Two little nonsense guesses

On the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, Mu Keming slept in without making any progress. Li Lihua called, but Su Ran didn't dare to help her answer it, so he could only drag the man out of the bed and put on clothes for her. Clothes, too early, didn't arrive at 8 o'clock, Mu Keming was very confused, couldn't open his eyes, let Su Ran move on her body, Su Ran had a clever trick, grab her chest, or 1 You will definitely wake up in a few minutes. Of course, most of the time you will be scolded for this trick, so Su Ran went to put on makeup and pretended she didn't hear it.

The first and second grades are all rushing home. They stay at home during the day, and eat three meals a day at Mu Keming’s parents’ house. Su Ran feels that this year’s Chinese New Year is very good. Chinese New Year seems to be eating and drinking. The four of us just made a table of mahjong.

After two days of eating and drinking, the relatives of Mu Keming’s family in the third year of junior high school came. Uncle and the others, Su Ran was not convenient to attend, and he was happy to be alone. Zhao Mianmian called her on the 29th of the new year to say that she was back In those two days, Su Ran didn't have time to talk to her, so she made an appointment on the third day of junior high school.

Zhao Mianmian dressed like a noble concubine to attend.

"What's the matter with you? It's been more than a year since you're getting closer to a celebrity?" Su Ran ate well in the past two days, and her mood improved accordingly.

"I have an important date for dinner later." Zhao Mianmian looked embarrassed.

"What do you mean? You won't have dinner with me at night? I made an appointment with you, but you still have an appointment at night? Are you human?"

"No, let's eat together." Zhao Mianmian said.

"Who? I know you? Are you dressed like a peacock?"

"A friend, you probably don't know him, is chasing me, I want to give a response or something."

"?????"

Zhao Mianmian tidied up her clothes, without any expression on her face. Su Ran didn't say anything. Since Zhao Mianmian came back last time, she didn't even tell Su Ran when she left. Su Ran didn't know until a few days later. Yes, at that time, Zhao Mianmian was holding the phone in her hand, and she didn't make a sound for a long time, and she didn't hang up the phone, just like that, empty, hearing each other's breathing and the wind from a foreign country. After a long time, Zhao Mianmian said, "Su Of course, don’t mention Du Ke in the future.”

Su Ran didn't know what happened to Zhao Mianmian at Du Ke's house later on. Zhao Mianmian didn't say anything, and she didn't ask, she was silent for a while, and replied "OK." Let her drink less alcohol alone. It's not like before, always drinking day and night like that, hurting the stomach, staying up late, and hurting the body, Su Ran babbled on for a long time, Zhao Mianmian listened carefully, but couldn't listen to a specific sentence After that, Du Ke was never mentioned again.

Only two or three months later, suddenly a lot of photos were sent on WeChat, all of which were Zhao Mianmian in business attire. Su Ran scrolled down one by one as if she didn't know each other, and then replied a lot of "??? ?" Going back, "Where are you filming? Became an actress? Have you stepped into an acting career?" Su Ran had never seen her like that before, so Zhao Mianmian ignored her, continued to send photos, and then sent a business card.Su Ran ran to the bathroom with her mobile phone and called Zhao Mianmian, because it was too abnormal. Zhao Mianmian had been playing for so many years and never went to work. It's too boring to play.

Su Ran was a little lost in thought, Zhao Mianmian was talking and laughing happily in front of her, and she seemed to be back to her childhood appearance again, Su Ran thought, it's okay, after so many years, Zhao Mianmian's unrequited love should end and start a new life, but Su Ran Rubbing her fingers, she hasn't put it down for the past ten years. When she came back before, did something happen with Du Ke?Su Ran smiled and joked, "Is there anyone chasing you? Are you good-looking?"

Zhao Mianmian turned out the photo in WeChat, "It's pretty, Zhao Mianmian." Su Ran sighed sincerely. In the photo was a woman with bright eyes and white teeth. She had a beautiful smile, very lively and energetic.

"I might not leave when I come back this time." Zhao Mianmian said indifferently.

"Really? For her?" Su Ran pointed to the woman on the phone in surprise.

"Yeah, I can't talk about it. There is a little factor. You know my mother has not been in good health for the past two years. She is also a little bit powerless in her company's affairs. Someone must take care of her."

