Protect our jungler [Live]
Chapter 95
As soon as the broadcast, Xu Li turned sideways, staring at Lu Yiyang with swaying eyes, his eyes swept over his handsome face, his eyes were full of inquiry.
The expression on his face is very vivid, Lu Yiyang's deep eyes are lovingly looking at his cute appearance of being frank and lenient, resisting strictness, and quick and honest, the corners of his mouth are raised a little, his cold face gradually softens down.
Xu Li did this because when he was shopping for gifts in Lu Yiyang's live broadcast room, he found that the other party's exclusive gift was inexplicably familiar and very similar to his own.
It's not that the appearance is exactly the same, but at a glance, you can see the similarity between the two gifts, giving people an indescribable feeling, like a couple, very harmonious, no one can say it's a coincidence letter.
At that time, he wanted to ask, but in front of millions of viewers, Xu Li couldn't open his mouth, so he kept the matter in his heart, and planned to ask after the broadcast.
After the gift was posted, some careful fans found out about it. Seeing everyone's doubts, Xu Li couldn't help but glared at Lu Yiyang. Why didn't you tell me about it earlier?Lu Yiyang's expression remained unchanged, but he silently avoided Xu Li's eyes.
Xu Li didn't want to ask the bottom line in front of the crowd, so he snorted softly, then turned his head to interact with the audience.Lu Yiyang also knew that this incident was unavoidable, and as expected, he was "extorted" as soon as it was broadcast.
Xu Li's exclusive gift was selected by fans on Weibo, and everyone who followed his Weibo knew about it.Thinking of this, Xu Li's thirst for knowledge became more apparent.
Xu Li still remembered that Lu Yiyang did not say what to do with his exclusive gift at that time, because his personality has always been like this, and everyone did not delve into it. They only thought that Lu Yiyang found someone privately, or let the platform directly design it. Why? Will it be so similar to his?
Xu Li glanced sideways, then snorted softly, "God of the Road, what's going on?"
Lu Yiyang also understood the meaning of his words, smiled helplessly, his lips squirmed slightly, but he didn't speak for a long time.
It's not that he didn't want to tell Xu Li, but he didn't know what to say.At that time, he was looking at the voting results on Xu Li's Weibo, and a fan sent a private message, politely asking Lu Yiyang if he could let her design this exclusive gift for Lu Yiyang, and sent a draft drawing.
Lu Yiyang recognized the other party at a glance, and it was the champion of Xu Li's Weibo votes.I don't know why Lu Yiyang had a thought, agreed to this matter, and asked her to help design his exclusive gift. Of course, Lu Yiyang also paid that fan.
Recalling the scene at that time, Lu Yiyang was silent, saying that he didn't know why he agreed at that time?He himself didn't believe it.
The final draft is for him to finalize. Doesn't he know the similarity between the two gifts?He knew it, and he was well aware of it.
When that fan found her, Lu Yiyang had seen her Weibo, and nine out of ten posts were about his and Xu Li's topics. It was very obvious that she was a CP fan of himself and Xu Li.
When she came to find him, Lu Yiyang understood the other party's selfishness, why he came here and recommended himself.
Now that he knew, Lu Yiyang couldn't explain why he agreed to this matter.
When the fans sent the results, Lu Yiyang was not surprised at all. Perhaps the fan was also secretly wondering why Lu Yiyang agreed, did he not find the echoes in the details of the two gifts? !
Why didn't he refuse?Lu Yiyang asked himself.
There are so many professional designers, why he would agree to an unknown fan to design for him, outsiders don't know, only Lu Yiyang knows the answer.
Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Xu Li mischievously pinched Lu Yiyang's face, and was not willing to use force. He gently pulled it out, pretending to be fierce: "Huh? Are you going to say it? Is it so difficult to answer?"
Lu Yiyang came out of the memory, and he didn't pull Xu Li's hand away, his eyes were full of doting.
Seeing Xu Li's appearance about to explode, he organized his words quickly in his heart, and said softly: "I just don't know how to say it..." Hearing this low-pitched, seductive tone, Xu Li silently stopped what he was doing. , looking at Lu Yiyang obediently, waiting for an answer.
Seeing his cute and cute appearance, Lu Yiyang let out a chuckle from his throat, squeezed Xu Li into his arms with both hands, and talked to him carefully.
The sound of clear and hot breathing came from his ears, and Lu Yiyang's deep and magnetic voice came from his ears. Xu Li felt his ears were slightly hot, and he must have turned red.The elegant voice like a cello poked Xu Li's heartstrings again and again, making his heart itch, and his breathing felt a little rough.
Hearing Lu Yiyang's voice tomorrow, Xu Li still had no resistance to it.
After hearing Lu Yiyang finished speaking, Xu Li hoarse and joked in a low voice: "God Lu, have you thought about me so early?" He pretended to be fearless, so he concealed his unease.
Lu Yiyang scratched his nose dotingly when he heard the words, and said softly: "Yes." He responded with a smile.
Feeling the vibration coming from Lu Yiyang's chest, Xu Li's ears didn't move, and he seemed to be feeling grateful, "That's great."
"Yes, that's great." Lu Yiyang responded.
Two people like each other and can communicate with each other, and finally they can live together in such a plain and warm way. There is nothing better than this.
This matter was revealed between the two.It only proves the fate between the two, God destined them to come together.
The relationship between the two has been made clear to the fans. The two hugged each other without any psychological burden and fell into a deep sleep, but I don't know how many people stayed up all night excitedly with their eyes shining.
The biggest CP fan gathering place for the two, everyone gathered here, and countless "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" were played, turning into screaming chickens together.
[They made an official announcement, it was an official announcement, I almost cried with joy at that time! 】
【WooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooeryI had a couple of cute CPs before, how sweet they were at the time, how many knives were stabbed into my heart... At first I really didn't dare to eat CPs anymore, but Lushen and Chestnuts are really too sweet, I... again I have entered the pit, and I am trembling when I eat candy every day, for fear of being BE again. I never thought that they are really together, and I will never have to be cautious about eating CP again! 】
[Sisters, have you seen those two gifts that match the honey? !Just which sister did it, I want to say, well done! 】
[Hey hey it's me, thanks to the sisters who took care of me and sent me to position C.At that time, after communicating with Lizi, an idea suddenly popped up in my heart, so I recommended myself.At that time, I really did a long time of psychological construction before I mustered up the courage to go to God of Road. My heart was pounding at that time. I really didn't expect God of Road to agree!At that time, I wished I could go downstairs and run a few laps, I am still a little bit flustered...]
[Don't be modest, I want to blow you tens of thousands of words of rainbow fart!The painting is so beautiful, the action, the special effects, it's perfect!Immortal appearance, because it is so good-looking, I also brushed a few...]
