Chen Zhongqiu and Chen Guoqing

After work this day, Chen Zhongqiu was dragged to drink by his colleagues. Hearing that the senior executives of the other company would also attend, the boss booked a five-star hotel on the first floor to show his courage.At the banquet, there were a lot of wine and wine, Chen Zhongqiu was still in the suit he wore to work, and he walked among the bright clothes, and his every move seemed dignified.With half a glass of champagne in his hand, he was joking with a certain woman in a dress with off-the-shoulder gown. The content was nothing more than bragging about hairstyles, necklaces, and clothes. .A sparse and ordinary polite word, passed through his mouth, seemed to become unknowingly affectionate, and the other party was very pleased with it, laughing until his shoulder straps almost crooked.

Just as Chen Zhongqiu was about to raise his hand to help her up, there was a commotion in the hall.Chen Ze apologized and left after hearing the sound.A teenager wearing glasses was standing helplessly in the middle of the open space. He was wearing a crooked bow tie, and a gown that was obviously too big was splashed with a large pool of drink, and the liquid flowed down his baggy pants. An embarrassing light flickered.

The boy saw me uneasily, opened his mouth, and suddenly pushed away from the crowd and ran out.

The child who slept with Chen Zhongqiu.

Chen Zhongqiu quickly chased after him, and stopped the boy the moment he pushed the door out.After taking him to the bathroom in a gentlemanly manner, he asked, "Why are you here?"

The boy lowered his head and dared not look at me. "I came with my father."

Chen Zhongqiu thought for a moment, "Your surname is Huang?"

"Hmm. How do you know?" The young man finally raised his head, his nose was slightly red, his pupils were bright, and Chen Zhongqiu's blurred face was reflected in them.I felt the boy's fingers tightening on my sleeve.

"Guess."

Huang Donggang of JT Company recognized a son named Liu Ju, who was a foreign debt when he was young. Not long ago, Liu Ju's mother passed away, so he took over his unaccompanied son and changed his name to Huang Ju.Everyone has heard about this. Huang Ju has never stepped into this society, and his father doesn't care about him very much. The sudden situation just now was probably done on purpose by a boring person.

I thought Chen Zhongqiu would say some comforting words, but he didn't seem to care about it, and after getting Huang Ju a set of clean clothes, he was going back to the banquet.Huang Ju grabbed my sleeve and asked pitifully, "You should have contact information now, right?"

The dinner lasted until midnight. Chen Zhongqiu took a responsible attitude and defeated a group of people before helping his drunken colleagues out of the restaurant.I was already exhausted and was about to fall asleep when I suddenly saw the thin figure of Huang Ju not far away.

It was already very cold, and he stood under the street lamp with his pockets in his pocket, shaking all over.

Chen Zhongqiu just paused, then raised his feet and walked forward again.Huang Ju hurried over and followed me, his teeth chattering, unable to speak a word.

"Why haven't you left yet?"

"I, I'm waiting for you... to come out."

Chen Zhongqiu greeted the driver to help his colleagues into the car, and his tone returned to the coldness that he hadn't seen for a long time. "Didn't I tell you the contact information, why are you pestering me?"

It's not that Chen Zhongqiu has never met this kind of object, but those girls gave up pestering him because they couldn't stand his indifference.He can show a completely different attitude when he is in front of others.

In this world, the weak prey on the strong, but I have always been in the position of the weak. I was beaten and bullied by others, and I ran errands for others and looked at other people's faces to live, all because I was not strong enough.He is just the opposite of me, of course he would do it, I even think he can go a little bit farther than my dad, the gangster in class and my second uncle.

"You, why are you like this." Huang Ju didn't know whether it was cold or angry, his flushed face was raised high, his hands were clenched into a ball, he took a few deep breaths, and suddenly said loudly, "Chen Zhongqiu! I think Move out to live with you."

"Huh? Are you okay?" Chen Zhongqiu turned around, "I have to agree if you want to live!"

Huang Ju begged one after another, "I can wash your clothes, cook for you, clean your house, and warm your bed."

