I was a stand-in for those years

Ke Chen seems to have a good temper, but in fact he doesn't take anyone seriously. He doesn't allow others to question what he believes, and he doesn't allow others to mess with him, such as the relationship between him and Guo Zichen. Like is like, never considered Guo Zichen's position, of course, even less bothered to explain.

From the day Guo Zichen broke up with Ke Chen because of Jing Yumo to Guo Zichen's senior year, Guo Zichen has had troubles many times over the past year, and Ke Chen would ask him at first, "What's the matter? Why are you angry?" ", later Ke Chen figured it out, it was nothing more than "Who is Jing Yumo, are you going to marry her, do you love me or not?" Threatening him with harsh words on the bed not to mess around or to break up, and then fuck him so viciously until he whimpered and cried, he was honest.

When Guo Zichen was just in his senior year, Ke Chen asked him to come to his company for an internship, thinking that he would stay by his side directly after graduation, but Guo Zichen hesitated, always saying that he was considering it, but he was not sure what to say.

Ke Chen didn't force it, as long as it was within his control, he let him do it. But one day the two of them had dinner at home, and Guo Zichen not only followed Ke Chen to work in the kitchen, but miraculously took the initiative to wash the dishes after the meal. Then he knew that Guo Zichen must have some kind of evil idea in his heart.

Ke Chen pressed the remote control to play TV, Guo Zichen sat down next to Ke Chen like a kitten, and stretched out his little hand to gently scratch Ke Chen's thigh, Ke Chen raised his chin to look at him, looking busy son's appearance.

"Brother Chen, I want to discuss something with you." Ke Chen didn't answer him, and kept pressing the remote control in his hand. During this period of time, all the TV shows were bubble dramas.

Guo Zichen cleared his throat, summoned up his courage and said, "Actually, I want to study abroad."

Ke Chen's hands stopped, and he turned his head with a look of astonishment: "What did you say?"

Guo Zichen thought that Ke Chen didn't hear him clearly, so he said it again, but before he could say the word "country", Ke Chen interrupted him: "Impossible, don't even think about it."

Guo Zichen got up, squatted on his toes beside Ke Chen's legs, and said seriously, "Brother Chen, don't worry, I won't borrow money from you, and I'll be back in two and a half years at most."

For Ke Chen, the cost of studying abroad may mean buying two less clothes, but for an ordinary family like Guo Zichen, it is definitely a huge sum of money. When Guo Zichen said that he would not borrow money from him, Ke Chen understood it almost instantly. What's the matter.

Seeing that Ke Chen didn't speak, Guo Zichen thought he was acquiescing, so he threw himself into Ke Chen's arms and kissed him on the cheek again and again, saying that you are the best, Brother Chen.

Ke Chen also smiled at him, saying that you can go if you want, and I respect your decision, but the next day, Ke Chen went to school, kicked Guo Zichen out of the list of government-sponsored study abroad, and clicked on it casually. I got a son from a rich family.

Ke Chen was busy with the change of the management of the head office these days, while Guo Zichen was busy preparing materials for going abroad and several important exams, so he went back to the dormitory directly.

Guo Zichen hadn't handed in all the materials yet, but the list of government-sponsored study abroad had already been announced, so he was surprised to find that he was not on the list at all.

He suspected that he had made a mistake, so he put on the short-sighted glasses he didn't often wear, and read it again carefully. If he didn't have a major in finance, he read the entire school of economics. The school, even the School of Physical Education and the School of Astronomy have read it, but they don't have their own name.He also carefully looked at the list of finance, and it is understandable that there are a few people whose grades are comparable to his, but what is going on at the end of the whole crane that is far behind him?

Guo Zichen felt cold for a while, so he angrily went to the head of the department to argue, but the other party just said that although Guo Zichen had good grades, he usually participated in few student activities and did not meet the standards.

