Don't chase me, it doesn't work

Tao Youqing looked down at Zhou Yirou condescendingly. When she said those words, she suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, as if something that bound her suddenly broke and disappeared, and she was able to stand up again and stand in front of Zhou Yirou. With her head up and her chest up, she was still the impeccably beautiful Fairy Tao.

That's right, Zhou Yirou is not good enough for her, how can Zhou Yirou be good enough for her?The five years of blindness in the past were just like feeding the dog. If you lose it, you lose it. There is no pity.From now on, she has a broader life path to walk, and she will never be shackled again.

Zhou Yirou raised her head slowly and looked at Tao Youqing. The phrase "Because you, Zhou Yirou, are not good enough for me" was still lingering in her ears, and a gleam finally appeared in her clear and cold eyes. Dazed——she couldn't understand Tao Youqing now, she was so strange as if they had never known each other, let alone the ridiculous five years.

In the past, Tao Youqing always had her in her eyes and heart, and would obediently wait for her to come to see her in Baiyu's apartment, and almost never disobeyed her, except for that time, when she found out that she was a substitute.

After she and Tao Youqing became secret lovers, they never touched her, even if they just kissed her on the lips. The closest contact between them was the hug that ordinary friends would do.

She knew in her heart that it wasn't Jiang Yaling, it was just a substitute she found for Jiang Yaling.She didn't want to touch anyone other than Jiang Yaling, and she didn't dare to touch Jiang Yaling's stand-in, because it wouldn't look like it - Yaling wouldn't kiss her, let alone have skin-to-skin contact with her in an ambiguous atmosphere.

She knows too well what the person she likes looks like, she likes her, so she respects her, she will not force her to be with herself, and she is the only one in her eyes and heart.And she asked Tao Youqing to be a stand-in for Jiang Yaling, and also to satisfy her selfish desire to have her.

She pretended that she had "her", and carefully maintained that boundary, not daring to cross the boundary easily and ruin the dream.She didn't allow herself to cross the line, nor did she allow Tao Youqing to cross the line. At that time, she only wanted to see Tao Youqing playing Jiang Yaling by her side, and she didn't want to see any traces of Tao Youqing.

But she didn't confess to Tao Youqing at the beginning that she just used her as a substitute instead of wanting to develop other relationships with her.It's a pity that the paper can't contain the fire after all, not to mention that she didn't deliberately hide her purpose, so Tao Youqing still found out.

That was a big blow to Tao Youqing. The reason why she agreed to be her invisible lover was not only because of her mother's medical expenses, but also because of her liking.She thought she was the same, and it turned out she was just using her to ease missing another woman.

Tao Youqing quarreled with her at that time, vented her anger, ran away from home, and refused to answer the phone, just like ordinary young couples quarreling, but she didn't care at that time.

She knew the reason why Tao Youqing lost her temper with her, and also knew the reason why Tao Youqing ran away from home - she wanted to get her attention and let her have her in her heart.

After Tao Youqing came back, she once said to her: "No matter what happened in the past, let's just pretend it never happened and start all over again, okay?"

That was such a humble sentence, but she was not afraid of losing her at all, because she still held Mother Tao's life in her hands——Tao Youqing was a good child, and she would come back.

The fact was exactly as she thought, Tao Youqing surrendered without any action.She didn't even think about how her mentality changed at that time, she only knew that she had made trouble and got angry, and would eventually return to her side, not only because she held Mother Tao's life, but also because she liked her , persistently and passionately in love with her.

This liking gave her enough self-confidence, so that she never doubted that Tao Youqing would leave her, would let go of herself, so that when Tao Youqing broke up with her a few months ago and ended the lover relationship, her reaction It's also as flat as ever.

- She will come back eventually.

She thought so a few months ago, and she was so confident during those five years.

And when she looked at Tao Youqing now, she just woke up like a dream, and realized that things were no longer under her control. Tao Youqing, who had been waiting behind her for her to look back at her, had stood up at some point. In front of her, with a bright and charming appearance, he said to her confidently: "You are not worthy of me."

