dreamer

Ji Ziyang was completely stunned.

Is Wei Xi's symptom considered drowsiness?

But according to what Wei Xi said, he didn't seem to be awake at all during the period of sleep, as long as he fell asleep, it would last for two or three days.

how can that be possible?

Ji Ziyang bit the inside of his lip and thought for a while, then asked Wei Xi, "Do you have any special feelings before going to bed and after waking up?"

Wei Xi thought for a while, "...how should I put it, I fell asleep without knowing what happened before going to sleep, and after waking up..."

"En?" Ji Ziyang blinked, waiting for Wei Xi to continue.

"After waking up, sometimes...it feels a little strange..."

"What's weird?"

"..."

Wei Xi's face was a little red, just like when he faced Xu Fei's question before, he really didn't know what to say.Such a strange thing had happened to him, and he was afraid that if he said it, they would explain it with the same words as "the head was injured" like those doctors and policemen before, and they would look at him in a strange way by the way.

Wei Xi really had enough of that look.

"Wei Xi?"

Ji Ziyang called Wei Xi in a low voice, reminding him not to be distracted and answer the questions quickly.

But Wei Xi still faltered and couldn't speak, and Ji Ziyang almost panicked to death like that.

"Don't you want to tell me?"

"...a little bit."

"why?"

"...I'm afraid you think I'm sick." Wei Xi glanced at Ji Ziyang cautiously, "You'll think I'm weird."

Ji Ziyang froze for a moment, "Why do I think you are strange?"

"But... Those things are silly and strange when you say them, doesn't it make me look sick?"

Wei Xi looked at Ji Ziyang's slightly confused expression, and smiled indifferently, "I have been classified as abnormal since I was in school."

This child is different from other children, because his head was injured, so his reaction is not as sensitive as children of the same age, he is a bit slow, and he does things slowly.

Isn't that a fool?

"Later I also tried to seek help..."

There are no signs of burglary in your home, maybe you just forgot.

The examination said that your body is very healthy and there is nothing wrong with it.Didn't you say you were injured when you were a child?Maybe it's because of this, don't worry too much.

"But gradually I got used to it, like when people get sick, there will be sequelae... But I want to get better..."

As good as normal.

Wei Xi spoke in a very low voice, and her tone of voice was very soft, so that she could be carried away by the wind as soon as she spoke.

After hearing Wei Xi's words, Ji Ziyang unconsciously clenched his mouth.

He was a little guilty, although he didn't think Wei Xi was weird, but he just took Wei Xi for an examination not long ago, because he really felt that he was sick.

But Wei Xi's words at this time made him change his perspective while caring about Wei Xi's condition.

He had never seen what Wei Xi might face before, but now it seemed that what Wei Xi could see slowly appeared in front of his eyes.

What does the world look like to an abnormal person?

Walking between false and real, hovering on the edge of doubt and panic.And apart from those dream-like unreality, the most intuitive and common thing that this real world can bring to him is probably those colored eyes, right?

If that's the case, it's better to just sleep in the dream all the time.

Such a voice suddenly came out of Ji Ziyang's heart, and he was taken aback by his own conclusion.

At this moment, Wei Xi glanced at Ji Ziyang again, "Well, it's nothing... It's just that every time I wake up, I feel...something is wrong at home..."

Ji Ziyang was still immersed in his own thoughts and couldn't extricate himself from it. He suddenly heard Wei Xi's words and his heart skipped a beat, as if he remembered something, but he couldn't say what it was.

So he quickly came back to his senses and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It seems that someone has been here, things... feel like they have been moved..."

Ji Ziyang said "ah..." and then stopped talking.

Wei Xi saw a complicated look similar to Xu Fei's on his face.

A gust of cool wind blew, bringing the laughter of children in the distance.

Wei Xi was silent for a while, and then took the initiative to speak, "Do you think I'm sick?"

"how come…"

There are some things that Ji Ziyang will not be able to figure out for a while, but he knows very well that Wei Xi's situation is definitely another example that proves that his mental state is very problematic.

