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Later, under Ji Ziyang's stern request again, Wei Xi hesitated again and again, and finally agreed to take him to visit his mother.

"I haven't seen Auntie for a long time, what should I buy?"

On the way, Ji Ziyang asked Wei Xi casually.

"...need nothing."

Wei Xi looked at the street scene by the side of the road, and answered him lightly.

Ji Ziyang felt that Wei Xi didn't seem to be very close to his mother, which was completely contrary to his prediction of Wei Xi's situation.Originally, if he was such a child, he should have received more attention from his mother.

When he met Wei Xi's mother later, Ji Ziyang confirmed his guess even more.

Wei Xi's mother runs a small grocery store, and when she saw Wei Xi coming back, she kindly called her son by his nickname, "Xiao Xi is back?"

It's just that there is not much enthusiasm on the face.

Wei Xi also didn't show her intimacy with her mother, but just introduced Ji Ziyang who came with her lightly.

"Hello, long time no see."

Ji Ziyang put down the gifts he bought on the way, and politely greeted Mother Wei, "Auntie, do you remember me? I'm Ji Ziyang."

Wei Xi's mother narrowed her eyes and looked at Ji Ziyang for a moment, and finally remembered her son's childhood friend in her mind, and her face was a little more happy to meet the old man, "It's Yang Yang, who has grown up so much, really... "

See, this should be the reaction to meeting an old acquaintance.

Wei Xi's mother closed the shop early and brought her two children back home.

Judging from the layout of the house, Wei Xi's mother should be living a good life, but judging from the food stored in the refrigerator at home and the leftovers on the table, it is still difficult to live alone.

Mother Wei's appearance is not much different from the one in memory. I didn't know how to describe it when I was a child, but now I understand what it means to have a charm.She is a very beautiful woman, her house is always tidy, and she loves to tidy herself up. Wei Jiale may have inherited his mother's love of cleanliness and smugness when he was a child.

But some places are still different from the past.

Ji Ziyang sat in the living room and looked around, Wei Xi naturally put the remaining beer cans on the table into the garbage bag.

Seeing this scene, Mother Wei smiled at Ji Ziyang in embarrassment, "Because a friend came to the house yesterday..."

Ji Ziyang also returned an indifferent smile, and then glanced at the overcrowded wine cabinet, most of which were almost bottomed out, and then looked at the flowers in the vase that had withered and dried, and the clothes hangers that were drying The underwear and panties he was wearing didn't look like he had entertained friends, judging from the casualness at home.

Later, Wei Xi's mother made a sumptuous dinner for Ji Ziyang. During the dinner, Wei Xi didn't speak, and only Ji Ziyang and Wei's mother chatted with each other.

Wei's mother asked a lot about Ji Ziyang, including how his parents are doing well now, where the family lives now and so on.Ji Ziyang treats his elders very obediently, and Wei's mother always praises him for being more sensible than when he was a child.

After dinner, when Wei Xi was standing in the kitchen washing dishes, Ji Ziyang asked tactfully about Wei Xi's past.

It turned out that when Wei Xi had an accident, it was the day his stepfather committed suicide. Maybe it was stimulated by witnessing the tragic death of his stepfather, or maybe it was caused by a head injury. Wei Xi forgot everything after waking up. .In order not to remind Wei Xi of the horrible scene in the past, Wei's mother changed his name specially for him, and later took him away from the small town where he had always lived, and moved to the city where he is now.

Originally, it was good that Wei Xi could wake up. Wei Xi's mother told Ji Ziyang that his condition was not optimistic at that time. According to the doctor, if he couldn't wake up again, he might become a vegetable. .

"But then he woke up, but he didn't remember anything, but it's okay if he doesn't remember...it's a good thing, at least he can live again..."

Mother Wei lit a cigarette, and handed the cigarette case to Ji Ziyang.

Ji Ziyang waved his hand, and Mother Wei continued talking on her own.

"This child has amnesia, and his temperament is different from before. The doctor said that it must have something to do with his head injury, and his reactions are not as sensitive as children of his age. He always shrinks in a corner by himself and doesn't like to talk to others. , He was bullied in high school, and he never said anything when he came back... But I know that his school uniform is always dirty, who can accidentally fall down all day long?"

