wrong love

Shen Qingcheng, is this a confession?

Gu Chengxi felt that she must be dreaming, she secretly reached out and pinched her lower back.

pain.

This is not a dream.

Even the best dreams are not so sweet.

But... but... Shen Qingcheng... stole her lines...

Before coming, she imagined all kinds of confessions.She was tangled up along the way, but Shen Qingcheng, who was always cold, would hit a straight ball, choking all the words she had been brewing for a long time in her throat.

"I love you too."

"I really miss you all these years."

"I've met a lot of people, but none of them are you."

When these words came to her lips, she felt that they were too shallow and light, unable to express her heart.

"Chengcheng, I..."

Shen Qingcheng's slender neck was raised, and the eyes under the long eyelashes were as clear as springs, looking at her quietly.The whole thing is like a rose in the night, waiting for her response.

Gu Chengxi's nose was a little sore, she took a deep breath, and forced back the tears that had welled up in her eyes.

She turned around, took out her phone, opened it, and opened a page in the browser.

She cleared her throat and said solemnly:

"Chengcheng, I once promised you that I would invent a machine so that the fireworks will never go out. But you also know that I studied liberal arts, so I may not be able to do it."

She handed the phone to Shen Qingcheng.

"Then, I thought of a way. The only thing I'm good at is writing stories, so I thought, use my words to fulfill the promise."

Shen Qingcheng took the phone, and a page opened on the screen, which was the personal homepage of "Fenglindu" on the UU reading platform.

On the homepage, there is only one series under the name of "Fenglindu" - "Eternal Fireworks".

There is only one article in this series: "Young Light".

"In this way, as long as you are willing to be with me, as long as I am still alive, new stories will continue to be written, blooming like fireworks."

"Chengcheng, let's be together."

Gu Chengxi has grown up so much, he hasn't dated anyone yet.After saying these words, even though he knew that he would not be rejected, his heart beat like a drum for no reason.

Fortunately, Shen Qingcheng didn't keep her waiting.The next moment, she sat up on her knees, wrapped her slender arms around her neck, and gently pressed her forehead against hers, with a voice as soft as a feather.

"Okay."

Gu Chengxi was stunned for a moment, then his face became hot, and he asked hesitantly: "Then...can I kiss you?"

There was silence in the room, Gu Chengxi thought that Shen Qingcheng was unwilling, and was even more afraid that she would dislike her dirty mind, so she hurriedly explained, "I'll just ask casually, it doesn't matter if it doesn't work..."

Anyway, there is still a lifetime, we can take our time.

But before the next words came out, they were blocked.

Two thin lips pressed against hers, and with just a light touch, it was like an electric shock, which made her heart tremble.

"Is that so?" The cold voice seemed to grow fluffy feathers, tickling her heart.

是 的

but not enough

because

This is the kiss I've been wanting for a long time

She lowered her head and responded with actions...

……

The next day, the sky was clear.

Lin Tan was buried in the cemetery in H City, which was her last wish.

Shen Qingcheng and Gu Chengxi got up early in the morning, and drove to sacrifice early.

Gu Chengxi held a bouquet of flowers, followed behind Shen Qingcheng, passed through rows of tombstones, and came to Lin Tan's tomb.

The tombstone is a simple and generous marble, only engraved with the name and the year of birth and death.

"Mom, Xixi came to see you." Shen Qingcheng said softly.

Gu Chengxi put the flowers in front of the tombstone, stood up, touched her nose a little embarrassedly, "Chengcheng, can I have a few words with Auntie alone?"

"Okay," Shen Qingcheng turned around and walked not far away to stand still.

Seeing Shen Qingcheng walking away, Gu Chengxi straightened his back and declared earnestly:

"Aunt Lin, I'm with Chengcheng."

"I have always liked her since I was 16, and I will always like her in the future..."

……

Shen Qingcheng looked at Gu Chengxi who was more mature and upright than when he was 17 years old under the sun from a distance, and endless happiness surged in his heart.

It's not that she hasn't thought about contacting Gu Chengxi these years.

The upheavals in the family, the death of her mother, the new environment and the stressful studies all covered her head like a boundless dark cloud.

Xinyue's family is very kind to her, but they can't completely eliminate the loneliness of being alone in a foreign land and the longing for Gu Chengxi.

She is her deepest concern in this world, the warm sunshine that she can never forget in her sleep.

There were several times when she could barely hold on.Drunk, with tears all over his face, he murmured Gu Chengxi's name, desperately wanting to go back to find her and be with her.