It's just that at this time, he was not in a hurry to let Wei Xi know, and he didn't want to comfort Wei Xi with insignificant words like those others.

"Don't talk about your illness all the time. Besides, people have illnesses, and I have them too."

Wei Xi gave him a lukewarm look, "Really?"

"Of course, no one is perfect. Everyone has more or less psychological and spiritual flaws. That's normal. Maybe you are a little special, but there are many people who are worse than you." Ji Ziyang Chongwei Xi smiled and continued, "You can just call me. I did a lot of psychological tests when I was in college, and 80.00% of them said that I was a person with problems here or there. Can become the kind of person who is particularly healthy and perfect.”

Wei Xi looked at Ji Ziyang puzzled, "Why?"

"...Because I know which one to choose," Ji Ziyang raised his eyebrows and smiled smugly, "Forgot what I did?"

"unacceptable."

Wei Xi couldn't help lowering her eyes and smiling when she heard the words.

Ji Ziyang also smiled, and continued, "But despite this, I know what is normal and what is abnormal about myself, so I know how to adjust myself."

"So it doesn't matter whether it's normal or abnormal. The most important thing is to learn to face your own abnormality."

Ji Ziyang spoke very sincerely, Wei Xi looked at him for a while, and then looked at the children playing football in the distance.

Do you want to learn to face your own abnormality...

Ji Ziyang still stared at Wei Xi intently.

I remember that it was early summer when they met again, and now it is late autumn.Wei Xi's hair has grown a lot. Back then he still had short, neat hair. Now the hair on both sides almost covered his ears, and the hair was also left in pieces on his forehead, which made Wei Xi look even smaller.

If it is said that he looks seventeen or eighteen in this way, some people will believe it.

Ji Ziyang couldn't help but wanted to stretch out his hand to rub Wei Xi's head, but at this moment he was hit on the leg by a rolling football.

The two children in the distance shouted "I'm sorry" and came to pick up the football in front of Wei Xi and Ji Ziyang, and their eyes lit up when they saw Wei Xi.

"Big brother, will you play with us for a while?"

The child holding the ball said this to Wei Xi. He didn't look very old, only twelve or three years old, and his tone was quite casual. It sounded like he was talking to an old acquaintance.

Today's children are really precocious, and they don't recognize birth at all.

Ji Ziyang sighed in his heart, and then saw Wei Xi waving her hands in surprise.

"No, no, let's play, I won't..."

"Hey, liar, come and play with us for a while."

The two children were still begging, and the other child was still jumping around and reaching out to drag Wei Xi to follow them.

Wei Xi was at a loss and didn't know what to do, Ji Ziyang smiled and waved his hand, "Let me play with you and let him rest for a while."

Wei Jiale is not good at playing football, but Ji Ziyang is very good at it. In junior high school, he won the attention of many girls because of this.Although he is an adult now, he hasn't touched the ball for a long time. He's fine today, and he's really itchy when he has a chance.

"Are you okay?"

One of the boys glanced at Ji Ziyang suspiciously, as if he didn't quite trust the skills of this guy he had never met.

"Huh? Can I do it? You don't go out to inquire..."

Ji Ziyang took off his coat and threw it into Wei Xi's arms seriously, then ran to the lawn with the children to play.

Wei Xi sat holding Ji Ziyang's coat and watched, with a gentle look on his face.

This kid's temper is really comparable to Ji Changsi's.

The scene of an adult running around with a group of children seems a bit abrupt.But it can be seen that Ji Ziyang should be a very gentle person, whether it is strength or movements, he has reservations...

Thinking of this, Wei Xi suddenly narrowed her eyes again.

Ah... But at critical moments, he still uses his own advantages to bully children.

Seeing Ji Ziyang waving at Wei Xi in a victorious posture, Wei Xi smiled helplessly.

The two of them just watched and played together. Everything seemed so peaceful in the rare afternoon.

After an unknown amount of time, Ji Ziyang sweated profusely and said to the children, "Stop playing, stop playing", and then turned to leave.

