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Wei Xi's spirit completely collapsed.

Ever since Ji Ziyang told Wei Xi all the truth, Wei Xi has collapsed.

Ji Ziyang has been by Wei Xi's side all the time, because Wei Xi's condition has plummeted, he has stayed here day and night, putting everything aside.

Xu Fei persuaded Ji Ziyang to go back and rest, not to be so big like a child and not care about the importance.

But Ji Ziyang also seemed to have fallen into a boundless darkness. Most of them just held Wei Xi's hand and just stared at him blankly. , he was indifferent.

Xu Fei sighed helplessly, turned and left.

Ji Ziyang still stared at Wei Xi closely, without moving.

It's not that he can't understand Xu Fei's concern for him, but Xu Fei will never understand his worry at this moment.

In fact, Ji Ziyang was not very worried about Wei Xi's collapse, it would be the same for anyone, if it was really just like this, there was still hope.

So what he was worried about was not this, what he was worried about was that Wei Xi already knew something that made him even more desperate, and that was what happened to Ji Changsi.

Why didn't you realize it before?

Looking at the sleeping Wei Xi, Ji Ziyang couldn't help blaming himself in his heart, why is he always so slow-witted?

What is Ji Changsi to Wei Xi?

It's like Wei Jiale's Yu Ji Ziyang.

If Wei Jiale is gone, what will Ji Ziyang do?

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, he just clenched Wei Xi's hand even harder, and kept thinking in his heart, I was wrong.

But everything seemed a bit late again, just like when he went back to look for Wei Jiale back then, this time, he seemed to have messed up again.

Wei Xi knew, he knew what happened to Ji Changsi, why didn't he come to see him again.

After hearing Ji Ziyang tell him the truth, he soon realized what was the reason for the sudden pain and emptiness in his heart.

Because that's his heart, and that's also Ji Changsi's heart.

So even if no one told him, how could he not feel it?

So one second before he collapsed, he grabbed Ji Ziyang's arm and asked him very nervously, where is Ji Changsi?

At that time, Ji Ziyang just looked at Wei Xi sadly, then lowered his head and said nothing.

Then Wei Xi seemed to be torn apart by something and insisted for the last time, only to feel black in front of her eyes, and a strong smell of blood came from her mouth, and then she fell straight down in front of Ji Ziyang.

Then, Wei Xi fell into a dream and could never wake up again.

He fell into a seemingly comatose situation, half asleep and half awake every day, no matter how the people around him called him, he couldn't open his eyes.

Ji Changsi said before, go to sleep when you miss me, because everything is in the dream.

But now Wei Xi only feels that he has been deceived, because his dream is full of endless barrenness, and there is a hazy area everywhere, with no human habitation or any sound.

Wei Xi walked alone in this chaos, neither knowing whether she was asleep or awake at this time, nor whether all this was true or false.

What he had always believed in had collapsed, and what he had always believed to be true was actually not true at all. He could no longer tell what was false and what was real.

And the most difficult thing is that he can no longer find the figure he wants to find in that world, whether it should be said to be false or real.

That was the only light in Wei Xi's life.

It's very painful, losing his lover, even every breath is like a blade, cutting Wei Xi's heart one by one.

But even so, in the dream, he still tried hard not to let himself shed a tear, and continued to walk forward step by step.

Because he said, no matter where he goes, he will definitely keep going.

Because he will definitely find him, the guy who promised to be with him forever, he doesn't believe that he will really leave him like this.

But when Wei Xi chased the calling voice from a distance and ran all the way, all he saw was Ji Ziyang's concerned face.

Wei Xi looked around in a daze, the familiar ward, everything that was familiar, everything should have looked so real, but it was so real that made Wei Xi close her eyes again in despair.

He couldn't hold on anymore.

Ji Ziyang hugged Wei Xi and called him desperately. He felt a lot of people pouring in all around him, everyone surrounded him, and there was a lot of noise everywhere. He even heard his mother crying.

Random words drifted into the ears.

"...consciousness...brainwaves..."

"...personality...fading..."

In the end, he also heard Ji Ziyang calling himself desperately like crazy, "Jia Le? Wei Xi?! No, no! Wake up, cheer up! I beg you, don't leave me, I beg you Please! You can wake up whether you want to or not, and you can become whatever you want, I beg you! As long as you wake up, you can let me die! You wake up, I beg you, wake up quickly come!"

Ah, why should I be so sad?

Thinking of this, Wei Xi even wanted to reach out and stroke the pain in his eyes.

But he was really powerless, because all of this was too difficult for him.

Sure enough, it was always too difficult for him to survive in this world without Ji Changsi.

