Protect our jungler [Live]

After Lu Yiyang downloaded the broadcast, for some reason, he had an inexplicable feeling in his heart that Xu Li's state tonight was different from usual, so he obeyed his heart and sent him a message.

He leaned back on the chair, opened the chat interface with both hands, tapped the table lightly with his slender and strong fingers, his face was slightly startled, the corners of his mouth were pursed upwards, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and there was a little annoyance on his face.

Louis: I'll refund you the money.

Chestnut loves oranges: Road God, no need.

What he wanted to say was not this, Lu Yiyang leaned forward slightly, his back straightened slightly, looking at this familiar chat interface with deep eyes, he couldn't help feeling a little regretful.

He was slightly startled by the quick reply from the other party, with some doubts on his usual indifferent face, he stopped tapping his fingers on the table, raised his eyebrows slightly, and stared at the chat interface, not knowing what he was thinking in his mind.

The other party's answer was within his expectations, for some reason Lu Yiyang felt that the other party's answer was a little stiff, not as natural as usual, and the usual emoticons were also missing.

He paused for a while, then followed his inner feeling and sent a message.

Louis: Are you in a bad mood?

Xu Li leaned on the chair, with a little annoyance on his face. Negative emotions affected him tonight, and his answer was too rigid.

He was a little sorry, but he couldn't do anything well. He hugged the cat in his arms, with obvious fatigue on his face. When he saw the other party's question, his face was startled, and the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed.

There is a little doubt on the tired and delicate face, is it so obvious?He recalled his behavior tonight, and he didn't appear unhappy. He couldn't help but wonder why God of Road would ask such a question.

He moved his fingers slightly, and asked his doubts.

Chestnut loves oranges: Road god, how do you know?

He gently stroked Qianqian's hair with both hands, lowered his eyes, and waited for the other party's reply.

Louis: Feeling.

Louis: You can tell me if you are unhappy.

Xu Li paused slightly with his hand touching Qianqian's cat hair, and stared straight at the answer on the phone screen. For some reason, his nose was slightly sour, and the grievances in his heart welled up, and he suddenly had the desire to confide.

Tonight's mother's words still had a certain impact on him. He tried his best to maintain his superficial calm, but Lu Shen's words couldn't help but make his grievances well up.

Mother would talk about his "illness" from time to time, with disgusted eyes and disgusted voice, every time she stabbed him in the heart like a knife, with blood on the knife, and he didn't know who to tell his sadness.

My sister has already paid enough for herself. The work in the laboratory is so hard, and she is as busy as a small spinning top every day. I can't hold her back anymore and make her worry about herself besides work.

Uncle Wang was good enough to him. Xu Li didn't want him to break out with his mother and destroy their family peace. Uncle Wang was the one who wanted to live with his mother for the rest of his life, so he couldn't let him be in a dilemma.

Because of his "illness", people in the school pointed at him, and the classmates in the class kept a certain distance from him. After graduation, Xu Li no longer contacted the classmates in the class, and everyone tacitly agreed not to bother Xu. Chestnut's life.

Xu Li grew up with only her elder sister and no friends. Xu Li felt very comfortable like this, but her elder sister always worried about herself and was afraid of her psychological problems.

Xu Li tried to integrate into the group, but it still didn't work out. In the end, Xu Qing also gave up on this matter, just wanting him to start a live broadcast and interact with others, so as not to be abandoned by the whole world.

Over the years of live broadcasting, other anchors have friends in groups. Only Xu Li unconsciously keeps a distance from other anchors and does not have very close friends.

Xu Li has always felt that this state is very good, he has a group of lovely fans, they are all a group of cute little angels.

It's just that sometimes Xu Li also feels lonely, and every time he feels uncomfortable, he can only press it in his heart, and he doesn't know who to confide in.

Too many things happened tonight, Lu Shen's usual plain words suddenly made him feel slightly sour, and he had the desire to talk.

Xu Li looked down at the cat lying in his arms, and unconsciously combed Cici's hair with his fingers. His eyes were full of tenderness, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow under the light.

The atmosphere of getting along with Lushen during this time made him very relaxed. Xu Li blinked, his face slightly dazed, and after a moment of silence, he still picked up his phone and sent a message.

In his heart, he still hoped to get someone's support to give him strength. Like a kitten, Xu Li stretched out its paws tentatively, trying to get out of that small world.

Chestnut loves oranges: I just saw one thing and felt a little uncomfortable.

Chestnut loves oranges: Lushen, what do you think of boys' preference for women's clothing?

