wrong love

In August, the sun is like fire.

The air conditioner was turned on in the Shen family's living room, and the temperature was cool and pleasant.

Shen Nanshan was sitting on the sofa, with his long legs neatly placed, his elbows resting on his legs, and his fingers crossed together.

The woman on the sofa opposite seemed to be thinner than before, wearing a long white dress, her temperament was dusty.

"Where's Chengcheng?" He intentionally eased the atmosphere and asked casually.

"I went to my hometown to meet my grandfather with the children of the Gu family, and I'll be back next week." Lin Tan's voice was clear and cold, without any ups and downs.

He popped a cigarette out of the cigarette case, held it in his hand, looked at the person opposite, paused, and did not light it.

He hadn't looked at her so carefully for many years, her pretty eyes were familiar yet unfamiliar.He stared into her eyes, trying to find a trace of emotional changes in them, but after searching for a long time, there was still nothing.

There was a trace of sourness in his heart, he raised his hand to light the cigarette in his hand, and took a deep breath.

He used to think that he didn't care about this woman anymore, but later he realized that he was wrong.Seeing her so determined to get out of her life was simply unacceptable to him.

He remembered the first time he met Lin Tan, when he was only 19 years old.

It was a freshman welcome at the university. He was a sophomore senior and a cadre of the student union, and she was a freshman being welcomed.

At that time, Shen Nanshan was high-spirited, excellent in character and learning, and the main force of the school's basketball team. He was a well-known figure in the school. He received love letters and received soft hands, but he had never been tempted by a girl.But with just one glance, he fell in love with that overly thin freshman at first sight, and started a long pursuit.

The two are not in the same department, but for Shen Nanshan, who has friends all over the campus, it is not difficult to find out Lin Tan's whereabouts.So after a series of "chance encounters", he decided to attack head-on.

There is a small garden in the school, a rockery and a small pond with flowing water. It has everything a garden should have, but the scale is smaller.Because of the elegant environment, it has become a holy place for campus confession.

He also chose to confess here.

It was late autumn, the wind blew, and the yellow leaves fell.

Lin Tan was invited to meet him on the rockery. He remembered that she was the same at that time as she is now. She was so thin that she would be blown down by any gust of wind. She was so thin that she gave birth to the desire to protect...

After listening to his fiery words, she looked indifferent, without any waves in her eyes, and said her words politely and simply, without leaving any room for it.

"Senior, thank you for your kindness. But I already have someone I like."

He didn't believe it, thinking it was just an excuse for rejection.He had already asked someone to inquire about her. She had always been aloof in school, and she was even more honest with boys, and she had never been close to anyone.I have never seen a boy from another school come to her, let alone a frequent correspondent.

He is arrogant, ordinary girls can't catch the eye, it is rare to meet someone who is attracted to him, but he is rejected so unequivocally, naturally it is hard to understand.But after trying a few more times, he found that she wasn't playing hard to get, but really didn't care. Suddenly, a youthful desire to conquer became stronger, and he vowed to chase this cold beauty, and whoever got her would also get her. her heart.

One relentlessly pursued, the other unequivocally refused, the two were equally stubborn, and the see-saw lasted for three years.On the eve of graduation, just when he was about to give up, Lin Tan suddenly agreed.

It was simply the proudest and happiest moment in his life.

"I love you." He said at that time, full of affection.

He was expecting the same response from her, but she just lowered her head, twisted her hands a little uneasily, and let out a soft "hmm".

At that time, he was dazzled by happiness, thinking that she was just shy and extraordinarily shy, unwilling to express the sweetness in his heart, so he didn't mind.

But looking back on it now, it just hurts my heart.

He belatedly realized that from acquaintance to husband and wife, Lin Tan had never said "I love you" to him in so many years.

Unwilling to give up, he cleared his tight throat, "Lin Tan, have you ever loved me?"

The woman on the opposite side lowered her eyelashes, stubbornly refusing to answer.

Silence, awkward silence, spread in the living room.In the silence, something seemed to turn into a sharp spear, poking at Shen Nanshan vigorously, shattering his dignity to the ground.

"If you've thought it over, let's go and go through the formalities." A gentle voice sounded, too calm.

The truth wrapped in silence was revealed suddenly like this, and years of suspicions were solidified.

It turned out that from the beginning to the end, all he got was her people, and he never got her heart.

Shen Nanshan suddenly felt a surge of anger, a fierce look appeared on his handsome face, he gritted his teeth and said: "I will not agree to divorce. If you want to make trouble, I will accompany you, and I guarantee that you will have the same rights as the children and the family property." not."

……

The car was driving on a country road, the road was bumpy and bumpy.The setting sun shot over from the front of the car, dazzling goldenly.

"Chengcheng, try this."

Gu Chengxi carried a small plastic bowl underneath and carried on, using a small plastic spoon to pick up a spoonful of ice powder and send it to Shen Qingcheng's mouth. He was very careful not to sprinkle the ice powder on Shen Qingcheng's body.

"This is much tastier than the one made by Lincheng."

Shen Qingcheng opened her mouth obediently and ate it.

"Is it delicious?" Gu Chengxi stared at her with anticipation.