You are not good enough for me.

The distance between them was getting farther and farther and she could hardly catch her.

Zhou Yirou got up suddenly, grabbed Tao Youqing's wrist with lingering fear, and kept her in a low voice: "Don't go."

"No matter what happened in the past, let's just pretend it never happened and start all over again, okay?"

What a familiar phrase.

Tao Youqing slowly withdrew her hand, with a distant and cold smile on her face: "Pretend it never happened?"

"Zhou Yirou, what qualifications do you have to say this?"

Zhou Yirou and Jiang Yaling ruined her dream, so she could only do nothing for the past five years and stay like a waste.In these years, she watched the newcomers on TV changing one after another, and watched countless later artists shine on the stage she dreamed of, but she could only sit at home and just watch, what? Can't do it.

Heart q is her maximum limit, in a boxy room, wearing a mask to shoot videos, this is her maximum limit.But she is also a person who can stand on the stage openly.

The blows and pain they arbitrarily inflicted on her, how can a sentence of "doing it all over again" be wiped out?

She looked directly into Zhou Yirou's eyes and asked, "Zhou Yirou, you never feel sorry for me, do you?"

From coming in to now, Zhou Yirou has never said "I'm sorry", otherwise she wouldn't be able to say such flimsy words as "do it all over again".

Why is Zhou Yirou still so lofty at this point?Why is she so ridiculous?

Tao Youqing questioned her word by word: "You suppressed me because of that idiot Tao Yaling, and you lied to me. It was the decision of Xinglan's high-level executives. You made me mistakenly think that you are a very good person, and you lied to my love for five years—— Zhou Yirou, you never felt that you did something wrong, did you?"

Zhou Yirou pursed her lips in a complicated mood, but did not answer her words.

Tao Youqing got the answer from her silence, and she just found it funny: "Zhou Yirou, look at you, you don't even feel sorry for me, and you still have the nerve to come back and ask me to get back together?"

"You're literally the funniest joke I've heard this year."

After Tao Youqing finished speaking, she turned around, picked up her bag and left, she opened the door of the private room, Zhou Yirou suddenly chased after her, grabbed her wrist, and said, "Youqing, give me a chance."

Tao Youqing shook her hand away in annoyance, before she had time to say anything, a familiar figure slowly appeared at the door, exhaling a cloud of smoke from her mouth, the fruity smell of cigarettes permeated the air in an instant Come.

"Mr. Zhou," Yuan Churui leaned loosely against the door with a white cigarette between his fingers, slightly raised his lazy eyebrows, "Why don't you ask me if I, the incumbent, would like to give you a chance?"

Zhou Yirou looked indifferently at Yuan Churui who suddenly appeared, she really hated seeing Yuan Churui now!

Yuan Churui stretched out her hand to Tao Youqing, led her to her side, and arrogantly declared her "sovereignty" to Zhou Yirou: "Mr. Zhou, I should have told you that if you have anything to do, you can find her manager or me directly." , I don't want anyone to disturb my girlfriend's rest time."

Yuan Churui showed her trademark smile again: "She is already very tired playing songs, so don't let her deal with these chores."

Zhou Yirou's gaze instantly became sharp, chores?Yuan Churui actually called her a "miscellaneous matter"? ? ?

Yuan Churui didn't bother to pay attention to what happened to Zhou Yirou's eyes. It's not for nothing that she has been in this circle for many years. In this world, the only person who can scare her is her old Yuan—mainly because she is afraid of his nagging.Director Yuan's nagging was really unparalleled, and Monkey King didn't want to make trouble in the Heavenly Palace after listening to it.

Yuan Churui looked at Tao Youqing, and asked softly, "Is there anything wrong?"

If Zhou Yirou dared to do something to her Yueyong artist here, she would never let her go!

Tao Youqing complained to Yuan Churui like a schoolboy: "She grabbed my wrist twice."