"Wei Jiale!!!"

Accompanied by a heart-piercing call, Wei Xi let out a breath slowly, feeling that her body became light and light, but fell into a cold river bottom, facing the invisible darkness , deeper and deeper.

I'm so tired, it's time to take a break.

However, at this moment, a halo of light suddenly appeared in the endless darkness.

A cold hand grabbed Wei Xi, who was sinking slowly, and pulled him out of the abyss.

Then Wei Xi, like a rescued person from drowning, finally breathed a sigh of relief.

And when he opened his eyes again, he finally saw the only figure that could haunt him so much from beginning to end.

Ji Changsi was still the same, but this time he was not as frivolous as before.

The sky and water are all around, and the two people are standing on the mirror-like water, staring at each other quietly.

This is after they know what kind of existence each other is, this is after all the questions hidden in their hearts have been answered, they finally passed through layers of fog and looked at each other seriously.

They seem to have a pair of eyes that can talk, even if the eyes are already overflowing with crystal liquid, they can't hinder the affection hidden in the eyes at all.

"Long thinking..."

Wei Xi couldn't help stretching out her hand to him.

However, the outstretched hand was in vain.

Ji Changsi stood in front of Wei Xi sadly, and there seemed to be an insurmountable gap between the two of them.

"...this...long thinking..."

Wei Xi didn't understand what happened, she looked at her hand in surprise, and then at Ji Changsi.

When Ji Changsi noticed Wei Xi's surprise, his eyes showed endless sadness.

"Wei Xi? Why did you do this?" Ji Changsi sniffed, "You know what is right, why do you scare me like this?"

"What else can I do? If not, are you willing to come out to see me?" Wei Xi just looked at Ji Changsi like that, with an unusually stubborn tone, "Didn't you say that as long as I look at you, you will always be with me?" Will you stay with me?"

"But you also know what kind of existence I am."

"I know, but so what?"

"Since you know, go back quickly and don't bother me again."

"Long thinking..."

"Let me go, Wei Xi."

"Take me with you."

"Don't be silly."

"do you like me?"

Suddenly, Wei Xi, who was on the verge of collapse, yelled out loudly, which even made Ji Changsi stunned.

"do you like me?"

"If you like me, you take me away!"

Ji Changsi suddenly laughed after hearing such words.

He lowered his eyes and smiled so beautifully.

To be honest, it was the first time he saw Wei Xi like this.He never knew that Wei Xi was actually such a brave guy.

But how can that be?

Ji Changsi chuckled again like self-deprecating, "Don't you understand? You have never liked me."

Is not it?

After knowing all the truth, don't you know who the love in your heart is?

Why do you insist on torturing him like this again so that he cannot find peace?

Wei Xi's eyes moved, and she just stared at Ji Changsi blankly, as if she didn't understand what he was talking about.

Ji Changsi choked up, turned his head away, "Let's go, I'm leaving too."

"Do not…"

"Let's go back."

"Do not…"

Ji Changsi couldn't hold back anymore, his voice trembled a little, "Do you understand, I'm just his shadow left in your heart."

"Then do you understand that the one standing in front of you is Wei Xi, not Wei Jiale at all."

Wei Xi finally couldn't hold it anymore, tears fell from his eyes drop by drop, "Do you understand that Wei Jiale from the past is already dead, I'm Wei Xi, you know, I'm Wei Xi, I've been here since From the beginning to the end, I was just Wei Xi, the person I always liked was never Ji Ziyang."

Wei Xi walked forward step by step. Is there an insurmountable gap? So what.

Even if he fell, he would still move forward like this.

Because the person standing opposite is that person.

As he said, no matter where he goes, he must be with him.

Ji Changsi frowned, watching Wei Xi walk towards him step by step, he couldn't bear to see him in pain.

Finally, when the corner of his clothes was gently grabbed, Ji Changsi saw that Wei Xi was looking up at him affectionately, "You are not anyone's shadow, you are just Ji Changsi."

The fatal weakness in my heart was punctured at once, and all the previous defenses finally disappeared.

Ji Changsi's lips trembled, and he couldn't help stretching out his hand, and gently caressed Wei Xi's teary face.

And Wei Xi also held Ji Changsi's hand, and while crying, said what had been buried in her heart for more than ten years, "I like you, and I only like you."

"No matter what you are, from the beginning to the end, Wei Xi only likes Ji Changsi."

After finishing speaking, Ji Changsi finally closed his eyes and hugged Wei Xi into his arms.

The two people cried and embraced each other like this, and they didn't care whether their encounter with each other was real or fake.

None of that matters anymore, does it?

