This gold master is poisonous

I don't know if it was because of the whole night's watch, but this time Gu Hang slept very deeply.

At first, Shen Xun didn't dare to move, for fear of disturbing Gu Hang's rest.The two of them just nestled together under the same quilt, the temperature was so warm that Shen Xun also fell into a drowsy sleep.

When he woke up, he opened his eyes and met Gu Hang's smiling gaze.Shen Xun blinked: "You're awake."

"Yeah." Gu Hang lifted the quilt and sat up, moving his stiff shoulders and arms.There was still some laziness and sleepiness in his expression, but it was much better than before.

Gu Hang leaned over, poured two cups of warm water on the small cabinet next to the bed, and handed a cup to Shen Xun's hand: "Are you hungry? Let's go down to eat."

Shen Xun shook his head.When he just woke up, he felt that his esophagus was stuck together, and he felt his throat was stiff even after taking a big gulp of water, so he had to sip it in small sips.He didn't sleep very deeply that night just now, a lot of thoughts about Gu Hang swirled around in his dream, making his mind messed up.

"What does shaking your head mean? Not hungry or don't want to eat, just want to listen to a story?"

Gu Hang took the initiative to bring up this section to surprise Shen Xun, but he still said honestly: "I want to hear the story."

"Memories are usually long and trivial. Although they are not dull, they are really boring." Gu Hang warned in advance: "I am not a person who is good at telling stories, Shen Xun."

"It's okay, I really want to hear about you." Shen Xun rubbed his hand and held Gu Hang's hand: "I especially want to know how you became what you are now - a person I love so deeply."

Gu Hang couldn't help laughing.

"The beginning of too many stories goes back to a long time ago, I'm afraid I can't be exempt..."

His story really started literally when he was still a baby.

In other words, this isn't just Gu Hang's story, it's more about Gu Hang's parents.

Gu Hang's father was a good businessman.He has a keen sense of smell, makes decisive moves, and is very forward-looking in dealing with business opportunities.At the same time, he loves his work, is humorous enough when getting along with business partners, and is extraordinarily dignified when facing his subordinates.

No matter in terms of social status or social relationship, Gu Hang's father is a sufficiently good and charismatic person.

But from a family point of view, he is not a very qualified husband and father.

It is true that he does not engage in extramarital affairs, does not have any involvement with other women outside, does not inflict violence on his wife, and never refuses to pay his lover the bills... He just does not care about the family.

Before and after Gu Hang's mother was pregnant, it happened to be the most active and busiest period in Gu Zeyu's business.

He had no time to take care of his wife's living conditions, nor did he care about his spouse's inner thoughts.On the surface, he has fulfilled all the responsibilities that society requires of a good husband - giving his wife a lot of money, taking time out of his busy schedule to personally accompany her for three prenatal checkups, hiring the best nurses, and not cheating on his wife when she was pregnant. , When the other party had dystocia, he decisively chose Mr. Bao...

But he also read the countless messages sent by Gu Hang's mother and counted them. He hastily ended every call from the other party for work and meetings. I haven't talked with my wife for more than half an hour for half a year.

Under such neglect and neglect, he did not know that his wife suffered from severe postpartum depression and delusions of persecution.

When he said this, Gu Hang gave a wry smile, he spread out one hand and looked at the lines on his palm: "You once asked me what the memorial room was for, now I can tell you, it is my Where I lived as a child."

Shen Xun suddenly gasped!

He thought of the ever-changing lights, the narrow and cramped layout, and the quilts scattered on the floor... In fact, it basically occupied a small half of the room.

Shen Xun said incredulously with a trembling voice, "Where did your mother imprison you?!"

"She didn't close me, she lived there with me." Gu Hang seemed to recall some unpleasant memory, his eyes gradually darkened: "Once the condition is particularly bad, she will be extremely insecure and will take me with me It hides there, does not let any servants in, and never goes out during the day, and only goes to the kitchen to find something to eat in the middle of the night."

"But..." Shen Xun said with difficulty: "Your father never found out? Didn't he have any reaction to this?"

"He is a dereliction of duty husband and father." Gu Hang commented calmly: "But my mother always behaved relatively normal when my father came back. At that time, she would not live in that small room, and she would be able to talk to him kindly. Talking with people and taking care of housework. My father believes that seeing is believing. Although he noticed that my mother was in a bad mood, he didn’t think it was serious. He tried to appease her with money and gifts—of course it didn’t work... ...and at that time, it was not good to hear that the wife was mentally ill."

Feeling his hand being tightly clenched by Shen Xun, Gu Hang turned his head and took a deep look at him.

"Of course, my mother's condition is not always bad, sometimes it is good and sometimes bad. When her condition eases, we will move back into a normal room, and there will be teachers to teach me how to read and play with me. But when she got suspicious, she didn't allow anyone to approach me, for fear that I would be killed."