For some reason, Su Ran felt that Zhao Mianmian had changed a lot when he came back this time, and seemed to be a little more peaceful.

"As for her, it depends on the situation. I should also find someone to live a good life. She is out of the closet, which saves a lot of trouble, and people treat me well. I should also have a good relationship. It's thirty, and it's always like that."

"Don't you want to be out of tune all your life?" Zhao Mianmian and Su Ran are still not used to it.

In the evening, the girl Zhao Mianmian was talking about came, she was very handsome, she said that she was two years younger than them, and she was about the same age, Zhao Mianmian generously introduced her, saying that this was Su Ran, and she might not be missing in normal times Speaking of her, the girl's name is Lin Qiubai, even the name is so nice, but the real person and the photo are still somewhat different. The moment Su Ran saw the real person, she felt a "thump" in her heart, but she didn't know where it came from. After a few more careful glances, Lin Qiubai looked too much like Du Ke from a certain angle. Su Ran took a deep look at Zhao Mianmian, feeling helpless and embarrassed.

Lin Qiubai seemed to love Zhao Mianmian very much. He took good care of her while eating, and was very sensible. He would not make Su Ran feel awkward or abrupt. She is a good girl and a good lover, but...

When Lin Qiubai went to the bathroom, Su Ran couldn't help asking, "Have you guys dated yet?"

"Maybe." Zhao Mianmian put one hand on the chair and played with the phone with the other.

"Do you like people?"

Zhao Mianmian paused, "I like it, she is good-looking and has a good personality, she said she can cook..."

"Zhao Mianmian..." Su Ran interrupted her and licked her lips. Zhao Mianmian told her not to talk about Du Ke again, but, so?really good?

"Did you find Lin Qiubai just because he looks like Du Ke?"

Zhao Mianmian leaned back and bit the straw, "I didn't look for her, she took the initiative to look for me."

"You love someone as a substitute?"

"It's just a coincidence, Su Ran." Zhao Mianmian looked far away, "Du Ke has passed in my life, and it should have passed. I have to start life again, right? Yes, I don't love Lin now. Qiubai, who would fall in love with Lin Qiubai shortly after dating? It cannot be denied that I have a good impression of Lin Qiubai, and it cannot be denied that part of this good impression might really look like Du Ke components, but a large part of it lies in Lin Qiubai herself, her character, her hobbies, and her whole being."

Su Ran held her face in her hands and didn't say much, just patted Zhao Mianmian's head, as if she really liked someone, how could she say so much?

【62】

In the first month of the lunar year, the sun comes out from time to time, revealing its face that is about to start spring, and the ten-year-old young man can't wait to expose his ankles. Women in their 30s should take care of their bodies after all. Coats not only wrap themselves It was so tight that even the children around were wrapped like a ball, because it was a holiday, there were quite a lot of people in the park, there were couples riding tandem bicycles, and the little boy next to the woman seemed unwilling to leave by himself, shouting She wanted to hug, but the woman's sight was taken away by the back of the bicycle not far away. At that moment, she was attracted back by the crying of the child beside her. The child sat on the ground and wailed loudly. Crying, Du Ke looked at a lying bicycle and a girl who also fell on the grass beside her. The girl had a pretty face and hurriedly got up from the ground and asked, "Little friend, are you okay?"

Seeing the situation, Du Ke hurriedly picked up the child and looked around, "Where did you hit?"

The girl hurriedly explained, "I'm sorry, I, I kept ringing the bell just now, but the kid might not have heard it. I have some problems with the brakes, so I had to give the car away. I didn't hit the kid, maybe I was just scared."

Du Ke glanced at the woman, saw that the woman's palms had been broken, and patted the child in her arms. The child stopped crying and asked for his aunt to hug him. Du Ke squatted down to wipe the child's tears, and listened. Someone behind him stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I fell and scared the kids." Lin Qiubai looked anxious when he saw Zhao Mianmian coming back by bike.

The voice was so familiar. Thinking of the back that fascinated her just now, Du Ke was inexplicably flustered. She sorted her nephew's clothes inexplicably, but she didn't raise her head. It was just that to Zhao Mianmian, that person was too much. Familiar, familiar, separated by a woman and a child, she still recognized the person in front of her so easily, or did the two behind them shout "Mr. Du?" in unison.