Guo Zichen's eyes were red, and he gritted his teeth and asked the dean of the department, "Is it because I don't meet the standards, or is it because I don't have the background of others?"

Although Ke Chen was busy there, thinking that Guo Zichen should have gotten the news by now, he was sad, so he made a phone call.

Ke Chen asked him if he would go home tonight. Guo Zichen sniffed and didn't speak for a long time. Ke Chen asked him softly, "What's wrong? Who bullied you?"

Guo Zichen was angry and sad, and when he heard Ke Chen's gentle concern, he couldn't hold back the grievance, and instantly made his eyes wet.

He wanted Ke Chen to hug him, wanted Ke Chen to comfort him, wanted Ke Chen to teach those bastards a lesson for him, but he couldn't say anything.

In fact, ever since Jing Yumo accidentally saw the photos of her and Ke Chen in Jing Yumo's dropped cell phone, he has been trying to make himself better. He wants to go abroad for further studies. He can make the gap between the two smaller, and he can earn a lot of money. He occasionally gives Ke Chen expensive gifts to make the two look more compatible, but he didn't expect that the things that were supposed to be him didn't make his wish come true.

Although he didn't want to become a trash who couldn't do anything well without Ke Chen, but what would he do now?

Guo Zichen returned to the dormitory without dinner. He covered his face with the quilt, thinking about the future, the injustice he had encountered, and the relationship between him and Ke Chen that was on the clouds. In his heart, he only felt that his eyes were pitch black, and he couldn't see even a faint fire.

"Chenchen, are you in the dormitory?" The sudden knock on the door brought Guo Zichen back to reality, followed by Ke Chen's gentle voice.

Guo Zichen was terrified, he got out of bed in a hurry, turned on the faucet and flushed his face several times before opening the door and pulling a chair for Ke Chen.

"Why did you come to the dormitory? Are you all busy with the company?"

"Not yet. But no matter how busy I am, I have to come and see you. I'm not here for a few days, and you don't know how to call me."

If it were normal, Guo Zichen would definitely go back with a smile on his face, but today he really wasn't in the mood.

"It's getting late, you go back first, and I will move back to live after I finish my work for a few days."

In mid-September, the weather was still hot during the day, but a little cold at night. Ke Chen got up, took a thin coat from Guo Zichen's closet, and covered Guo Zichen with it: "You and I go back together."

Guo Zichen threw his coat on the table, then climbed onto the bed and covered himself with the quilt: "Remember to turn off the lights and lock the door for me when you leave."

Ke Chen smiled, and squeezed into bed: "That's fine, I'll live in the dormitory today."

Guo Zichen's single bed was too much for two big men to squeeze into. Ke Chen held Guo Zichen tightly in his arms, just enough to accommodate the two of them.

Guo Zichen suddenly felt a sense of anger. He stood up abruptly and said angrily to the people below him, "Your house is such a big place, why are you crowding me here? Hurry up and leave!"

Ke Chen looked at Guo Zichen affectionately, and said calmly, "I haven't seen you for a few days, I miss you."

The grievance that Guo Zichen had just been sealed came out again in the form of a monster. He lay down facing the wall without speaking.

In the dark, Ke Chen's beautiful eyes stared straight at Guo Zichen's side face, wanting to leave him and go abroad?Absolutely impossible.

He doesn't want Guo Zichen to stay where he can't see, and he doesn't want Guo Zichen to grow up gradually, getting more and more out of his control. If possible, he even hopes that Guo Zichen will not go to work after graduation, and it will be fine to stay at home and rely on himself. .

Ke Chen turned Guo Zichen to face him, and when he touched the warm skin on his lower abdomen, he reacted, but Guo Zichen didn't have that thought, he poked his head out of Ke Chen's arm, and asked him, "Brother Chen?" , Am I particularly useless?"

Ke Chen answered very simply: "No. You have good grades and behave well in bed, so how can you be useless?"

Guo Zichen: "..."

Why does this sound so awkward?It seems very wrong, and it seems that there is nothing wrong.