Yuan Churui immediately looked at Zhou Yirou, and said without the slightest politeness: "Mr. Zhou, don't act like a pervert to other people's girlfriends. Be a sensible and qualified ex, okay?"

After Yuan Churui finished speaking, Tao Youqing had already put on her mask and hat, and Yuan Churui took her by the hand and took her away without giving Zhou Yirou a look.

There are trash cans on both sides of the corridor in the private room. Tao Youqing stopped suddenly when passing by, and turned to look at Yuan Churui. Now I still can't help but want to say: "Smoking is not good for your health, just pinch it out."

Yuan Churui stopped and looked back at her: "You have already started to care if I smoke or not?"

Tao Youqing said calmly, "Well, as your friend, I have an obligation to pay attention to your health."

Yuan Churui took a deep look at her, turned around and said indifferently: "This is my business."

Her family's old Yuan didn't stop her from smoking, so Tao Youqing actually wanted to stop her?Then where will she put the face of Chairman Yuan?

As soon as she took a step, her clothes were gently grabbed by someone, and when she turned around, she met those bright and beautiful peach eyes.

Tao Youqing was wearing a hat and a mask, so that she couldn't see her expression clearly, only her exposed eyes could be seen, and at this moment, there was a bit of moving begging in those eyes.

"Pinch it off, please." Tao Youqing grabbed her clothes and said softly, looking as obedient as a kitten.

Yuan Churui: "..."

As soon as Zhou Yirou walked out of the private room, she saw Yuan Churui pressing the cigarette in her hand on the trash can, compromisingly extinguishing the spark of the cigarette, and then Tao Youqing happily hugged her arm, and fumbled in the bag with the other hand , and then said something close to her ear - she couldn't hear it all, but felt that this intimate scene was very dazzling, and her heart was aching.

That was supposed to belong to her!

Tao Youqing clung to Yuan Churui's ear, and said mysteriously: "Our little Director Yuan has performed so well, we must be rewarded." Then he took out a coin from his bag and stuffed it into her hand, and said with a smile, "Come here. , Take it! Don't be polite to me!"

Yuan Churui: "..."

That's it? ? ?

Yuan Churui laughed and said, "A single cigarette of mine is more expensive than this."

Tao Youqing said straightforwardly: "This coin is also very precious, okay? If I lose one coin, I will lose one chance to kiss you. That is the chance to lose the chance to kiss little Dong Yuan. Isn't that precious enough?!"

Yuan Churui: "..."

All right, as long as she's unreasonable, as long as she's happy.

Chen Senyu waited anxiously on the first floor for a long time, and finally waited until Yuan Churui brought Tao Youqing down intact, and finally he was able to let go of the high hanging stone in his heart.

Tao Youqing was his entertainer, if something happened to Tao Youqing here today, he would never forgive himself.

Chen Senyu let out a long sigh of relief, and went forward: "Youqing, how is it, nothing happened?"

Tao Youqing gave him a thumbs up: "Don't worry bro, this fairy has not lost a single hair."

Chen Senyu also gave a thumbs up: "That brother can rest assured!"

Yuan Churui looked at the communication gestures of the two of them, speechless.If this continues, Chen Senyu won't be assimilated by Tao Youqing in the future and start to become narcissistic, right?

Director Xiao Yuan: I began to worry about the future of employees.

Yuan Churui conveniently put the one-yuan coin into the pocket of the black coat, took Tao Youqing and Chen Senyu out, and asked, "What did you say?"

Tao Youqing: "I'll tell you when I get back."

Yuan Churui paused: "If she keeps looking for you like this, it's really not a problem."

Tao Youqing looked at her, and said casually: "How about it, do you want to be my manager yourself and escort me?"

Among Yueyong, Yuan Churui is the only one who can restrain her from confronting Zhou Yirou boldly.

Yuan Churui fell into deep thought, and looked at her after a while: "That's not impossible."

"Anyway, I'm free now."