"What's wrong?" Mu Keming parked his bicycle aside and looked at the situation in front of him.

Du Ke had no choice but to get up, and smiled, "Ke Ming, Xiao Ran, what a coincidence?" Do you want to go to the hospital to see your hand?"

Zhao Mianmian's gaze shifted from Du Ke's body, and he took Lin Qiubai's hand, "Does it hurt? I'll take you to the hospital."

"No, it's nothing. I'll go to the pharmacy and buy a band-aid and put it on."

"Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital for a while." Zhao Mianmian didn't even know how to greet Du Ke, so she took Lin Qiubai and left. She drove and put Lin Qiubai on a seat belt. You go to buy water, I should go."

"I'm the one who's sorry, I'm too stupid, and this prevents everyone from having fun."

It's rare that the weather is good today, Lin Qiubai asked Zhao Mianmian to come out to play, Zhao Mianmian thought the weather was good, so she pulled Su Ran and Mu Keming out for a ride together, in fact, Lin Qiubai doesn't know how to ride, or else he couldn't Something like that happened.

Beside the park, Su Ran held Du Ke's arm and chatted some gossip. In order to comfort the child, Mu Keming carried the child to buy cakes. Su Ran and Du Ke sat on a stone chair, and Su Ran leaned his head on Du Ke's shoulder. On the table, he asked softly, "Ms. Du, how are you doing recently? Have you found a new relationship?" Su Ran was very happy to see Du Ke. For more than a year, because of the matter between herself and Mu Keming , and did not take time to care about Du Ke.

Du Ke shook her head lightly. Maybe her fate in this regard is really too shallow, or her previous husband took too much effort from her. Du Ke is a very gentle and peaceful person. In her bones, maybe Naturally lacking that kind of violent factor, she seldom argues with others, and has never experienced that kind of heart-wrenching relationship. The relationship with her ex-husband, if she didn't think it was about a child, she would even believe it. I was so lucky to have such a love. Later, because I couldn't have children, many things were exposed, and the evil of human nature was too shocking. Du Ke was very sad, not because of the end of a marriage, but because of himself Trust in human nature. After that, she didn't care much anymore. There were always worried elder sisters in school who wanted to introduce her to her, but she pushed them all. Her life was light and quiet. When she was in school, she would occasionally think of the time when she just started working. The school she worked in at the moment, maybe Su Ran and Zhao Mianmian were her most attentive students in that class, and she would also think of the vulgar child who pulled the trunk in the night and put roses in it, and the one who was thinking about getting on his toes. The kiss that came over, the kiss that was so cold and trembling, and the child who felt that he had committed a heinous crime shrank in the corner, not daring to look at her child, that was the most outrageous thing that happened to her in her youth Well, that girl who grew up to be slim and tall, squatting drunk in her neighborhood late at night, woke up in the morning, she should be the girl who regarded herself as her bed partner. Thinking of this, Du Ke still feels flustered and blushes inexplicably , she tried to avoid such thinking as much as possible. Fortunately, after that day, Zhao Mianmian seemed to be the same as before, completely out of her sight, as if she had never been out. But when she found Zhao Mianmian's number on her mobile phone, she didn't even save it, only the call history, and naturally, she never dialed out. She hoped that Zhao Mianmian would forget herself and start a new life, but Zhao Mianmian closed the door that day. Afterwards, my mood sank extremely, I don't know what kind of emotion it was, was it loss?Du Ke didn't know.

"Zhao Mianmian has returned to China?" Du Ke stroked Su Ran's hand.

"Well, I came back years ago. I said that I might not leave this time." Su Ran suddenly got up from Du Ke's shoulder, "Mr. Du, you don't like Zhao Mianmian at all, do you?"

Su Ran was caught off guard by this question.

"You probably won't like her, even if you put aside the fact that you are a woman." Su Ran suddenly whispered, "Zhao Mianmian is still too young for you, isn't she? So she is right to wake up now, don't She's annoying you again, causing trouble to you."

"Wake up?" Du Ke murmured, "Is that girl just now? Is it Zhao Mianmian's girlfriend? Or is it the same as her previous non-fixed girlfriends?" Du Ke asked here in a hurry.

Su Ran licked her lips. I really hope that Du Ke won't find that Lin Qiubai's profile looks like her, "It should be the girlfriend she wants to have a good relationship with."