Wei's mother took a sip of beer, then took a quick puff of the cigarette stuck between her fingers, "But what can I do? I am alone with my child. Although this place is not far from my hometown, I am not familiar with the place. Life is already very difficult, so how can you care about his situation in school?"

Ji Ziyang turned his head and looked at Wei Xi's thin back, feeling distressed again.

How did Wei Jiale spend those days?When Ji Ziyang was enjoying the freshness and joy of his new life, what did Wei Jiale endure?

"Your husband is..."

"Suicide," Wei Xi's mother said casually. Judging from her expression, answering such questions has become a common occurrence. "He borrowed usury and packed some equipment with others, but he was cheated by them. , I didn’t make any money and owed a lot of debt, so I hanged myself.”

Ji Ziyang frowned slightly, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay," Mother Wei waved her hands indifferently, "It's been so many years, I've thought about it a long time ago."

"...How did Wei Xi get injured?"

"Fall down the stairs."

"Is his case book still kept?"

Ji Ziyang received Wei's mother's questioning gaze, and quickly explained, "I'm a doctor. Although I'm far behind, I have a friend who is an expert in this field. I want to say that maybe I can show it to him. Maybe it's good for Wei Xi. The illness helped a little…”

"Oh... I thought you were a policeman."

Ji Ziyang smiled embarrassedly.

Mother Wei glanced at him, put out the cigarette butt in her hand, lowered her head and said casually, "...those things, I couldn't find them for a long time."

After finishing speaking, as if he didn't want to continue the topic, he started to ask about Ji Ziyang's recent situation.

Later, before leaving, Mother Wei called Ji Ziyang to stop.

"Wei Xi's illness won't get better, so you don't have to worry too much," Wei's mother pinned the broken hair behind her ears, and looked straight into Ji Ziyang's eyes with a rare aura, "I don't want to Wei Xi recalled the past, after all he saw such a horrible thing, it's better not to remember anything, right?"

Ji Ziyang was silent for two seconds, then nodded.

After leaving Wei Xi's mother's house, the two got into Ji Ziyang's car.

Ji Ziyang didn't leave in a hurry, but just sat in the car and lit a cigarette first.

Faint smoke dispersed, Wei Xi turned her head and coughed lightly twice.

Hearing the sound, Ji Ziyang quickly said, "Sorry, you don't smoke, do you?"

Wei Xi nodded, "It's okay."

Ji Ziyang opened the car window, finally got out of the car after thinking about it, and walked to the side of the road to continue smoking.

Before leaving, Wei Xi's mother had made it very clear that she didn't seem to really hope that Wei Xi could recall the past.

In fact, there is no need for Wei Xi's mother to say, think about it carefully, a memory loss caused by a severe head injury is not so easy to cure, let alone the current situation, it is not known that Wei Xi's brain has appeared What's the problem? It's just that time has passed for so long, and if you want to treat it, it won't have any effect at all.What's more, Wei Xi still had such an unpleasant experience, even if it could remind him of the past, Ji Ziyang was not sure if he should do that.

After smoking, Ji Ziyang stood outside for a while longer, and returned to the car when the smell of cigarettes on his body was almost gone. At that time, Wei Xi had already started to doze off while leaning against the seat.

Ji Ziyang gently closed the car door, but still woke Wei Xi up.

Wei Xi rubbed her eyes for a few seconds before realizing where she was, so she said to Ji Ziyang in embarrassment, "Sorry, I'm a little sleepy."

"It's okay, you don't need to be so polite with me," Ji Ziyang said to Wei Xi with a smile, "We are friends, or Fa Xiao."

"Ah... yes..."

"Although you don't remember, you can't change the objective facts."

Ji Ziyang drove the car, and asked Wei Xi again after a while, "Seriously, do you want to remember?"

Wei Xi thought for a while, then shook her head, "Mom said I won't remember."

Ji Ziyang didn't speak, and he didn't express much objection to this. In fact, he didn't hold much hope for Wei Xi's amnesia.

But even so, to Ji Ziyang, Wei Xi was always Wei Jiale, and this couldn't change the fact.Even if the name is changed, the memory is gone, but Ji Ziyang at this moment feels that he doesn't care whether Wei Xi can remember the past with him.After experiencing the pain of possibly losing Wei Jiale forever, he felt that meeting Wei Jiale again was already a gift from God to him, so he must cherish this opportunity to be with Wei Jiale again.

