Cannon Fodder: Forced Counterattack

Ao Ran suddenly sat up, with such strength that Jing Fan didn't hold him for a while, his arm was numb from his shoulder, but he didn't care about these, his heart suddenly tugged, and his expression was mixed.

But he didn't speak for a while after sitting up. It was so long that Jing Fan thought he would sit all night, and it was so long that Jing Fan's heart was already suffering unbearably, so he heard him slowly say, "It's you, it's you, right?"

The voice trembled so much that it was almost out of tune, soft and astringent, it seemed to be in extreme pain, but it was like a heavy hammer hitting his heart, Jing Fan felt his heart was twisted like a knife, he loved him and hated himself, so he hurriedly sat up and hugged him In his arms, his voice was rarely choked, and he said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." as if he couldn't finish.

But what's the use of being sorry?

Can those pains and sufferings be erased and made up for by saying sorry?

"At that time when I first came to the Jing family, Xiangxiang was supposed to heal my wounds, but after you came back, I left it all to you. At that time, you would give me a bowl of porridge every day, saying it was a medicinal diet. I never Doubt, I just thought it tasted weird, I honestly drank it all, and then I went down the mountain, and the city was full of golden wood flowers, I saw it for the first time, but at that time I felt that the taste was a bit familiar." Ao Ran couldn't help laughing at himself, "Can you be unfamiliar? After drinking so many bowls, how can I be unfamiliar? Why have I never doubted it? You hate me so far, do you want me to be satisfied with life?"

Jing Fan shook his head again and again, "I don't hate it, I really don't hate it, I was confused before, I knew you were not that person, but I was still worried that you would cause trouble for us, so I used this method to torture you, I already regretted it , every time I see you hurt, I wish I could hurt for you."

Ao Ran pushed him away and sat far away from him. He suddenly didn't want to be close to this person. He came to this world out of nowhere, and took out all his sincerity and kindness. He only hoped that he could exchange his sincerity for his sincerity. He inherited What does this body that has caused such a catastrophe have to do with him?How innocent and wronged he was, why did he work so hard, why did he go to great lengths to keep them safe?But in exchange for being covered in injuries?

Jing Fan wanted to get close to him and hug him, but he didn't dare to go forward, for fear of making him even more angry, his hesitant movements seemed to be at a loss. , How terrified this moment is.

Ao Ran leaned against the wall and sneered, "Young Master Jing, I should repay you all for saving my life, right? Don't you owe me?"

Jing Fan's heart trembled, and his voice was bitter and anxious, "Ao Ran, Ran Ran..."

"I'm not that 'Ao Ran'," Ao Ran interrupted him directly, his eyes were straight, and in the dark night, he couldn't see his eyes clearly, but Jing Fan seemed to feel the firmness, "I didn't do any harm. You guys, on the contrary, you caused me to suffer from heart disease, and I don't want to worry about it anymore, we're even, I hope we'll just say goodbye and never see each other again."

He is just an outsider who has transmigrated into an insignificant cannon fodder. He should have left the scene long ago, but now he is still mixed in the protagonist's circle. It would be great if Jing Fan didn't have those thoughts about him. To be a friend, to be a confidant, but now, he finds that all his sacrifices are meaningless, and he has nothing to do but cause trouble and pain for himself.

He can ask for nothing in return, but he can't repay grievances with kindness. He is not a sage.

When he heard him say "Never see each other again", Jing Fan's eyes were red, and he knelt and took a few steps forward, holding Ao Ran's face in his hands, his tone trembling, "What do you mean? You want to go?"

When he got close, he could see the eyes of the other party, fierce, domineering, and mixed with a trace of fear, but he didn't pay attention to these, and pulled his hand away bit by bit, firmly resolute, "Yes I won't go to Zhiyao Mountain, let's part ways here, I will leave here and go elsewhere, and I hope there will be no more involvement in the future."

Jing Fan's breathing was a little short, and he stood up slightly, covering Ao Ran with his whole body. The hands that Ao Ran had pulled away just now grabbed Ao Ran's shoulders again, "You're dreaming! I won't let you go , you have to meet with me, you are mine, you can't go anywhere, you can't leave me."

Ao Ran looked at him steadfastly, word by word, "I don't owe you." Why are you so domineering, you say you like it, want to be together, do I have to accept it?

"I owe you, I owe you, if you stay with me, I will make it up to you, okay?" Jing Fan said anxiously. He has lived so many times, and he has never been so humble, but he wants to stay, wants to He is not disappointed in himself and wants to never be separated from him.

"I don't need your compensation. I also said that we are cleared. I have nothing to do with your Jing family."

"It doesn't matter anymore, Xiangxiang and the others like you very much, are you willing to leave them? And your senior brother, he is waiting for me to rescue you back, why don't you go and see him?" Jing Fan eagerly wanted to send everyone away. Pulling them all out, he couldn't keep Ao Ran, so he had to use others, whether he was selfish or shameless, he didn't care, he just wanted to keep this person.

Ao Ran's heart was really touched, how could Jing Xiang and the others give him less care and friendship?But this touching heart was quickly suppressed by him, and he calmed down.Seeing Jing Fan like this, I'm afraid he has plans to refuse to let go, if he follows him to Zhiyao Mountain, the two of them will inevitably get entangled, and then he will be alone, so he has to let him squeeze and love these other people He doesn't want to get involved, he still can't understand his own heart, and he doesn't know what he thinks, but it is right to stop the loss in time.

He had already thought about leaving Jing Fan. Being far away would also let him know that without him, he, the protagonist, is still loved by Heaven, and even if he separated, it would also allow him to calm down and know the feelings he shouldn't have. Just impulsive.

"Jing Fan, everyone has their own life, and no one should compromise for other people's wishes. It's up to me to decide whether I want to, like it or not, and whether I want to stay or not."

Jing Fan suddenly calmed down when he heard his words, and his heaving chest seemed to calm down. In the dark night, those narrow and deep eyes stared straight at Ao Ran, "Do you have to leave?"

"Yes."

The firm tone made one's heart feel as if a sword had been pierced into it, and Jing Fan suppressed the pain, cold and cruel, "Even if it's not for them? Don't you keep it for yourself?"

Ao Ran's expression changed, "What do you mean?"

Jing Fan pursed his lips, his voice was low and hoarse, "Of course, you can't do without me."

He moved his palm and pressed it against Ao Ran's throbbing chest, stroking lightly, but the words he said were extremely cruel, "Only I can save you from the pain, and no one else can save you. If you don't want to hurt anymore, you can only wait by my side."

"You..." What does this mean.

Before the next words came out, Jing Fan gagged his mouth and kissed him. The other party obviously knew what he was going to ask, "I know how to make you not hurt, I have found a way."