wrong love

Mountains do not meet mountains, but people always meet.

The campus is not big, and in just one week, Gu Chengxi met Tantai three times in the cafeteria.

Every time he saw her, Tantai would warmly greet her.If Tantai was at the front, he would take the initiative to help Gu Chengxi cook, and he couldn't hide.

A few days later, Tantai actually came to the basketball court.

She didn't come every day, but appeared in the stands every now and then, sitting quietly in a corner, waiting for Gu Chengxi to end, and running over to deliver a bottle of mineral water.

This made Gu Chengxi a little awkward.She had no ill feeling towards Tantai, but was confused by her enthusiasm.And even though Shen Qingcheng didn't answer her that day, she made it clear that she didn't like Tantai very much, and she didn't want to make Shen Qingcheng unhappy.

Just when she didn't know how to deal with this matter, Tantai took the initiative to come to her.

One day, after playing basketball, she was wiping sweat on the sidelines of the court when Tantai appeared.

"Sister, do you have time?"

Gu Chengxi hesitated for a moment, "What's the matter?"

Tantai quickly said: "Then can you walk with me? I have something to say to Senior Sister."

Gu Chengxi couldn't refuse, so he agreed, and followed Tantai out of the basketball court.

The basketball court is close to a hillside. In order to prevent landslides, the school built a gable wall along the hillside.Later, in order to beautify the gable, a lot of Chickweed was planted along the gable, and now the flowers are in full bloom.

The breeze in early autumn blows, and the delicate leaves as thin as feathers tremble slightly.The slender and delicate flowers are like velvet, dotted among the fine vine leaves, like bright red five-pointed stars.

Tantai walked along the gable wall to a place under the shade, and stopped in his tracks.He reached out and plucked a small scallop from the wall, held it in his hand and played it around.

Gu Chengxi didn't know what she wanted to say, and was not used to this silent atmosphere, so he pretended to be relaxed and asked, "Are you still used to the new school? Are you getting along well with your classmates?"

Tantai said happily: "Thank you senior sister for your concern, you are very adaptable, and the classmates are very good."

Gu Chengxi said euphemistically: "Then why don't you do more activities with your classmates?"

Tantai Wuliangliang's eyes dimmed for a moment, "Does senior sister not like me coming to you?"

"No, no," Gu Chengxi quickly waved his hands. After all, apart from being too enthusiastic, Tantai is actually a very polite little girl. She doesn't hate her, and she doesn't want to embarrass her.

Tantai lowered his head, kept silent, then suddenly raised his eyes, meeting Gu Chengxi's gaze, "Sister, do you have someone you like?"

the person I like?

Gu Chengxi couldn't react a little, and looked at Tantai in a daze.

"Senior, if you don't have someone you like, can you like me?"

Tantai had a serious expression, full of anticipation.

"Oh, I like you a lot." Gu Chengxi replied casually.

"I'm not talking about the kind of liking of friends, but the kind of liking of lovers..."

Tantai blushed, and his voice became smaller and smaller.

Gu Chengxi looked at her strangely, and blurted out, "But we are all girls."

Tantai looked at Gu Chengxi with a pair of eyes, and there was a rare firmness in his tone.

"Sister, girls can also like girls."

Gu Chengxi opened his mouth, but finally choked up.

It's not that she hasn't seen news about gays on the Internet. Among the novels Du Mingming likes to read, there is also a kind of danmei about the love between boys.She doesn't have any opinions on this kind of relationship, but she never thought that she would encounter it in her life, let alone related to herself.

She didn't know how to respond for a while, and she was afraid that she would hurt the other party if she said something serious.She didn't dare to look at the girl's face in front of her, and after searching her stomach for a long time, she hesitated to speak.

"Uh, Tantai, I think...have you confused feelings...with friendship..."

"Maybe you are the senior sister's filter?"

"I don't... mean anything else, really, really, I just think you must be confused..."

……

Gu Chengxi didn't know how he got back to the classroom.

Tantai walked away with red circles under his eyes.This made her a little uncomfortable, but what could she do?

Although Tantai's person is no longer in front of her eyes, what she said has been echoing in her mind.

"Sister, I'm sure I really like you, every time I see you, my heart beats..."

"I have many friends, but I don't blush when I hold hands with them..."

"Senior, trust me, your body won't lie..."

"Sister, if one day you can accept girls, can you be the first to tell me?"

……

Gu Chengxi's mind was in a mess, Tantai's voice was soft and soft, but now it reverberated like thunder.

The body can't lie, will you blush and heartbeat when you touch someone you like?

A figure appeared in her mind, and her heart was instantly confused.

how can that be possible? !

She shook her head desperately, then rushed to the bathroom to wash her face with cold water, and suppressed the surging thoughts.

Impossible, definitely impossible...

……

After evening self-study, she went to wait for Shen Qingcheng at the door of the classroom as usual.

After a while, Shen Qingcheng came out, "Let's go." She naturally took her arm.

Gu Chengxi felt his arms go stiff all of a sudden, and didn't hear a word of what Shen Qingcheng said later.

