wrong love

Gu Chengxi was conflicted, she wanted to talk to Shen Qingcheng, but she didn't know what to talk about. "What do you think we were hugged wrong", "How do you think we should get along" or "I don't actually hate you that much"?It's really embarrassing to think about it.Moreover, if she wants to talk, will Shen Qingcheng talk to her?

She was a little uncertain about Shen Qingcheng's attitude towards her, but after thinking about it, she felt that it should be considered friendly. After pouring out her inner entanglement in the diary, she came to the conclusion that she must muster up the courage and find a chance to chat with Shen Qingcheng.

After making up her mind, she fell asleep in the arms of the bear pillow.

Unexpectedly, when she came to the classroom early in the morning on Monday, she found a boy sitting in the seat on the right. She raised her eyes and searched around, only to see Shen Qingcheng's back in the third row.

Shen Qingcheng, is this... a seat adjustment?

The new boy looked tall, and he chatted and laughed with Du Mingming, and had a good time.Seeing Gu Chengxi coming, he turned his head and gave her a friendly smile, then said, as if expecting that Gu Chengxi would not remember his name, "My name is Fang Yuanzhi."

Gu Chengxi nodded, "Gu Chengxi".

The boy smiled again, "I remember your name."

He seemed to want to chat a few more words, but Gu Chengxi was not in the mood to chat with him, so he responded with a casual smile.

Gu Chengxi opened the book, took out a pen bag, took a pen and turned it in his hand, feeling a little flustered in his heart: Why did Shen Qingcheng change the seat, or was it because of what she said?

She really wanted to know the reason, but the next day, she didn't hear Shen Qingcheng's name from Du Mingming's mouth, and then she remembered that she told Du Mingming last week not to mention Shen Qingcheng in front of her again. Who knew that Du Mingming really didn't mention it.Of course she was embarrassed to bring it up, and she didn't know the others well, so she held back for a whole day, and was going to go home at night and ask Shen Qingcheng directly.

After the first evening self-study, she packed her schoolbag and just walked out of the classroom door when she heard a timid voice calling her name behind her.Turning around, it turned out to be Wang Xinyue.

She was carrying a schoolbag, holding a small lunch box in her hand, and stood at the door of the classroom with a blushing face.

"Is something wrong?"

Gu Chengxi's voice was very gentle.Wang Xinyue seems to be very timid and thin-skinned, so every time Gu Chengxi speaks to her very gently.And Gu Chengxi had a good impression of her, last time she promised to keep it a secret, and she didn't tell her classmates about their living together, it seemed that she was really tight-lipped.

Wang Xinyue's face seemed to be even redder, and she handed the small lunch box to Gu Chengxi clumsily.

"I... I heard that you are from Sichuan, and so is our family. These are sour bamboo shoots made by my aunt. They are spicy. I think you may like them..."

Gu Chengxi didn't want to accept it at first, but he was afraid that it would hurt the other party's self-esteem, so he took it, carefully opened the lunch box a crack, smelled it, and suddenly his eyes lit up, and he was pleasantly surprised: "Sour bamboo shoots from Lindong County?!"

Wang Xinyue was a little surprised, "You... how do you know?"

Gu Chengxi smiled, "Haha, my grandfather is from Lindong County. I lived there for a long time when I was a child. Your family is also from Lindong County?"

Wang Xinyue nodded vigorously, obviously a little excited.

Gu Chengxi didn't care about other things, carefully pulled out a bamboo shoot from the opening of the lunch box, stuffed it into his mouth and chewed it twice, with a satisfied expression on his face, "Wow! I'm so happy, I haven't eaten it for many years, it's so delicious Already!"

Gu Chengxi is telling the truth. Lindong County has mountains and rivers, and it is rich in bamboo shoots. Every year, there are too many bamboo shoots to eat. Every household will use them to make kimchi. I don’t know if it’s a different method or other reasons. The taste is different from other places, there is a hint of sweetness under the sourness, it is the most appetizing in summer.She ate a lot at her grandfather's house when she was a child, but after she left Lin Dong, she never tasted this unique taste again.

She remembered that Wang Xinyue was also a day student, living at her aunt's house, and she happened to be on the way home with her, so she sent out an invitation logically, "Let's go together."

Seeing that Gu Chengxi liked the sour bamboo shoots she gave, Wang Xinyue smiled until her eyes were crooked, and agreed, "Okay".

The two of them chatted about the sights and things in Lindong County that they knew about each other all the way. They were very excited, talking and laughing, and the distance suddenly narrowed a lot.Perhaps because they were too excited, they went down the stairs very slowly, and ended up blocking the way of the people behind.Hearing the footsteps behind him, Gu Chengxi turned his body to let the people behind pass first, but saw Shen Qingcheng among the three or four people who passed by.

Shen Qingcheng didn't seem to notice her at all, and was chatting with a girl next to her. The girl held her arm affectionately. The two looked at each other and smiled.

Speaking of which, Shen Qingcheng is really popular. Every day after class, many people come to look for her at the door of the classroom, just to go to the bathroom together, and stand in the corridor to chat for 10 minutes.Two of the three or four people just now were boarding students at all, and they still needed to go back to the classroom for the second evening self-study, and they went downstairs just to send Shen Qingcheng to the school gate.

Gu Chengxi was absent-minded for a moment, and Wang Xinyue didn't hear several words she said to her.

Wang Xinyue called her cautiously, "Gu Chengxi?"

"Ok?"

"What's the matter with you? Are you not feeling well?"

Gu Chengxi touched his nose, "It's okay, I'm fine... let's go."

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Gu Chengxi took out the key and opened the door of the rental house. The room was quiet, but the door of Shen Qingcheng's room was closed. The light was projected from the gap under the door and fell on the ground to form a narrow strip of light, covering the eyes of other places. Darkness deepens.

While she was changing her shoes, the image of Shen Qingcheng and that girl smiling and looking at each other kept appearing in her mind. It was a tenderness she had never seen before. She thought to herself, so this is how Shen Qingcheng looks when he is happy.

It's not that Shen Qingcheng never smiled at her before, but those smiles were all stylized, very shallow, faintly rippling, good-looking is good-looking, but it can't be seen that she is really happy.This made her feel that Shen Qingcheng was a fake person, he had no real feelings for others, and even his smile had no warmth.But now it seems that this is not the case. She not only has feelings, but also expresses them very clearly and touchingly. There can be joy, liking, and gentleness in her smile, and even a small light flashes in her eyes.

So... Shen Qingcheng just doesn't like her.

It turned out that Shen Qingcheng didn't like her either.

In an instant, she lost the courage and desire to ask Shen Qingcheng.The two of them no longer meet each other in the classroom, have their own friends, and live unrelated lives. This should be Shen Qingcheng's meaning.

Isn't this the result I've always hoped for?She persuaded herself that now, all this has come true.But why was she not as relaxed as expected, but rather sad?