[Comprehensive] The fiancé he picked up by writing the article suddenly

who am I?

who am I?

who I am!

- You are my weakness.

[Winter Flower, she...]

Seijuro Akashi, who was sitting in the lounge, paused, his red pupils glanced around indiscriminately, the atmosphere of all Luoshan staff was gloomy, and no one noticed his side.Probably because he didn't expect that he would be willing to speak at this time, the voice from the depths of his consciousness was rarely dazed and helpless, Akashi lowered his eyelids, and sighed slowly: [What? ]

[She cried,] the voice paused, and then added the second half of the sentence in a stagnant and dry voice, [I have been crying. ]

[… Urging me to comfort her? ]

The voice fell silent again, and it took a long time for a soft "um": [Please. ]

Akashi ignored his unconscious territorial division, or he was very used to that person's super protection of Xiyuan Temple's winter flowers: [She will find her soon. ]

I never thought that I would leave the stage in this way. The boy with red eyes and different pupils lowered his eyes, and the girl's hoarse and desperate "It's okay—!" echoed in his mind, and a cold loneliness suddenly overwhelmed the sky. Come head on.

It seemed like he couldn't touch his girl anymore.

Just like what that person said, the boy with different pupils soon heard Dong Hua's tense voice: "Sorry, Supervisor Platinum, to bother you, I have something to say to him, and it's urgent—"

Of course he could hear the great uneasiness and fear hidden in Dong Hua's tone.

"Zhengjun..."

Through his vision, he saw Donghua standing in front of him in a panic, with an almost begging expression on her face. She seemed unable to perceive that she was shedding tears, but just stared at him blankly, her huge hope being suppressed. tied on a very fine thread.She's like an overly stubborn gambler who, until now, has deluded herself into chasing the odds.

Even though he understood that the silk thread had been broken silently and the girl's prayer was just a joke, he still stretched out his hand to Donghua, and replied softly like coaxing her countless times before: [I am here] ,I am here. ]

However, these words could not reach the girl's ears at all, and it was impossible to wipe away the tears on her face with her outstretched fingertips.

She had never cried like this before, and he felt himself half-kneeling in front of her, looking at the girl's trembling shoulders in confusion.An hour—no, half an hour ago, he could clearly hold her in his arms, kiss her forehead and cheek comfortingly, and then softly tell Donghua that there is nothing to be afraid of, and he is here.

But the one who makes her suffer so much now is him.

[Did I...do something wrong? ]

After returning from Xiyuanji's house, Akashi Seijuro had just explained the supplements to be prepared, and his mind was caught off guard. He paused, and then nodded to the servant as if nothing had happened: "These are good."

At the same time lower your eyelids: [What? ]

[… She was very ill. ]

[Yes, so the supplements are being sent over. ]

But he didn't seem to hear this sentence, and continued on his own: [It's because of me. ]

Akashi Seijuro looked at the servant who was picking out supplements in the warehouse, his eyes sank, and he didn't answer.

If he had known that it would end in such an embarrassing ending, he shouldn't have provoked her in the first place—he closed his eyes, and although he didn't feel it, the irresistible pain was still deeply rooted in his heart.She built an indestructible shell, carefully hiding herself in it, leaving only a little gap for her to poke out her tentacles to the outside world tremblingly.

And he used patience and love as bait to coax the girl out, making her hesitantly walk from the shell to his embrace step by step.

In the end, the embrace turned into nothingness.

Pulling her out of the quagmire of life, and almost extravagantly making up for warmth and light, she just recovered from the "flattered" stage, and when she was confidently and boldly preparing to move towards happiness, she turned her head and was pushed deeper the abyss.

Can a cat that has been abandoned twice still dare to trust humans?

"Dong Huahua won't let her go if she's determined. If you're holding onto the idea of ​​'casually playing around in your school days', I advise you not to provoke her! She...she can't bear to abandon her so casually."

The words Suzuki Sonoko once said suddenly came to mind again. At that time, I swore to answer without any hesitation, but now I think about it, it is actually a kind of irony.

She shouldn't be raised so squeamish, Akashi thought this way, if she hadn't been allowed to have such a deep dependence on him at the beginning, wouldn't she be better now?

It took a long time for Donghua's illness to recover, and she shut them both out at once. Naturally, his anxiety was no less than that of the other Akashi Seijuro.

[Don't think about what happened to my mother at that time. ]

Facing the blunt words that suddenly sounded in his consciousness, Akashi Seijuro, who was watching the door of Fuyuka's bedroom, paused, and then sighed helplessly: [Did you start to lose your temper when you couldn't see her? ]

[......]

[I'm not Donghua, acting like a baby and looking for the wrong person. ]

[Have all the supplements been sent in? ]

[…] Akashi Seijuro was silent for a while, and did not express his opinion on such a simple and rude transfer of the topic. The family doctors who came and went looked hurried, and he was not in the mood to fight, [Send it in. ]

However, after a while, the maids with distressed faces came out of the bedroom in a line, holding almost unmoved tonics and medicinal soups in their hands.

