Protect our jungler [Live]

I don't know how many times the video was watched by cp fans, and they turned into Sherlock Holmes one after another, watching the past frame by frame, and the sugar was so sweet that they almost lost their teeth.

After holding back for a whole day, the fans who had nowhere to vent their curiosity were bursting with curiosity. Before Xu Li started the broadcast, they had already squatted in the live broadcast room and started chatting with each other.

[Sisters, you all came so early? 】

【Yeah, I'm really curious!The relationship between the lovers shown in the video... do they want to make it public? !Is it finally going public? !I brushed the analysis posts for a day today, and I didn’t even bother to work, and I got a toothache from knocking sugar!I'm so curious, what happened to the two of them? ! 】

【Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.I am also very curious, just waiting for Chestnut to start broadcasting. 】

[Ham, I'm just scratching my head. I've been squatting in the live broadcast room for a whole day, afraid of missing any news.Waiting for the two of them to make it public, I have all the money ready! 】

【Oh my God!Sister, you are a wolf, isn't this too cruel? ! 】

[Hahahahahaha, I have prepared my share, and I am just waiting for the two to make it public. 】

As soon as Xu Li went online, fans rushed to tell the news. The number of people in the live broadcast room increased rapidly, and the popularity soared. Soon it was on the homepage of the platform, attracting more people.

Fans who were so curious that they scratched their hearts and lungs moved surprisingly fast, typing out the doubts in their hearts word by word with clattering keyboards, and scrambling to express them.

The barrage scrolled frantically on the screen, making it impossible to read a single word.

At this time, the eyes of the fans were astonishingly bright, and the excitement was beyond words.

The barrage asked the two of them what was going on?Is it going to be made public?

Just as Xu Li was about to say hello to his fans, he saw the grand occasion in the live broadcast room.He touched his head and was taken aback. His clear eyes were full of bewilderment, and he was a little confused about the situation.

At this time, Lu Yiyang's live broadcast room was not much better, and was also occupied by gossip viewers, wanting to get an answer.

【Ahhhhhhh Lizi, you finally started broadcasting!What's the situation with you and Lu Shen?Are you together? ! 】

[Chestnut, I didn't expect it. I didn't expect you to be such a person ... Hahahahahahahahaha, do you have a relationship with the road god? ! 】

【Hahahahahahahahahahaha, I just want to say something to you, well done!You should bind with Road God sooner!You two really make a good match. 】

[What's the situation?What am I missing?Just came in, Lizi isn't playing games today?Can anyone give me some popular science? 】

[Sister, didn't you watch that video? !Guide to the most popular video on a certain station!You go and see what's going on. 】

【All day long, I just clicked on that video, rolling around on the bed like a maggot, smiling from ear to ear... I'm so excited!Lizi, are you really with Lushen? 】

[Fuck!Sister, quickly dismantle the monitor in my house!Have you installed surveillance in my house? !Draw a clear picture of my situation at home. 】

【Hahahahahahahahahahaha who isn't? !I am also grinning from ear to ear!This is the official candy!It's so sweet that my teeth hurt. 】

[Chestnut, tell me quickly!We are so curious! 】

[Sisters stop, does Lizi still not understand what we are talking about? 】

[Fuck!Chestnut seems to be really at a loss...]

Xu Li, who had been with Lu Yiyang all day and hadn't looked at his phone at all, was confused and looked at the crowd in the live broadcast room blankly.

He sat upright on the chair, propped his hands on the table, leaned his neck slightly forward, and scanned the screen carefully with his eyes wide open, trying to find the answer on the barrage.

Seeing Xu Li's bewildered look, fans scrambled to send out bullet screens to explain the situation to Xu Li.

Xu Li watched for a long time before he understood the cause and effect, and couldn't help but be a little dumbfounded.

It turned out that last night when he was playing games with Lu Yiyang, his teammates recorded the screen. After uploading it to the website, sharp-eyed fans recognized the IDs of the two and found out that he and Lu Yiyang had formed a relationship.

