dreamer

Wei Xi returned to the treatment that Ji Ziyang arranged for him.

When he is not working, Ji Ziyang's clinic is the only place he needs to go to and from.

The autumn is crisp, and the afternoon sun shines on the sofa, making people feel warm all over.

Wei Xi was lying on the sofa sleeping in the dark, while Ji Ziyang sitting diagonally across from him was reading a book with gusto, everything looked so peaceful.

"I really don't know if you came to sleep with me, or to restore your memory."

When Wei Xi first woke up from his dream, Ji Ziyang complained helplessly to him.

"Sorry…"

Wei Xi felt a little embarrassed, rubbed her eyes and apologized softly.

"It's ok."

Ji Ziyang observed Wei Xi for a while, and couldn't help reaching out and touching his eyes lightly, wondering what he was thinking.

"Did you stay up late again last night?"

When the two of them went out together, Ji Ziyang asked Wei Xi again, "Is that little friend of yours looking for you again?"

Wei Xi was already used to Ji Ziyang calling Ji Changsi this kind of name, "No."

"Then why does it always seem like you can't wake up, have you been at home these two days?"

Wei Xi thought for a while, her gaze averted a little, "...En, um."

Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Xi, then at his watch, "It's still early, shall we find a place to stay?"

Then before Wei Xi could refuse, he pushed him into the car.

Then Ji Ziyang and Wei Xi chatted about Ji Changsi all afternoon, and they almost went crazy asking Wei Xi.

Wei Xi is really confused, he doesn't understand why Ji Ziyang is so interested in Ji Changsi now, from Ji Changsi's habits and appearance, to the various pasts between him and Ji Changsi, as long as Wei Xi can tell, Ji Ziyang Everyone wants to hear it.

What made Wei Xi feel helpless the most was that he didn't know how to answer some of Ji Ziyang's questions.

"Are his eyes big or small? Compared with mine?"

"..."

"I am more handsome and he is more handsome? What kind of clothes does he like to wear?"

"..."

"What does he usually do? What job is he doing now?"

"..."

Wei Xi is going crazy.

Partly because this kind of question is boring, partly because he doesn't know how to answer it.

What does Ji Changsi look like and what does he do? Wei Xi has a certain understanding of these things, but when Ji Ziyang asked more details, such as "Engineering...then what is he doing now, engineer? Or technician? Where do you work?" Wei Xi couldn't answer.

Because he never cared about these things, in other words, the communication between him and Ji Changsi never seemed to revolve around such issues.

But even though Wei Xi had shown a troubled expression, Ji Ziyang still enjoyed it.

"How about this, don't you know how to draw? Draw Ji Changsi for me to see?"

Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Xi brightly, like a persistent primary school student.

Wei Xi sighed helplessly. I have to say that this Ji Ziyang is really a little bit cute, much like Ji Changsi who is playing a rascal.

Wei Xi really has nothing to do with such a guy, but even if Ji Changsi asked him to, he really couldn't do it.

"Draw me a picture?"

A long time ago, when Ji Changsi looked at Wei Xi's first entry work, he also asked Wei Xi like this.

"Just draw... me?"

At that time, Ji Changsi was standing in front of the studio window, holding Wei Xi's work in his hand, and turned his head to smile at Wei Xi.

The breeze blew the white gauze curtain along the open window, so the sunlight followed in and sprinkled on Ji Changsi's body, making Ji Changsi's whole body full of halo.Wei Xi felt that Ji Changsi was very beautiful like that, but there was a small unreal feeling in his heart, because it looked like Ji Changsi would disappear in that warm light at any moment.

No matter what Ji Changsi said, Wei Xi would listen, but he still couldn't satisfy Ji Changsi's little wish.

"Sorry, I can't draw..."

"Can't draw it?"

Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Xi in confusion.

"Well, I used to draw, but I couldn't draw it halfway through." Wei Xi smiled lightly, as if helpless but calm, "I can't draw him."

Ji Ziyang was a little surprised when he heard the words, but looking at Wei Xi's downcast eyes, he felt that he seemed to be able to guess a little bit of Wei Xi's thoughts.