As long as you can be with the person you love, what is the difference between dreaming and dreaming?

I do not know how long it has been.

The world in front of him, where water and sky are one color, gradually began to collapse.

Huge cracks appeared in the sky, and then shattered into pieces and slowly fell down.

However, Ji Changsi and Wei Xi just cuddled together on the mirror-like water, calmly waiting for their own moment to arrive.

Wei Xi suddenly remembered a long time ago, when he first met Ji Changsi, he never knew what Ji Changsi looked like.He used to feel that Ji Changsi was like dust under the light and shadow, always quietly surrounding him, even if he stretched out his hand, he couldn't catch them. Only when the light appeared, could he see their figures.

Later, Ji Changsi became the light in his life.

But now, he finally realized that he was wrong.

If Ji Changsi is light, then perhaps it has always been him who is dust.

When the light appears, the floating dust will appear.

And if the light disappears, then what disappears with it is the dust that will never appear again.

This, perhaps, is the only metaphor that can be used to describe Wei Xi and Ji Changsi.

"Are you scared?"

Ji Changsi looked at the shattered sky and asked Wei Xi in a low voice.

"Not afraid."

Wei Xi leaned into Ji Changsi's arms, hugging his waist tightly, her voice was soft, but she spoke extremely firmly.

"It's useless to be afraid, I won't let you go back." Ji Changsi hugged Wei Xi tightly and whispered into his ear, "Do you know, in fact, from the first time I met you, I fell in love with you .”

Wei Xi blinked her eyes, her eye circles turned red, and shrank back into Ji Changsi's arms.

"...Then don't let me never find you again."

"kindness."

Ji Changsi raised his head and looked at the collapsing world again.

There are fragments falling from the sky everywhere, falling on the endless water surface, splashing little ripples.

"It feels pretty pathetic."

"Who?"

"He."

"Ah... a little bit."

Wei Xi lowered her eyes, thinking of that person named Ji Ziyang, the past scenes flashed before her eyes, and indeed a feeling of regret welled up in her heart.

Thinking of the promise I made with Ji Ziyang back then, I'm sorry, I can't help him but I'm worried.

Thinking about it this way, I'm really curious, does the self in the past who never lost his memory and was called Wei Jiale like Ji Ziyang?

If there is the appearance of Ji Changsi, perhaps this problem can be easily explained.

But it's different, Wei Xi thought so, and his brows became more and more frowned, always feeling that everything was still different all the time.

Where is the problem?

A figure in a white school uniform shirt flashed through his mind.

Wei Xi suddenly raised her eyes, as if she had finally realized something, and finally couldn't help but smile knowingly.

"What are you laughing at?"

"No... nothing."

Wei Xi hugged Ji Changsi tightly again, and couldn't help but shed another line of tears.

"what happened?"

Ji Changsi held Wei Xi's face in concern, and gently wiped away his tears, "Why are you crying again?"

"I was thinking, I should thank Wei Jiale."

"what?"

"...I should thank him for letting you come to my side."

Ji Changsi was taken aback when he heard the words, and looked at Wei Xi in disbelief. When he saw the deep meaning in Wei Xi's eyes, he finally understood everything, and hugged Wei Xi tightly again.

Wei Xi thought about the lonely and helpless figure in the dream, and he finally remembered how he came to this world.

If he could, he really wanted to hug that lonely back. He used to be his only support. If it wasn't for being too lonely, if it wasn't for being too depressed, he wouldn't have come to this world at all. up.

If Ji Changsi was born for Wei Xi, then for whom was Wei Xi born?

"Hey, it's really hard to live alone..."

"Are you looking for me again?"

"But don't come near me, I don't like you like this."

"You always pretend to be so much pain here, how can you smile beautifully?"

"If you can't laugh, who will like you?"

"...I can't hold on anymore..."

Wei Xi closed her eyes.

But it doesn't matter, Wei Xi looked at this world that was about to collapse completely, and smiled faintly.

There is already a more suitable person who will hug him.

Although that person was too much, but he never gave up chasing his figure.

What was the last name Ji Ziyang called out?

Wei Xi smiled.

So, can you give him another chance?

In the end, Wei Xi asked Ji Changsi in a low voice.

"Where do you think we're going?"

"I don't know, anyway, no matter where we go, we just want to be together."

"Really?"

"real."

Wei Xi smiled reassuringly, and lightly kissed Ji Changsi's cheek.

Ji Changsi looked at Wei Xi, his eyes sank, and with the dazzling light when the last piece of dust in this world disappeared, he directly kissed Wei Xi's lips.

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The ending is that Ji Ziyang dies alone

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