[Ah, I didn't expect them to make an official announcement! 】
[Sisters, I have a bold guess... Has Lushen already had an idea about chestnuts? 】
[I have already felt this way, otherwise why are you so happy to knock cp? !Look at Lushen, he's such an aloof guy, he couldn't say a few words all night during the live broadcast, but do you think he is responsive to Lizi? !Are you cold to chestnuts? !Sometimes I suspect that he is being worn, the double standard should not be too obvious! 】
[That's right, when playing the game, he gives blue buffs to make people lose head, and he also helps Lizi with skills... In this way, he seems to be really different from Lizi! 】
[Not only the road gods, but also chestnuts. They talked a lot in front of the road gods, saying that they are not tricky, but I don't believe it anyway. 】
[There is so much sugar tonight, is there a big news?I really want to see it! 】
[I'm having a blast, wait for me, I'll post it when I'm done coding... I'm really inspired right now! 】
[I'm serious, I still can't believe it now!They really made a big news without saying a word!And... have they changed from BG to BL? ! 】
[Sister, it seems to be true when you say that, and the romance has become erotic!Hahaha really knows how to play, there is no sense of disobedience! 】
[Stop chatting, stop chatting, I read the article, it has been greatly updated. 】
【Wait for me! 】
That night, the texts that sprung up like mushrooms after a rain made countless young girls obsessed with it, and they couldn't sleep anymore, showing their aunt's smile on the bed, writhing like maggots.
Both Xu Li and Xu Li don't know about all the things here.
On the spacious and soft bed, the two embraced each other naturally, with their eyes closed and the corners of their mouths slightly curved, they didn't know what a sweet dream they were having.
Since the official announcement of the two, they no longer shy away from the live broadcast, and directly put the computers side by side. Fans laughed and said that in one live broadcast room, two happiness can be gained.
When the two were live broadcasting, they looked at each other and smiled from time to time, and the audience yelled that the dog was abused, but they wished the two of them a long time from the bottom of their hearts.
The feeling of happiness emanates from the inside out, and it can't be hidden no matter what. The fans see it in their eyes and smile in their hearts.
Seeing the atmosphere in which the two get along, as well as the silent understanding and sweetness, the audience can't help but smile knowingly, and from time to time a thought pops up from the bottom of their hearts, maybe they should find someone to talk about a sweet love.
But just thinking about it, rather than dating, what they prefer to watch is a live broadcast where two people can feel their love without having to show off.
Talking about protecting single dogs, sour into lemon juice, but the fans are a bunch of straight-talking creatures, wishing that Xu Li and Li could get closer and show more affection.
There are even those who don't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement, and often booed in the live broadcast room, asking Xu Li and Li to kiss each other, which aroused everyone's approval.
Xu Li turned a blind eye to these messages and chose to ignore them to the end.
Jokes are jokes, it mainly depends on the wishes of the parties involved. Fans will grasp this properly so as not to cause Xu Li discomfort.
The five-person team is still the best, and they often form teams to play games.Wei Jianle is very good at acting. As long as Xu Li and Li are cooperating in front of him, he will shout exaggeratedly: "Protecting single dogs is everyone's responsibility. What about my assistance? What about my assistance? Don't keep me Facing a cruel world alone!"
Xiang Xiaojue would give him a sideways glance, and stabbed him in a cold tone. The interaction between the two caused countless jokes.
Xu Li would blush at Wei Jianle's words at first, but after a lot of times, he got used to it and wouldn't even move his eyelids.
The days passed by amidst the laughter and hustle and bustle, Xu Li glanced at Lu Yiyang who was beside him with downcast eyes, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and said inwardly, "That's great!"
Accompanied by lovers, friends, and countless supporters, there is nothing better than this!This is a day that Xu Li never dared to think about before.
Seeing that Xu Li didn't move, a trace of doubt flashed across Lu Yiyang's face, and he asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Xu Li shook his head and said, "It's okay."
Seeing that Lu Yiyang didn't believe him, but still looked at him worriedly, Xu Li frowned and said with a smile, "It's really fine."
"What are you doing? Come help me! I'm dying!"
"Brother, I was wrong, let me go, okay? I..." Wei Jianle's loud voice came from the side, interrupting the two of them looking at each other.
The two were called out suddenly, and they couldn't help but glance at the situation on the field.
Wei Jianle swelled into the enemy's wild area, but was surrounded by three people on the opposite side. He pulled up his legs and ran, and the three enemies chased after him. The first time I didn't dare, let him go this time!
The barrage burst into laughter, watching the show one after another.After watching it for so long, everyone knows that he is peeing. If he said so, he will still do it next time.
Xu Li and the two smiled helplessly, and stopped whispering. They quickly swipe the screen with their slender fingers, controlling the hero in their hands to run thousands of miles away, to save the person who was yelling for help.
Laughing, making noise... Life is like this, composed of various trivial things.
Some people find it boring and boring, but Xu Li enjoys it.
The author has something to say: Yu feels that he has written everything that should be written. He wanted to finish it a long time ago, but found that he couldn't move the plot, and then wrote more and more...
Seeing that some little angels said it was hard to understand, where did the fish not write it?These three words are too mysterious, can the little angel talk about the specific meaning?cover face.jpg
Thank you for your support, eh~
96 chapter
In the afternoon, the sun shines in from the window and sprinkles on the body, making people lazy.Xu Li lay lazily halfway on the sofa, with his eyes slightly closed, his eyes half-closed, appearing very lazy.
He yawned slowly, propped up his body, and stretched leisurely, only feeling much more refreshed.
Hearing the movement, Lu Yiyang gently closed the book he was reading, raised his eyes slightly, and glanced at Xu Li.
Seeing Xu Li's lazy appearance, a smile flashed in Lu Yiyang's eyes, and a deep voice sounded in the room, and said slowly: "Are you still sleepy, then sleep for a while."
The deep and hoarse voice reached Xu Li's ears, he paused slightly, moved his slightly stiff neck, smiled and rejected Lu Yiyang's proposal, and said softly: "I can't lie down anymore, I feel like my bones are about to fall apart. "
Hearing this, Lu Yiyang let out a chuckle from his throat, his handsome face was full of pampering, his thin lips parted slightly, and said, "How could it be?"
Xu Li snorted softly: "Eat and sleep, sleep and eat, I gained ten catties."
Although these words seemed to be complaining, Xu Li's clear eyes were full of smiles.
During this period of time, the two of them were like an old couple, living a comfortable and fulfilling life. This kind of homely and warm smell of fireworks was exactly what Xu Li dreamed of. They lived very comfortably every day, with a smile on their faces Enduring, there's nothing like it.
Lu Yiyang didn't expose the other party's duplicity, but just stared at Xu Li quietly. Hearing this, the corner of his mouth twitched, he put the book in his hand aside casually, and gently pinched Xu Li Baibai with his slightly callused fingertips. With a serious face, he said in a serious tone: "Not fat at all, just right."
What he said was not to coax Xu Li to be happy, but he really thought so.