Chen Senyu on the side: "???"

I am laid off on the spot? ? ?

After Zhou Yirou went back, she sat alone and thought about it for a long, long time.

Tao Youqing said that she had no guilt and said that she was not qualified to talk about getting back together with her, which made her re-examine what she had done back then.

For Jiang Yaling, she used the power of the superior to drive Tao Youqing out of the stage she dreamed of.On the condition of Tao's mother's medical expenses, she agreed to be his secret lover and Jiang Yaling's substitute.She let her just be silent for five years, not allowing her to do anything.

Zhou Yirou slowly bent down and covered her face. In the dimly lit room, her figure looked thinner and thinner.

She originally thought that she had given her enough compensation to ease her urgent need in the form of unlimited medical expenses for Tao's mother. She thought it was a fair deal between them

It wasn't until today that she realized that the truth was not as simple as she thought, and the harm she brought to Tao Youqing was far beyond her imagination.She lied to her and ruined her dream with her own hands. That is a wound that cannot be healed with money.

She never thought that Tao Youqing's feeling was that she pushed Tao Youqing further and further away with her own hands.

Guilt and anxiety began to grow in her heart, they grew wildly like weeds, and finally wrapped around her heart tightly, making her feel so uncomfortable that she could hardly breathe.

She was wrong, she was wrong so badly.And her biggest mistake was falling in love with her uncontrollably after Tao Youqing left, she was completely torturing herself!

Why didn't you like those five years?Why did she start to feel unaccustomed after she left?Why can't her heart look at her when she is standing beside others?Why

Zhou Yirou stood up impatiently and looked at the night scene outside the window, her mind was full of images of Tao Youqing—the image of her sitting opposite her, the image of her condescendingly looking down at her, and the image of her being intimate with Yuan Churui

She was so jealous that she was going crazy, and her whole body was about to be burned out by the fire of jealousy.

——Is it too late to admit my mistake now?

Tao Youqing nestled at one end of the sofa, holding a bowl of cherries in her hand. While eating, she slowly and leisurely told Yuan Churui what she said to Zhou Yirou in the private room of the teahouse today, and finally said: "I was really You will love her only if you are lame."

Yuan Churui supported her head and said lazily, "Actually, I've always been curious about a question."

Tao Youqing blinked at her, and passed the cherry in her hand: "What?"

Yuan Churui picked up a cherry with smooth skin and beautiful color, and put it gently in the palm of her hand: "How did you fall in love with her, and how did you fall in love with her for so long?"

Tao Youqing is such a narcissistic person, she is willing to be a substitute for five years, she must really like Zhou Yirou.

But what Yuan Churui can't understand the most is that such a humble liking is probably related to her own personality. She will never become anyone's vassal, let alone allow others to use her as a substitute.

She is what she is, she is just what she is.

When Tao Youqing heard the words, she curled her lips and said, "Because she was different from others at that time, and she was a beam of light in my eyes at that time."

She grabbed a cherry, and softly told her about her past——

Five years ago, she was forced to withdraw from the competition and was at a loss in the face of Tao's mother's huge medical expenses. It was at this time that Zhou Yirou appeared, thinking that in order to protect Xinglan's reputation, she paid for Tao's mother's surgery expenses, so that Tao The family was able to take a breather in this money void.

But Tao Qing is still working very hard to earn medical expenses for his only sister. He is so busy all day long that he only wants to earn more, because he does not want to owe others. There is no gratuitous kindness.

Tao Youqing didn't even have the courage to tell him that it was in exchange for her retirement.If Tao Qing knew that she was forced to withdraw from the competition, he would definitely feel very sad. Tao Qing had already worked hard enough at that time, and she didn't want to add another fatigue to him.So she made up a lie and temporarily concealed the fact that she was forced to withdraw from the competition. Fortunately, Tao Qing didn't watch TV at all because she was too busy.

At that time, she didn't know why she was forced to withdraw from the competition, and she naively thought that Zhou Yirou was really a good person, and her first impression of her was better than anyone she met.