I seem to see myself when I was still in school.Helping the bullies in the class buy food, carry water, and help them take the blame. In physical education class, they would carry me to a corner of the school, throw pebbles and various stationery on me, and compete for whoever hits the most times.Sometimes in order to save a beating, I would deliberately stand and not hide, after all, stationery is lighter than a fist.At that time, my eyes should be like Huang Ju's, fearful, helpless, desperately grasping all the straws I can grasp, the right to choose is all in the hands of others, and even my voice has become hoarse because of longing.

Chen Zhongqiu smiled and took Huang Ju home.

As soon as the door was closed, Chen Zhongqiu tugged on his tie casually, and sat on the bed with his long legs spread apart, "Come here, hold this in your mouth."

Huang Ju bent down obediently, but he suddenly exerted force, pushed the boy onto the bed, took off his trousers, and stabbed the hot hard object smoothly.

The two tossed and tossed until midnight. After washing, Chen Zhongqiu kicked the boy who was about to climb onto the bed, "There is no need to warm the bed, I already have someone."

I guess he meant me.

The next day, Chen Zhongqiu contacted Huang Ju's father privately, and then made a big deal with JT on the negotiating table.

After I got home that day, I never saw Huang Ju again.

Chen Zhongqiu was not surprised at all, he came to the mirror in the bathroom, and while shaving his beard, he joked to me, "You also reacted yesterday, yes, seeing me/cao/Huang Ju, didn't you feel a lot? "

I never thought he was so talkative.

"I only react to men, Da Tang, since we are one, you must be gay too."

His tone was frivolous, and I knew he was just making fun of me. Whenever this happened, I would choose to ignore his words.

Chen Zhongqiu hummed a little song triumphantly, like a nursery rhyme I learned in school.Didn’t you say that you will only wake up when I fall asleep? Then where did you learn this song?

Suddenly he groaned.Looking in the mirror, I saw that his brows were tightly wrinkled, and his unshaven chin was scratched with a knife, and blood was pouring out.The knife fell on the tile as if he couldn't hold it, and his arms were tightly wrapped around him, like a person frozen in a glacier.

What’s wrong with you?I anxiously wanted to look in the mirror, but Chen Zhongqiu couldn't hold on any longer. He knelt down while holding the sink, and I could only hear his breathing getting heavier and heavier.

It would be great if Huang Ju was still there. I am extremely looking forward to someone who can appear, no matter who it is, at least it will be better than me.

The door was pushed open, and the sound of high heels hitting the floor gradually approached.

Xu Li walked in with the sun behind his back, he helped me up, and fed something into my mouth.After a while, Chen Zhongqiu finally calmed down. I could feel the sticky skin on his body. It was because he was sweating all over his body just now.

"What did you drink for me?" Chen Zhongqiu grabbed Xu Li's wrist, his voice hoarse like an old man.

The face in the shadows smiled slightly. "Orange juice, but with some spices."

Xu Li helped me up, "Chen Zhongqiu, no matter who you become or where you go, I just need to control this body, and this is my strong point, isn't it?" He gently peeled off my sweaty clothes Go, put in a tub of warm water.

"What do you think of me?" Chen Zhongqiu's voice was still tired, and his muscles relaxed uncontrollably.

"I originally wanted you to help me with my business, but now" Xu Li's hand gently stroked my chest, he slowly lowered his body and whispered close to my neck, "I just want you to be with me, forever."

Chen Zhongqiu laughed hoarsely, "Haha, I'm really sorry, I only like men, I'm not interested in women, transvestites, it's even more impossible."

"It's up to you." Xu Li narrowed his pupils slightly, his fingers on my throat tightened and then suddenly released, he stood up after a while and said, "You should rest first, I will come to see you again in a few days."

☆, turn face

Chen Zhongqiu told me that what Xu Li fed him was meth, and if he took more than one gram, he would become addicted.I'm very sad, it's because I went to Jinjin and drank Xu Li's drink last time that made him feel so uncomfortable.

"It's because I didn't tell you to pay attention to him in advance. Don't blame yourself." After Chen Zhongqiu wiped his body, he wrapped the towel around his waist casually. "You have suffered for so long for me, and now it's nothing."

I suffer for him I don't understand.