He never showed up during the day, and everyone couldn't find the person involved, and they didn't get a response. After being curious for a day, the fans are so excited now, wanting to get an answer from Xu Li.

Seeing this, Xu Li's pupils shrank slightly, his heart tightened, but he felt inexplicably relaxed, and he let out a long sigh of relief.

He dared to do this blatantly at the time, and he was ready to be exposed.

It never occurred to him to keep it a secret.

Xu Liyuan plans to disclose the relationship between the two to fans during the live broadcast tonight, and explain to everyone the fact that he is a boy.I just didn't expect this accident to happen, let everyone know about it first.

His slightly frowned brows slowly relaxed, and he couldn't help sighing in his heart, it seemed like God's will.

Xu Li clenched his hands slightly, feeling a little apprehensive.He took a deep breath, organized the language in his mind, and carefully considered how to tell everyone about it.

Several times in the past, when he saw fans' inquiries on the barrage, he felt an inexplicable urge to express what he had kept in his heart.

But as long as he thought that he had been wearing women's clothing in front of the audience, which caused a misunderstanding, Xu Li would swallow the words that came to his lips.

He is like a death row prisoner waiting for judgment, knowing that there is no way out, but he is still timid and dare not take the last step, he has been procrastinating until now.

Looking at the trusting appearance of the fans, Xu Li felt that he was unforgivable.The guilt in his heart is about to overwhelm him, causing him to fall into self-loathing and unable to extricate himself.

He is like a little snail, slowly, just wanting to stay in the shell without moving, to maintain the final peace.

He hid the fact that he was a boy from fans... Although he didn't mean it, it has become an established fact and cannot be changed.

This matter has been a big rock in Xu Li's heart, making him panic and helpless, putting pressure on him all the time, making him unable to breathe.

At first, he didn't think too much, but according to his inner thoughts, he put on his favorite women's clothing and appeared in front of the public. He didn't want to deceive people, but he still caused harm.

At that time, he fell into self-doubt, and only women's clothing could give him a sense of security and give him a moment of peace.

During that time, countless pressures from the outside world hit him like a tide, submerging him in the vast ocean.

Xu Li was terrified by his mother's accusations, pointing and pointing from people around him, and all kinds of looks from people he didn't know.

He pretends to be strong and careless on the outside, but he is a slender and sensitive person on the inside.During that time, Xu Li was in a dark night, and his whole body collapsed.

He didn't dare to look, and he didn't dare to listen.

When Xu Qing got out of her busy schedule and found Xu Li's state, she was so heartbroken that she trembled all over, feeling extremely sad.

Xu Qing felt distressed and helpless. She tried every means to accompany him and enlighten him, so that Xu Li got better, but she still couldn't make Xu Li recover.

Xu Li still stayed in the dark room all day, motionless, like a walking dead.

It's like losing all courage, don't want to, dare not go out again, can't regain confidence.

Xu Qing's heart aches so much that she has nothing to add. She is willing to support him for the rest of her life, but she doesn't want Xu Li to be destroyed like this... That is her most beloved brother!

But her strength alone is far from enough.

When Xu Qing was desperate, she discovered the communication method of live broadcast.As if she had grasped a life-saving straw, she came up with the idea of ​​letting Xu Li broadcast live.

It really didn't work, no one thought of other methods, but this impulsive idea had a touching effect, and Xu Li gradually came out.

Xu Li was huddled in the shell at that time, and his reaction to the outside world was a little slow.

Although there was a problem with his perception of the outside world, he felt sorry for Xu Qing very much. He didn't want to drag her down, so he agreed to this matter.

During the first live broadcast, Xu Li didn't think about anything, but put on women's clothes according to her inner thoughts.

With tears in her eyes, Xu Qing helped him put on delicate makeup.At the beginning, Xu Qing was the only audience in the live broadcast room.

Whenever he wanted to give up, seeing Xu Qing's worried and concerned eyes, Xu Li had the courage to persevere.

