dreamer
Chapter 51
In a blink of an eye, it was midsummer, and there was an alternation of dry heat and hazy humidity everywhere.
The rain this year has been particularly good.
Wei Jiale squatted in front of the window sill, wiping the water stains on the floor with a rag.
I forgot to close the window last night because I couldn't take care of it.
The window sills were covered with water stains, the curtains were half wet, and there was a puddle of little rainwater on the floor.
Wei Jiale threw a rag, squatted on the ground and stared at the sky outside the window for a while, then picked up the basin and walked to the bathroom.
Ji Ziyang went to work early in the morning, and the hospital has been very busy recently, so he didn't have much time to be lazy, so Wei Jiale spent most of the day at home alone.
But he can't be idle.
After washing up, Wei Jiale nestled into the studio, busy with his work in front of the computer.
He started drawing again. The previous editor set up his own studio, and because he also knew something about Wei Jiale, he contacted him again and wanted him to work with him.
"I've seen your current work. Although it doesn't feel the same as before, the level is still here. If you have better development in the future, you can leave. Before that, you are idle. Why don't you come to help I?"
At that time, his editor persuaded him like this, and he didn't recognize him at all, "Don't think so much, if you are worthless, I won't look for you, and besides, no matter what you become, we will And always be friends."
Ah, are you friends?
Wei Jiale looked at the unfinished painting on the easel, and thought in his heart, if the person named Wei Xi heard this, he would definitely feel happy.
After thinking about it for a few days, he started working.
The studio is quite decent, and Wei Jiale will go to work step by step from the beginning, after all, he still has to learn to live on.Relying on others is worse than relying on oneself. He has understood this truth since he was a child, so he will not give up any opportunity to grow himself.
He even got himself a new hairstyle. Wei Jiale has been good at grooming himself since he was a child, and he can look handsome by tidying up casually.
On the first day of going to work, not only the new colleagues, but even the editors who were familiar with him before could not help but touch their chins and stare at him for a long time.
But those days didn't last long, and Wei Jiale still works at home most of the time.
Because Ji Ziyang seemed a little unhappy.
Ji Ziyang had been to the place where Wei Jiale worked, and Wei Jiale's desk was never short of snacks and small notes.
Once when Ji Ziyang sent Wei Jiale to work, he wanted to buy him some breakfast on the way, but Wei Jiale even said no.
"Today my colleague brought it for me, don't worry about me, don't be late."
Originally, he had good intentions, but Wei Jiale saw Ji Ziyang looking at him motionlessly with eyes that seemed shocked and stung.
Finally, Wei Jiale swallowed, and said cautiously, "I...I want to eat breakfast from Qianjie, let's go buy it, okay?"
Ji Ziyang's heart ached again from Wei Jiale's timid look, and then he smiled, "It's okay, then I'll send you to work."
Later, Ji Ziyang watched Wei Jiale walk towards the building where the studio was located, and walked in together with a young boy who saw him from a distance and waved his hand.
Ah...you can make friends already?
When he went to pick up Wei Jiale and go home from get off work at night, Ji Ziyang saw Wei Jiale who came out with a few colleagues. He was so eye-catching in the crowd, with a beautiful smile on his face, just like when he was a child in school , There are always many people around him.
Wei Jiale is really likable, in the eyes of outsiders, he is like a pure little angel.
But Ji Ziyang doesn't seem to like this very much.
He leaned over the steering wheel and sighed, mocking his uselessness in his heart.He didn't expect that he was already an adult, but he would still have the same mood as when he was a child. He was jealous of everyone who could approach Wei Jiale.
In the end, Ji Ziyang still couldn't hold back, and wanted Wei Jiale to stay at home and work if he could, like Wei Xi did in the past.
Wei Jiale didn't say much, and obeyed Ji Ziyang obediently.
But not long after, Wei Jiale enrolled himself in a lot of cram schools. When he didn't need to work, he shuttled around the city's large and small office buildings and campuses, working with people who were engaged in various jobs. study.
He thought very simply, he felt that he had slept for too long, and he needed to fill in the gaps of the past ten years little by little.
Wei Jiale is really hardworking. Apart from reading and studying every day, he is dealing with the work at hand. Although many things are still very difficult for him, he has lost too much of his life, so he has to force himself to work harder. Work harder.
Anyway, what Wei Jiale is best at is probably forcing himself, isn't it?
It wasn't for a living, and his mother was more than willing to fork over some money and do whatever he wanted so he could support himself if he wanted to.But he is still not satisfied with this, he has more ideas, he wants to enrich himself, because he wants to make himself better, he must, make himself better.
Ji Ziyang has been watching Wei Jiale from the side, not interfering with him too much, but secretly showing a panic-like emotion.
He watched Wei Jiale become more and more like a normal person, getting better every day, and he was originally happy for him.
But gradually, he found that Wei Jiale left him less and less time.
Ji Ziyang always thought that Wei Jiale was avoiding him. After hearing Wei Jiale's "liar to a fool", he finally knew why he never "got" Wei Jiale, because Wei Jiale's heart Deep down, I'm afraid I still can't believe him.
That's why you're working so hard like you are now, isn't it?
He doesn't want to depend on him.
Ji Ziyang hated this very much, but he didn't dare to say anything more easily.
He just told Wei Jiale intentionally or unintentionally, "If you have something in your heart, you must tell me, we are together, you still have me."
Wei Jiale just smiled and nodded every time after hearing such words, and then snuggled into his arms, looking so cute and well-behaved.
But turning his head, Wei Jiale still did what he was supposed to do, and didn't say much.
This made Ji Ziyang feel very depressed, and even couldn't help being a little angry. He felt that Wei Jiale didn't seem to care about him very much.
However, whenever he thought this way, Wei Jiale showed a feeling that he really cared about him.
If Ji Ziyang really showed displeasure, Wei Jiale would stand aside and look at Ji Ziyang cautiously like a child who did something wrong no matter what happened.
Only this time, he didn't silently lean on Ji Ziyang's back like in the past.
Why didn't you come over here?
Realizing this change, Ji Ziyang became more and more anxious. He felt that if he didn't do something else, he might lose Wei Jiale.
Since then, Ji Ziyang has also become absent-minded, as if he is preoccupied every day, and he seems not to care much about anything.
Moreover, his desire for Wei Jiale seems to have restrained a lot.
He won't be bored with him all the time anymore, he restrained that bondage.
Half of it was intentional. After all, this is what he is best at. He used ignoring Wei Jiale to vent his small grievances, to test whether Wei Jiale still cared about him.