"The next time I'm addicted to drugs, just stay still and don't go to Xu Li. Got it?"

I can't move even if I want to.

However, a week later, when Chen Zhongqiu was addicted again and hid in the company's bathroom to sweat profusely, I found myself suddenly able to move.Then there was an unbearable pain, accompanied by cold and nausea, I could hardly breathe, I didn't know that it was such a terrible thing.A few minutes later, Chen Zhongqiu finally struggled to regain consciousness. He leaned on the sink to look at the mirror above, panting heavily, his face pale and frighteningly pale.

"Are you OK"

The effects of drug addiction have not yet disappeared, and the rise is giving me a headache.In just a few minutes, I have already walked through the gate of hell.

He moved to a place closer to the company and did not have any contact with Xu Li anymore. Except for the sudden rise of drug addiction, it hardly affected his work in any way.

I can't imagine how Chen Zhongqiu survived so many times.Most of the time, he chooses to drink alcohol to numb himself, using the intoxication brought by alcohol to temporarily forget the heaviness of his body, but he can always maintain a certain degree of sobriety, so that I can safely hide in his stomach.

At this time, I can feel

A kind of spiritual traction, like a part of Chen Zhongqiu also came to me, there is an illusion of meeting in a dream.I know it's a bit too romantic to say this, but when I think of Chen Zhongqiu, I can't get rid of such thoughts.Probably he is the only one who understands me and treats me so well. I even suspect that his sudden appearance is just a dream of mine.

Chen Zhongqiu works as a copywriter in a private company. The boss knows that he can drink, so he takes him with him wherever he goes, and lets him come when he encounters a wine shop.Three points of buying and selling are at the negotiating table, and seven points are at the wine table. Often, the deals that are often very hanging are made thanks to his massive volume.Day by day, Chen Zhongqiu's status became more and more important, and at the same time, he quietly accumulated a group of contacts at the wine table.

He bought a new mobile phone and immediately had hundreds of contacts, including elites, beauties, and wealthy businessmen.He called more and more, came home later and later, and the word "friend" was mentioned by him more and more. Compared with me two months ago, his life is simply heaven and earth.

I have to admit that he is really much better than me.

If this body really has a little sanity, it will probably choose him as its master.

As the weather became colder and colder, the frequency of Chen Zhongqiu's attacks decreased to once every two weeks, and the duration gradually shortened.I'm sure it won't be long before he's completely free of this dreadful thing.

But every day I fell asleep longer and longer.It may be that the brain has been lacking in thinking for too long. I feel that my reaction has been very slow recently, and I can’t hear distant sounds clearly. I don’t have any vision in my right eye, and even my left eye has started to hurt.

Sometimes Chen Zhongqiu wants me to come out to get some air, but maybe because he is good at drinking during this period, it is difficult for me to regain the initiative of my body through his drunkenness.Even if he succeeded a few times, I retracted into my body within two hours after I came out.He thought he was not drunk enough and wanted to drink it, but I was afraid that his addiction would relapse, so I hurriedly prevented him from continuing the experiment after the next appearance.

I know there must be other reasons, but I haven't thought about how to solve it.Although the life with Chen Zhongqiu is not easy, he can give me a sense of security. Even when the drug addiction is the most serious, when I think of him being nervous for me in the body, when the long struggle subsides, my heart will feel the same. Some comfort.In fact, I haven't suffered this kind of crime a few times. Most of the time, Chen Zhongqiu can grit his teeth and resist alone. Even if he couldn't hold on and fainted from exhaustion, he would wake up quickly and regain my pain again.

I would love to go on like this forever.

But Chen Zhongqiu was never one to swallow his anger.

He picked a cloudy day, put on a knee-length black windbreaker, polished his leather shoes, and parked his car at the gate of the golden clubhouse.It was still dark, and the golden lights had just come on. Chen Zhongqiu casually called a boy in a sexy dress at the bar to come over to serve him. Seeing that it was him, the boy didn't leave his seat, and hesitantly looked at Xu Li who was walking over.

Chen Zhongqiu narrowed his eyes, "What are you waiting for, get over here!"