Zhou Yirou also left her a phone number at that time, asking her to keep in touch, and would send her messages from time to time, asking what she was doing.

At that time, she thought that Zhou Yirou's temperament was like this, kind and warm, not only would help her with medical expenses, but also chat with her, although not much.She once thought that Zhou Yirou just wanted to ensure that she stayed in the hospital well, and had no intention of standing on the stage again.

Zhou Yirou would also go to the hospital to see Tao's mother in person. Although the number of times was not many, it was enough to move her.The daughter of a big company unconditionally paid for her mother's medical expenses, chatted with her, and even came to the hospital in person, which made Tao Youqing's affection for her grow day by day.

Until one day, she saw Zhou Yirou smiling.Zhou Yirou looks deserted, but she really looks good when she smiles, which immediately hit her heart.

She was taught by Tao Qing that love is equal regardless of gender since she was a child, so she didn't worry too much about the fact that she would like girls, and carefully hid her thoughts from Zhou Yirou's discovery.

But at that time she ignored one thing, Zhou Yirou laughed because she heard Jiang Yaling's name

"In one's life, one never knows which will come first, tomorrow or the accident." She had already experienced this sentence when she was 20 years old-Tao Qing was in a car accident and died on the spot. No chance.

Her sky has fallen, completely and completely.

Her mother was seriously ill, she was forced to retire, and her uncle passed away. Her 20-year-old life, which should have bloomed like a flower, was rendered heavy by despair.

She sat in front of Tao Qing's body for a long time, so long that she forgot the time, night and day, and who was lying in front of her.

She had hallucinations, and everything went back to the beginning. Her life was not so bad, and Tao Qing was still waiting for her at home.But this hallucination lasted too short, knocking her back to her original shape almost in an instant, and she had to face the reality that was so terrible that she couldn't speak.

Her eyes were dry, unable to cry, she stumbled out, leaning on the cold wall, walking towards the light in a trance, every step she took, her body lost a bit of strength, and finally she was a few centimeters away from the door. She suddenly knelt down on the ground - she couldn't go on.

she can't go on

Why is her 20s so bad

It was also at that time that Zhou Yirou stepped on the light, came in from the door, came to her side, bent down, and put his hand gently on her shoulder, without saying too much, just said: "There is still tomorrow .”

——Don’t despair of life, you still have countless tomorrows.

When all thoughts were lost, Zhou Yirou suddenly shone into her dark heart like a ray of light.So she couldn't help falling in love with this ray of light, and for the first time in her life, she had the courage to stand by someone's side.

Zhou Yirou asked her for a secret lover, and she agreed.Zhou Yirou asked her to dress herself according to her preferences, and she agreed.There are only two reasons, Zhou Yirou can pay her mother's medical expenses, and she likes her.

But at that time she misinterpreted Zhou Yirou's meaning, she mistakenly thought that Zhou Yirou wanted to make her her ideal type, she thought that Zhou Yirou also wanted to be with her, but in the end everything was just "she thought".

Zhou Yirou doesn't like her, it has always been like this, she only regards her as a substitute, and she only wants to use her as a substitute.

To be honest, when she found out about this for the first time, she was indeed very angry, and even got into a fight with Zhou Yirou, lost her temper, and ran away from home.She thought they were a couple, but they just couldn't see the light, and it turned out that they just couldn't see the light.

She was not reconciled, she liked Zhou Yirou so much at that time, she wanted Zhou Yirou to only shine on her alone.

She stayed outside for a long time, and she couldn't help but look forward to Zhou Yirou coming to see her, to pick her up, to tell her "let's start over".But after waiting for a long time, Zhou Yirou never came.At that time, she was forced by the situation, coupled with her young age, she was very mad, and naively thought that as long as she worked hard, one day Zhou Yirou would be able to make Zhou Yirou fall in love with her.