When he first met Xu Li, he felt that he was still too thin and should eat more.Seeing that Xu Li's face has finally grown a little flesh recently, Lu Yiyang felt a sense of accomplishment about it.
Xu Li glanced at him suspiciously, wondering what he was thinking.
Suddenly, he got up from the sofa and rubbed Lu Yiyang's handsome face vigorously with both hands. Seeing that the other party's face was deformed under his hands, Xu Li was satisfied. He raised his eyebrows and asked imposingly: "Say, Did you do it on purpose? Did you make me gain weight on purpose? "
Without waiting for Lu Yiyang to answer, he recalled Lu Yiyang's behavior of feeding from time to time, and he understood everything in his heart.
Knowing the reason for his weight gain, he had a smirk on his face, rubbed his hands vigorously again, and kept muttering in his mouth: "Okay, you did it on purpose, I didn't expect, Lushen, you also learned to be bad." gone."
Xu Li didn't expect that the other party would have such small thoughts under such a serious face.Of course, he also knows that he will gain weight, but he can't control his mouth, no wonder others.
But as soon as he thought of the other party's contribution to the flames and stuffing him with food, Xu Li couldn't help but laugh.
Xu Li lowered his eyes, saw Lu Yiyang's tolerant eyes, looked down slightly, and saw him sitting motionless on the handsome face that had become disfigured by himself, sighed in his heart, and couldn't bear to see him again. Destroying flowers with hot hands, stopped the messy hands on the opponent's face.
His face was a little flushed by the action just now, but Lu Yiyang still kept his expression unchanged, staring at Xu Li with a smile, and said in a low voice, "Have you lost your anger?"
Xu Li pursed his lips in embarrassment, and muttered in a low voice: "I'm not angry..." He just saw that Lu Yiyang didn't stop him, so his actions became bolder. This kind of thing can't be blamed on others, this Xu Li still knows.
Of course Lu Yiyang knew that the other party was not such a small-minded person, so he couldn't be angry because of this, but seeing Xu Li's lively appearance, he couldn't help teasing him a little.
After the laughter, Xu Li sat back on the sofa, tilted his head slightly, and slowly leaned his head against Lu Yiyang's chest, listening to the heartbeat of the other party, the whole person fell silent.
He played with Lu Yiyang's hand, and saw that the knuckles were well defined, slender and powerful, which could be called a hand controlling welfare, and he couldn't help feeling a little proud.
Lu Yiyang lowered his eyes slightly, his deep eyes were full of love, he looked at the person lying on him with tolerance and tenderness, feeling extremely satisfied.
Feeling the movement from his hand, his heart moved, his slightly cold face gradually softened, and the corners of his eyes and brows were full of pampering.
The two stopped talking, and just leaned together quietly, warm and satisfied.
After a long time, a cell phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence in the room.
Xu Li raised his head slightly, and reached out to pick up the phone on the coffee table.After seeing the note on the screen, Xu Li's pupils shrank slightly, and the corners of his smiling mouth were tightly pressed together.
He got up from Lu Yiyang, sat on the sofa, paused for a while, then slowly pressed the answer button, and called out in a low voice: "Mom."
His body sat upright, his whole body was tense, his complexion was not good-looking, and there was no smile on his face at all.
Lu Yiyang also noticed Xu Li's unusual appearance. Hearing Xu Li's address, Lu Yiyang was slightly startled, and his doubts grew.Xu Li's appearance as if he was facing a formidable enemy made Lu Yiyang never expect that it was his mother's call.
The person on the other side seemed to say something, Xu Li frowned, panted heavily, and remained silent for a long time, as if lost in memory, only giving a perfunctory "um" from time to time.
The voice on the other end of the phone didn't stop, and Xu Li's face became more and more ugly, his lips were bitten and turned slightly white.
Seeing this, Lu Yiyang's heart was full of worry, and his eyes were filled with distress for Xu Li.
He was a bit at a loss as he sat aside. After a while, Lu Yiyang stretched out his hand cautiously, gently wrapped his arms around Xu Li's shoulders, and held Xu Li's other hand without refusal. Stretching slowly, fingers inserted into Xu Li's fingers, both hands crossed together, fingers intertwined.
Feeling the warmth of another person, Xu Li was slightly taken aback, and walked out of the memory.
He came back to his senses, looked at the tightly clasped hands of the two, and couldn't help showing a smile on the corner of his mouth. He gave Lu Yiyang a comforting look, lowered his voice, and said slowly: "I'm fine, don't worry."
His ugly face, pale face, how can people not worry?Seeing this, Lu Yiyang only felt a dull pain in his heart. He frowned and opened his lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something to Xu Li, but after thinking for a long time, he still didn't make a sound.
No matter what I say to Xu Li now, it seems extremely pale and weak, it can't do anything, but it will make the other party worry...
Lu Yiyang's lips trembled slightly, hating the helplessness at this moment.
Looking at Xu Li's pale face, a flash of determination flashed in his eyes, he stretched out his hand, hugged Xu Li firmly, showing his existence, telling the other party that he is always there and you will never be alone.
Lu Yiyang's heart ached so badly that he wished he could replace it with his own body.
The warm chest touched Xu Li slightly, gradually warming up his cold and desolate heart.
The voice from the other end of the phone seemed to be in the sky, ethereal and without a trace, far, far away from him...
He and Lu Yiyang clasped their fingers slightly, and smiled back at the other party. The harsh words on the phone did not make him feel as uncomfortable as before, and seemed insignificant.
Looking at Lu Yiyang's worried face, Xu Li's eyes became more and more determined. He pursed his lips, interrupted the non-stop reprimand, and shouted coldly: "Okay, Mom."
Realizing that his tone was too bad, Xu Li paused for a while, took a deep breath, and suppressed the constant anger in his heart, before continuing: "I see, I will go there tomorrow."
There was no emotion in the words, Xu Li's reluctance was clearly heard on the other side, but her parents' majesty cannot be violated, seeing that Xu Li agreed to his words, she didn't bother to care too much, and just muttered: "What kind of tone are you talking about?" ..."
The other person said a lot, but Xu Li didn't listen at all, his mind was completely in the palms of the two of them, and he felt itchy.
Until the other person's mouth was dry, he snorted coldly, and said in a commanding tone: "You know, remember to come here tomorrow."
Only then did Xu Li let out a weak "hmm", and the other party didn't care if Xu Li was really willing or not. After getting the answer he wanted, he didn't want to say another word, and hung up the phone with a "bang".
There was no more movement on the other end of the phone, Xu Li dropped the phone weakly, and fell back exhausted, like a breath of relief.
Lu Yiyang hugged him, and Xu Li remembered that behind him was not a sofa, but another person's generous and powerful chest.
He closed his eyes slowly, without saying a word for a long time.Lu Yiyang looked at his tired face, his dark and deep eyes were full of distress, he hugged him tenderly, and gave Xu Li support without making a sound.