Wearing women's clothing can allow him to block out all kinds of sounds from the outside world.

But no one expected that Xu Li's first live broadcast would become popular.

At that time, Xu Li didn't like to talk, and when he spoke, his voice was as thin as a mosquito, and his voice was a little indistinguishable. Because of his feminine dress and cute online name, everyone mistakenly thought he was a girl.

When Xu Li realized it, it was too late.

Later, the more he cared about the feelings of the fans, the less he dared to speak out, fearing to disappoint the fans.

During that time, Xu Li was hit hard, with low self-esteem and insecurity, and disgusted with her own gender.

That was the only kindness he received from the outside world, and he was reluctant to give up, nor did he want to give up.

He thought, since everyone likes his appearance, then he will always be a chestnut in everyone's eyes and not let everyone down.

As soon as this thought came out, it was as irresistible as a spark.

After Xu Qing knew what he was thinking, she couldn't understand it at all.She had persuaded, coaxed, and tried to wake Xu Li up by scolding him.

But seeing Xu Li's decadent appearance, she couldn't bear to say a serious word.

That was the only time Xu Li was willful. He understood Xu Qing's anxiety and worry, but he was unwilling to give up from the bottom of his heart.

He thinks all the time, how wonderful it would be if he were a girl.

In this way, everyone will not think that he is a pervert, he is a monster, and his mother will not look at him with disgust. He will become the pride of his parents instead of a failure today.

If he was a girl, he would be able to put on his beloved women's clothes in a fair and fair manner, and make one or two close friends, instead of the current appearance, becoming a topic of conversation after dinner and a joke among others.

Recalling the conversation between him and Xu Qing at that time, a trace of self-mockery appeared on the corner of Xu Li's mouth, but there was a touch of warmth in his heart.

Sister, will always be his strong backing.

"Xiao Li, this is wrong." Xu Qing was angry and worried, her face was full of helplessness and distress, she analyzed the pros and cons to Xu Li very patiently, tried to persuade Xu Li, and wanted Xu Li to give up this idea.

She was like a hen protecting her calf, afraid that Xu Li would get hurt in the slightest.

She couldn't imagine what kind of controversy Xu Li would suffer after this incident broke out... When everyone came to attack him, what Xiaoli would look like, he would collapse.

She can't let this kind of thing happen, she should kill the signs in the cradle.

Just because she knew that Xu Li could not bear the consequences, Xu Qing tried every means to change Xu Li's decision.

Xu Li tilted his head to avoid Xu Qing's gaze.

How could a person who just crawled out of the darkness and saw the light be willing to give up this ray of sunshine and return to the darkness again.

Xu Li knew in his heart at the time that he could not bear the consequences of the truth being exposed, but he was blinded by the ray of light that was close in front of him, and he just wanted to firmly grasp this little bit of goodwill that belonged to him, and hold this ray of light in his heart. hands.

Like a drowning man grabbing a piece of driftwood and never wanting to let go.

Seeing Xu Li's refusal to talk, Xu Qing's eyes gradually turned red, her throat was hoarse, and she said slowly, "Xiao Li, will you be obedient this time?"

It was precisely because she saw Xu Li's state in her eyes that she didn't dare to take risks. She was really scared... She didn't ask much, and only hoped that her brother would return to his previous lively appearance. can not achieve.

Xu Li clenched his teeth, still unwilling to let go.

Finally Xu Qing compromised.That day, it was the first time Xu Li saw Xu Qing cry, as if he wanted to vent all the sadness during that time.

After Xu Qing wiped away her tears, she became that omnipotent queen again.From then on, the other party wore armor and wanted to protect Xu Li behind him.

There was no emotion in his eyes, but his heart was full of self-mockery. At that time, he was indeed crazy, not crazy, how could he have such a crazy idea?

If Xu Qing hadn't been by his side all along, unwilling to give up, trying to pull him ashore.Xu Li had already given up on himself, and was submerged by the waves, leaving no bones left...

