The days when you can only be full by becoming an internet celebrity

Shu Xin is obviously out of shape today.

Notoriously, I passed it once, but actually NGed it three times because of distraction.For other actors, NG three times is really nothing, but for Shu Xin, it is different.Seeing that she was obviously out of shape, the director still thoughtfully called out: "The more anxious you are, the harder it is to meet your expectations. Calm down and slowly understand the emotions of the characters. Everyone take a break first, and we will continue in 5 minutes."

Lu Qi also felt that something was wrong with Shu Xin today, but he didn't ask anything.As soon as the director called out, Jin Tian stepped forward to bring him water.There are still five days before the film festival opens, and the crew of "The Despicable" will not arrive in Tokyo in four days.Today's Jin Tian is an idler, and it is not boring to go to Tokyo by himself, so he just came to visit the class for two days, and watch him act by the way.

There were two tall young men, not to mention good-looking, with high eyebrows and radiant spirits.This kind of good-looking and full of aura boy will naturally attract the attention of others.

Shu Xin held the script in her hand, but her gaze couldn't help falling somewhere.Jin Tian and Lu Qiyan over there laughed at Yan Yan, when she saw Jin Tian staring at Lu Qi, a crack finally appeared on her calm face.She is very familiar with that kind of gaze. Isn't she looking at Lu Qi like this now?

With this realization in her heart, Shu Xin couldn't help lowering her head in panic, obviously she was spying on other people's secrets, but it seemed like she was worried.When filming "The Despicable", Lu Qi also came to visit Jin Tian's class.At that time, Shu Xin still regarded them as good brothers, they lived and ate together, and they were even very similar in their deeds of being brave.

Shu Xin always feels that Lu Qi is a very good boy.Needless to say about his appearance, more importantly, he is always sunny and optimistic.Even just looking at her makes her feel so much better.Just as light has a fatal temptation to darkness, people are also easily attracted to those who have another side that they do not have.Shu Xin doesn't know whether she likes Lu Qi or treats him as a straw.

Depression is a very insidious thing. It hides in dark corners, slowly eroding your passion, your hope.It is like a moth, eating away at dreams bit by bit.You can't tell what's going on, but suddenly you lose your yearning for the future and feel that everything is meaningless.You may be in pain, uncomfortable, and even want to take your own life.

This kind of invisible and intangible mental illness is actually the most terrifying.

Shu Xin has always felt that she may not live to be 25 years old, no matter how hard she tries, when she overlooks a tall building, she always has the urge to jump off.What she is doing now is just working hard, because she is afraid of being forgotten after death, so she wants to leave something in the world when she can't hold on.

She never regrets taking on "Despicable People", but she hates that she will be haunted by depression.Shu Xin once thought that she would never feel tempted in this life, until she met Lu Qi.She couldn't explain why, but she would be very happy to see Lu Qi, her heart would be beating wildly, and her person would also be alive.

She regards Lu Qi as her medicine and her salvation.But when I tried to get closer, I realized that the person I like is also liked by others.This kind of seriousness is not pleasant, especially, Lu Qi's attitude towards Jin Tian is obviously much more intimate than that with her.

There are many gays in the circle, and Shu Xin can understand and accept it.But aren't Jin Tian and Lu Qi blood-related brothers?Lu Qi knows, does his cousin like him?

In just a few minutes, Shu Xin's heart was full of turbulent waves, and it returned to calm in an instant.Even if Jin Tian likes Lu Qi, as long as they are not lovers for a day, he still has a good chance.

Having figured it out, Shu Xin devoted herself to the shooting. The director looked at her resting state and nodded approvingly.On the other side, Jin Tian slightly raised his eyebrows after reading the new text message on his phone——

Shu Xin: After the show tonight, can I have a private talk with you?

Shu Xin didn't talk about anything, but Jin Tian knew immediately that it was probably related to Lu Qi.

Lu Qi finished the day's filming, and was going to call Jin Tian to go to the street together but eat snacks.But after he sent out the invitation, Jin Tian said for the first time to let him go first, and then go to him.

There was a drizzle in the sky, Lu Qi hesitated for a while, but ran back to the room to get an umbrella, and decided to go out.When passing by the hotel lobby, Lu Qi saw from a distance that Shu Xin and Jin Tian were sitting there, Shu Xin had a serious expression on his face, while Jin Tian turned his back to him, so he couldn't see any expression.

Feelings say something, just come to chat with the girl.Lu Qi pursed his lips and wanted to laugh, but there was an indescribable feeling in his heart, he always felt a little blocked.He looked away and walked out of the hotel, opened his umbrella, and strode into the rain.

In the hotel, the conversation between Shu Xin and Jin Tian is still going on.

The two met politely, greeted politely, ordered something and sat down.

After a brief silence, Shu Xin couldn't help but said: "I like Lu Qi..." While speaking, she still didn't forget to observe Jin Tian's reaction carefully. Seeing that his expression was normal, Shu Xin didn't know what to think. asked, "You too?"

As soon as this sentence came out, Shu Xin felt a little regretful.Not to mention whether Jin Tianxi likes Lu Qi, even if he likes him, she is not qualified to ask.Shu Xin picked up the coffee, tried to hide her embarrassment, forced a smile, and said: "I was reckless, it's okay if you don't want to answer me..."

"How do you like it, how do you dislike it?" Contrary to her expectations, Jin Tian didn't show any displeasure on his face, but instead seemed to be seriously asking for advice.

"Ah?" Shu Xin was a little dumbfounded, and tried to explain to Jin Tian when she realized it, "I like the kind of people who want to live together..."

Jin Tian naturally said: "I'm living with Lu Qi now..."

"That's different. I like him because I feel happy when I see him. If I don't see him, I feel empty in my heart and I miss him. If I like him, I will be willing to share my world with him. I want to be closer to him, and then I will be closer. Some……"

As Shu Xin spoke intermittently, Jin Tian listened quietly, and what was originally puzzled suddenly became smooth.He looked at Shu Xin, and suddenly asked, "Why do you like Lu Qi?"

"Probably because he is very simple, and his smile is very warm..." Like the warm sun in winter, people can't help but want to get closer.

"You're wrong," Jin Tian leaned back on the seat, his seemingly casual aura was fully open, "You said Lu Qi was simple, but he wasn't. What you like is the Lu Qi you see, It's a perfect trait that you made up in your own brain. In fact, if you really know him, your mood will be completely different. Unlike you, I know him enough..."

Only I can be with him for a long time.