"Well!"

The two of them have been here for more than ten days, and they will return to Lincheng tomorrow.

Qi Yun glanced at the two girls in the back seat in the rearview mirror, and grinned, "You two little sisters really have a good relationship."

Qi Yun is a middle-aged man in his 30s. He was a student of Gu Chengxi's grandfather when he was studying. The two families are neighbors and have a good relationship.The Qi family's father-in-law's house is close to the river, very close to the firefly viewing area. Today, he was entrusted by the Gu family's grandfather to take his two children to watch the fireflies.

"Of course." Gu Chengxi answered smoothly, and she fed the ice powder to Shen Qingcheng mouthful, with a satisfied expression on her face.

She always wanted to share all the good things with her whenever possible.

"Okay, I won't eat it, you can eat it yourself." Shen Qingcheng was a little embarrassed, and the tips of her ears were slightly stained with crimson.

When Gu Chengxi thought she had had enough, she didn't refuse. She ate the ice powder with the same spoon, and threw the bowl and spoon into the plastic bag beside her feet.

A cow suddenly appeared in front of the car, Qi Yun slammed on the brakes, the old cow turned his head and glanced at the iron shell indifferently, and walked slowly across the road.

The two people in the back seat fell forward uncontrollably. Gu Chengxi moved quickly and put his hand in front of Shen Qingcheng, but his knee hit the back of the driver's seat in front, making a muffled sound.

"Xixi, are you okay?" Shen Qingcheng's voice was tense, and she leaned over accordingly.

There was already a newly formed scab on Gu Chengxi's knee, but after the bump, the scab was split open and some blood oozes out again.

Shen Qingcheng's face suddenly darkened...

Speaking of which, this scab was related to Shen Qingcheng.

After coming to Lindong this time, his grandfather's house had an old [-] bicycle. Gu Chengxi finally found the opportunity to do what he always wanted to do—teach Shen Qingcheng to ride a bicycle.

Although the car is very old, it is well maintained and the faucet is very active.

The first few times went smoothly, and with Gu Chengxi's help, Shen Qingcheng was able to ride a short distance by herself.But one day she suddenly saw a stone in front of the wheel.

Anyone who has learned how to ride a bicycle knows that when encountering such a situation, you only need to turn the faucet a little and you can go around gently and delicately.But Shen Qingcheng was already nervous as a beginner, and when she saw the stone getting closer, she panicked all of a sudden.She swung the faucet vigorously, and the car immediately twisted, twisted back and forth twice, and hit the stone squarely instead.The speed of the car was not fast at first, but with such a card, it fell down in an instant.

Gu Chengxi, who was running behind, rushed up to support Shen Qingcheng, but was hit by the falling car, and she fell to the ground with a big piece of skin scratched on her knee, bleeding a lot.

Later, when I went to the health center, the nurse helped Gu Chengxi clean up the wound, and wiped the broken flesh with a cotton swab to remove the gravel stuck inside.Gu Chengxi's lips turned white from the pain, and his whole body kept trembling slightly.

Shen Qingcheng held her hand at the side, tears streaming down, unable to stop.

Gu Chengxi hates girls crying the most, let alone Shen Qingcheng.Seeing her so flustered all of a sudden, she couldn't even feel the pain of the wound, so she took a long time to coax her to stop her tears.

"I don't want to ride a bicycle again in my life." Shen Qingcheng's eyes were red, and she was angry with someone.

Gu Chengxi gasped for air against the pain of the wound, while persuading her, "Don't, then I fell in vain. You have to make my sacrifice meaningful."

Shen Qingcheng's tears fell again...

Alas, why didn't I find out that this person is a little crying bag before?

……

"Let's go back, you have to go back and deal with this wound quickly."

Shen Qingcheng looked at the bleeding wound, her eyes were red again.

"No, no, no, it's nothing if you can't get off the line of fire with minor injuries."

Gu Chengxi looked at the wound, and felt that the problem was not serious, but it was painful for a while, so he stopped while breathing.

"Does it matter?" Qi Yun turned to look at Gu Chengxi.

"It's okay, Brother Yun, just a little injury." Gu Chengxi's tone was relaxed, but his attitude was firm.

Qi Yun looked at her and felt that the problem was not serious, so he turned his head and concentrated on driving again.

Gu Chengxi turned his head, met Shang Qingleng's somewhat sullen gaze, and grinned, "It's really all right."

Shen Qingcheng stared at her for a few seconds, then turned his head away without making a sound, obviously a little angry.

Gu Chengxi grabbed her hand, shook it gently, and said coquettishly: "Good Chengcheng, don't be angry anymore."

But the crybaby ignored her and looked out of the carriage without saying a word.

She's gone.He stretched out his hand to wrap Shen Qingcheng's shoulders, pulled the person closer, tilted his head, and pressed his chin against the black hair.

She likes this movement very much recently, and now she is 6 or 7 centimeters taller than Shen Qingcheng, which is just right for the other party to lean on her shoulders, feeling very solid.

She whispered close to her.

"Don't be angry, I just want you to see the fireflies here."

"I'm leaving tomorrow, and if I don't watch it, I won't have a chance."