【63】

Zhao Mianmian sent Lin Qiubai to the hospital. There was nothing serious about it. He was disinfected with iodine and given a little medicine. This accident put everyone's entertainment on hold, and they kept worrying about it. After coming out of the hospital, Zhao Mianmian naturally didn't want to go back to the park. Zhao Mianmian sent Lin Qiubai home, and didn't say much all the way. When he arrived at Lin Qiubai's community, Lin Qiubai always felt that Zhao Mianmian was a little strange, and worried that the strangeness was caused by himself, "I'm sorry, I made you unhappy."

Zhao Mianmian took a deep breath, raised her head, and patted Lin Qiubai's head again, "Don't keep saying I'm sorry, it's me who should say sorry, I didn't take good care of you, let you fall and get injured, And today, I was absent-minded the whole time, but it wasn't because of you, shouldn't it be me who is sorry?" Zhao Mianmian touched Lin Qiubai's face, "I'm sorry." She still had no choice, Lin Qiubai and those who just wanted to be with each other The girl she has as a bed partner is different. Lin Qiubai wants to formally date her. Zhao Mianmian overestimates herself, and Su Ran has said everything. She is going to stay in this city. When she is ready, she will come again The preparations for meeting Du Ke may or may not be met. She didn't look forward to it any more, but just hoped that when she saw Du Ke again, it would be calm and calm, but she didn't know that she would be defeated so quickly. It's boring, it's just too unfair to the girl in front of me, how can I have another person if I hide a person in my heart?What time, character, and getting along have all become selfish lies.

Lin Qiubai seemed to understand, but she seemed to understand a little bit. She got out of the car silently, and Zhao Mianmian only felt that she was a selfish and greedy ghost.She sat in the car for a long time, when Su Ran called, "Is Lin Qiubai okay?"

Zhao Mianmian looked into the distance, "There's nothing wrong with your hands, are you still there?"

"Ah, isn't this waiting for you? I thought you would come back." Su Ran said, "Ms. Du is gone."

Zhao Mianmian said "Oh", "That's fine, then I won't come here, and I'm a little tired, so I'm going home."

Later, Zhao Mianmian took over her family's company and was busy for a long time. Lin Qiubai never looked for her again after that time. Like many passers-by in life, she came and left in a hurry. She is not very interested in her family's business, but she is still biting the bullet to get in touch with those things. After getting out of the tedious meetings and returning to her office, she always feels a little dazed. In a city, is it really closer to her?After the incident with Lin Qiubai, Zhao Mianmian hated herself even more, and even had resentment towards Du Ke when she was drunk. Why couldn't she work hard?What else do you want her for?After waking up from the drunkenness, I thought it was okay. Who is to blame for these obsessions?

Goodbye Du Ke was at a small high school party, Zhao Mianmian didn't know that they called Du Ke, and Su Ran also went. They were all from the old Class 5, and they were all small parties. There were only a dozen people. Zhao Mianmian's heart froze for a moment when Du Ke came, and he turned sideways, dragging Su Ran's clothes, "Look who's here? How did she come?" "I don't know." Su Ran was also surprised.

Class reunions are always awkward and uncomfortable for teachers, but Du Ke is different. This kind of small gathering is even more different. They talk about the past. The teacher-student relationship was unavoidably respected by the students. A reunion brought time back. In the spring of March, men and women chatted about the past and present development. Zhao Mianmian was dubbed Mr. Zhao by them, and Zhao Mianmian got up to fight back When she accidentally touched Du Ke's shoulder, she hurriedly shrank back like a hedgehog. Du Ke looked at her and didn't pay much attention. Everyone drank a lot of wine during the banquet, but Su Ran was a little better. Zhao Mianmian went to buy the bill when she was awake, and Su Ran helped those old classmates call surrogate drivers, and helped those who took taxis to get taxis. In the private room, only Zhao Mianmian and Du Ke were left, and the time passed very slowly. , Zhao Mianmian kept looking out of the door, and muttered, "Why hasn't Su Ran come back yet? Don't worry, I'll call a car to take you back in a while."