I felt the sofa under me soften, and Xu Li sat down next to me. "What's the matter? I haven't seen you for a long time, and I get so angry when I meet you."

Chen Zhongqiu sneered, and said slowly, "I don't think it was you who called me."

There were not many customers at this time, and the busy waiters in the hall looked over one after another.

Xu Li was stunned for a moment, then waved his hand towards the bar, and the boy quickly came over to pour the wine, "Brother Chen, come and have a drink."

Chen Zhongqiu picked up the boy with one hand, and reached out to caress his leather pants dishonestly with the other hand, causing the boy to exclaim in surprise, and then smiled and beat Chen's chest, "Slow down, the wine is all spilled."

"It's just right, who knows what else was added." Chen Zhongqiu had a heated fight with the boy, and didn't even look at Xu Li who was sitting next to him.

Xu Li reached out and poured himself a glass of wine, "Do you want me to drink it for you?"

Chen Zhongqiu finally looked at Xu Li. Xu Li's expression was still smiling. That's right, this person didn't seem to have any other expressions. No matter how embarrassing things were, they became evil in his eyes.

"Trouble, give me a room." Chen Zhongqiu also smiled, and handed Xu Li a card.

Xu Li looked down, and an unknown color flashed in his eyes, "There is a special event for the store celebration today, do you want to experience something else?"

"Oh what an event"

"Hehe," Xu Li hooked Chen Zhongqiu's neck with his hands, and moved closer to the broken hair next to his ear, "Buy one, get one free."

"You mean, you're going to send it to bed as a giveaway and beg me to fuck you"

This sentence was not very loud, but everyone present undoubtedly heard it.

Xu Li's eyes darkened, and he drank the wine in the glass in one gulp. He stood up and looked back at me, "Wait for me here for a while."

After a while, Xu Li came out. He took out his wig and washed his makeup. His ear-level blond hair was slightly curled, making his face look more handsome. He strode over without the crisp sound of high heels. Casual jacket, jeans, Martin boots.This kind of neutral attire suits him very well, he is indescribably sassy, ​​and there is still amorous charm in his gaze.

Xu Li came to Chen Zhongqiu and put his hands on the table, "Do it with me, Chen Zhongqiu."

I don't know what Chen Zhongqiu is thinking at the moment, but when I saw Xu Li's eyes, I just felt a shock in my chest. This is a kind of inherent pride. The self-confidence that must be obtained, so the eyes are firm and frank, which makes people irresistible.

I very much hope that Chen Zhongqiu can be more resistant than me.

☆、If you lock it again, you won’t be able to change it (crying)

Chen Zhongqiu chose the innermost room in the corridor.

The light was dim, casting a dark color on the furnishings in the room.The aroma of rose essential oil sometimes disappears, and the petals scattered on the dark red bed sheet are so delicate that people can't move their eyes, as if they are in a grand erotic dinner.

The boy quickly took off his clothes, and kissed Chen Zhongqiu's ear flatteringly, his tunnel swayed lightly, forming a beautiful arc.

Chen Zhongqiu sat by the bed and looked at Xu Li who was standing beside him, "Don't you want to buy one and get one free? What about your sincerity?"

"Oh, I can't wait any longer." Xu Li put away his curvaceous walking posture and approached with a vigorous posture. His skeleton seemed to suddenly become broad and powerful, with an oppression that could not be ignored.

Xu Li turned his head to fondle the boy's rutou, and at the same time, a series of kisses landed on the back of the other's neck.The boy couldn't help his skillful technique, and after a while he shook the pigu wave/called out, "Ah, I can't take it anymore, um, whoever, come quickly, fuck me."

Chen Zhongqiu stabbed in along the back of the running water, and the boy screamed even louder.I think Chen Zhongqiu is more energetic than last time, obviously the bed/fight of three men is more exciting than two, especially when someone wants to conquer the other side.

Under the unreserved provocation/tease by Chen Zhongqiu and Xu Li, the poor boy trembled all over, unable to utter a complete sentence, "Ah, I, I can't stand." I kept playing with it in my hand. "Forgive me, I, I can't do it."