"...I tried to draw him many times, but none of them looked like him." Wei Xi shrank into a chair, looking at the clouds outside the window with a dazed expression. "In the end, I couldn't draw him at all."

Is it because that is the person you like?

So no matter how I write, I can't describe the half of that person?

Ji Ziyang took a deep breath, then smiled again, "Then how about you draw a picture of me?"

Hearing this, Wei Xi raised her eyes to look at Ji Ziyang.

Ji Ziyang still smiled warmly, "I will have my birthday in more than a month, as my birthday present?"

"…OK."

Later, there was another long discussion about Ji Changsi, which really annoyed Wei Xi to death.

Then when Wei Xi returned home, he had to go into the second round of interrogation again.

Ji Changsi responded to Wei Xi's treatment with an onlooker attitude. He neither stopped Wei Xi, nor was he angry because of Wei Xi's contact with Ji Ziyang.

After Wei Xi explained to him, he felt that it was not that he couldn't understand Wei Xi's intentions, and he felt at ease with Wei Xi.

Just curious or inevitable.

"What are you doing today?"

"Tell me about the dream I had, and then hypnotherapy."

"Is hypnosis fun?"

"…Is not fun."

Ji Changsi bit his lip and didn't know what he was thinking.

Wei Xi looked at Ji Changsi, and carefully grabbed the corner of his clothes, "What's wrong?"

"...I always feel that hypnosis is a very dangerous thing," Ji Changsi said seriously, "If he does something to you, don't you know?"

"How could it be?" Wei Xi smiled, "You think too badly of him."

"Then... what kind of person is Ji Ziyang?"

Wei Xi raised his eyes to look at Ji Changsi, and Ji Changsi lay down in front of the table with his chin in his hands and asked him, "Is he more handsome or am I more handsome? Is he better or me?"

Wei Xi swallowed, he felt a bit like a primary school teacher.

"If you're so interested in him, why don't you go and meet him yourself?"

Later, Wei Xi said something like this to both of them, "Isn't it okay for you to ask him yourself?"

The answers are all similar.

"Forget it, I don't have that skill."

"I don't bother to see him."

...Wei Xi was really tired.

In addition to being very tired of the two elementary school students, I was also very tired of recovering the memory.

That night.

Sitting alone in the studio, Wei Xi casually sketched whatever came to mind in her sketchbook.

Then as I drew and drew, a man's image gradually formed on the blank page, with narrow eyes, a high nose bridge, and a moderate mouth...

It was a picture of sitting on a chair and looking down at a book. It was Ji Ziyang that Wei Xi first saw when he woke up that day.

He easily drew the pictures in his memory, but he still couldn't draw Ji Changsi.

Wei Xi bent the corner of her mouth, and looked into Ji Ziyang's eyebrows.

But while drawing, Wei Xi paused the tip of his pen, and then carefully looked at the face in the picture.

A trace of hesitation rose in his heart, Wei Xi frowned, and then looked at the easel covered with a cloth in the corner...

Wei Xi has been in a trance recently, as if troubled by something.

Not only Wei Xi, but Ji Ziyang also felt troubled.

They didn't understand why, it had been a long time since the treatment to restore memory, Wei Xi still didn't see any improvement.

Those memories about the past, whether they are dreams or things awakened through hypnosis, all only revolve around the day when Wei Xi had an accident. Even if there are more messy and broken pictures, the only character that appears in the picture is the back of the boy .

According to Wei Xi, the identity of that young man is Wei Jiale, his past self.

Why on earth is this happening?

Ji Ziyang put away Wei Xi's treatment records, stood in front of the window and looked at the endless night full of hesitation. He had read these records no less than a hundred times, and he always felt that there was something wrong, and it was a very serious problem. It's right on the edge of his mouth, hiding in the corner of his consciousness, but he can't say or think about it.

Something was wrong, something was abnormal, but what it was, he couldn't think of it.

"Otherwise you bring him to meet me? Let's think of a way together?"

A man in a white coat stood in front of Ji Ziyang. He looked much older than Ji Ziyang. His name was Xu Fei. If he wanted to make some connections, he was Ji Ziyang's senior brother. Psychiatry and Psychology Physician.