Scenes of past events emerged in Xu Li's mind, and only then did he realize that he had never forgotten those memories, but buried them deep in his heart and dared not touch them.
Xu Li lay quietly in Lu Yiyang's arms for a long time. He organized his words in his mind. After a long time, he opened his eyes and said in a difficult voice, "God Lu, do you want to hear what I have to say?"
Lu Yiyang lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "If you want to talk, I'll listen. If you don't want to talk, then I won't ask."
Xu Li looked at him steadily for a long time, then twitched the corners of his mouth and talked about his family situation.
He and Xu Qing are twins, they look very similar. When they were young, their mother often dressed them in exactly the same clothes and made them look the same.
After Xu Li remembered, his mother would buy two identical skirts for him and his sister to wear.At that time, Xu Li always thought that he was the same as his sister, that his sister wore skirts, and he also wore skirts.
At that time, adults only regarded Xu Li'ai wearing skirts as a child who was ignorant and was watching jokes on the sidelines.
It wasn't until the two of them reached the school age that his mother distinguished him from Xu Qing and asked Xu Li to wear boy's clothes.
At that time, Xu Li still didn't understand very much, crying and clamoring to wear skirts, until her mother got angry and suppressed Xu Li with force.
Everyone thought the matter was over, but one day, the parents found out that Xu Li would wear Xu Qing's skirt while the adults were not at home.That time, Xu Li was caught in the act, and the family was very troubled.
The parents shirked responsibility from each other, scolded Xu Li for being sick, and violently tried to take off the skirt from Xu Li's body. He was startled, looked at his parents' ferocious faces, and couldn't stop crying.
The two were pushing and arguing, and Xu Li stood by in a daze until Xu Qing pulled him into the bedroom, closed the door, and shielded the farce outside the door.
Xu Qing's still very petite body slowly hugged Xu Li, and kept whispering in his ear: "It's none of Xiaoli's business, Xiaoli, don't be afraid, sister is here..."
After a long time, Xu Li came back to his senses, hugged Xu Qing tightly, and cried out with a "wow".
No one knew how frightened he was when her mother took off his clothes, and his whole body was shaking.
But that mother, who was very gentle in the past, suddenly turned into a demon, who didn't care about his fear, and would yell words that frightened him at him.
He cried for a long time, until he was tired from crying, and then fell into a deep sleep, but his hands tightly hugged the skirt on his body, for fear that someone would take off his clothes while he was sleeping.
From then on, Xu Li was no longer that good boy in the eyes of his parents.
Xu Li could sensitively feel the changes in his parents' attitudes, and could often see disgust in their eyes.
If something goes wrong with the parents, they will use Xu Li as an excuse to blame each other.Xu Li often saw the two quarreling, and he was included in the center of the topic, as if he was the source of all evils. Without him, the family atmosphere would not be so tense, like walking on thin ice.
Gradually, Xu Li began to become timid, afraid to speak loudly, disgusted with himself, and felt that everything was his fault.
Xu Qing sensed Xu Li's negative emotions, and kept comforting him, saying firmly, "Xiao Li, it's not your fault."
Because of Xu Qing's company, Xu Li did not collapse.Until later, when her father fell in love with another person and chose to divorce, Xu Li's mother completely collapsed and became hysterical, thinking that it was Xu Li's existence that broke her family.
During that time, Xu Li accepted a lot of negative emotions, and his mental state had problems.
A done deal, and finally the parents divorced.The father didn't want two children, so he chose to leave the house.
Xu Li's mother didn't want to see them at the time, so she left Xu Li and Xu Qing to their parents to take care of them, and Xu Li lived with their grandparents.
Later, the mother remarried and formed a new family, and she couldn't devote herself to taking care of Xu Li and the two of them, so they grew up with the two old people.
Grandpa and grandma are very kind and do not criticize Xu Li's hobbies.Especially after seeing the doctor, knowing that Xu Li's situation was caused by his childhood environment, he just sighed: "It's a crime!" He also accepted this reality.
The two old men treated Xu Li very well and treated them equally, so the relationship between Xu Li and Xu Qing remained the same as before, and Xu Qing always protected Xu Li.
Gradually, Xu Li grew up under everyone's care and care, and gradually became cheerful.
Xu Li has always been very grateful to the two old people. If it weren't for their enlightenment, he still doesn't know what he looks like now.
It wasn't until two years ago, when their grandparents passed away, that Xu Li and Xu Qing moved out and bought this apartment with their inheritance.
Xu Li calmly talked about these past events, his words were full of nostalgia for his grandparents, as if he no longer cared about the sufferings in the past.
But Lu Yiyang knew that Xu Li was not as calm as he appeared on the surface.His Xiaoli is a person who is very emotional, how could he let it go like this, but he just didn't want to say it to make him worry.
The more you know the goodness of the other party, the more you feel sorry for him.Lu Yiyang lowered his head and kissed Xu Li's forehead, and said in a low voice, "I will be here in the future."
Grandpa and grandma are gone, but I will always be with you.
Xu Li raised her eyes slightly when she heard the words, and said a hoarse "hmm".
Lu Yiyang hugged Xu Li tightly, his voice was full of gratitude, and said gratefully: "Fortunately, grandpa and grandma are with Xiao Li, otherwise Xiao Li would be so sad."
Xu Li was startled when he heard the words, knowing how much Lu Yiyang felt for him, he smiled softly and comforted him in a low voice: "I really don't care anymore, grandpa and grandma treat me very well, my life is no worse than others, as other children have, I have it too."
When Lu Yiyang heard the words, he only gently rubbed Xu Li's head and did not refute, but he knew very well in his heart that no matter how good his grandparents were to him, it was still different from the care of his parents.
His little chestnut, from childhood to adulthood, lacked the care of his parents.
Lu Yiyang made up his mind in his heart, and secretly said that he must treat Xiaoli twice as well in the future to make up for the love he lacked when he was a child.
Xu Li said that he didn't care anymore, but Lu Yiyang could see that he still wanted to be affirmed by his parents, otherwise he wouldn't care so much about the phone call.
Xu Li said the words buried in his heart, and he felt a lot more relaxed.This matter has been pressing down in his heart, and the slightest touch will cause a dull pain.
Like a wound that has not healed for a long time, the rotten flesh must be cut off cruelly, so that a new flesh and blood can grow...
Xu Li also knew that he was deceiving himself and others before, saying that he didn't care anymore, but he still had expectations for his parents, but he didn't know when this expectation would be exhausted.
He closed his eyes, and slowly buried his head into Lu Yiyang's arms, no longer thinking about these nonsense things that are constantly being cut and messed up, and just want to enjoy his boyfriend's gentle care for him quietly.
A ray of sunlight shone directly on Xu Li's face, sweeping away those obscure memories.
Only Lu Yiyang's handsome smiling face remained in Xu Li's mind.
The author has something to say: Little angels, don't worry, there are still a few chapters to come, and the matter will definitely be resolved, and then there are a few extra chapters~
The strange fish didn't make it clear, which made the little angels misunderstand.