"I'm not in a hurry." Du Ke actually got up. It's really embarrassing for her and Zhao Mianmian to be here alone, and Su Ran is too tired and too busy. She's fine, it's just that she's too excited today. Cup, just a little feverish and dizzy, "Tell Su Ran not to work, I'm fine."

Zhao Mianmian was worried about her, and got up to block the way, "I'm not worried, wait a moment." She was instinctively worried about Du Ke, a little anxious, got caught by the corner of the chair when she got up, fell forward, and Du Ke hurried up Before holding her up, she lost her balance and crashed into Du Ke's arms. Su Ran just opened the door, and when she saw this scene, she hurriedly backed out.

The flustered heartbeat speeded up, disturbed the rhythm, and the heart affected the breathing. This hug was too hasty and too gentle. Reason told that person that he should retreat immediately, but Du Ke's hug was not for Zhao Mianmian. For her, it was too gentle a quagmire. She couldn't move, and moving would only make her sink deeper and deeper. She was held in Du Ke's arms like that, and she didn't even dare to stretch out her hands to hug Du Ke back. Her body was stiff After a long, long time, I finally couldn't hold it anymore and softened, "I tried my best, you made me forget you, I tried my best, really, it was very difficult, I thought I could do it too, Mr. Du, you Teach me, you teach me what to do?"

She seldom called her Mrs. Du. Du Ke looked at the mist in her wet eyes, and couldn't help but think of the girl who hesitated and blamed herself under the dim street lamp more than ten years ago.

The water mist almost made him unable to see the person in front of him clearly. Zhao Mianmian restrained and struggled to break free from Du Ke's arms. She turned her back and covered her eyes with the back of her hand, a little choked up, but she still pretended, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't drink, and I don't know that you will come today. I always lose my composure in front of you. It's not good. I'm sorry. I'll go and see if Su Ran is done."

Holding a clean tissue in his hand, Du Ke took a step forward and wiped her tears, "At least dry your tears before going out."

The tense string in Zhao Mianmian's heart broke, and she was in a mess. She gritted her teeth tightly, "Don't treat me like this, Du Ke, if you treat me like this again, I will die, and I can't help but think about it." Kiss you, want you, I'll be a beast."

【64】

The depressive eyes were shining, but Keji made the light dull at that moment. Zhao Mianmian pushed the door and went out in a dizzy manner, but did not see the slightly trembling shoulders of the person behind him.

Su Ran was waiting at the door, and grabbed her, "Ah, you're finally back." Zhao Mianmian almost collapsed in Su Ran's arms. She was too tired, and she couldn't hold on anymore. Who organized this classmate? Party, why call the teacher?She had been hiding so hard, how could she be caught off guard?

Su Ran supported her, and looked at Du Ke, who was fidgeting but obviously frowning in the half-open door, she didn't know the two of them, who was more drunk, "You sit here for a while , I'll go in and see Teacher Du."

Su Ran settles down Zhao Mianmian, pushes open the door of the private room, Du Ke has already tidied up, got up, her face is a little tired, "Ms. Du, how are you? I drank too much today, they toasted you too much." Su Ran pulled Du Ke's bag while holding Du Ke's arm.

Du Ke shook his hand, "It's okay, it's rare for everyone to get together. After so many years, you still remember me, and it's too late for me to thank you."

"It's them, they, I'm different from them, I've always put you in my heart." The two were talking, and when they went out, they found that Zhao Mianmian had disappeared. Su Ran's heart tightened, and Du Ke's also felt tight. After a while, I looked around and saw that there was no one in the restaurant. Thinking about what she said just now, I panicked, but luckily I left the restaurant and saw Zhao Mianmian at the door.

"Where are you going? Don't say anything?" Su Ran scolded when she came up.

"I'm a little uncomfortable, stuffy inside, come out to blow some air."

The car Su Ran called was already waiting there, "Can you do it? Can you take Teacher Du back? You two go in the same direction."

Zhao Mianmian nodded solemnly.

In the back seat of the taxi, Du Ke and Zhao Mianmian were sitting side by side. Zhao Mianmian put her legs together and tilted her head. The window was rolled down halfway. Days were like years, she didn't dare to look at Du Ke, only this closed place, Du Ke's breath was close at hand, it was enough to suffocate her.