But when he woke up the next day, his reason restrained his steps.The tragic past that Xinyue and Lin talked about was like a wake-up call, making her understand that if there is no ability to achieve a relationship, in the end, no matter how deep the relationship is, it can only be nothing, burning two people who love each other in vain.

She knew that she couldn't contact her, because as long as she heard that clear and warm voice, her tense breath would be loosened, and she could no longer bear the absence of news and the separation of mountains and seas.

is she afraid

Yes, she is very afraid that one day she will finally be able to reunite with the person she has longed for, only to find that the other person already loves someone else.This has almost become a fear that cannot be faced, gnawing at her heart all the time, can only be suppressed and relieved by endless busyness, and can only pray silently in her heart.

But she had no choice.

Fortunately,

Gu Chengxi is here.

Fortunately,

Gu Chengxi understands and agrees with all her visions for the future,

Fortunately,

They finally didn't miss it.

……

From a distance, Gu Chengxi waved at her.

She walked up to Gu Chengxi.

Gu Chengxi was a little nervous, and his palms were covered with sweat.She took out a small box from her pocket and opened it. Inside was a silver ring. The place where the ring should normally be was made into a rose that was slanted, ready to bloom.

In the jewelry store, she immediately fell in love with this ring, not only because of its unique shape, but also because she thought she suited Shen Qingcheng well - isn't Shen Qingcheng just like a budding rose?

But compared with the necklace and earrings that Shen Qingcheng gave, this ring was only made of sterling silver, and its workmanship and material were inferior, which made her a little embarrassed.

She explained with a bit of embarrassment.

"I bought this with the manuscript fee, um, because most of the money was used to buy air tickets, so..."

"It's okay," Shen Qingcheng's voice was very soft.

"Chengcheng, I know it might be too soon. But I'm leaving tomorrow, and I want to give you this ring in front of Aunt Lin."

Gu Chengxi had a serious face, with a precious and important solemnity.

Shen Qingcheng obediently raised her left hand and placed it on Gu Chengxi's right hand.

The thin and small ring was put on the middle finger of the left hand, facing the sun, reflecting the dazzling light.

"I promise, I will buy you a better ring in the future." Gu Chengxi apologized.

Shen Qingcheng couldn't help stretching out his hands, put his arms around her neck, and leaned his whole body into her arms.

"You're so stupid..."

what I want

From beginning to end, I was just with you...

……

The time to part has finally come.

Shen Qingcheng still has graduate courses to study and will stay here for two years.Gu Chengxi is also going back to China, ready to graduate.

The two made a promise about the future and bid farewell at the airport.

Looking at Shen Qingcheng who was separated by only one side of glass, Gu Chengxi clenched his right hand, slowly raised it, and leaned against his chest.

Shen Qingcheng was stunned for a moment, then raised her right hand and made the same movement.

The two laughed together through the glass.

In the days to come, there will be a long separation, and there may be other ups and downs.In this life Lu Yao, they are not only lovers, but also comrades-in-arms fighting side by side on the road of life, as long as the hearts beat together, the iron armor is still there.

armor,

still there.

(End of the article)

The author has something to say:

huh~~~~~~

Finally finished the essay.

The original outline would be a little longer than this, but after thinking about it for a long time, I think it is more reasonable to stop here. This is a simple first love story, from acquaintance, mutual attraction, mutual understanding, and then hand in hand.

The lives of Shen and Gu are still going on, and they will also appear in the author's subsequent stories, but they are no longer the protagonists.

(Of course, there is also the author's own reason here. In this story, the author really can't write driving, nor can he write a little bit of adult plot~~~~~~~~)

This year is likely to be a difficult year for everyone, so when the story was written halfway, the author revised the outline and removed all the abusive parts in the second half.I hope it can make everyone relax and not worry so much when they are having fun.

But this also caused some interruptions in the clues and a sudden end at the end.Sorry to everyone here.

This is the author Hanhan's first time to write a web article serial. During the exploration, there are many deficiencies, and he has also seriously thought about it.However, due to capacity issues, improvement can only come slowly.

Here, the author wants to sincerely say thank you to every reader who reads the article, cute, thank you for reading this story with many shortcomings in writing, rhythm and structure, and thank you for every comment and support.Without your company, the author would have collapsed to the point of being a eunuch.

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A new story will be opened in two days, a story for adults, and a plot for adults.If there is fate, I hope to still be able to see all of you cuties by then.

PS: During the writing period, because the collection has never reached 100, the author has not been able to eat the chocolate that he has been thinking about.The direct consequence is that the BMI has finally reached the coveted 18...

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