I love you, love you~
The expression on his face is very vivid, Lu Yiyang's deep eyes are lovingly looking at his cute appearance of being frank and lenient, resisting strictness, and quick and honest, the corners of his mouth are raised a little, his cold face gradually softens down.
Xu Li did this because when he was shopping for gifts in Lu Yiyang's live broadcast room, he found that the other party's exclusive gift was inexplicably familiar and very similar to his own.
It's not that the appearance is exactly the same, but at a glance, you can see the similarity between the two gifts, giving people an indescribable feeling, like a couple, very harmonious, no one can say it's a coincidence letter.
At that time, he wanted to ask, but in front of millions of viewers, Xu Li couldn't open his mouth, so he kept the matter in his heart, and planned to ask after the broadcast.
After the gift was posted, some careful fans found out about it. Seeing everyone's doubts, Xu Li couldn't help but glared at Lu Yiyang. Why didn't you tell me about it earlier?Lu Yiyang's expression remained unchanged, but he silently avoided Xu Li's eyes.
Xu Li didn't want to ask the bottom line in front of the crowd, so he snorted softly, then turned his head to interact with the audience.Lu Yiyang also knew that this incident was unavoidable, and as expected, he was "extorted" as soon as it was broadcast.
Xu Li's exclusive gift was selected by fans on Weibo, and everyone who followed his Weibo knew about it.Thinking of this, Xu Li's thirst for knowledge became more apparent.
Xu Li still remembered that Lu Yiyang did not say what to do with his exclusive gift at that time, because his personality has always been like this, and everyone did not delve into it. They only thought that Lu Yiyang found someone privately, or let the platform directly design it. Why? Will it be so similar to his?
Xu Li glanced sideways, then snorted softly, "God of the Road, what's going on?"
Lu Yiyang also understood the meaning of his words, smiled helplessly, his lips squirmed slightly, but he didn't speak for a long time.
It's not that he didn't want to tell Xu Li, but he didn't know what to say.At that time, he was looking at the voting results on Xu Li's Weibo, and a fan sent a private message, politely asking Lu Yiyang if he could let her design this exclusive gift for Lu Yiyang, and sent a draft drawing.
Lu Yiyang recognized the other party at a glance, and it was the champion of Xu Li's Weibo votes.I don't know why Lu Yiyang had a thought, agreed to this matter, and asked her to help design his exclusive gift. Of course, Lu Yiyang also paid that fan.
Recalling the scene at that time, Lu Yiyang was silent, saying that he didn't know why he agreed at that time?He himself didn't believe it.
The final draft is for him to finalize. Doesn't he know the similarity between the two gifts?He knew it, and he was well aware of it.
When that fan found her, Lu Yiyang had seen her Weibo, and nine out of ten posts were about his and Xu Li's topics. It was very obvious that she was a CP fan of himself and Xu Li.
When she came to find him, Lu Yiyang understood the other party's selfishness, why he came here and recommended himself.
Now that he knew, Lu Yiyang couldn't explain why he agreed to this matter.
When the fans sent the results, Lu Yiyang was not surprised at all. Perhaps the fan was also secretly wondering why Lu Yiyang agreed, did he not find the echoes in the details of the two gifts? !
Why didn't he refuse?Lu Yiyang asked himself.
There are so many professional designers, why he would agree to an unknown fan to design for him, outsiders don't know, only Lu Yiyang knows the answer.
Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Xu Li mischievously pinched Lu Yiyang's face, and was not willing to use force. He gently pulled it out, pretending to be fierce: "Huh? Are you going to say it? Is it so difficult to answer?"
Lu Yiyang came out of the memory, and he didn't pull Xu Li's hand away, his eyes were full of doting.
Seeing Xu Li's appearance about to explode, he organized his words quickly in his heart, and said softly: "I just don't know how to say it..." Hearing this low-pitched, seductive tone, Xu Li silently stopped what he was doing. , looking at Lu Yiyang obediently, waiting for an answer.
Seeing his cute and cute appearance, Lu Yiyang let out a chuckle from his throat, squeezed Xu Li into his arms with both hands, and talked to him carefully.
The sound of clear and hot breathing came from his ears, and Lu Yiyang's deep and magnetic voice came from his ears. Xu Li felt his ears were slightly hot, and he must have turned red.The elegant voice like a cello poked Xu Li's heartstrings again and again, making his heart itch, and his breathing felt a little rough.
Hearing Lu Yiyang's voice tomorrow, Xu Li still had no resistance to it.
After hearing Lu Yiyang finished speaking, Xu Li hoarse and joked in a low voice: "God Lu, have you thought about me so early?" He pretended to be fearless, so he concealed his unease.
Lu Yiyang scratched his nose dotingly when he heard the words, and said softly: "Yes." He responded with a smile.
Feeling the vibration coming from Lu Yiyang's chest, Xu Li's ears didn't move, and he seemed to be feeling grateful, "That's great."
"Yes, that's great." Lu Yiyang responded.
Two people like each other and can communicate with each other, and finally they can live together in such a plain and warm way. There is nothing better than this.
This matter was revealed between the two.It only proves the fate between the two, God destined them to come together.
The relationship between the two has been made clear to the fans. The two hugged each other without any psychological burden and fell into a deep sleep, but I don't know how many people stayed up all night excitedly with their eyes shining.
The biggest CP fan gathering place for the two, everyone gathered here, and countless "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" were played, turning into screaming chickens together.
[They made an official announcement, it was an official announcement, I almost cried with joy at that time! 】
【WooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooeryI had a couple of cute CPs before, how sweet they were at the time, how many knives were stabbed into my heart... At first I really didn't dare to eat CPs anymore, but Lushen and Chestnuts are really too sweet, I... again I have entered the pit, and I am trembling when I eat candy every day, for fear of being BE again. I never thought that they are really together, and I will never have to be cautious about eating CP again! 】
[Sisters, have you seen those two gifts that match the honey? !Just which sister did it, I want to say, well done! 】
[Hey hey it's me, thanks to the sisters who took care of me and sent me to position C.At that time, after communicating with Lizi, an idea suddenly popped up in my heart, so I recommended myself.At that time, I really did a long time of psychological construction before I mustered up the courage to go to God of Road. My heart was pounding at that time. I really didn't expect God of Road to agree!At that time, I wished I could go downstairs and run a few laps, I am still a little bit flustered...]
[Don't be modest, I want to blow you tens of thousands of words of rainbow fart!The painting is so beautiful, the action, the special effects, it's perfect!Immortal appearance, because it is so good-looking, I also brushed a few...]