"Oh, do you want to she?" Xu Li's voice was like a well-oiled stringed instrument, every tiny tremor was slender and tough, making people sink into it.

The boy's hands tremblingly covered the back of Xu Li's, "Please, let me, let me she."

Xu Li looked at Chen Zhongqiu with a smile, and let go of his hand.The boy's warm and moist back suddenly tightened, causing Chen Zhongqiu's xing/qi to throb.At this time Xu Li left the boy and came behind me again. His hot hands touched my chest/chest, caressed twice and then slid to the part connected to the boy's body to fan the flames. His body was close to me, and I felt He's sucking the sweat off my back. "If you can't hold it back, don't hold it back, it's not good for your health."

Chen Zhongqiu violently pushed the boy away, and pushed Xu Li onto the bed. His juice sprayed all over Xu Li's abdomen, and a few drops fell on Xu Li's face.

I saw Xu Li laughing and licking the thing into his stomach, and I felt a bit of discomfort, but I couldn't stop Chen Zhongqiu.The previous boy had put on his clothes and left, unbeknownst to the two people in the room.

After one shot, there was still no signs of decline, Chen Zhongqiu pushed Xu Li's legs away and inserted into his acupoints.After pounding twice, the soft intestines/meat ooze blood from the skin.But he just frowned and didn't say a word.

"I thought you had a cocoon there, and you didn't feel it for a long time."

"Would you believe me when I said it was my first time?"

"What do you think?"

"Then pretend I didn't say it."

While speaking, Chen Zhongqiu's movements became more and more fierce. All his strength and anger were accumulated in one place, and through repeated collisions, they were submerged in Xu Li's body.

Perhaps it was lubricated by the blood, Xu Li's face turned slightly red, and his body became hotter and hotter.He waved his hands uncontrollably, "I like you, I love you, Chen Zhongqiu."

Chen Zhongqiu suddenly backed out, picked up something from the bedside table and put it on Xu Li's hands.It was a pair of handcuffs, the cold metal light reflected Xu Li's face, as if he had just woken up from a dream in heaven, and he was still obsessed. There were two large golden characters inlaid on one corner of the handcuffs, which were gifts only available in the theme rooms of the golden club.

Chen Zhongqiu took out another box, picked the thickest humanoid utensils inside, and inserted it into the depths of Xu Li, the blood that had just stopped began to flow out again.

"Chen Zhongqiu..."

"Huh?" Chen Zhongqiu looked at Xu Li.

I saw a wry smile on Xu Li's pale face, "It's nothing."

Chen Zhongqiu patted his face, "You don't seem to be enough, so just use it to help you, I'll go first."

Chen Zhongqiu locked the door and turned out the window.Before leaving, he leaned against the window and looked at the people lying on the bed, "Xu Li, not everything you want will belong to you."

I have said similar things before, I just want others to understand that I am not as strong as they want, but now that she is not by my side, I cannot hear what Chen Zhongqiu said.

Xu Li yelled, "Chen Guoqing!"

Chen Zhongqiu turned around, "What are you calling?"

"Aren't you worried about him? That idiot you made!" Xu Li tried his best to turn over and lie on his side, perhaps the pain in his lower body made his expression a bit hideous.

Chen Zhongqiu let go of the window sill, and his tone was cold and hard. "He doesn't need you to worry about it." After speaking, he strode away.

Xu Liruowu's voice came from behind. "Old man Sun said he's dying, he won't survive this winter!"

Xu Li's words were like a secret signal, which touched a certain switch in me.Since then, I have become weaker and groggy all day long, and I can hardly distinguish between dreams and reality. I am like an old man who is about to enter the end.

One afternoon, when the weather warmed up, Chen Zhongqiu drove to a suburban park.This is the place where he often goes to exercise. As winter comes, there are fewer and fewer people. I remember there are two swings on a grassy field, which is my favorite place.

The warm sun shone on me in the afternoon, and I slowly woke up.Maybe one day I will die silently, and no one in this world, including Chen Zhongqiu, will notice.No one came to claim my body because there was no body.

Chen Guoqing had already died in the fire a few months ago, maybe Chen Zhongqiu was the only one who survived.

