zhang Chengen closed his eyes, and answered simply: "Love..."

"But do you understand that if you can't protect the person you love, stay away from him and don't bring him any harm."