[Ah, I didn't expect them to make an official announcement! 】
[Sisters, I have a bold guess... Has Lushen already had an idea about chestnuts? 】
[I have already felt this way, otherwise why are you so happy to knock cp? !Look at Lushen, he's such an aloof guy, he couldn't say a few words all night during the live broadcast, but do you think he is responsive to Lizi? !Are you cold to chestnuts? !Sometimes I suspect that he is being worn, the double standard should not be too obvious! 】
[That's right, when playing the game, he gives blue buffs to make people lose head, and he also helps Lizi with skills... In this way, he seems to be really different from Lizi! 】
[Not only the road gods, but also chestnuts. They talked a lot in front of the road gods, saying that they are not tricky, but I don't believe it anyway. 】
[There is so much sugar tonight, is there a big news?I really want to see it! 】
[I'm having a blast, wait for me, I'll post it when I'm done coding... I'm really inspired right now! 】
[I'm serious, I still can't believe it now!They really made a big news without saying a word!And... have they changed from BG to BL? ! 】
[Sister, it seems to be true when you say that, and the romance has become erotic!Hahaha really knows how to play, there is no sense of disobedience! 】
[Stop chatting, stop chatting, I read the article, it has been greatly updated. 】
【Wait for me! 】
That night, the texts that sprung up like mushrooms after a rain made countless young girls obsessed with it, and they couldn't sleep anymore, showing their aunt's smile on the bed, writhing like maggots.
Both Xu Li and Xu Li don't know about all the things here.
On the spacious and soft bed, the two embraced each other naturally, with their eyes closed and the corners of their mouths slightly curved, they didn't know what a sweet dream they were having.
Since the official announcement of the two, they no longer shy away from the live broadcast, and directly put the computers side by side. Fans laughed and said that in one live broadcast room, two happiness can be gained.
When the two were live broadcasting, they looked at each other and smiled from time to time, and the audience yelled that the dog was abused, but they wished the two of them a long time from the bottom of their hearts.
The feeling of happiness emanates from the inside out, and it can't be hidden no matter what. The fans see it in their eyes and smile in their hearts.
Seeing the atmosphere in which the two get along, as well as the silent understanding and sweetness, the audience can't help but smile knowingly, and from time to time a thought pops up from the bottom of their hearts, maybe they should find someone to talk about a sweet love.
But just thinking about it, rather than dating, what they prefer to watch is a live broadcast where two people can feel their love without having to show off.
Talking about protecting single dogs, sour into lemon juice, but the fans are a bunch of straight-talking creatures, wishing that Xu Li and Li could get closer and show more affection.
There are even those who don't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement, and often booed in the live broadcast room, asking Xu Li and Li to kiss each other, which aroused everyone's approval.
Xu Li turned a blind eye to these messages and chose to ignore them to the end.
Jokes are jokes, it mainly depends on the wishes of the parties involved. Fans will grasp this properly so as not to cause Xu Li discomfort.
The five-person team is still the best, and they often form teams to play games.Wei Jianle is very good at acting. As long as Xu Li and Li are cooperating in front of him, he will shout exaggeratedly: "Protecting single dogs is everyone's responsibility. What about my assistance? What about my assistance? Don't keep me Facing a cruel world alone!"
Xiang Xiaojue would give him a sideways glance, and stabbed him in a cold tone. The interaction between the two caused countless jokes.
Xu Li would blush at Wei Jianle's words at first, but after a lot of times, he got used to it and wouldn't even move his eyelids.
The days passed by amidst the laughter and hustle and bustle, Xu Li glanced at Lu Yiyang who was beside him with downcast eyes, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and said inwardly, "That's great!"
Accompanied by lovers, friends, and countless supporters, there is nothing better than this!This is a day that Xu Li never dared to think about before.
Seeing that Xu Li didn't move, a trace of doubt flashed across Lu Yiyang's face, and he asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Xu Li shook his head and said, "It's okay."
Seeing that Lu Yiyang didn't believe him, but still looked at him worriedly, Xu Li frowned and said with a smile, "It's really fine."
"What are you doing? Come help me! I'm dying!"
"Brother, I was wrong, let me go, okay? I..." Wei Jianle's loud voice came from the side, interrupting the two of them looking at each other.
The two were called out suddenly, and they couldn't help but glance at the situation on the field.
Wei Jianle swelled into the enemy's wild area, but was surrounded by three people on the opposite side. He pulled up his legs and ran, and the three enemies chased after him. The first time I didn't dare, let him go this time!
The barrage burst into laughter, watching the show one after another.After watching it for so long, everyone knows that he is peeing. If he said so, he will still do it next time.
Xu Li and the two smiled helplessly, and stopped whispering. They quickly swipe the screen with their slender fingers, controlling the hero in their hands to run thousands of miles away, to save the person who was yelling for help.
Laughing, making noise... Life is like this, composed of various trivial things.
Some people find it boring and boring, but Xu Li enjoys it.
The author has something to say: Yu feels that he has written everything that should be written. He wanted to finish it a long time ago, but found that he couldn't move the plot, and then wrote more and more...
Seeing that some little angels said it was hard to understand, where did the fish not write it?These three words are too mysterious, can the little angel talk about the specific meaning?cover face.jpg
Thank you for your support, eh~
96 chapter
In the afternoon, the sun shines in from the window and sprinkles on the body, making people lazy.Xu Li lay lazily halfway on the sofa, with his eyes slightly closed, his eyes half-closed, appearing very lazy.
He yawned slowly, propped up his body, and stretched leisurely, only feeling much more refreshed.
Hearing the movement, Lu Yiyang gently closed the book he was reading, raised his eyes slightly, and glanced at Xu Li.
Seeing Xu Li's lazy appearance, a smile flashed in Lu Yiyang's eyes, and a deep voice sounded in the room, and said slowly: "Are you still sleepy, then sleep for a while."
The deep and hoarse voice reached Xu Li's ears, he paused slightly, moved his slightly stiff neck, smiled and rejected Lu Yiyang's proposal, and said softly: "I can't lie down anymore, I feel like my bones are about to fall apart. "
Hearing this, Lu Yiyang let out a chuckle from his throat, his handsome face was full of pampering, his thin lips parted slightly, and said, "How could it be?"
Xu Li snorted softly: "Eat and sleep, sleep and eat, I gained ten catties."
Although these words seemed to be complaining, Xu Li's clear eyes were full of smiles.
During this period of time, the two of them were like an old couple, living a comfortable and fulfilling life. This kind of homely and warm smell of fireworks was exactly what Xu Li dreamed of. They lived very comfortably every day, with a smile on their faces Enduring, there's nothing like it.
Lu Yiyang didn't expose the other party's duplicity, but just stared at Xu Li quietly. Hearing this, the corner of his mouth twitched, he put the book in his hand aside casually, and gently pinched Xu Li Baibai with his slightly callused fingertips. With a serious face, he said in a serious tone: "Not fat at all, just right."
What he said was not to coax Xu Li to be happy, but he really thought so.
When he first met Xu Li, he felt that he was still too thin and should eat more.Seeing that Xu Li's face has finally grown a little flesh recently, Lu Yiyang felt a sense of accomplishment about it.