But what's more, Ji Ziyang really doesn't know what to do.
He was afraid that he would do something wrong again, the closer he was to Wei Jiale, the more he would lose control, and he didn't want to do anything wrong to hurt him anymore.
Wei Jiale had suffered enough.
So all of a sudden, this day's life felt more and more like making do with it.
Both of them have thorns in their hearts, but neither of them wants to break the current peace, for fear that if they are not careful, they will lose each other again.
Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Jiale who was sitting on the ground drawing, he really couldn't lose him anymore.
They haven't been together for ten years, and they probably don't know each other very well.
But they really know each other too well. If anyone in this world knows themselves best, it must be them.
Sometimes Ji Ziyang also wanted to talk to Wei Jiale about things that were too late to say clearly.
But the time of the two people is always inconsistent, either he is busy, or he wants to be busy.
It's been a long time, and when I have another chance, I don't know where to start.
Slowly, Wei Jiale also noticed Ji Ziyang's hesitation and silence.
Ji Ziyang is angry, and Ji Ziyang is in a bad mood.
Wei Jiale thought silently in his heart, but didn't know what to do.
When he was lying on the bed at night, he wanted to touch that figure very much.But he stretched out his hand halfway and then retracted it. He didn't know if Ji Ziyang still liked the habit left over from his childhood. He didn't know if this bamboo horse who had been separated for ten years still liked it or whether he had never grown up like an ordinary person. past myself.
Perhaps, that day will finally come again.
Wei Jiale watched the sunset in the sky by himself, although it was so hot, he suddenly felt a little cold.
Maybe Ji Ziyang doesn't like him again.
Wei Jiale stopped talking, and Ji Ziyang was also listless.
The two cuddled together silently, but each had their own concerns.
They all silently guessed in their hearts that maybe he didn't want to see him at all.
It's weird, if you really don't want to see her, just don't.
Ji Ziyang has his own home, and Wei Jiale also has his own home.
But Ji Ziyang still stayed at Wei Jiale's house every day, and Wei Jiale never asked him to go home and have a look.
That must be because they are still reluctant to part with each other. After all, they are young, so the relationship must be very deep.
So is it right, they just need a pretext and an excuse that goes with the flow and won't hurt each other.
A chance to leave each other quietly.
Wei Jiale's mother occasionally came to visit her son, helping to clean up the house, cook and so on.
At the beginning, she didn't say anything, but as the days went by, when Wei's mother found that her son's house was filled with too many things about another man, she felt unspeakable.
"Lele, is Yangyang living with you now?"
Wei Jiale blinked his eyes, "Mom, I want to eat stewed meat."
"Then I'm going to buy vegetables, what else do I want to eat?...I'm asking you something."
"...Well, sometimes it will come..."
Wei Jiale touched the corner of his clothes, Mother Wei narrowed her eyes when she saw his little gesture.
She still remembered that a long, long time ago, when Wei Jiale was a child, in the middle of the night, she could always hear the sound of creeping downstairs from the corridor.Then she would get up and come to the window, watching her son struggling to climb up the wall of his small courtyard, jumping down towards Ji Ziyang who opened his arms to follow him over there.
In the next second, Ji Ziyang opened the door and came in, just like returning to his own home, still holding the key in his hand.
After dinner that day, Ji Ziyang looked at Wei's mother who had been silent all the time, stood up consciously, and said that he was going home, would he like to take his aunt back along the way.
Wei's mother thought about it, and said politely, "Yangyang hurry back, he's still going to work tomorrow, don't worry about me, I'll take a taxi back later."
Ji Ziyang glanced at Wei Jiale, Wei Jiale just lowered his head and said nothing.
So Ji Ziyang casually packed up the chargers and the like, and Wei Jiale also found a plastic bag with the name of the supermarket on it and handed it over silently. Mother said hello, and then left without looking back.
"Are you all right?" Later Wei Jiale's mother asked Wei Jiale, "You don't seem to be energetic."
Wei Jiale shook his head feebly, but smiled at his mother, "It's okay, he must be tired from a busy day."
Mother Wei smiled, and then persuaded Wei Jiale, "You too, don't work so hard on yourself, life, everyone has their own way of life, your experience is different from others, but no one needs to be with you. It's the same as anyone else, right? Just live your life."
Wei Jiale nodded silently after hearing what his mother said.
The two chatted for a while while watching TV, during which time Wei Jiale's cell phone was turned on, Wei Jiale picked it up to have a look, it was a text message from Ji Ziyang.
Did your mother go back?
No, are you home?
Yep.
rest early.
it is good.
Wei Jiale pursed his lips and threw the phone aside, feeling a little empty in his heart.
When sending Wei's mother away, Wei Jiale stood downstairs alone, and sighed as he watched the taxi drifting away.
When he got home, the lights were still on. Wei Jiale closed the door, looked at the empty room, and realized that he hadn't spent the night alone in this house for a long time.
It's so quiet, the world of one person is full of darkness.
When I was young, my mother lived with me anyway, but now he is the only one left.
It seems that this is one of the things that you need to get used to in the future, after all, he is already an adult.
Wei Jiale suddenly felt a little tired. He sat on the floor leaning against the wall of the entrance, hugged his knees, and buried his head in his arms.
After an unknown amount of time, there was the sound of a key being inserted on the door, and the door that I forgot to lock was opened in an instant.
The light in the corridor spilled in through the crack of the door, illuminating Ji Ziyang's figure, illuminating the plastic bag with the name of the supermarket printed on it in his hand, and also illuminating the momentary stupefaction on his face, It seemed that he didn't expect to see Wei Jiale sitting on the ground at the door.
Then Wei Jiale was also at a loss, he slowly stood up while leaning on the wall, staring blankly at Ji Ziyang.
The two looked at each other silently for a moment, and the next moment, Wei Jiale was pulled into Ji Ziyang's arms.
They embraced each other tightly, like long-lost lovers, as if they wanted to rub each other into their bones.
How could they be separated?
Who of them can leave who?
Ok.
Ji Ziyang couldn't take it anymore, he couldn't take another day like this.
He pressed Wei Jiale against the door, kissing him almost frantically over and over again.
How long has it been since he touched Wei Jiale?
He'd tried to give him some time, but it didn't look like it was going to work.
Apart from torturing himself insane, Wei Jiale refused to say anything to him at all.
If so, say nothing.
Does Wei Jiale want to leave him?
Impossible, stop dreaming!
Ji Ziyang carried Wei Jiale into the living room, didn't even have time to walk the few extra steps in the bedroom, directly pressed him onto the sofa, and then bit Wei Jiale's collarbone hard.