The children had a great time, and when they parted, they praised Ji Ziyang, "You played well, just as well as that big brother."

Ji Ziyang was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and before he could come and ask anything, the kid who played football with La Weixi came up to him, jumped up and made a gesture to his forehead.

This time Ji Ziyang was even more confused, and he froze in place as if struck by lightning.

"Where did you learn this gesture?"

The child smiled and pointed to Wei Xi in the distance, "He."

"what?"

"He played with us before, he taught us," several children echoed, "This is a gesture to celebrate victory!"

Ji Ziyang swallowed, stared at the children with wide eyes, then turned his head to look at Wei Xi in the distance.

This gesture of victory was invented by Ji Ziyang and several of his teammates when he was in junior high school. Although Wei Jiale also knew it, how could Wei Xi, who has lost his memory, remember such a thing?Besides, when did Wei Xi become good at playing football?If he played well later, why did he say he couldn't just now?

"Are you sure you played football with that big brother?"

"Well, I have played several times, and we often meet."

Ji Ziyang frowned slowly. While feeling shocked, he felt that some things seemed to be getting more and more complicated.

When Ji Ziyang returned to Wei Xi's side, he asked Wei Xi intentionally or unintentionally while putting on his coat, "Have you played with them?"

"No ah."

"Then they just told me they played with you before."

"Did you admit the wrong person?"

Wei Xi said very plainly, Ji Ziyang observed Wei Xi's expression, and saw that he did not seem to be lying at all.

"what happened?"

Ji Ziyang froze for a moment, then smiled at Wei Xi who was a little suspicious, "It's okay, what do you want to eat tonight?"

Wei Xi blinked hesitantly, "Whatever."

But when Ji Ziyang went to drive, he still couldn't help looking at Ji Ziyang's back for a while.

For some reason, he always felt that Ji Ziyang was hiding something from him, and it was related to himself.

After dinner, Wei Xi went home alone. He was feeling very tired recently, so he wanted to wash up and rest early.

But after taking a shower, the familiar voice came again.

The empty room didn't turn on the lights, Wei Xi came to the front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror alone, his eyes were downcast, without a trace of ecstasy, but he kept murmuring in his mouth, as if he was talking to someone, or talking daydream.

Everything was so quiet, only one or two faint laughter could be heard occasionally, but there was no other person in the room except Wei Xi.

When Ji Ziyang returned home, he hurried into the study room, his eyes fell on the bookshelf and looked at the rows, then he reached out and took out a book, placed it in front of the desk and read it carefully.

After a few days, Xu Fei's report finally came out.

Ji Ziyang walked out of Xu Fei's hospital with heavy steps, holding a bulging kraft paper bag in his hand, and there were still a few words from the thick case in front of his eyes.

severe schizophrenia...positive...

"Wei Xi's situation is not very optimistic. Although the situation is very complicated, it is preliminarily identified that Wei Xi may be suffering from schizophrenia. His symptoms are not limited to hallucinations. According to what he said and the examination report, he has Severe auditory hallucinations, looking around, and unable to distinguish hallucinations from reality, and even immersed in delusions for a long time, this situation is very serious and has affected his daily life. If possible, I suggest that you must bring Wei Xi went into treatment."

"It won't do him any good to procrastinate any longer. I don't know what you care about him, but if you continue to choose conservative treatment, I'm afraid it won't have any effect."

"In any case, first of all you should at least let him understand what is true and what is false."

Ji Ziyang was sitting in the car smoking a cigarette, his expression was stern, no one could know what he was thinking at this moment.

When Wei Xi opened the door and saw Ji Ziyang at the door, the visitor still greeted him with a smile on his face.

Wei Xi was used to Ji Ziyang's unannounced arrival, so she didn't react in any surprise.

He just didn't know why, but he felt that today's Ji Ziyang was a little different from usual.

"Wei Xi, can you go to the hospital with me again?"

Wei Xi tilted his head and looked at Ji Ziyang hesitantly, "Is there a result?"

"Well, let's go get it together, shall we?"