Xu Li glanced at him suspiciously, wondering what he was thinking.
Suddenly, he got up from the sofa and rubbed Lu Yiyang's handsome face vigorously with both hands. Seeing that the other party's face was deformed under his hands, Xu Li was satisfied. He raised his eyebrows and asked imposingly: "Say, Did you do it on purpose? Did you make me gain weight on purpose? "
Without waiting for Lu Yiyang to answer, he recalled Lu Yiyang's behavior of feeding from time to time, and he understood everything in his heart.
Knowing the reason for his weight gain, he had a smirk on his face, rubbed his hands vigorously again, and kept muttering in his mouth: "Okay, you did it on purpose, I didn't expect, Lushen, you also learned to be bad." gone."
Xu Li didn't expect that the other party would have such small thoughts under such a serious face.Of course, he also knows that he will gain weight, but he can't control his mouth, no wonder others.
But as soon as he thought of the other party's contribution to the flames and stuffing him with food, Xu Li couldn't help but laugh.
Xu Li lowered his eyes, saw Lu Yiyang's tolerant eyes, looked down slightly, and saw him sitting motionless on the handsome face that had become disfigured by himself, sighed in his heart, and couldn't bear to see him again. Destroying flowers with hot hands, stopped the messy hands on the opponent's face.
His face was a little flushed by the action just now, but Lu Yiyang still kept his expression unchanged, staring at Xu Li with a smile, and said in a low voice, "Have you lost your anger?"
Xu Li pursed his lips in embarrassment, and muttered in a low voice: "I'm not angry..." He just saw that Lu Yiyang didn't stop him, so his actions became bolder. This kind of thing can't be blamed on others, this Xu Li still knows.
Of course Lu Yiyang knew that the other party was not such a small-minded person, so he couldn't be angry because of this, but seeing Xu Li's lively appearance, he couldn't help teasing him a little.
After the laughter, Xu Li sat back on the sofa, tilted his head slightly, and slowly leaned his head against Lu Yiyang's chest, listening to the heartbeat of the other party, the whole person fell silent.
He played with Lu Yiyang's hand, and saw that the knuckles were well defined, slender and powerful, which could be called a hand controlling welfare, and he couldn't help feeling a little proud.
Lu Yiyang lowered his eyes slightly, his deep eyes were full of love, he looked at the person lying on him with tolerance and tenderness, feeling extremely satisfied.
Feeling the movement from his hand, his heart moved, his slightly cold face gradually softened, and the corners of his eyes and brows were full of pampering.
The two stopped talking, and just leaned together quietly, warm and satisfied.
After a long time, a cell phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence in the room.
Xu Li raised his head slightly, and reached out to pick up the phone on the coffee table.After seeing the note on the screen, Xu Li's pupils shrank slightly, and the corners of his smiling mouth were tightly pressed together.
He got up from Lu Yiyang, sat on the sofa, paused for a while, then slowly pressed the answer button, and called out in a low voice: "Mom."
His body sat upright, his whole body was tense, his complexion was not good-looking, and there was no smile on his face at all.
Lu Yiyang also noticed Xu Li's unusual appearance. Hearing Xu Li's address, Lu Yiyang was slightly startled, and his doubts grew.Xu Li's appearance as if he was facing a formidable enemy made Lu Yiyang never expect that it was his mother's call.
The person on the other side seemed to say something, Xu Li frowned, panted heavily, and remained silent for a long time, as if lost in memory, only giving a perfunctory "um" from time to time.
The voice on the other end of the phone didn't stop, and Xu Li's face became more and more ugly, his lips were bitten and turned slightly white.
Seeing this, Lu Yiyang's heart was full of worry, and his eyes were filled with distress for Xu Li.
He was a bit at a loss as he sat aside. After a while, Lu Yiyang stretched out his hand cautiously, gently wrapped his arms around Xu Li's shoulders, and held Xu Li's other hand without refusal. Stretching slowly, fingers inserted into Xu Li's fingers, both hands crossed together, fingers intertwined.
Feeling the warmth of another person, Xu Li was slightly taken aback, and walked out of the memory.
He came back to his senses, looked at the tightly clasped hands of the two, and couldn't help showing a smile on the corner of his mouth. He gave Lu Yiyang a comforting look, lowered his voice, and said slowly: "I'm fine, don't worry."
His ugly face, pale face, how can people not worry?Seeing this, Lu Yiyang only felt a dull pain in his heart. He frowned and opened his lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something to Xu Li, but after thinking for a long time, he still didn't make a sound.
No matter what I say to Xu Li now, it seems extremely pale and weak, it can't do anything, but it will make the other party worry...
Lu Yiyang's lips trembled slightly, hating the helplessness at this moment.
Looking at Xu Li's pale face, a flash of determination flashed in his eyes, he stretched out his hand, hugged Xu Li firmly, showing his existence, telling the other party that he is always there and you will never be alone.
Lu Yiyang's heart ached so badly that he wished he could replace it with his own body.
The warm chest touched Xu Li slightly, gradually warming up his cold and desolate heart.
The voice from the other end of the phone seemed to be in the sky, ethereal and without a trace, far, far away from him...
He and Lu Yiyang clasped their fingers slightly, and smiled back at the other party. The harsh words on the phone did not make him feel as uncomfortable as before, and seemed insignificant.
Looking at Lu Yiyang's worried face, Xu Li's eyes became more and more determined. He pursed his lips, interrupted the non-stop reprimand, and shouted coldly: "Okay, Mom."
Realizing that his tone was too bad, Xu Li paused for a while, took a deep breath, and suppressed the constant anger in his heart, before continuing: "I see, I will go there tomorrow."
There was no emotion in the words, Xu Li's reluctance was clearly heard on the other side, but her parents' majesty cannot be violated, seeing that Xu Li agreed to his words, she didn't bother to care too much, and just muttered: "What kind of tone are you talking about?" ..."
The other person said a lot, but Xu Li didn't listen at all, his mind was completely in the palms of the two of them, and he felt itchy.
Until the other person's mouth was dry, he snorted coldly, and said in a commanding tone: "You know, remember to come here tomorrow."
Only then did Xu Li let out a weak "hmm", and the other party didn't care if Xu Li was really willing or not. After getting the answer he wanted, he didn't want to say another word, and hung up the phone with a "bang".
There was no more movement on the other end of the phone, Xu Li dropped the phone weakly, and fell back exhausted, like a breath of relief.
Lu Yiyang hugged him, and Xu Li remembered that behind him was not a sofa, but another person's generous and powerful chest.
He closed his eyes slowly, without saying a word for a long time.Lu Yiyang looked at his tired face, his dark and deep eyes were full of distress, he hugged him tenderly, and gave Xu Li support without making a sound.
Scenes of past events emerged in Xu Li's mind, and only then did he realize that he had never forgotten those memories, but buried them deep in his heart and dared not touch them.