Then he felt Wei Jiale's whole body tense for a moment.
Will it hurt?It's good that it hurts, at least if it hurts, he can give himself some reaction, it's better than saying nothing, even when he sees himself angry, he won't lean over.
At this moment, a sob came from beside his ear.
For a moment, something in my heart shattered into pieces again.
Ji Ziyang let go of Wei Jiale, propped himself up and looked at him sadly.
"...Is it that difficult?"
I don't know how long it took, he asked him so.
"Trust me again, is it that difficult?"
However, Wei Jiale just covered his eyes and refused to say a word.
Ji Ziyang was silent for a while, then hugged him and straddled him into his arms. This was the best way to comfort Wei Jiale, he didn't want him to be afraid of him.
The room was still pitch black, and they could only be seen clearly by the faint moonlight.
The two hugged each other like this, quietly absorbing each other's warmth.
After a long time, Ji Ziyang suddenly said, "Jia Le, do you know why Wei Xi appeared?"
The person in his arms only shrank towards his chest, without saying anything.
"I couldn't figure it out before, I met Wei Xi, he was a completely different guy from the usual you..."
He is always listless, his back is not straight, his head is always down, his eyes are lowered, and he looks dull and dull.
"But, he is so like you..."
Slender, sensitive, fragile, helpless, and that indifferent and stubborn.
"Now I finally know that Wei Xi is actually different from Ji Changsi. He is not just your personality, in fact, he is you..."
Ji Ziyang supported Wei Jiale's shoulders, raised his head, and let Wei Jiale look at him.
"You know, right? Who is Wei Xi."
When Wei Jiale heard this, he only looked at Ji Ziyang sadly, his eyes became moist.
Who is Wei Xi?
I'm afraid no one knows better than Wei Jiale, the guy who told himself over and over again, don't get close, don't come out, isn't it the one who was suppressed by him desperately and wanted to give up constantly, that part that carries everything Do you suffer yourself?
He doesn't want to show it, he doesn't want anyone to see it, because he doesn't want to be hated, who would like himself who is so unhappy?
That's why he has to laugh desperately, that's why he has to be obedient and sensible, so that his mother can like him, so that he can't be abandoned, and most importantly, so that Ji Ziyang can like him, isn't it?
But Ji Ziyang left him in the end, it must be because he didn't perform well enough, right?
It must be because, sometimes, I still can't help showing the sadness and sadness?
It's all his fault, that's why Ji Ziyang doesn't like him.
"What are you thinking? What are you afraid of?" Ji Ziyang carefully held Wei Xi's face, "When are you going to tell me?"
Wei Jiale was still choked up and speechless.
"I like you, I love you, do you know that?"
"I-I know..."
"...You...you don't like me anymore?"
"No, it's not..."
"Then why do you always avoid me?"
"I do not have…"
"Then why don't you accept me?"
Wei Jiale wanted to stop Ji Ziyang's words, but Ji Ziyang held him down and couldn't move.
"I can't live without you, do you understand? You can't leave me, do you understand?"
Ji Ziyang waited for Wei Jiale to answer him, but Wei Jiale didn't know what to say, so he couldn't help but said, "Do you want to make another Wei Xi?"
Wei Jiale finally couldn't help crying again when he heard the words, he obviously didn't want Ji Ziyang to see him like this, but now he couldn't control it anymore.
"It's not that I don't believe you...I just, I just don't know, when will you not like me again..."
"how could be?"
"But, but you've done it once before..."
Ji Ziyang frowned, seeing Wei Jiale's tears streaming down his face, he finally understood what Wei Jiale was thinking in an instant.
"...That's why you don't want to rely on me? That's why you want to leave me?"
Wei Jiale wiped his tears, but couldn't help but chuckled, "Why would I want to leave you, I just don't want you to leave me again..."
"...I just don't know what to do to keep you by my side..."
That's why I desperately want to catch up with him, and that's why I'm so careful not to be like before, because he has messed up once, not to mention facing Ji Ziyang who is no longer what he used to be, He didn't even know what to do to make him like him all the time.
Ji Ziyang's heart felt sore, and he hugged Wei Jiale back into his arms distressedly, "...how could I not like you, I have never disliked you."
But how can I appease that restless mood?
Ji Ziyang, who has already hurt Wei Jiale once, what should he do to make him believe in him again?
"Yangyang, I have never disbelieved you. You can come back to me. I know everything you have done for me. I just don't believe in eternity. It's too difficult. Look at me now, If I didn't say it, I thought I was still that 16-year-old boy. I just had a dream for a long time, and in that dream, there was only you. But what about you? You are no longer who you used to be, I don't even dare Hugging you like when I was a child, I'm not even sure if I have the ability to comfort you, how long can you like me like this?"
Wei Jiale murmured in a low voice, as if speaking to Ji Ziyang, but also as if speaking to himself.
"You know? Yangyang, every time you touch me, I think, if only time could stop at this moment, because that's when you want me the most, if time can stop at you The moment that I like the most, we can stop at that moment forever, that’s all.”
Because of that, we can reach the so-called eternity, right?
Ji Ziyang silently kissed Wei Jiale's hair, his eyes flickering.
"Then let me stop here."
Suddenly, Ji Ziyang let go of Wei Jiale, and picked up a fruit knife placed on the table under Wei Jiale's shocked gaze.
Wei Jiale thought Ji Ziyang was crazy, but Ji Ziyang said it so seriously.
"From the beginning to the end, I have never disliked you. At that time, I was just ignorant after I left, and I didn't realize how important you are to me, but it is wrong to be wrong. If you still can't believe me, just Let me stop here."
Wei Jiale looked at Ji Ziyang silently, without any panic on his face, just staring straight into his eyes.
They knew before that they were not normal, and if two abnormal guys get together, they will only become more and more abnormal.
"I like you, whether it's the sunny and happy you or the fragile and helpless you, I like you, I like every part of you," Ji Ziyang sniffed, his eyes were red, "you just have to believe in me Alright, Wei Jiale."
Ji Ziyang touched Wei Jiale's face, and looked at him seriously, "No matter what you look like, I love you, I only love you, and I will always love you."
After finishing speaking, he took the knife without hesitation and stabbed himself in the neck.
As long as he is willing to believe in him, it will be fine. If there is still no way to believe in the long-term words, then let him give him forever, as long as he can believe in him.
But the expected pain did not appear.
Wei Jiale pressed Ji Ziyang's wrist, and looked at him blankly for a while, as if he was disappointed by this childish behavior, but also as if he was examining what Ji Ziyang was thinking in front of him.