Xu Li silently looked at the message he sent, his whole face was like a broken can, and he sent another message as if he had compromised.

Chestnut loves oranges: It’s like this... There is a person next to me. He likes women’s clothing, but his family doesn’t understand, and people at school also point fingers at him, and he almost dropped out of school because of it.His parents divorced because he liked women's clothing. He also thought about changing, but he found that only women's clothing can bring him a sense of security.Lu Shen, do you think it is a "disease" for boys to like women's clothing?

Xu Li stared blankly at the words he just said, and he felt a little regretful as soon as he said them. He put down the phone weakly, and crossed his hands tightly, so hard that they turned white.

His face was very tense, his body was tense, he was afraid of getting an answer that he didn't want to see, but he also expected to get a different answer. Waiting for the other party's answer in this silent atmosphere, Qian lying on Xu Li's body Qian's tail moved slightly, Xu Li lowered his head slightly, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly.

Telling the matter was not as difficult as he imagined. Xu Li's face was a little relieved, but also a little sad. The grasp is not willing to let go.

He looked at the chat interface that had not been moved for a long time, and couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. He waited for such a long time for a reply, and seeing the minute hand beating on the phone interface, Xu Li's heart was tightly held together.

He closed his eyes, and opened them slowly after a while. Frame by frame flashed in his mind, and finally he seemed to be about to execute the sentence, waiting for the other party's sentence.

Lu Yiyang watched the messages sent one after another from the other side, his fingers tapping on the table paused, his brows slightly frowned.

Feeling that something was wrong, Lu Yiyang finally fell silent for a moment, his handsome face was as calm as usual, and he tapped the screen lightly with his slender and strong fingers, sending out his answer word by word.

Louis: The Internet is very developed now, and men’s and women’s clothing can be seen everywhere on the Internet. People’s acceptance is very high on the Internet, but it’s like watching a scene. The people in front of the screen have nothing to do with themselves, so it can’t arouse everyone’s attention. fluctuation.

Louis: But if you see people around you like women's clothing in your life, it will arouse everyone's curiosity and crowd.Those people on the Internet who say they like it may come to accuse you.The most important thing is that many parents can't accept that boys like women's clothing. For them, this is like "abnormal" and challenges their usual thinking. They will think it is a "disease".

Lu Yiyang stopped tapping the screen with his fingers, looked down at his legs, his eyes fluctuated a little, and soon regained his composure.

He remembered those pity, pity, and curiosity eyes after his car accident, his brows were slightly furrowed, his thin lips were tightly pressed, and he typed a line of words calmly and indifferently.

Louis: This society cannot tolerate this kind of "different".

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Cici in her arms gave a soft "meow~", as if she knew the master's nervousness, Xu Li gently stroked Cici's cat fur, trying to relax herself as much as possible.

The phone on the table vibrated. He picked it up and read the messages on the screen silently, with a bit of bitterness on his face. This was a very sensible answer, but it wasn't the answer he wanted.

There was a little confusion in Xu Li's eyes, as if he was asking himself, what answer do you want?

Xu Li couldn't help but want to ask the other party, do you accept this "different"?

His fingers moved slightly, but finally stopped, Lushen could not tolerate this kind of "different"

Xu Li didn't dare to think about it anymore, he felt a little sad for some reason, he didn't know what to say, so he could only change the subject silently.

Chestnut loves to eat oranges: Road God, do you have any hurdles you can't get over?

Lu Yiyang looked at the other party's question on the screen, frowned slightly, his deep eyes were a little turbulent, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, his right hand couldn't help but clenched his fist tightly, and then quickly relaxed.

Staring at the sentence on the screen, he seemed to sigh, and finally just replied silently: "Why didn't it?"

Xu Li propped his chin, looked at this answer that was different from what he had imagined, his eyes widened slightly, his eyebrows raised upwards, how could it be?How could God of Road have a hurdle he couldn't get over?

Xu Li suddenly became curious. He has always been taciturn, and the omnipotent road god in the live broadcast room, how could there be a hurdle that he couldn't get over.

He moved his fingers slightly and quickly sent a message.

Chestnut loves to eat oranges: How can you be so powerful, God of Road, as if you are omnipotent.

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Looking at the question sent on the screen, Lu Yiyang couldn't help but smiled bitterly. It would be great if he was really omnipotent. His body tensed slightly, and the scene of the car accident couldn't help flashing through his mind.

He picked up the phone and wanted to say something, but the phone's ringtone suddenly interrupted his actions.

He looked at the incoming call on the phone screen, fell silent for a moment, and pressed the answer button.