"When I was young, I thought that all the children in the world had to move upstairs and downstairs repeatedly." Gu Hangping said flatly.His casual tone made Shen Xun's heart tighten.

"Then what happened next?" Shen Xun asked in a low voice.

Now Gu Hang lives alone in Gu's house, his parents both live abroad, and Gu Hang's character is not moody, so it is not difficult to infer that the situation has changed for the better.

But Shen Xun still felt distressed.

"Afterwards?" Gu Hang's calm eyes were finally broken by pain, and he still feels sad when he recalls that incident: "My mother loves me."

When his condition improved one time, Gu Hang's mother took his initiative to take him by the hand and take him to play outdoors.

It was just an ordinary day, and maybe his mother's condition would get better because of it, maybe her condition would still be erratic, and there were thousands of directions for the future development.

However, a crazy Tibetan mastiff sprang out halfway, so there was only one possibility.

Gu Hang's mother hugged Gu Hang and ran away desperately, but how can a woman who lives in a small house all year round and refuses to even step out of the door, a woman with a five or six-year-old child in her arms, run faster than a vicious dog?

Gu Hang remembered crying so hard that he couldn't breathe.Protected by his mother, he heard the dog barking and his mother's screams, he saw the bright red color, and his nose was filled with the smell of blood.

Maybe mothers in the world, no matter how insane or timid they are, their first reaction is always to protect their children.

Gu Hang was severely frightened, but there was no trauma on his body.

But his mother was bitten in eleven places, and the entire lawn was dripping with blood.She fainted and had no energy left to cover Gu Hang's eyes, so when Gu Hang crawled out from under her, her eyes were all red.

Shen Xun trembled involuntarily.

He thought of Gu Hang's fear of Bai Xue, and the absurdity he felt when he first heard the news that Gu Hang fainted from fright after being bitten by Bai Xue's milk teeth on his leather shoe - this is not ridiculous at all, it is obviously too cruel!

Whether it's this past event, or the self who didn't know anything about it at the time, and was secretly happy for Gu Hang to leave Bai Xue behind, it's too cruel.

"Is Han Shenglin an idiot?" Shen Xun asked bitterly, "Why did he give you a dog?"

"He didn't know the reason why I was afraid of dogs." Gu Hang shook his head: "Later, Liang Mu told him——Liang Mu knew a lot about me."

The vicious dog was finally beaten to death on the spot by the owner who brought someone from behind. Gu Hang and his mother were sent to the hospital together. Gu Hang's father, who was away all year round and never saw the dragon, finally realized what happened in his home.

"He just started to face up to his wife's illness and his son's living environment." Gu Hang said sarcastically.Shen Xun previously felt that the atmosphere between Gu Hang and his father was strange, but now he understands the root of the subtle confrontation between father and son.

"My condition has improved, but my mother's condition has become more serious." Gu Hang narrated blankly: "This accident made her mentally unstable for a long time..."

"Brother Hang," Shen Xun interrupted him with difficulty: "Is that dog an accident?"

"Yes. I was worried about the results of my father's investigation, and I checked it three or four times myself. The dog refused to accept it when it was at the owner's house. It bit the sister of the family that day and broke free and ran out. Besides attacking my mother Also attacked an antique dealer who came to visit someone else's house."

"The only reason I can have a good conversation with my father now is that he made up for it afterwards like a man." Gu Hang stirred his hand in his pocket, took out his cigarette case and pushed it back.

"Let's smoke it, I don't mind." Shen Xun said hastily.

"Smoking is prohibited in the hospital." Gu Hang shook his head.

His father was obviously shaken by this, and after the incident he returned to his wife and never left her again.

Regardless of whether he gave up the next step in his career at his fingertips to accompany his partner to curb the disease, do medical rehabilitation, and travel around the world to find excellent doctors, etc., is out of morality, loyalty, or recalls the early two. When the two were in love, he did his best to make up for it.

But there will still be cracks when the broken ones are put together again, and he missed the best time to repair.

Gu Hang hated him from the bottom of his heart for a long time, and Gu Hang's mother's condition rarely improved within a few years.

After being busy for a long time or under great pressure, Gu Hang still dreamed of that day when he dreamed back in the middle of the night.

Blood, screams, and dogs.

"I swear, Shen Xun, if I have a family, if I have a lover, I will never be as negligent as my father, and I will never be as indifferent as him. I will treat my lover carefully and maintain this relationship with all my heart. Family. Nothing, money, power, or fame, can make me treat my family with contempt."

"When I saw your acute appendicitis attack, I really panicked. You told me about the pain in the right abdomen several times before, but I didn't take it to heart... I blamed myself and panicked. "

Gu Hang turned his head to look at Shen Xun, his dark eyes that were always smiling were a little dazed at this moment.

"I'm scared."