But in the end he still smiled lightly, and lowered his gaze.
"If you love me, don't you plan to take me with you?"
Ji Ziyang frowned slightly, still looking at him with red eyes.
"Should I kill you first, or kill me first, or should we do it together and die together?"
Wei Jiale took the knife from Ji Ziyang's hand and threw it on the table.
"Otherwise how can we be together forever?"
Then he straddled Ji Ziyang's arms again, held Ji Ziyang's face in his hands, carefully leaned up to him, and gently pecked his lips.
Before closing his eyes, Wei Jiale called him softly again, "Yangyang..."
That voice was so pleasant, so beautiful and pleasant, like a cat's paw, scratching Ji Ziyang's heart one after another.
In an instant, the sanity that was on the verge of collapse was finally wiped out.
Little kisses, gradually merged into lingering deep kisses.
Wei Jiale couldn't remember how he was carried into the bedroom by Ji Ziyang, and how he fell on the big bed.
When they realized it, the two were already tightly entangled, touching and kissing each other desperately.
That behavior didn't seem to be just for the purpose of alleviating desire, it was for the two people to blend deeply together, and they had no other way except this way.
That night, Ji Ziyang possessed all of Wei Jiale almost crazily.
The next day, Wei Jiale opened his eyes in the morning light, stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, and then slowly remembered where he was.
The guy next to him was Ji Ziyang, who was falling asleep with his arms around his waist and his head resting on his shoulder.
There is a little indescribable smell in the air, which is the unique taste after the event.
It took Wei Jiale a lot of effort to break free from Ji Ziyang's restraints, and then lightly got off the bed.He wanted to go out quietly, but he didn't expect his legs to go limp after only a few steps, and he almost fell to his knees.
Wei Jiale froze for a moment, stood up slowly while leaning on the wall, and walked out of the bedroom step by step.
My mind and heart were all blank, and I couldn't tell what I had or didn't think.
The back is a bit uncomfortable and seems to be a little swollen.
Wei Jiale came to the bathroom, closed the door gently, then turned on the shower to wash his body.
Although he cleaned it up briefly after the incident last night, he still felt uncomfortable if he didn't wash it well.If it wasn't because he couldn't move at all, why wait until now.
His whole body seemed to be falling apart, and his collarbone and chest felt a little sore even when touched, let alone other places.
Wei Jiale washed the front and back of the bottom, and when he remembered some scenes from last night, he couldn't help but be blushed by the hot water vapor.
After changing into clean underwear and a T-shirt, Wei Jiale walked into the studio with his limp body.
My head was still in a mess, and I couldn't figure out what I was thinking.
He only looked at the easel standing aside for a while, then picked up the drawing board and walked slowly into the living room.
It was still early in the day, and the room was still a little gray.
He likes to sit here and draw pictures, because here he can see the first ray of sunlight after the sun rises.
Wei Jiale sat on the clean wooden floor, covered with a layer of white fluffy carpet, although it was a bit hard, it was very comfortable.
He stared at the unfinished portrait for a long, long time, then slowly picked up the pen in the book, and began to describe it with unusual concentration.
I don't know how long it took, the sky became a little brighter, and footsteps suddenly came from behind.
A heavy body fell on Wei Jiale's back.
"what are you doing?"
Wei Jiale lowered his head and blew on the drawing board, then whispered, "Drawing."
"Have you taken a shower?" Ji Ziyang rubbed the back of his neck, his hands restlessly stretched into his clothes, "What are you drawing?"
"Draw... him."
Wei Jiale didn't care about Ji Ziyang's sexual harassment to him, and still rubbed the completed picture lightly with his fingertips.
Ji Ziyang followed his gaze, and his heart suddenly tightened.
On the screen is a handsome young man, very similar to Ji Ziyang, but not at all like him.
What is different from before is that besides the boy, there is another figure on the screen...
"I'll finish the painting for Wei Xi."
Wei Jiale breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled gently.
Ji Ziyang withdrew his gaze, and felt an indescribable feeling in his heart, warm and itchy.
He looked at Wei Jiale's fair nape, couldn't help but licked it, then leaned into Wei Jiale's ear and asked him in a low voice, "Is it... uncomfortable?"
Wei Jiale didn't look back, but a blush gradually appeared on the tips of his ears.
Ji Ziyang cast his eyes down, got up and walked back to the bedroom, and after a while, he walked back quickly, then rolled over Wei Jiale, and gently put him down on the floor.
"Forget it, they're gone."
In a daze, he told him so.
But Wei Jiale didn't think so.
"...no...they're just not here anymore..."
"Really? So... where are they?"
"In a place where...you can touch and hug...each other...uh..."
"like this?"
Ji Ziyang increased his strength maliciously.
Sure enough, in the next second, he saw a layer of moistness in Wei Jiale's eyes as he wished.
The floor was so hard that Ji Ziyang's knee hurt.
But he didn't care about changing places, he didn't want to leave Wei Jiale's body for a second.
"Jia Le...we will never be apart again..."
"...Yangyang...you take it easy..."
"...I won't be separated from you even if I die..."
"...Well, okay...light, lighten up..."
No matter how light or heavy it is, it will really break.
In the empty room, only the sound of panting was intertwined.
Their fingers were tightly intertwined, and from then on, nothing could separate them.
just like them...
It was a completed portrait, lying quietly on the side, letting a bright sun shine on it, showing specks of dust floating in the air...
The teenagers in the painting are so dazzling and moving.
It was a simple picture of two teenagers wearing white school uniform shirts, one with a smile on his lips, the other hugging him behind him, and the two hands in front of them were tightly clasped Handshake together.
One of them looks a lot like Ji Ziyang, but not at all like him; while the other looks a lot like Wei Jiale, but not at all like him.
His name is Ji Changsi, and the other is Wei Xi.
They used to be dreams that belonged to each other, and even to everyone.
And where are they now?
You see, just between the alternation of the sun and the moon, just between the interlacing of light and shadow.
They are embracing, touching and kissing each other heartily in that perfect world that only belongs to them.
Just like Ji Ziyang and Wei Jiale here, aren't they embracing each other heartily.
Anyway, from the beginning to the end, none of them have ever left each other, have they not?
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Xiao Ji's behavior may seem a little naive, but it is serious to him.
Then, it may seem a bit forced, but I still want to improve Xiao Ji and Xiao Wei.
The first time I needed to brainwash myself, I was really useless.
They are there, they are, they are living well in another place, they are living well in another place, they are living well in another place (already crazy
The rain this year has been particularly good.