Akashi Seijuro immediately got up from the sofa to greet him, and when he saw the situation in the medicine cup, his brows furrowed instantly, and his words were a little anxious: "Miss didn't eat? Could it be that you can't eat?"

The maid looked at her nose, nose, and heart, and replied respectfully: "Miss said she had no appetite, and felt retched after eating, so she had to take a nutritional injection."

Akashi almost forgot how he got there during that time, if Fuyuka refused to see Akashi Seijuro, then he would not be able to see Fuyuka either.Some things need to be seen with one's own eyes to be steadfast, but the family doctors are always sullen and vague, almost writing the words "the situation is not good" on their foreheads.

When he finally recovered, he breathed a sigh of relief.Akashi Seijuro secretly placed a lot of bodyguards around Donghua, but he didn't express any opinions, it should be said that he also agreed with this approach.

Later, Donghua asked Akashi Seijuro to meet at the coffee shop next to Luoshan, and he also saw her for the first time since WinterCup.

She has lost a lot of weight, the cute baby fat curves on her cheeks have disappeared, her chin is too sharp, her figure is also quite thin, and her pale face will disappear transparently in the air in the next second. feel.

"Thank you Akashi for your kindness, but this is too expensive, I dare not accept it." Donghua said, pushing the gift box back to his face.

So his gaze followed Akashi Seijuro to the diamond ring on the ring finger of the girl's left hand.

ring finger.

Akashi's heart was suddenly filled with an indescribable and unknown emotion, so sour that people couldn't help crying. He stared blankly at the brilliance on the base of the girl's pale fingertips, and suddenly remembered the night of his birthday party. , in his room, a drunken girl with flushed cheeks hugged his neck softly and giggled.

Akashi took off the tiring jewelry for her, and kissed her lips from time to time: "So happy?"

"This!" Donghua exposed the back of her left finger to his eyes like a treasure, the diamond ring on the base of her middle finger was dazzling under the light, the girl squinted her eyes and smiled contentedly, "I like it every time I see it!"

"With this, I am Zhengjun's bride..." She murmured like this, while finding a comfortable position in his arms, she rubbed her head to one side and fell asleep peacefully.

"..." He stared at the girl's sweet side face for a long time, and finally smiled indulgently and affectionately. He rubbed Donghua's face, and said softly as if promising something, "I will still be here in the future." There will be better."

He seemed to have made too many promises to her that could never be fulfilled—either to go to Shimogamo Shrine to fulfill her wish, or to visit her mother.

Through Akashi Seijuro's vision, he watched Fuyuka's thin and straight back, and his colder but emotionless face...but he saw the girl hugging her knees, shrinking herself into a small ball, helpless. sobbed helplessly.

And he called her name over and over again, even if he was only a few feet away, it was impossible to convey it to her.

Maybe it was really blamed by the god of good marriage, not only Donghua's wish, but even the wish he secretly made did not come true.

However, when Donghua also showed a smile to that person, the expected sourness was minimal, and it was more of a sigh of relief.

[you--]

[Long time no see,] Akashi Seijuro just came out of the ward. It was cold and steep in late winter and early spring. He breathed out a breath of white steam in the dry and cold air, and his steps were brisk, [Haven't spoken for a long time. ]

[...Will you treat her well? ]

[…] Akashi Seijuro barely reacted when he heard this sentence at first, he blinked, and then laughed dumbly, [Do you actually have such meaningless conversations?There is no need to prove a theorem like one plus one equals two, right? ]

[…] Akashi didn't respond to the joke, his tone was still gloomy, [Take good care of her. ]

Akashi Seijuro seems to be doing better than him. Donghua is softer than before, which is actually understandable. He always wants to build her a golden house so that she can live in it without worry. Donghua As long as you are behind him, he will settle everything for her.But Akashi Seijuro directly led her to the front of the people, and stood silently behind her, and Donghua could see his figure in a blink of an eye.

With him around, Donghua must be happy forever.

[It's time to say goodbye. ]

[what are you saying? ]

Akashi looked at Nash who was approaching in front of him: [The eyes of the emperor of heaven are not inferior to the eyes of the devil, but they are not complete enough, and the reason is very simple - because this body is divided into two people, so I choose to disappear and return everything. for you. ]

The boy with red golden eyes turned his head, looked across 420 square meters, and accurately caught the platinum-haired girl in the crowded auditorium—she stood up with her mouth covered in disbelief, as if she had a premonition of something Normally, Donghua rushed to the railing in two steps and three steps, and waved her hands desperately at him: "Zhengjun—Zhengjun—!! Don't!"

Crying again, Akashi's eyes gradually softened, he didn't say goodbye last time, this time he made up for it.

Goodbye, and, sorry.

Just as you will never leave me whether I win or not, so I will always, always love you no matter what.

[My wish, let you realize it for me. ]

In the red maple sky that year, the red-haired boy looked sideways at the girl beside him who was making a wish piously. He moved his fingers and closed his eyes together with her.

——I want...she can be happy forever.