"Oh that's fine."

Isn't it just to get a result, is it necessary to coax a child?

Wei Xi didn't feel suspicious, changed clothes and followed Ji Ziyang out of the house.

However, when he came to the hospital again, Ji Ziyang was not in a hurry to take him to get the results and leave.

Ji Ziyang took him to a beautifully decorated room with carpets, sofas, flowers, plates full of fruits and exquisite tea sets.

Xu Fei stretched out his hand and asked Wei Xi to sit on the treatment sofa. Wei Xi looked timidly at Ji Ziyang beside him, and Ji Ziyang patted him on the shoulder to signal him to go over.

"Wei Xi, I want to talk to you today."

When Wei Xi sat down, Xu Fei said to him gently.

"Talk about what?"

"Talk about you, talk about... Ji Changsi."

Wei Xi froze for a moment, as if she didn't quite understand Xu Fei's words, she raised her head again and looked at Ji Ziyang next to her.

There was a hint of pleading for help in that gaze, but even after Ji Ziyang received such a message, he still stood aside indifferently, with a hint of sadness in his eyes.

"Wei Xi, look at me."

A voice suddenly rang in his ears, Wei Xi felt a little confused, suddenly startled by the voice, turned his head timidly like a kitten, "Huh?"

He had also done some memory recovery treatments under Ji Ziyang's hands before, including talking and hypnosis.

However, the doctor Xu in front of him is obviously not as gentle as Ji Ziyang.

Xu Fei's powerful voice drifted over again, "Wei Xi, think about my question, has anyone else met Ji Changsi besides you?"

"What, what?"

Wei Xi was a little dazed, he felt that everything in front of him was a little unreal, his head became more and more chaotic, and everything in front of him was also chaotic.

"Have you ever seen a third person with him in all this time?"

"..."

The body is getting lighter and lighter, and the breathing is getting harder and harder.

"Did he take you to meet his friends? Did he mention his family to you?"

Wei Xi felt as if she had fallen into a net, her chest seemed to be stuffy and she couldn't breathe out, her face was hot for a while, and even her eye sockets felt a little hot, "...what on earth do you want to say? "

Xu Fei paused, before uttering a sentence from his mouth lightly, "I think that maybe in your life, there has never been a friend named Ji Changsi."

Hearing these words, Wei Xi frowned for a moment, her eyes turned red, "You...you are talking nonsense!"

Why would you say such nonsensical things to him?This is so rude!

He stumbled and sat up from the sofa, his ears still filled with Xu Fei's words, "Ji Changsi is just your imagination, he is not real."

"You, you are talking nonsense..."

Why do you say such things to him?Why question his friend like this for no reason?

Wei Xi kept rubbing his head, he felt his head was hurting, he wanted to go home, he didn't want to stay here, he wanted to find Ji Changsi.

"Long thinking... Long thinking..."

Suddenly, someone helped him who almost fell.

"Changsi...?"

Wei Xi tightened her arms, raised her head and looked at the familiar face with a halo in front of her eyes, look, isn't his Ji Changsi here, still smiling at him?

"Changsi...help me..."

"Wei Xi...it's me."

However, the face in front of him suddenly changed, and Ji Ziyang was looking at him sadly.

"No...you're not Ji Changsi..."

Wei Xi withdrew her hand as if being scalded, and fell backwards.

"Wei Xi, don't get excited..."

"No, don't touch me, let me go, I want to go back..."

"Wei Xi, calm down, don't be afraid..."

Someone hugged Wei Xi from behind and pushed him to the sofa beside him.

"No! Let me go! Changsi! Help me!"

Wei Xi yelled loudly, tears were about to come out, "Ji, Ji Ziyang..."

He stretched out his hand to look at Ji Ziyang, he wanted to ask him to help him take him out of here, but in the tears, he saw that guy covering his eyes in pain and turning his back.

Suddenly, there was a stabbing pain in his arm.

Wei Xi looked desperately and terrified at the figures floating in front of him, then his vision went dark and he passed out.