Wei Jiale squatted in front of the window sill, wiping the water stains on the floor with a rag.
I forgot to close the window last night because I couldn't take care of it.
The window sills were covered with water stains, the curtains were half wet, and there was a puddle of little rainwater on the floor.
Wei Jiale threw a rag, squatted on the ground and stared at the sky outside the window for a while, then picked up the basin and walked to the bathroom.
Ji Ziyang went to work early in the morning, and the hospital has been very busy recently, so he didn't have much time to be lazy, so Wei Jiale spent most of the day at home alone.
But he can't be idle.
After washing up, Wei Jiale nestled into the studio, busy with his work in front of the computer.
He started drawing again. The previous editor set up his own studio, and because he also knew something about Wei Jiale, he contacted him again and wanted him to work with him.
"I've seen your current work. Although it doesn't feel the same as before, the level is still here. If you have better development in the future, you can leave. Before that, you are idle. Why don't you come to help I?"
At that time, his editor persuaded him like this, and he didn't recognize him at all, "Don't think so much, if you are worthless, I won't look for you, and besides, no matter what you become, we will And always be friends."
Ah, are you friends?
Wei Jiale looked at the unfinished painting on the easel, and thought in his heart, if the person named Wei Xi heard this, he would definitely feel happy.
After thinking about it for a few days, he started working.
The studio is quite decent, and Wei Jiale will go to work step by step from the beginning, after all, he still has to learn to live on.Relying on others is worse than relying on oneself. He has understood this truth since he was a child, so he will not give up any opportunity to grow himself.
He even got himself a new hairstyle. Wei Jiale has been good at grooming himself since he was a child, and he can look handsome by tidying up casually.
On the first day of going to work, not only the new colleagues, but even the editors who were familiar with him before could not help but touch their chins and stare at him for a long time.
But those days didn't last long, and Wei Jiale still works at home most of the time.
Because Ji Ziyang seemed a little unhappy.
Ji Ziyang had been to the place where Wei Jiale worked, and Wei Jiale's desk was never short of snacks and small notes.
Once when Ji Ziyang sent Wei Jiale to work, he wanted to buy him some breakfast on the way, but Wei Jiale even said no.
"Today my colleague brought it for me, don't worry about me, don't be late."
Originally, he had good intentions, but Wei Jiale saw Ji Ziyang looking at him motionlessly with eyes that seemed shocked and stung.
Finally, Wei Jiale swallowed, and said cautiously, "I...I want to eat breakfast from Qianjie, let's go buy it, okay?"
Ji Ziyang's heart ached again from Wei Jiale's timid look, and then he smiled, "It's okay, then I'll send you to work."
Later, Ji Ziyang watched Wei Jiale walk towards the building where the studio was located, and walked in together with a young boy who saw him from a distance and waved his hand.
Ah...you can make friends already?
When he went to pick up Wei Jiale and go home from get off work at night, Ji Ziyang saw Wei Jiale who came out with a few colleagues. He was so eye-catching in the crowd, with a beautiful smile on his face, just like when he was a child in school , There are always many people around him.
Wei Jiale is really likable, in the eyes of outsiders, he is like a pure little angel.
But Ji Ziyang doesn't seem to like this very much.
He leaned over the steering wheel and sighed, mocking his uselessness in his heart.He didn't expect that he was already an adult, but he would still have the same mood as when he was a child. He was jealous of everyone who could approach Wei Jiale.
In the end, Ji Ziyang still couldn't hold back, and wanted Wei Jiale to stay at home and work if he could, like Wei Xi did in the past.
Wei Jiale didn't say much, and obeyed Ji Ziyang obediently.
But not long after, Wei Jiale enrolled himself in a lot of cram schools. When he didn't need to work, he shuttled around the city's large and small office buildings and campuses, working with people who were engaged in various jobs. study.
He thought very simply, he felt that he had slept for too long, and he needed to fill in the gaps of the past ten years little by little.
Wei Jiale is really hardworking. Apart from reading and studying every day, he is dealing with the work at hand. Although many things are still very difficult for him, he has lost too much of his life, so he has to force himself to work harder. Work harder.
Anyway, what Wei Jiale is best at is probably forcing himself, isn't it?
It wasn't for a living, and his mother was more than willing to fork over some money and do whatever he wanted so he could support himself if he wanted to.But he is still not satisfied with this, he has more ideas, he wants to enrich himself, because he wants to make himself better, he must, make himself better.
Ji Ziyang has been watching Wei Jiale from the side, not interfering with him too much, but secretly showing a panic-like emotion.
He watched Wei Jiale become more and more like a normal person, getting better every day, and he was originally happy for him.
But gradually, he found that Wei Jiale left him less and less time.
Ji Ziyang always thought that Wei Jiale was avoiding him. After hearing Wei Jiale's "liar to a fool", he finally knew why he never "got" Wei Jiale, because Wei Jiale's heart Deep down, I'm afraid I still can't believe him.
That's why you're working so hard like you are now, isn't it?
He doesn't want to depend on him.
Ji Ziyang hated this very much, but he didn't dare to say anything more easily.
He just told Wei Jiale intentionally or unintentionally, "If you have something in your heart, you must tell me, we are together, you still have me."
Wei Jiale just smiled and nodded every time after hearing such words, and then snuggled into his arms, looking so cute and well-behaved.
But turning his head, Wei Jiale still did what he was supposed to do, and didn't say much.
This made Ji Ziyang feel very depressed, and even couldn't help being a little angry. He felt that Wei Jiale didn't seem to care about him very much.
However, whenever he thought this way, Wei Jiale showed a feeling that he really cared about him.
If Ji Ziyang really showed displeasure, Wei Jiale would stand aside and look at Ji Ziyang cautiously like a child who did something wrong no matter what happened.
Only this time, he didn't silently lean on Ji Ziyang's back like in the past.
Why didn't you come over here?
Realizing this change, Ji Ziyang became more and more anxious. He felt that if he didn't do something else, he might lose Wei Jiale.
Since then, Ji Ziyang has also become absent-minded, as if he is preoccupied every day, and he seems not to care much about anything.
Moreover, his desire for Wei Jiale seems to have restrained a lot.
He won't be bored with him all the time anymore, he restrained that bondage.
Half of it was intentional. After all, this is what he is best at. He used ignoring Wei Jiale to vent his small grievances, to test whether Wei Jiale still cared about him.
But what's more, Ji Ziyang really doesn't know what to do.