Ke Chen touched Guo Zichen's exposed little head, and asked him, "How are you preparing for going abroad?"

Guo Zichen was flustered by the question. He lowered his head, his eyes were erratic, and he simply turned his head back: "Very, very good, still preparing... How about you, how is the company doing?"

Ke Chen thought for a while, and answered him, "It's a bit troublesome."

Guo Zichen didn't ask further questions, and Ke Chen didn't say much. With Ke Chen by his side, Guo Zichen fell asleep after a while.

As the days approaching graduation, each day becomes less and less, and the students around are working hard, only Guo Zichen is alone, doing nothing, aimlessly, at the hurdles of life, but lost his way.

After graduation, Zhang Chengwen will go to Milan to study for two years, pursuing art that is completely inconsistent with his appearance.Zhao Jing was reluctant to part with her left and right, crying and telling him not to be like her second brother, abandoning her lover who had been in love for several years and running away with a Russian beauty, and also said that Zhang Chengwen would marry her after returning to China.

Zhang Chengwen still said "I only think of you as my sister." Zhao Jing was more open-minded, saying that she could be both a sister and a wife.Zhang Chengwen had no choice but to think that this girl is too young, she doesn't understand anything I tell her.

When Zhang Chengwen came home at night, he turned off the light and lay on the bed with his arms under his head.He didn't know when it started, but when he saw Ke Chen and Guo Zichen walking together, he wanted to pull them away. Occasionally, when he saw the ambiguous traces on Guo Zichen's body, his heart would throb and feel uncomfortably uncomfortable.He closed his eyes and listened to his own heartbeat, recalling what he had done to him before, wondering if he would have a chance to make it up to him in the future.

If he could, he would definitely be thousands of times better than Ke Chen treated him.

Zhang Chengwen heard that Guo Zichen was going to study in the UK, but there was no news later, so he asked, but Guo Zichen gritted his teeth and said nothing. Later he learned the news that Guo Zichen's quota was suppressed, and he was angry at the injustice he suffered. At the same time angry that he didn't tell himself such a big event, Zhang Chengwen became more and more impatient when he thought about it, so that he accidentally broke a pair of chopsticks while eating.

Zhang Chengen watched his apprentice break the chopsticks with bare hands, and while sighing, he did not forget to ask the housekeeper to replace the tableware with silver products.

Zhang Chengwen called Guo Zichen, scolded him, and brought someone to the principal's office the next day.

Seeing Zhang Chengwen come in, Principal Zhao was very happy. He followed Zhang Chengwen and asked for warmth, and then chatted about his daughter Zhao Jing.Zhang Chengwen listened politely, Guo Zichen was even more speechless, and when Principal Zhao finished speaking, Zhang Chengwen said: "Uncle Zhao, Xiao Jing has indeed grown up a lot, but I didn't come here today because of her. "

Principal Zhao was obviously a little unhappy, but it was only for a moment: "Oh? Is there anything else?"

Zhang Chengwen was blunt and didn't beat around the bush: "It's because of our school's government-sponsored study abroad. My roommate ranked first in the major in the first and second year of freshman year, and second in the major in the third year of junior year. The college had already recommended him. But I don’t know why it was replaced.”

When Principal Zhao heard this, his expression became a little dark. If this kind of thing is true, he must not be tolerated: "Don't worry, Xiaowen, uncle will definitely investigate this matter."

After speaking, he called the School of Economics and hung up one after another. Guo Zichen was terrified. The headmaster personally defended himself, which made him a little flattered. Zhang Chengwen waited for the result with a blank face.

After four or five phone calls, Principal Zhao was a little puzzled: "Is this kid really as good as you said?"

Zhang Chengwen nodded: "It's absolutely true."

Principal Zhao glanced at Guo Zichen: "But, Xiaochen came to the academy before and said that this kid's quality is not good enough, so he is not suitable for recommendation?"