So she returned to Zhou Yirou's side again, and said to her expectantly: "No matter what happened in the past, let's just pretend it never happened and start over, okay?"

Zhou Yirou left without saying anything, and came to see her the next day as usual, never mentioning what she said - this was her attitude.

And she still foolishly thought that if she worked harder, she could warm up Zhou Yirou's heart

"It turned out to be all a scam." Tao Youqing lowered her head and picked the cherries in the bowl with her fingers, "Now that I think about what happened back then, I think I was a joke."

She actually fell in love with the culprit and chased her like light.She naively interpreted her hypocritical mask, offered her heart humbly and piously, and ended up wasting her five years in vain.

But that person didn't feel that he had done anything wrong.

Tao Youqing picked up a cherry, bit it lightly, raised her eyelids and looked at the person sitting on the other side of the sofa, and asked softly, "Do you think I'm stupid?"

"Well," Yuan Churui nodded honestly, "I think so."

From the perspective of a bystander, it is indeed a bit silly.

Tao Youqing was pierced by her straightforwardness: "Can you hesitate a little?"

Yuan Churui gently squeezed the cherry in his hand and played with it: "But it's not your fault, it's her fault, and it's also the fault of Tao Yaling's biological mother."

If she hadn't exchanged the lives of Tao Youqing and Jiang Yaling privately, Tao Youqing's 20 years old would have been as bright as the scorching sun.

Tao Youqing let out a muffled "hmm", shrugged her head, biting the same cherry in small bites.

Yuan Churui's black and white eyeballs slowly turned to her, and she could clearly feel the low pressure on her body.After experiencing such a life, few people can not care about it. It is her best effort to maintain a positive attitude until now.

The children are also very wronged.

"Come here." Yuan Churui opened his mouth.

Tao Youqing raised her head in a daze, and saw Yuan Churui opened her arms towards her. The loss in her eyes was instantly washed away by a surge of smiles. She put down the bowl in her hand, and obediently crawled over to hug her. Yuan Churui's waist.

Yuan Churui patted her on the back lightly, and said warmly: "Thank you for your hard work, you did a good job."

Tao Youqing smiled lightly: "Thank you."

She couldn't help feeling: "It would be great if I met you at that time."

Yuan Churui is different from Zhou Yirou, so different.

She firmly believed that if she had met Yuan Churui at that time, Yuan Churui would not have treated her like this.

Yuan Churui smiled slightly: "I won't take care of you like Zhou Yirou, I will only let you work hard to earn money and pay me back."

Sober domineering chairman, evil capitalism—Yuan Churui.

"That's good too." Tao Youqing nestled in her arms, bent her eyes, and said with a contented smile, "At least you won't lie to me."

Yuan Churui was inexplicably dumb, then smiled lightly, and patted her on the back tenderly, as if coaxing a child.

At this moment, Tao Youqing's cell phone rang suddenly, and someone sent a message. She picked it up and looked, and was surprised to find that it was Zhou Yirou.

Yuan Churui continued to support her head, obviously expecting that Zhou Yirou would not give up easily, and asked casually, "What did she say?"

Tao Youqing turned to look at her: "She told me she was sorry."

A "sorry" that is many years late and has lost its usefulness.

Yuan Churui raised her eyebrows: "What do you want to do?"

Tao Youqing's heart surged up as a child: "It's useless to say I'm sorry now, I just want her to explode!" Then added, "I'm so angry!"

Tao Youqing had an idea, and turned to look at Yuan Churui: "Xiao Yuan Dong, let me use your identity~"

Yuan Churui: "?"

Why do I have an ominous premonition?

Zhou Yirou originally thought that she would not receive Tao Youqing's reply so quickly. After all, she had resentment towards her, and it was normal for her to ignore her for a while. Received a reply minutes later.

[Tao Youqing]: She is already asleep

Zhou Yirou: "?"

Yuan Churui? !

[Tao Youqing]: Also, your ex is awesome

Zhou Yirou: "???"

Yuan Churui, what does she mean! ! !