He was afraid that he would do something wrong again, the closer he was to Wei Jiale, the more he would lose control, and he didn't want to do anything wrong to hurt him anymore.
Wei Jiale had suffered enough.
So all of a sudden, this day's life felt more and more like making do with it.
Both of them have thorns in their hearts, but neither of them wants to break the current peace, for fear that if they are not careful, they will lose each other again.
Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Jiale who was sitting on the ground drawing, he really couldn't lose him anymore.
They haven't been together for ten years, and they probably don't know each other very well.
But they really know each other too well. If anyone in this world knows themselves best, it must be them.
Sometimes Ji Ziyang also wanted to talk to Wei Jiale about things that were too late to say clearly.
But the time of the two people is always inconsistent, either he is busy, or he wants to be busy.
It's been a long time, and when I have another chance, I don't know where to start.
Slowly, Wei Jiale also noticed Ji Ziyang's hesitation and silence.
Ji Ziyang is angry, and Ji Ziyang is in a bad mood.
Wei Jiale thought silently in his heart, but didn't know what to do.
When he was lying on the bed at night, he wanted to touch that figure very much.But he stretched out his hand halfway and then retracted it. He didn't know if Ji Ziyang still liked the habit left over from his childhood. He didn't know if this bamboo horse who had been separated for ten years still liked it or whether he had never grown up like an ordinary person. past myself.
Perhaps, that day will finally come again.
Wei Jiale watched the sunset in the sky by himself, although it was so hot, he suddenly felt a little cold.
Maybe Ji Ziyang doesn't like him again.
Wei Jiale stopped talking, and Ji Ziyang was also listless.
The two cuddled together silently, but each had their own concerns.
They all silently guessed in their hearts that maybe he didn't want to see him at all.
It's weird, if you really don't want to see her, just don't.
Ji Ziyang has his own home, and Wei Jiale also has his own home.
But Ji Ziyang still stayed at Wei Jiale's house every day, and Wei Jiale never asked him to go home and have a look.
That must be because they are still reluctant to part with each other. After all, they are young, so the relationship must be very deep.
So is it right, they just need a pretext and an excuse that goes with the flow and won't hurt each other.
A chance to leave each other quietly.
Wei Jiale's mother occasionally came to visit her son, helping to clean up the house, cook and so on.
At the beginning, she didn't say anything, but as the days went by, when Wei's mother found that her son's house was filled with too many things about another man, she felt unspeakable.
"Lele, is Yangyang living with you now?"
Wei Jiale blinked his eyes, "Mom, I want to eat stewed meat."
"Then I'm going to buy vegetables, what else do I want to eat?...I'm asking you something."
"...Well, sometimes it will come..."
Wei Jiale touched the corner of his clothes, Mother Wei narrowed her eyes when she saw his little gesture.
She still remembered that a long, long time ago, when Wei Jiale was a child, in the middle of the night, she could always hear the sound of creeping downstairs from the corridor.Then she would get up and come to the window, watching her son struggling to climb up the wall of his small courtyard, jumping down towards Ji Ziyang who opened his arms to follow him over there.
In the next second, Ji Ziyang opened the door and came in, just like returning to his own home, still holding the key in his hand.
After dinner that day, Ji Ziyang looked at Wei's mother who had been silent all the time, stood up consciously, and said that he was going home, would he like to take his aunt back along the way.
Wei's mother thought about it, and said politely, "Yangyang hurry back, he's still going to work tomorrow, don't worry about me, I'll take a taxi back later."
Ji Ziyang glanced at Wei Jiale, Wei Jiale just lowered his head and said nothing.
So Ji Ziyang casually packed up the chargers and the like, and Wei Jiale also found a plastic bag with the name of the supermarket on it and handed it over silently. Mother said hello, and then left without looking back.
"Are you all right?" Later Wei Jiale's mother asked Wei Jiale, "You don't seem to be energetic."
Wei Jiale shook his head feebly, but smiled at his mother, "It's okay, he must be tired from a busy day."
Mother Wei smiled, and then persuaded Wei Jiale, "You too, don't work so hard on yourself, life, everyone has their own way of life, your experience is different from others, but no one needs to be with you. It's the same as anyone else, right? Just live your life."
Wei Jiale nodded silently after hearing what his mother said.
The two chatted for a while while watching TV, during which time Wei Jiale's cell phone was turned on, Wei Jiale picked it up to have a look, it was a text message from Ji Ziyang.
Did your mother go back?
No, are you home?
Yep.
rest early.
it is good.
Wei Jiale pursed his lips and threw the phone aside, feeling a little empty in his heart.
When sending Wei's mother away, Wei Jiale stood downstairs alone, and sighed as he watched the taxi drifting away.
When he got home, the lights were still on. Wei Jiale closed the door, looked at the empty room, and realized that he hadn't spent the night alone in this house for a long time.
It's so quiet, the world of one person is full of darkness.
When I was young, my mother lived with me anyway, but now he is the only one left.
It seems that this is one of the things that you need to get used to in the future, after all, he is already an adult.
Wei Jiale suddenly felt a little tired. He sat on the floor leaning against the wall of the entrance, hugged his knees, and buried his head in his arms.
After an unknown amount of time, there was the sound of a key being inserted on the door, and the door that I forgot to lock was opened in an instant.
The light in the corridor spilled in through the crack of the door, illuminating Ji Ziyang's figure, illuminating the plastic bag with the name of the supermarket printed on it in his hand, and also illuminating the momentary stupefaction on his face, It seemed that he didn't expect to see Wei Jiale sitting on the ground at the door.
Then Wei Jiale was also at a loss, he slowly stood up while leaning on the wall, staring blankly at Ji Ziyang.
The two looked at each other silently for a moment, and the next moment, Wei Jiale was pulled into Ji Ziyang's arms.
They embraced each other tightly, like long-lost lovers, as if they wanted to rub each other into their bones.
How could they be separated?
Who of them can leave who?
Ok.
Ji Ziyang couldn't take it anymore, he couldn't take another day like this.
He pressed Wei Jiale against the door, kissing him almost frantically over and over again.
How long has it been since he touched Wei Jiale?
He'd tried to give him some time, but it didn't look like it was going to work.
Apart from torturing himself insane, Wei Jiale refused to say anything to him at all.
If so, say nothing.
Does Wei Jiale want to leave him?
Impossible, stop dreaming!
Ji Ziyang carried Wei Jiale into the living room, didn't even have time to walk the few extra steps in the bedroom, directly pressed him onto the sofa, and then bit Wei Jiale's collarbone hard.
Then he felt Wei Jiale's whole body tense for a moment.