Chen Zhongqiu got out of the car and sat down beside the swing, chatting a few words with the people beside him.Then a long-lost feeling of dizziness hit, I opened my eyes, turned my heavy head, and a slightly familiar voice sounded beside me, "You can move now."

When I looked up, I saw Dr. Sun, Xu Li's father. "how do you feel?"

"I, I'm dizzy." I struggled to stand up, but my legs were as heavy as if they were tied with sandbags, and I couldn't exert any strength.

"You have been inactive for too long, take your time."

Doctor Sun gently massaged my temples, and his voice made me relieve my fatigue and anxiety involuntarily.Some of Xu Li's temperaments are very similar to his.I recalled that before parting, that handsome face was full of anger, which was surprisingly appropriate.

"Where is Chen Zhongqiu, how did he get me out?"

"How did he get you out? Are you asking this time, or the time 15 years ago?"

I couldn't understand, and Dr. Sun didn't answer. He sat on the swing and swayed slightly, looking ahead, as if he was talking to himself, "Some problems are often caused by blindly escaping from reality. Accept, something happened, you have to face it yourself, right?"

Dr. Sun turned his head to look at me, and with a long sigh, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes relaxed. "You don't know, Chen Zhongqiu created you. Now that he's back, your time is running out."

☆、Escape from home

Chen Zhongqiu didn't show up after that day, and the company went crazy looking for him.I threw away Chen Zhongqiu's cell phone, tidied up briefly, and took the half-dead flytrap with me on the road.

I decided to go to my mother.

I have always felt that my incompetence and weakness and my stupidity are not my fault.But as my mother said, maybe I am still a little bit far from a fool, like this little life in my arms, others say it is dead, but Chen Zhongqiu will still water him, he said, "It didn't Die, it's just learning to hibernate."

In fact, after meeting Chen Zhongqiu, I began to think about some things that I had never thought about before.I don't think I'm that stupid anymore.

I don't know why I haven't disappeared yet, maybe Chen Zhongqiu asked Dr. Sun for help, maybe God gave me one last chance because I was too useless before.I have no goals to pursue in my life, and it doesn't matter whether I am happy or not. I just hope to understand once and ask my mother why she doesn't want me, even if I will die tomorrow.

I searched one by one from the nearby counties, and some migrant workers in Lin County recognized me and said that there was news of my mother in my hometown.I packed my bags and headed back home.

It was snowing heavily, and I passed the wheat field at home on the road, and something was beating violently in my stomach.Chen Zhongqiu also saw that this endless piece of fruit bent by the white snow was still beautiful and moving.

My mother set up a breakfast shop in front of the elementary school again. She said that she was tricked to go to Linxian County. When she was poor, a woman with long hair and a gorgeous dress helped her buy the shop back.That person is called Sun Xuli.

I remembered my problem, and as soon as I made a sound, my mother rubbed me into her arms fiercely, crying out of breath, "Where did you go! Mom thought you were you, you little bastard!"

I spent a period of unrestrained life at home.Every morning when I wake up, I will find traces of Chen Zhongqiu, or the extra clothes on my body, or the bitter smell of cigarettes in my mouth, or the leaves of the Venus flytrap near the window with water vapor.

One day I woke up at the table, and there was a bowl of hot and spicy soup in front of me.Mom was busy in the back kitchen, looked at me and smiled, "This kid, why don't you drink it while it's hot, isn't it you who want to drink soup?"

I finally knew that Chen Zhongqiu woke up when I fell asleep and was able to move freely.So I would secretly talk to Chen Zhongqiu at night when no one was around, and the next day I could see the answer he wrote on paper.Speaking of which, this is still an exchange we have never had.

He said that he ran across the playground of my elementary school, went to the field to steal sweet potatoes from other people's homes to bake, and smashed the glass windows of the teacher's house.I asked him which teacher he was, and he said that everything he knew was ruined, who made them so partial.

I squeezed the note and giggled, no wonder I was being chased and beaten in my dream.

Chen Zhongqiu did all the things I wanted to do, even things that I had never thought about or dared to think about.He really is the person who understands me best in the world.