When she came back to her senses, she saw Shen Qingcheng looking at her probingly, her pretty eyebrows slightly frowned.

"What happened to you today?"

Gu Chengxi shifted his eyes guiltily, "It's nothing...just... maybe I'm a little tired from playing today."

Shen Qingcheng did not doubt that he was there, and advised softly: "Next time, don't fight so fiercely."

"Well."

"Do you still want to participate in the debate competition this year?" Shen Qingcheng asked.

"No... let's take part," Gu Chengxi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "I've thought of two ideas recently, and I plan to write them down."

Since receiving the manuscript fee, Gu Chengxi's enthusiasm for writing has been high, and Shen Qingcheng also encouraged her to practice and try more.So recently, apart from studying, most of her free time is spent on writing novels.

"Do you want to participate?" Gu Chengxi added. "If you want to participate, then I will too."

"No, I want to participate in a cultural performance this year." Shen Qingcheng said casually.

"That's good, I'll applaud you from below."

……

When I got home at night and went to the devil's evening self-study for a while, Gu Chengxi hurried back to his room on the pretext that he wanted to write a novel.

As soon as she got to the room, she fell on the bed and buried her head in the arms of the bear pillow.

"Is it true~"

She made a low sound.

Scenes of the past flashed before his eyes, full of blushing and heartbeating moments.

When taking pictures of the debate.

"Gu Chengxi, let's take a picture too." Shen Qingcheng invited her with a smiling face.

A slender hand reached out to hold her hand, and her heartbeat became violent...

In the multifunctional activity room.

"Let's go too."

Shen Qingcheng took her hand naturally and walked towards the crowd.

Her hands stiffened reflexively.

The elevator was out of power that day.

In the darkness, my whole body was stiff and my heart was beating like a drum...

The day I went to buy a sensor light.

There was a light touch like a feather falling from her back, but it made the muscles all over her body tense, and her heart began to beat violently.

There is also the sudden hug before watching the fireworks and the interlocking fingers when the sky is full of fireflies...

Gu Chengxi was completely panicked.

If what Tantai said is true, could it be, could it be, could it be that she is... in love with Shen Qingcheng?

oh my god...

……

These doubts were too shocking, making Gu Chengxi's heart in a mess, with all kinds of wild thoughts, and he still couldn't sleep until very late.I had no choice but to get up and write a diary for a long time, and fell asleep on the bed until I couldn't open my eyes.

Did not sleep well all night.

In the dream, Shen Qingcheng accused her angrily, with an unprecedentedly severe tone.

"Why do you have these nasty thoughts?"

"Gu Chengxi, I regard you as a very good friend, but you actually..."

"I thought you were really nice to me..."

She stammered to explain herself, "I didn't, I wasn't..."

But he couldn't even convince himself.

After tossing and tossing about the tortured dream all night, Gu Chengxi woke up early the next morning and found that both of his eye circles were dark.She was worried that Shen Qingcheng would find something strange, but fortunately, Shen Qingcheng didn't seem to pay attention, and went to school with her on her schoolbag without even asking.

……

Gu Chengxi endured for two days, but he couldn't hold on any longer.

After class this afternoon, she ran to call out Du Mingming, whom she hadn't seen for a long time.

When dividing classes, Du Mingming hesitated for a while.She was not outstanding in liberal arts and science, she was afraid of physics and chemistry when she studied science, and was afraid of history and geography when she studied literature. In the end, she gritted her teeth and chose science, and was assigned to an ordinary class.

Du Mingming was startled when he saw Gu Chengxi's big dark circles.

"Xixi, what's wrong with you?"

Gu Chengxi couldn't care less about talking to her, and was worried about being heard by others in the corridor, so he dragged her to the playground, found a place where no one was around, and dragged her to sit down.

She only wanted to ask Du Mingming for advice, but when he was dragged out, she suddenly didn't know what to say, so she held back for a long time and asked, "Mingming, how do you know whether you like someone or not?"

There are many meanings of liking. The liking of friends is also liking, and the liking of lovers is also liking.But Du Mingming didn't misunderstand what she meant, his eyes lit up immediately after hearing this sentence, and he said excitedly: "Who do you like?"

Gu Chengxi didn't want her to know too much, so he hurriedly said: "I don't like anyone, you answer my question first."

How could Du Mingming believe it? Gu Chengxi's appearance showed that she was trapped by love, she curled her lips, "It's really not interesting."

"Hurry up and talk." Gu Chengxi urged.

Du Mingming is not good at studying, but he has read a lot of love novels, and he has practiced twice, so he can be regarded as half an expert.Seeing his friend's distressed look, he didn't show off, and counted on his fingers.

"In the crowd, no matter how many people there are, he can be seen at a glance."

"Want to see him anytime."

"I don't like him being with other people, smiling at others, being nice to others."

"Even if you touch your fingers lightly, you will feel your heart beating."

"I want to share all the good things with him. Delicious, fun, and beautiful. I want to eat, play, and watch with him."

"Sometimes when I see him, I feel that there is light on him..."

……

Gu Chengxi's face darkened...