Will it hurt?It's good that it hurts, at least if it hurts, he can give himself some reaction, it's better than saying nothing, even when he sees himself angry, he won't lean over.
At this moment, a sob came from beside his ear.
For a moment, something in my heart shattered into pieces again.
Ji Ziyang let go of Wei Jiale, propped himself up and looked at him sadly.
"...Is it that difficult?"
I don't know how long it took, he asked him so.
"Trust me again, is it that difficult?"
However, Wei Jiale just covered his eyes and refused to say a word.
Ji Ziyang was silent for a while, then hugged him and straddled him into his arms. This was the best way to comfort Wei Jiale, he didn't want him to be afraid of him.
The room was still pitch black, and they could only be seen clearly by the faint moonlight.
The two hugged each other like this, quietly absorbing each other's warmth.
After a long time, Ji Ziyang suddenly said, "Jia Le, do you know why Wei Xi appeared?"
The person in his arms only shrank towards his chest, without saying anything.
"I couldn't figure it out before, I met Wei Xi, he was a completely different guy from the usual you..."
He is always listless, his back is not straight, his head is always down, his eyes are lowered, and he looks dull and dull.
"But, he is so like you..."
Slender, sensitive, fragile, helpless, and that indifferent and stubborn.
"Now I finally know that Wei Xi is actually different from Ji Changsi. He is not just your personality, in fact, he is you..."
Ji Ziyang supported Wei Jiale's shoulders, raised his head, and let Wei Jiale look at him.
"You know, right? Who is Wei Xi."
When Wei Jiale heard this, he only looked at Ji Ziyang sadly, his eyes became moist.
Who is Wei Xi?
I'm afraid no one knows better than Wei Jiale, the guy who told himself over and over again, don't get close, don't come out, isn't it the one who was suppressed by him desperately and wanted to give up constantly, that part that carries everything Do you suffer yourself?
He doesn't want to show it, he doesn't want anyone to see it, because he doesn't want to be hated, who would like himself who is so unhappy?
That's why he has to laugh desperately, that's why he has to be obedient and sensible, so that his mother can like him, so that he can't be abandoned, and most importantly, so that Ji Ziyang can like him, isn't it?
But Ji Ziyang left him in the end, it must be because he didn't perform well enough, right?
It must be because, sometimes, I still can't help showing the sadness and sadness?
It's all his fault, that's why Ji Ziyang doesn't like him.
"What are you thinking? What are you afraid of?" Ji Ziyang carefully held Wei Xi's face, "When are you going to tell me?"
Wei Jiale was still choked up and speechless.
"I like you, I love you, do you know that?"
"I-I know..."
"...You...you don't like me anymore?"
"No, it's not..."
"Then why do you always avoid me?"
"I do not have…"
"Then why don't you accept me?"
Wei Jiale wanted to stop Ji Ziyang's words, but Ji Ziyang held him down and couldn't move.
"I can't live without you, do you understand? You can't leave me, do you understand?"
Ji Ziyang waited for Wei Jiale to answer him, but Wei Jiale didn't know what to say, so he couldn't help but said, "Do you want to make another Wei Xi?"
Wei Jiale finally couldn't help crying again when he heard the words, he obviously didn't want Ji Ziyang to see him like this, but now he couldn't control it anymore.
"It's not that I don't believe you...I just, I just don't know, when will you not like me again..."
"how could be?"
"But, but you've done it once before..."
Ji Ziyang frowned, seeing Wei Jiale's tears streaming down his face, he finally understood what Wei Jiale was thinking in an instant.
"...That's why you don't want to rely on me? That's why you want to leave me?"
Wei Jiale wiped his tears, but couldn't help but chuckled, "Why would I want to leave you, I just don't want you to leave me again..."
"...I just don't know what to do to keep you by my side..."
That's why I desperately want to catch up with him, and that's why I'm so careful not to be like before, because he has messed up once, not to mention facing Ji Ziyang who is no longer what he used to be, He didn't even know what to do to make him like him all the time.
Ji Ziyang's heart felt sore, and he hugged Wei Jiale back into his arms distressedly, "...how could I not like you, I have never disliked you."
But how can I appease that restless mood?
Ji Ziyang, who has already hurt Wei Jiale once, what should he do to make him believe in him again?
"Yangyang, I have never disbelieved you. You can come back to me. I know everything you have done for me. I just don't believe in eternity. It's too difficult. Look at me now, If I didn't say it, I thought I was still that 16-year-old boy. I just had a dream for a long time, and in that dream, there was only you. But what about you? You are no longer who you used to be, I don't even dare Hugging you like when I was a child, I'm not even sure if I have the ability to comfort you, how long can you like me like this?"
Wei Jiale murmured in a low voice, as if speaking to Ji Ziyang, but also as if speaking to himself.
"You know? Yangyang, every time you touch me, I think, if only time could stop at this moment, because that's when you want me the most, if time can stop at you The moment that I like the most, we can stop at that moment forever, that’s all.”
Because of that, we can reach the so-called eternity, right?
Ji Ziyang silently kissed Wei Jiale's hair, his eyes flickering.
"Then let me stop here."
Suddenly, Ji Ziyang let go of Wei Jiale, and picked up a fruit knife placed on the table under Wei Jiale's shocked gaze.
Wei Jiale thought Ji Ziyang was crazy, but Ji Ziyang said it so seriously.
"From the beginning to the end, I have never disliked you. At that time, I was just ignorant after I left, and I didn't realize how important you are to me, but it is wrong to be wrong. If you still can't believe me, just Let me stop here."
Wei Jiale looked at Ji Ziyang silently, without any panic on his face, just staring straight into his eyes.
They knew before that they were not normal, and if two abnormal guys get together, they will only become more and more abnormal.
"I like you, whether it's the sunny and happy you or the fragile and helpless you, I like you, I like every part of you," Ji Ziyang sniffed, his eyes were red, "you just have to believe in me Alright, Wei Jiale."
Ji Ziyang touched Wei Jiale's face, and looked at him seriously, "No matter what you look like, I love you, I only love you, and I will always love you."
After finishing speaking, he took the knife without hesitation and stabbed himself in the neck.
As long as he is willing to believe in him, it will be fine. If there is still no way to believe in the long-term words, then let him give him forever, as long as he can believe in him.
But the expected pain did not appear.
Wei Jiale pressed Ji Ziyang's wrist, and looked at him blankly for a while, as if he was disappointed by this childish behavior, but also as if he was examining what Ji Ziyang was thinking in front of him.
But in the end he still smiled lightly, and lowered his gaze.