Xu Fei and Ji Ziyang met a few years ago, because they are both colleagues and alumni, the relationship has always been good.

"Look again, I will come to you when I can't do it."

Xu Fei smiled, "This kind of total amnesia is really rare, especially since he has lost his memory for ten years...Are you sure he's not faking it?"

Ji Ziyang rolled his eyes, "You pretend to be for ten years?"

"I'm really weird too," Xu Fei was noncommittal, just lowered his head and smiled meaningfully, then pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, "Perhaps you don't need to worry, if it's not because of a severe brain injury, Sexual amnesia...you and I both understand that half depends on treatment and half depends on the patient himself, maybe when he should remember, he will naturally remember."

Ji Ziyang thought for a while and nodded.

"If you are worried, you can bring him to my place to have a look, and then do a comprehensive inspection."

After bidding farewell to Xu Fei, Ji Ziyang had nothing to do, drove the car and came downstairs to Wei Xi's house again.

It's getting late, he doesn't know if there will be guests at Wei Xi's house tonight, but after thinking twice, Ji Ziyang still wants to go up and try his luck. If he is lucky, Wei Xi is at home alone, so he can chat with him again Talk about going to Xu Fei to see a doctor.

The elevator carried Ji Ziyang up slowly, and when he got off the elevator, Ji Ziyang looked at the empty corridor, feeling a little uneasy, he really didn't know how he would face his rival in love if he happened to meet that person there.

With such a mood, Ji Ziyang walked slowly to the door of Wei Xi's house. Before knocking on the door, he couldn't help listening to the movement at home.

The anti-theft door equipped with the apartment was thick but not soundproof. Ji Ziyang leaned against the door and listened for a while, then heard voices coming from inside.Although I couldn't hear what the people inside were saying, but based on my intuition, it didn't seem like Wei Xi was the only one in the family.

Ji Ziyang pursed his lips, turned around quickly and left.

However, only halfway through the long corridor, Ji Ziyang turned back in big strides, and knocked on the door of Wei Xi's house without hesitation.

My heart was pounding, I knew that such an encounter might be embarrassing, but Ji Ziyang's stubbornness came up, and even he couldn't stop it.

There was silence on the other side of the door for a while, and then with a click, a small head was exposed along the crack of the door.

Wei Xi didn't seem to want Ji Ziyang to come in at all. For Ji Ziyang's sudden visit, Wei Xi didn't show any surprise on his face, but his eyes were full of confusion and wandering, "...what's the matter? ?”

Ji Ziyang pretended to be calm, and smiled, "I have something to tell you, can you let me in?"

Saying this, without waiting for Wei Xi's consent, he opened the anti-theft door and squeezed in. When he passed by Wei Xi, he also smelled a faint smell of tobacco.

Ji Ziyang stood in the hallway, with the kitchen on his right and the living room in front of him.Although he was quite nervous, he was not in a hurry to go in, he just glanced in the direction of the living room with his eyes, as if he was always waiting to see the guy who had been passing him by in the interlaced time.

But the facts are not as exciting as Ji Ziyang imagined, and the plot of jealousy when the rivals meet does not appear.Ji Ziyang stood in front of the living room and watched for a while, but there was no one other than Wei Xi in the house.

"Wei Xi?"

Ji Ziyang turned his head, he wanted to ask if there were any guests at Wei Xi's house, but he saw that Wei Xi kept hanging his head, looking listless, as if he was talking to himself, but when Ji Ziyang called him, He looked up, but it seemed he hadn't said anything at all.

"Wei Xi? You've been home alone?"

"...Well, well..."

Wei Xi looked dazed, as if she was answering Ji Ziyang's question, but also as if she wasn't communicating with Ji Ziyang at all.

"Wei Xi?" Seeing that Wei Xi looked a little abnormal, Ji Ziyang couldn't help but walked in front of him, lowered his head slightly and looked at him, "Wei Xi? Look at me."

Wei Xi raised her head when she heard the sound, her eyes were blurred but her consciousness was still there, and when she saw the person in front of her clearly, she seemed to wake up from a dream, "...Ji Ziyang?"

Ji Ziyang frowned and looked at Wei Xi in surprise.

"How did you come?"

