Kawakami Tomie

So...he really killed the principal teacher?

Realizing this, Atsushi Nakajima trembled violently all over his body. He squatted down, held his head in his hands, and let out a hoarse, beast-like hiss.Great fear and sadness swept over him in an instant, so that he couldn't even control his expression at this moment.

Should he laugh?Years of nightmares are finally over on this day, but why can't he laugh out loud?

Should we cry?The principal teacher wanted to hug himself in the end, like a father who wanted to hug his child, but he killed him instead.Originally, he wanted to praise himself, and he could no longer hear such words as "good job" and "isn't this very good".

But he found sadly that he couldn't even cry.

He will not know how much he is like a little beast that has lost his dear one at this moment, and he can only wail in hesitation and helplessness.

At this time, the door of the bedroom was opened with a "click", Atsushi Nakajima raised his head in a daze, and saw Osamu Dazai leaning against the door, the expression on his face could not be seen clearly due to the backlight.

"Mr. Dazai!" Atsushi Nakajima was shocked, and immediately suppressed the rushing emotions in his heart, and knelt down on one knee.

"Auntori," Dazai Osamu's voice was a bit cold, with the coercion unique to a ruler, "Didn't I tell you not to come to the orphanage?"

Atsushi Nakajima trembled for a moment, and then said in a low voice: "This subordinate knows his mistake, please Mr. Dazai... the leader punishes you."

"I won't punish you," Dazai's voice softened a little, and the sense of oppression that had just brought him lessened, "but you really need to reflect on what you did just now."

"I..." Nakajima Atsushi grabbed his hair again, and said with difficulty, "I killed the principal teacher..."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Something doesn't seem right?

"When did the dean die?" Osamu Dazai asked rhetorically.

However, Atsushi Nakajima obviously didn't understand the meaning of Osamu Dazai's words, he just said to himself: "Mr. Dean is dead...I killed him with my own hands..."

"Atsushi-kun, calm down, Mr. Dean is not dead." Osamu Dazai said, putting his hand on Atsushi Nakajima's shoulder, with a soothing tone of voice.

"Really?" Atsushi Nakajima raised his head, his eyes full of expectation.

It stands to reason...he should trust Mr. Dazai.but……

"Don't you believe me?" Osamu Dazai said calmly, "Or... what did you dream about just now?" "Mr. Dazai! I..." Atsushi Nakajima opened his mouth, but he still didn't say anything.But he doesn't need to say anything, as long as the man in front of you stands in front of you, he can clearly grasp what is in your heart.

"In this case, I think I need to ask the dean to come over now."

At the same time, the dean and Liu Yuanyu, who had finished talking over there, also came over together. The dean saw Atsushi Nakajima kneeling on the ground, and the pace of his feet accelerated a little bit.

"Don." He called.

It was the first time he called Atsushi by Nakajima's name instead of the usual "Number 78".

"Mr. Dean..." Atsushi Nakajima stared blankly at the elderly man in front of him. He seemed to be a little older than he remembered, and now a few strands of white hair had been added to the top of his black hair, which made him straight. His back seems to be bent a bit.

This also made him realize that the teacher dean is getting older and is no longer the nightmare and shadow that frightened him so much that he could not escape.

"Dun," the dean called his name softly, even stepped forward a few steps, stroked the top of his hair with rough palms, and said in an almost kind tone, "You have grown up."

"Mr. Dean..." Atsushi Nakajima hugged the Dean's body violently, and there was a hint of crying in his voice, but he only said this and couldn't say anything else, his whole body was trembling slightly .

"Atsu-kun," Dazai Osamu said from the side, "If you want to cry, you can cry."

These words seemed to open a gate to control the flood, and Atsushi Nakajima gradually choked up from a small voice, and turned into a loud cry.During this period, the dean never scolded him sharply, and he didn't even push him away, but let him hold him, let his clothes be wet by the boy's tears, and even stretched out his thugs on the boy's back. Gently pat to appease.

Liu Yuanyu felt that it was probably not suitable for him to stay in such a scene, so he planned to leave, but when he turned around, he saw Dazai Osamu's smiling eyes, shrugged at him, and then motioned him to go out with him.

"Liu Yuan-kun also saw what happened just now, why did I accept such a useless subordinate?" Once outside, Osamu Dazai resumed his usual casual and unruly personality, and complained exaggeratedly.

"I think it's okay..." Liu Yuanyu said.

"Now that I think about it, I should have chosen someone else." Dazai sounded a bit regretful.

"Are you talking about Akutagawa?" Liu Yuanyu asked subconsciously.