Xu Li lay quietly in Lu Yiyang's arms for a long time. He organized his words in his mind. After a long time, he opened his eyes and said in a difficult voice, "God Lu, do you want to hear what I have to say?"
Lu Yiyang lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "If you want to talk, I'll listen. If you don't want to talk, then I won't ask."
Xu Li looked at him steadily for a long time, then twitched the corners of his mouth and talked about his family situation.
He and Xu Qing are twins, they look very similar. When they were young, their mother often dressed them in exactly the same clothes and made them look the same.
After Xu Li remembered, his mother would buy two identical skirts for him and his sister to wear.At that time, Xu Li always thought that he was the same as his sister, that his sister wore skirts, and he also wore skirts.
At that time, adults only regarded Xu Li'ai wearing skirts as a child who was ignorant and was watching jokes on the sidelines.
It wasn't until the two of them reached the school age that his mother distinguished him from Xu Qing and asked Xu Li to wear boy's clothes.
At that time, Xu Li still didn't understand very much, crying and clamoring to wear skirts, until her mother got angry and suppressed Xu Li with force.
Everyone thought the matter was over, but one day, the parents found out that Xu Li would wear Xu Qing's skirt while the adults were not at home.That time, Xu Li was caught in the act, and the family was very troubled.
The parents shirked responsibility from each other, scolded Xu Li for being sick, and violently tried to take off the skirt from Xu Li's body. He was startled, looked at his parents' ferocious faces, and couldn't stop crying.
The two were pushing and arguing, and Xu Li stood by in a daze until Xu Qing pulled him into the bedroom, closed the door, and shielded the farce outside the door.
Xu Qing's still very petite body slowly hugged Xu Li, and kept whispering in his ear: "It's none of Xiaoli's business, Xiaoli, don't be afraid, sister is here..."
After a long time, Xu Li came back to his senses, hugged Xu Qing tightly, and cried out with a "wow".
No one knew how frightened he was when her mother took off his clothes, and his whole body was shaking.
But that mother, who was very gentle in the past, suddenly turned into a demon, who didn't care about his fear, and would yell words that frightened him at him.
He cried for a long time, until he was tired from crying, and then fell into a deep sleep, but his hands tightly hugged the skirt on his body, for fear that someone would take off his clothes while he was sleeping.
From then on, Xu Li was no longer that good boy in the eyes of his parents.
Xu Li could sensitively feel the changes in his parents' attitudes, and could often see disgust in their eyes.
If something goes wrong with the parents, they will use Xu Li as an excuse to blame each other.Xu Li often saw the two quarreling, and he was included in the center of the topic, as if he was the source of all evils. Without him, the family atmosphere would not be so tense, like walking on thin ice.
Gradually, Xu Li began to become timid, afraid to speak loudly, disgusted with himself, and felt that everything was his fault.
Xu Qing sensed Xu Li's negative emotions, and kept comforting him, saying firmly, "Xiao Li, it's not your fault."
Because of Xu Qing's company, Xu Li did not collapse.Until later, when her father fell in love with another person and chose to divorce, Xu Li's mother completely collapsed and became hysterical, thinking that it was Xu Li's existence that broke her family.
During that time, Xu Li accepted a lot of negative emotions, and his mental state had problems.
A done deal, and finally the parents divorced.The father didn't want two children, so he chose to leave the house.
Xu Li's mother didn't want to see them at the time, so she left Xu Li and Xu Qing to their parents to take care of them, and Xu Li lived with their grandparents.
Later, the mother remarried and formed a new family, and she couldn't devote herself to taking care of Xu Li and the two of them, so they grew up with the two old people.
Grandpa and grandma are very kind and do not criticize Xu Li's hobbies.Especially after seeing the doctor, knowing that Xu Li's situation was caused by his childhood environment, he just sighed: "It's a crime!" He also accepted this reality.
The two old men treated Xu Li very well and treated them equally, so the relationship between Xu Li and Xu Qing remained the same as before, and Xu Qing always protected Xu Li.
Gradually, Xu Li grew up under everyone's care and care, and gradually became cheerful.
Xu Li has always been very grateful to the two old people. If it weren't for their enlightenment, he still doesn't know what he looks like now.
It wasn't until two years ago, when their grandparents passed away, that Xu Li and Xu Qing moved out and bought this apartment with their inheritance.
Xu Li calmly talked about these past events, his words were full of nostalgia for his grandparents, as if he no longer cared about the sufferings in the past.
But Lu Yiyang knew that Xu Li was not as calm as he appeared on the surface.His Xiaoli is a person who is very emotional, how could he let it go like this, but he just didn't want to say it to make him worry.
The more you know the goodness of the other party, the more you feel sorry for him.Lu Yiyang lowered his head and kissed Xu Li's forehead, and said in a low voice, "I will be here in the future."
Grandpa and grandma are gone, but I will always be with you.
Xu Li raised her eyes slightly when she heard the words, and said a hoarse "hmm".
Lu Yiyang hugged Xu Li tightly, his voice was full of gratitude, and said gratefully: "Fortunately, grandpa and grandma are with Xiao Li, otherwise Xiao Li would be so sad."
Xu Li was startled when he heard the words, knowing how much Lu Yiyang felt for him, he smiled softly and comforted him in a low voice: "I really don't care anymore, grandpa and grandma treat me very well, my life is no worse than others, as other children have, I have it too."
When Lu Yiyang heard the words, he only gently rubbed Xu Li's head and did not refute, but he knew very well in his heart that no matter how good his grandparents were to him, it was still different from the care of his parents.
His little chestnut, from childhood to adulthood, lacked the care of his parents.
Lu Yiyang made up his mind in his heart, and secretly said that he must treat Xiaoli twice as well in the future to make up for the love he lacked when he was a child.
Xu Li said that he didn't care anymore, but Lu Yiyang could see that he still wanted to be affirmed by his parents, otherwise he wouldn't care so much about the phone call.
Xu Li said the words buried in his heart, and he felt a lot more relaxed.This matter has been pressing down in his heart, and the slightest touch will cause a dull pain.
Like a wound that has not healed for a long time, the rotten flesh must be cut off cruelly, so that a new flesh and blood can grow...
Xu Li also knew that he was deceiving himself and others before, saying that he didn't care anymore, but he still had expectations for his parents, but he didn't know when this expectation would be exhausted.
He closed his eyes, and slowly buried his head into Lu Yiyang's arms, no longer thinking about these nonsense things that are constantly being cut and messed up, and just want to enjoy his boyfriend's gentle care for him quietly.
A ray of sunlight shone directly on Xu Li's face, sweeping away those obscure memories.
Only Lu Yiyang's handsome smiling face remained in Xu Li's mind.
The author has something to say: Little angels, don't worry, there are still a few chapters to come, and the matter will definitely be resolved, and then there are a few extra chapters~
The strange fish didn't make it clear, which made the little angels misunderstand.
I love you, love you~
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