Xu Li did not regret making this decision.

But every day he was very disturbed and felt extremely uncomfortable. He was a liar and deceived everyone.

He paralyzes himself every day and deceives himself and others.

This is a corner that he has never dared to touch. There is a thick layer of shadow here, which keeps him stagnant and hesitant.

After being with Lu Yiyang, the other party's warm words gave Xu Li a steady stream of courage, and made him finally dare to face himself and see his heart clearly.

He was no longer the child who only dared to shrink in a dark corner, grabbed a piece of driftwood and held it tightly, unwilling to let go.

He has a ship that belongs to him alone, and he is willing to resist the wind and rain for him.Thinking of Lu Yiyang's resolute face, Xu Li couldn't help but smile, with wholehearted trust and indescribable peace of mind in his eyes.

Xu Li always felt that the two were destined. When he was preparing for the live broadcast, he watched Lu Yiyang's live broadcast. The taciturn anchor walked into his heart and took a place in his heart.

Originally thought that he could only look up from a distance, but never expected that the other party would step down from the throne for him and hold his hand.

As long as he thinks of Lu Yiyang, Xu Li will have infinite courage in his heart.

It was a mistake from the start, and it's time for a break.

Mistakes started with him and ended with him.

Xu Li slowly sat up straight, cleared his throat, and stared at the screen seriously with gentle eyes.

This group of fans who made him come out of the shadows, accompanied and supported each other, and gave him countless warmth are also an inseparable part of his life.

In Xu Li's heart, they had already become his family.

Lu Yiyang's gentle and tolerant eyes flashed in Xu Li's mind.

That generous and speechless figure was the unquenchable fire in his heart, which gave Xu Li endless courage.

Let him have the courage to stand out from that small shell, dig open the rotten wound, apologize for his past mistakes, and pay the due price.

Xu Li was no longer afraid.In the past, he didn't dare to touch it at all, and would only shrink back in fear.Now, his heart is full of security, and he no longer feels confused.

That silent figure gave him infinite tolerance.

At this moment, Xu Li has a boyfriend and new family members, so he should bring Lu Yiyang to them, introduce them to them in a fair and fair way, and get their blessings.

This is the tacit understanding between him and his fans.

Thinking of his new boyfriend, Xu Li smiled and no longer felt confused.

His back was straight, and there was a rare trace of tension on his face.

For some reason, a thought suddenly popped up in Xu Li's mind. He felt that now he was like a kid who was dating behind his parents' back, and suddenly brought his boyfriend back to meet his parents.

Xu Li clenched his hands tightly, his heart was very nervous, and his eyes were very agile.

Xu Li's lips twitched slightly. Just as he was about to speak, he saw a lot of bullet screens pouring into the live broadcast room and caught Xu Li's eyes. He was stunned, and his face gradually turned pale and bloodless.

The author has something to say: I changed it several times, my ability is limited, I tried my best, covered my face, and tapped the hammer~

There are still [-] words, but I still need to modify it, so I will post it tomorrow.

【Dialogue between fish and friends】

Fish: Ahhh I'm crazy, I'm going to be scolded.

Jiyou: What's wrong?

Fish: My family is a liar.

Fish: I changed it several times, but I still can't convince myself.

Friends: Hahahahahahaha, dig a hole and bury yourself.

Fish: Woohoo, I'm just a fool.

Jiyou: Otherwise, I will scold you first...

—— Fish found inspiration in this conversation.

I will help you scold Xu Li for being such a big pig.

Fish: "Bah! Big liar."

Xu Li lowered his head and said apologetically, "I'm sorry."

Everyone in the live broadcast room: "You stinky salted fish! Why are you scolding my chestnut?"

Woooooo fish life is difficult!

Thank you for your support all the time, just hug me~

Thanks to "It's not the wind, it's the heart" mine × 1

Thanks to "Chu, Weiliang" for mine × 3