"Hey?" Osamu Dazai showed an exaggerated expression of surprise, "I don't know Akutagawa, I'm talking about a boy I met in a slum before, his courage, awareness of crisis and his own abilities Both are pretty good. It's just that he has been blinded by hatred, making him unable to see the world around him, so I didn't choose him."

"That person must be Akutagawa." Liuyuan Yu took a step forward, looking directly at Osamu Dazai.He was suddenly a little tired of this pretentious temptation, he was quite sure that Osamu Dazai of this world had memories of another world, and he also had them, why couldn't the two of them be honest with each other?

"Dazai, are we friends?" Liuyuan Yu asked him.

"Of course we are." Osamu Dazai replied.

"Then why don't you tell me the truth, tell me that you actually have memories from another world?" Liu Yuanyu's eyes were fixed on him, and his tone was a little aggressive.

The atmosphere between the two suddenly fell silent, Dazai opened his mouth, trying to put on an innocent expression: "Liuyuan-kun, what are you talking about?"

"When I first picked you up, you said 'Long time no see' to me and called me by my name."

"The second time I met you, you took me to the bar, and you said that you had friends before, but because you often said that you were underage, you rejected your invitation. Now that I think about it, that person should be me, and I was I really thought about using this reason to reject you."

"When I saw you for the third time, you took the initiative to take me to Hong Kong and Heilongjiang for a visit. As the leader of an organization, it stands to reason that you shouldn't be so confiding in someone who has only met three times? And you have also... ...I also heard what Mr. said. You said that I was your 'old friend'."

Liu Yuanyu paused for a moment, but swallowed the "Brother Zhongye" that he almost said.

Osamu Dazai looked at him, as if he wanted to justify something, but in the end he didn't say anything.

"Anyway, I think we should be honest with each other, so I can tell you very clearly that I do know you in another world. To be precise, it is based on my ability-I can sleep Then travel to different worlds, of course, these worlds are not something I can choose."

"So one time I traveled through another world where you existed. There we were adopted by Mr. Sen for more than ten years, and I also witnessed you growing up step by step to become the youngest cadre in Hong Kong and black."

"I don't know why you have the memory of that world, but Dazai, you must remember me, right?"

Dazai looked at Liu Yuanyu firmly, was silent for a while, and suddenly laughed in a low voice, but there was a bit of bitterness and self-deprecation in the smile:

"The Dazai who lived with you for so many years is real, and I'm just a thief who stole his memory."

"What's the matter!" Liu Yuanyu interrupted him loudly, and then slowed down his tone, "I know you are not him, but I don't treat you as a friend because of the memory of more than ten years in another world."

Osamu Dazai looked at him with a dazed expression, as if he hadn't realized it, before he said after a while: "You... really think so?"

"Actually, I crossed over after meeting you twice in this world, so in theory I first met Osamu Dazai of this world. At that time, I didn't have any 'memory of more than ten years', but simply I want to save you." When Liu Yuanyu said this, he seemed to be considering his tone, while observing Dazai Osamu's reaction, so the speed was a little slower than usual.

"Is that really the case?" Sure enough, Osamu Dazai discovered his little trick.

"Okay," Liu Yuanyu shrugged, "If I have to tell the truth, I think you should have heard it when we first met. I just don't want to see a person whose appearance fits my aesthetics die miserably. On the street and nobody cares?"

"Pfft." Osamu Dazai, who had been depressed ever since Liu Yuanyu revealed the truth, finally let out his first genuine laugh at this time.

"Then I should really thank my parents for giving me a good appearance."

After laughing, he seemed to be relaxed, and there was a bit of comfort in his eyes: "Well, since you have said so, then I will be honest. I do have another A world's own memory, or I actually have all the world's own memories, but only these two worlds exist with you."

"Actually, the reason why I took the initiative to approach you in that world is also because you are my friend in this world." Liu Yuanyu said seriously, "I have never, never regarded you as a person, and you Don't think I'm getting along with you with my memories and emotions about him."

The next moment, Liu Yuanyu felt that he was hugged by something, and he didn't realize it until a second later - it was the person in front of him who hugged him.

"Yu, can I call you that?"

"Of course," Liu Yuanyu replied, "By the way..."

"what?"

"No matter which world you are in, you are the first person to call me that."

The author has something to say: the first time was when the two of them met for the first time. If you don’t remember the cuteness, go back and have a look~

感谢在2020-05-1317:45:15~2020-05-1417:43:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: moxibustion 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Yan Zhaoge;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!