It's hard for Du Ke to drink so much alcohol today. She is self-disciplined and restrained. Even if she can't sleep at night after the divorce, she is drinking to help her sleep. She rarely gets drunk. She only had a few drinks today. People are coming and going, and they are still holding on. At this time, the car is extremely quiet. The driver is a person who doesn’t talk much. He didn’t use the walkie-talkie to chat with his colleagues the whole time, and he didn’t turn on the radio to listen to music or infertility advertisements. It’s amazing. Zhao Mianmian ignored her, this kid is going to avoid her now, isn't she?

Du Ke felt an indescribable feeling in her heart, but she could definitely know that a certain piece was being pulled. She had a headache and didn't want to think about it any more. On the seat, Zhao Mianmian hurriedly turned her head and asked, "Are you all right?"

Du Ke shook his head, not knowing what happened to the driver, the master got out of the car and checked, "A cat just sprang out."

"Have you hit it?" Du Ke asked.

The driver shook his head, "No, luckily not." Seeing him like that was scary enough.

Zhao Mianmian was concerned, but she was still holding Du Ke's hand, which was warm from palm to fingertips. She was a little embarrassed, afraid that Du Ke had just bumped into something, but she didn't dare to ask more, she sometimes suppressed Restraining from time to time, a lunatic who was about to collapse, she pulled out, but was held back by Du Ke, she was too close to the ground, so close that Du Ke was a little tired and tired, she only tilted her head, a Her head rested on Zhao Mianmian's shoulder, Zhao Mianmian sat there stiffly, only Du Ke, the faint sigh resounded in her ears, Du Ke hadn't leaned on anyone like this for many years, she was a little tired , especially in the past few years of divorce, it has actually consumed her too much. Her previous beliefs and concepts have all fallen apart on the matter of not being able to have children because of possible physical reasons. The previous life trajectory that can be seen Being pulled on the brakes, no one cared about what she really wanted, even she herself was confused. Over the years, she followed the rules and walked step by step on the path that even she herself thought was happiness, but Just because of her physical condition, not to mention that it is not incurable, others gave up, gave up marriage, and also gave up love. For a long time, there was no one she could rely on. Her parents were old, and she had become their parents. That journey was extremely quiet, Zhao Mianmian's shoulders were heavy, and she didn't dare to move a bit, thinking that during that journey, Du Ke fell asleep, and Du Ke closed his eyes and it was nothing more than a false sleep. When they arrived at Du Ke's house, Zhao Mianmian gave money, A little worried about her, he sent her upstairs to the door. The past was vivid in his memory. Zhao Mianmian took a deep breath. She leaned against the wall and stayed away from Du Ke. At this time, Du Ke was just a match. It's the phosphorus that burns when it's next to it. Du Ke couldn't get out the door key for a long time, and she didn't turn her head. "Go back, I'm already home, you should pay attention to safety."

"Okay." Zhao Mianmian glanced at her again. She was looking through the bag, looking a little anxiously. She must have been very impatient. She is such a gentle and patient person, but at that moment, she no longer wanted to follow the rules. The bag fell on the ground, she didn't even want to look for it anymore, Zhao Mianmian, who had already walked two steps, turned around when she heard the voice, "What's wrong?" Realizing Du Ke's strangeness, she wrapped her up, "I can't find the key Is it? Let me find it for you." Zhao Mianmian was seriously taking out her bag, but she couldn't hear Du Ke's voice. Zhao Mianmian looked up while flipping through the bag, hey, there are tears on Du Ke's face ?Zhao Mianmian had already found her key, but she also knew that it wasn't about the key, "You? What's the matter? Did I make you sad again? You, if you don't want to see me, I'll leave immediately Here, this opened the door for you and left, the key was found."

Zhao Mianmian took out her key to open the door, but Du Ke didn't say a word, only tears kept streaming down her face. She had never cried like this, not even when she got divorced. She just felt that carrying those burdens was hard work and sad.

Zhao Mianmian looked helplessly at Du Ke, who dared to release himself like this because he was drunk. Du Ke, who was so sad, was so distressed that he couldn't help hugging her gently, and said softly, "What's wrong? It's life. Did something happen? Can I help?" When Zhao Mianmian hugged her, Du Ke's whole body and mind collapsed. Those strong people who pretended to be strong in the crowd, those lonely and helpless loneliness in countless dark nights, They all fell limply on the shoulders of the man in front of him.