"If you love me, don't you plan to take me with you?"
Ji Ziyang frowned slightly, still looking at him with red eyes.
"Should I kill you first, or kill me first, or should we do it together and die together?"
Wei Jiale took the knife from Ji Ziyang's hand and threw it on the table.
"Otherwise how can we be together forever?"
Then he straddled Ji Ziyang's arms again, held Ji Ziyang's face in his hands, carefully leaned up to him, and gently pecked his lips.
Before closing his eyes, Wei Jiale called him softly again, "Yangyang..."
That voice was so pleasant, so beautiful and pleasant, like a cat's paw, scratching Ji Ziyang's heart one after another.
In an instant, the sanity that was on the verge of collapse was finally wiped out.
Little kisses, gradually merged into lingering deep kisses.
Wei Jiale couldn't remember how he was carried into the bedroom by Ji Ziyang, and how he fell on the big bed.
When they realized it, the two were already tightly entangled, touching and kissing each other desperately.
That behavior didn't seem to be just for the purpose of alleviating desire, it was for the two people to blend deeply together, and they had no other way except this way.
That night, Ji Ziyang possessed all of Wei Jiale almost crazily.
The next day, Wei Jiale opened his eyes in the morning light, stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, and then slowly remembered where he was.
The guy next to him was Ji Ziyang, who was falling asleep with his arms around his waist and his head resting on his shoulder.
There is a little indescribable smell in the air, which is the unique taste after the event.
It took Wei Jiale a lot of effort to break free from Ji Ziyang's restraints, and then lightly got off the bed.He wanted to go out quietly, but he didn't expect his legs to go limp after only a few steps, and he almost fell to his knees.
Wei Jiale froze for a moment, stood up slowly while leaning on the wall, and walked out of the bedroom step by step.
My mind and heart were all blank, and I couldn't tell what I had or didn't think.
The back is a bit uncomfortable and seems to be a little swollen.
Wei Jiale came to the bathroom, closed the door gently, then turned on the shower to wash his body.
Although he cleaned it up briefly after the incident last night, he still felt uncomfortable if he didn't wash it well.If it wasn't because he couldn't move at all, why wait until now.
His whole body seemed to be falling apart, and his collarbone and chest felt a little sore even when touched, let alone other places.
Wei Jiale washed the front and back of the bottom, and when he remembered some scenes from last night, he couldn't help but be blushed by the hot water vapor.
After changing into clean underwear and a T-shirt, Wei Jiale walked into the studio with his limp body.
My head was still in a mess, and I couldn't figure out what I was thinking.
He only looked at the easel standing aside for a while, then picked up the drawing board and walked slowly into the living room.
It was still early in the day, and the room was still a little gray.
He likes to sit here and draw pictures, because here he can see the first ray of sunlight after the sun rises.
Wei Jiale sat on the clean wooden floor, covered with a layer of white fluffy carpet, although it was a bit hard, it was very comfortable.
He stared at the unfinished portrait for a long, long time, then slowly picked up the pen in the book, and began to describe it with unusual concentration.
I don't know how long it took, the sky became a little brighter, and footsteps suddenly came from behind.
A heavy body fell on Wei Jiale's back.
"what are you doing?"
Wei Jiale lowered his head and blew on the drawing board, then whispered, "Drawing."
"Have you taken a shower?" Ji Ziyang rubbed the back of his neck, his hands restlessly stretched into his clothes, "What are you drawing?"
"Draw... him."
Wei Jiale didn't care about Ji Ziyang's sexual harassment to him, and still rubbed the completed picture lightly with his fingertips.
Ji Ziyang followed his gaze, and his heart suddenly tightened.
On the screen is a handsome young man, very similar to Ji Ziyang, but not at all like him.
What is different from before is that besides the boy, there is another figure on the screen...
"I'll finish the painting for Wei Xi."
Wei Jiale breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled gently.
Ji Ziyang withdrew his gaze, and felt an indescribable feeling in his heart, warm and itchy.
He looked at Wei Jiale's fair nape, couldn't help but licked it, then leaned into Wei Jiale's ear and asked him in a low voice, "Is it... uncomfortable?"
Wei Jiale didn't look back, but a blush gradually appeared on the tips of his ears.
Ji Ziyang cast his eyes down, got up and walked back to the bedroom, and after a while, he walked back quickly, then rolled over Wei Jiale, and gently put him down on the floor.
"Forget it, they're gone."
In a daze, he told him so.
But Wei Jiale didn't think so.
"...no...they're just not here anymore..."
"Really? So... where are they?"
"In a place where...you can touch and hug...each other...uh..."
"like this?"
Ji Ziyang increased his strength maliciously.
Sure enough, in the next second, he saw a layer of moistness in Wei Jiale's eyes as he wished.
The floor was so hard that Ji Ziyang's knee hurt.
But he didn't care about changing places, he didn't want to leave Wei Jiale's body for a second.
"Jia Le...we will never be apart again..."
"...Yangyang...you take it easy..."
"...I won't be separated from you even if I die..."
"...Well, okay...light, lighten up..."
No matter how light or heavy it is, it will really break.
In the empty room, only the sound of panting was intertwined.
Their fingers were tightly intertwined, and from then on, nothing could separate them.
just like them...
It was a completed portrait, lying quietly on the side, letting a bright sun shine on it, showing specks of dust floating in the air...
The teenagers in the painting are so dazzling and moving.
It was a simple picture of two teenagers wearing white school uniform shirts, one with a smile on his lips, the other hugging him behind him, and the two hands in front of them were tightly clasped Handshake together.
One of them looks a lot like Ji Ziyang, but not at all like him; while the other looks a lot like Wei Jiale, but not at all like him.
His name is Ji Changsi, and the other is Wei Xi.
They used to be dreams that belonged to each other, and even to everyone.
And where are they now?
You see, just between the alternation of the sun and the moon, just between the interlacing of light and shadow.
They are embracing, touching and kissing each other heartily in that perfect world that only belongs to them.
Just like Ji Ziyang and Wei Jiale here, aren't they embracing each other heartily.
Anyway, from the beginning to the end, none of them have ever left each other, have they not?
END
The author has something to say: that's about it, think about it or delete it and make it up, you guys know where to look.
Xiao Ji's behavior may seem a little naive, but it is serious to him.
Then, it may seem a bit forced, but I still want to improve Xiao Ji and Xiao Wei.
The first time I needed to brainwash myself, I was really useless.
They are there, they are, they are living well in another place, they are living well in another place, they are living well in another place (already crazy
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