Although the current Wei Xi really doesn't look so cute anymore, his dull expression, wandering eyes, and lifeless demeanor all show that he really has nothing to do with the Wei Jiale in the past.

But how can that be?

Ji Ziyang turned the steering wheel and glanced at Wei Xi in the co-pilot from time to time.

Because he is Wei Jiale, as long as he is this person, that's enough.

When Wei Xi got out of the car, Ji Ziyang stopped him through the window.

Wei Xi leaned down slightly and looked at Ji Ziyang through the car window. Ji Ziyang smiled and said to him, "Even if you never remember, we can be friends again, right?"

Wei Xi nodded slowly after listening to Ji Ziyang's words, and a soft expression appeared on his dull face.

Even if you are as numb as Wei Xi, you will feel a little moved when you hear such words. You have not been given up because of amnesia. Strange old friends still want to be friends with him like this. This is something that has never been obtained for a long time. Be gentle.

The memories of the past are gone, so let's build new memories together.

Ji Ziyang thought so at the time, and he also held a mysterious confidence in everything, he believed that he and Wei Xi could go back to the past.

So from then on, he began to often look for opportunities to ask Wei Xi out to meet.

Although Wei Xi was still like that, often unable to respond to Ji Ziyang's messages immediately, and had nothing to say when they met, but as long as he came out, he never objected to any of Ji Ziyang's proposals.

In the beginning, Ji Ziyang was very personable. He knew that Wei Xi had forgotten the past, so he would accommodate Wei Xi everywhere and take special care of Wei Xi in everything he did, just like he did when he was a child.

"What did you eat yesterday? Did you drink milk?"

"It's better to close the windows at night, it's windy today."

"Where do you want to go tomorrow? Is there any place you want to go in particular?"

"Did you stay up late again? You have dark circles under your eyes, are you going to submit your manuscript?"

"Don't work too hard."

……

Caring is everywhere, like Wei Xi's guardian, wanting to worry about everything.

Ji Ziyang is really nice to Wei Xi, although sometimes he still calls him by the wrong name, but under Wei Xi's slightly dissatisfied expression, Ji Ziyang will learn to call him by his new name now.

It's just that sometimes Ji Ziyang still blurts out the phrase "Jia Le" unintentionally. It seems to be human nature that it is difficult to change a long-standing habit quickly.

Looking at Ji Ziyang like this, Wei Xi still felt a little awkward in his heart. Every time Ji Ziyang called him Jiale, it made him feel a little stressed, because the name Wei Jiale was too unfamiliar to him.Even though he knew that was his former name, he still felt very strange when he was called that by others.He is no longer Wei Jiale. He who has forgotten everything in the past seems to be two different people from Wei Jiale. This feeling not only makes him feel disgusted, but also reminds him all the time that he is Incomplete, he is missing.

But when he watched Ji Ziyang telling him about the past of the two people in high spirits, he saw an unbearable excitement on Ji Ziyang's face.

Just like it is now.

"Is it tasty?"

There is a lovely cake on an exquisite plate, and the rich coffee aroma is wafting everywhere in the well-decorated coffee shop.

Ji Ziyang sat across from Wei Xi, with a little expectation in his smile, "You used to like eating sweets very much, and every time you celebrated your birthday, you could eat half of the birthday cake by yourself. If you have to eat so much, you will end up with a stomachache..."

Wei Xi took a sip, and although there was no special expression on her face, she still whispered, "Thank you, it's delicious."

Ji Ziyang didn't care about Wei Xi's seemingly flat reaction. Anyway, Wei Xi is always like this now, and he is a little used to it. As long as Wei Xi doesn't deny it, it must mean that he likes it. Ji Ziyang thinks so.

"Although I don't like eating these things very much, but when I happened to come here once, I thought you would like the taste here. At that time, I thought that if I could see you again, I must bring you here to taste..."

Wei Xi didn't say much after hearing the words, but ate the cake on the plate silently under Ji Ziyang's gentle gaze.

"I'll bring you here in the future, okay?"

"…it is good."

Ji Ziyang smiled with satisfaction.