"You just let me in?"

"yes…"

"What's wrong with you, Wei Xi?" Seeing that Wei Xi's figure was a little swaying, Ji Ziyang quickly supported him, "Is there something wrong with you?"

Wei Xi shook his head, and let Ji Ziyang help him to rest on the sofa.

During this period, Ji Ziyang kept observing everything around him. There were two sets of bowls and chopsticks on the dining table, and there was an ashtray on the coffee table that he did not know when he took it out. There were scattered cigarette ash and cigarette butts in it, and that cigarette butt was still smoking. It's like there's no time to snuff it out in a hurry.

All this shows that the family seems to have just had a visitor.

Ji Ziyang wasn't surprised by all this, but what made him strange was that he hadn't seen anyone leaving from here, obviously he had heard voices coming from Wei Xi's house before, but why did he only see Wei Xi when he came in?

"Wei Xi, have you ever had any guests at home?"

Wei Xi was sitting on the sofa, her head was still drooping, "Well, longing for him..."

"What about others?"

"...he is not here anymore."

"Not here anymore?"

"Well...he's gone."

"Gone?" Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Xi suspiciously, "But I've been outside your house, haven't I seen anyone leave?"

Wei Xi froze there again without making a sound.

Ji Ziyang waited for a while, and couldn't help but ask him again, "Wei Xi? What's going on?"

"…what?"

"Where's Ji Changsi?"

"he's gone."

"But he..."

"I said he's gone," Wei Xi suddenly raised his head, looked at Ji Ziyang without blinking, and his tone was a little excited, "How many more times do you have to ask?"

Ji Ziyang was frightened by Wei Xi in front of him. After meeting Wei Xi for so long, it was the first time he saw Wei Xi speak to him in such a tone. It was a far cry from the cowardly setting before.

Before Ji Ziyang could say anything else, Wei Xi suddenly issued an order to evict the guest.

"I'm very tired and want to rest for a while, can you leave?"

The tone was so resolute, and the speed of speech was so fast, such an aura left Ji Ziyang with no room for struggle.By the time Ji Ziyang reacted, he had already left and was driven out by Wei Xi.

Ji Ziyang was really confused.

Everything that happened tonight was too abnormal, and he couldn't find a reasonable explanation for Wei Xi's abnormality. Wei Xi like that really surprised him.But in addition to being surprised, Ji Ziyang felt that he suddenly remembered something, and the problem that he had never thought of before suddenly revealed clues.

Wei's mother and Wei Xi's high school teacher once said something to him, something that made him guess about Wei Xi and Ji Changsi.Ji Ziyang was sitting in his car, thinking about those words while thinking about Wei Xi.

"The child doesn't seem to be quite normal,"

"...Sometimes I make some weird moves..."

"In short... I don't know how to describe it, but I heard from my classmates that Wei Xi sometimes hides alone in the toilet talking to himself."

"Is Wei Xi abnormal now? It's normal for him to be like this now, okay? You don't know the past at all, you just do what you think is right. Do you want him to be like the past... ..."

Ji Ziyang felt a little cold in his heart, and he remembered what Wei Xi had told him about Ji Changsi.

Wei Xi's encounter with Ji Changsi was very strange, wasn't it, what kind of person would he never show his face in the early days of contact, would he make a movie?Or write novels?This is simply too abnormal.And until now, Wei Xi can clearly know nothing about many things about Ji Changsi; he doesn't know what Ji Changsi does, or even where Ji Changsi lives. They were doing something and never mentioned it to Wei Xi; everything between them seemed to exist only in another dimension, they had never gone out together, and it seemed that no third person had ever seen them together. It was always Ji Changsi who came to look for Wei Xi, never heard of Wei Xi looking for Ji Changsi, and the two of them always met at night...

Isn't that weird for a normal pair of friends?

Ji Ziyang suddenly remembered that when Wei Xi mentioned Ji Changsi's past to him for the first time, he asked Wei Xi intuitively, "Are you sure Ji Changsi is real?"

It felt like something had smacked my heart.

Ji Ziyang was shocked by his own thoughts again.

Is Wei Xi really just lost his memory?

Ji Changsi, who is it?