Remember a girl I love GL

I have been taking medicine recently, taking a lot of medicine, and secretly went to see a psychiatrist, but the doctor didn't seem to know how to cure my illness.

I gave up going to the hospital, and spent a lot of time looking at my phone in a daze, for eleven days, twelve days... As of today, it has been 20 days.The insomnia is getting worse and worse. Sometimes I can’t sleep all night. Sometimes I will actively take medicine, do housework, cook with my brother, and try to be happy. Sometimes I am very negative and refuse to sleep or eat. , refuse to take medicine, or take a lot of medicine.

But he will be very careful not to let himself die, and dare not leave wounds on his body, because he doesn't know when Liu Nian will come back and when he will send me a message.Maybe she is very busy, that's why there is no news, but I have been busy for many days, and I miss her so much.

I didn’t sleep all night again yesterday, and I took a lot of medicine at noon today, a lot of medicine, if... there is no way, then should I write a suicide note, or what should I do if Liu Nian sends me a message, thinking so , I couldn't control myself and fell asleep.

Later, I was woken up for some reason, and what I saw was Liu Nian's frightened face, as if he was about to be abandoned by the whole world. What happened?Is Liu Nian back?Ken is finally back, I really miss this person.

I thought I was useless more than once. When I was earning money and doing things in Liu Nian, I was doing nothing every day. Because my brother earned enough money for both of us, so I didn’t worry about money, and I went to school. , Because of the person I love, I worked hard to get into a good university.In fact, what Liu Nian said is quite right, getting into a better university is the best thing I have ever done.

Why is this idiot Liu Nian so nice to me? I am so useless, I always get a little sick and cause trouble for her, and I have to abandon her that time. She is so good, she will be suitable for a better person.

"Young year?"

Liu Nian's voice pulled back my wild thoughts, and I quickly withdrew the almost desperate expression on my face, not wanting to make this woman who loves me sad or worried, but I didn't seem to be able to do it.

Liu Nian just kissed my whole body, and then he really slept with me.Liu Nian smelled very good, as if he hadn't seen this person for several years, with a smell of dust.It was rare for me to feel at ease and calm, only to realize that I had no strength to think about it. I am really tired these days.

When I woke up, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening, and I slept for a long time.There is no one around, what did Liu Nian do?When I got out of bed to look for slippers, Liu Nian came in.

"It feels like you should wake up too, so come in and take a look."

"Silly, what are you doing?"

"Prepare the New Year's Eve dinner with my brother, I'm very hungry."

"Well, it's okay, Liu Nian, I can't find my slippers"

"Here" my slippers turned out to be on the other side of the bed, so I had to get back into bed and walk across the bed.Liu Nian was standing next to the slippers, and when I was about to put on the slippers, Liu Nian conjured up a pair of fluffy socks out of nowhere, asked me to sit on the edge of the bed, squat down, and put the socks on my left foot , and then the right foot.Liu Nian's movements were very slow and gentle, I unconsciously put my hand on the back of Liu Nian's hand, and saw Liu Nian raised his head to look at me, "Silly..."

"What's wrong?" I don't know what's in Liu Nian's eyes, maybe it's sadness, maybe it's worry.

It must be a headache for me to look like this.

"Well, nothing, let's go eat"

"Wait a moment"

"Huh?" Liu Nian stood up, lowered his head and kissed my forehead again,

"Okay, the seal is lifted, let's go eat"

I touched Liu Nian's place with my hand, feeling a little dazed.Has the seal been lifted?Then I can no longer be tortured.

Brother and Liu Nian have almost prepared, and they are just about to serve the dishes.I sat at the table and watched my brother and Liu Nian serve up the dishes, rice and soup.

"Silly, don't you need to go home for the New Year?"

"No need." Liu Nian was concentrating on serving me rice.

"It's not because of you that she doesn't go home, Xiaonian, you are too worrying." Although my brother said something disgusting, the eyebrows on his face were still tightly wrinkled, probably because he was worried about me.

After all, I always do all kinds of worrying things.

Liu Nian didn't speak any more, and after serving himself a meal, he also sat next to me, and my brother sat opposite.

"Stupid..."

"Well, let's eat, let's have some soup first."

"okay."

"Stupid..."

"Ah."

"It's okay." After taking the medicine, my stomach felt very uncomfortable, and I didn't have much appetite. There were a lot of rice grains in the rice bowl, and I ate them one by one, and I didn't know when I would finish them.

"Xiao Nian, don't you want to eat?" Liu Nian stopped eating.The appearance of eating silly is also very good, unlike me, eating what I like is like a dog planing.

"Well, I have no appetite." My brother glared at me, but he really didn't want to eat.

"Drink some soup, I will take you out to eat later, what do you want to eat." Liu Nian served me some soup again, it was a very simple egg soup, a bit fishy, ​​and I still didn't really want to drink it.

"do not know."

"Liu Nian, you are too spoiled with her." My brother couldn't stand it anymore, hum, whoever asked his little boyfriend to accompany his parents for the New Year must be lonely.

"It's okay." Liu Nian answered his brother's words indifferently, and looked at me again, does this mean that I must come up with something to eat?

"Eat, eat, want to eat steak, and corn soup, and toast." Maybe some meat would be better.

After I finished speaking, I saw my brother showing a rare surprised expression, could it be...

"Well, I'll make it for you later." Liu Nian also showed the expected expression, with the corners of his mouth curled up a little, looking very happy.

"But, are there still butchers selling meat now?" I was a little confused about what happened.

"I guessed that you would want to eat it. At that time, you always wanted to eat it, but in the end I couldn't take you there. So, I wanted to make it for you during the Chinese New Year, so I bought the raw materials in advance, um, yes, and your love Drink a lot of lemons, I should be able to do it too."

"..." Brother seems to be right, silly will spoil me.

The author has something to say:

Again, there are silly girlfriends out there,

One, one is enough.

The year of Shasha's family has passed in an atmosphere of sadness and hope,

The healing of the wound is for young people,

It's still a bit long,

But fortunately, she is silly.