Chen Zhongqiu asked me, what else do you want to do? It’s the kind of thing you’ve never done before, and you’re particularly longing for

I thought about it all day, and that night I dreamed that I went back to the house that Chen Zhongqiu rented, and the wall lamp glowed dimly, illuminating the person in the mirror.I stood in front of the sink to shave my beard, the blade was very sharp, and my chin soon became clean. I looked at myself in the mirror, and slowly took off the only bath towel on my body.

The dormant lower body was quietly hidden in a dark grass. I picked up the razor and shaved off my body hair bit by bit. When the hot skin touched the ice of the blade, I could almost hear a chirp. It was the sound of steam evaporating.

I woke up abruptly, and found myself sitting upright on the edge of the bed, sweating profusely from the things I held in my hands.

My heart was beating violently, and I habitually walked to the table. There were a few words written messily in the middle of the white paper, "I want to fuck you."

I couldn't help being stunned for a while, read aloud, then covered my mouth in fear, I thought of the way Chen Zhongqiu manipulated Huang Ju, his panting lightly, the sweat slipping from his temples, the arch of his back Rising like a roaring horse.I heard someone say in an extremely familiar low voice, "I want to fuck you, Chen Guoqing."

When the face became hot, it poured out at some point.

On the day of the winter solstice, two policemen came to my house, and they asked me about the fire.People in the county are talking about me killing Big Head Liu, but it turns out that I did not die in the warehouse, but Big Head Liu is missing.During the period when the police compared the DNA of the corpse, I was equivalent to being raped in my own home. If I hadn't considered that I was a fool, I'm afraid I would have been arrested by now.

There's still something good about being a fool, isn't there?

However, Chen Zhongqiu still had a way to escape, the wind was very cold at night, I appeared between the fields wrapped in a heavy padded jacket, and it was Chen Zhongqiu who brought me out.I shivered and looked down to find a note tightly clutched in my hand, with Chen Zhongqiu's handwriting on it.

"Da Tang, don't be afraid, I will let Dr. Sun pick you up in the field. Be strong, survive this new year, and we can celebrate each other's birthdays next year. You are the one who has two birthdays! Chen Zhongqiu."

He has never used such a gentle tone, and I am a little suspicious that someone else is pretending.

The wind was so strong that I couldn't walk. I wasn't afraid, but my hands were shaking for some reason. An unknown force in my body was resisting my command. My consciousness was waking up and going out. Like a candle flickering in the wind.

My leg took a step forward, then retracted.I stared blankly at the road ahead, and even my thoughts became intermittent.A pair of hands reached into my cotton trousers, and I came back to my senses.It was my own hand.

It deftly drilled in, as if seeking warmth.Then it found the warmest nest and kept picking/playing there.

The snow fell again, and it was extraordinarily bright against the dark night.I stood alone in the field under the starry sky, my vision gradually became clear, and the mist around my mouth turned white, covering my hot face under the night.

The hand that belonged to Chen Zhongqiu stretched into my back, imitating the movements of xing/jiao, constantly stimulating my depths.After a while, another one came in, and I gasped for air, letting the inexplicable force support my body, the thing washed my nerves like waves of wheat, I never knew that my fingers could have the same ability Wonderful magic.

I bent down involuntarily and groaned/groaned. "Oh, don't, don't move anymore."

Chen Zhongqiu's movements seemed to be encouraged, and he continued to add the third finger, touching the deepest place with every collision, wishing to squeeze his whole palm into it.The other hand pushed aside my sweater, touched my rising and falling front/chest, and swirled around the ru/tou.

I trembled for a while, and the pleasure/feeling came from the place where Chen Zhongqiu caressed, and I saw my front/end slowly stand up.This throbbing is far more violent than self-confidence.

"I can't take it anymore, stop it, please!" My voice has unknowingly brought a crying tone, and I don't know what to do to stop this endless pleasure/sensation.

The water vapor gradually covered my eyes, and I was on the verge of falling, as if I was in a dream. In the dream, Chen Zhongqiu looked at me with a wicked smile, and wiped away my tears with his tongue. "Why are you so sao? I can't bear it with my fingers." He straightened up his dick that was already fully erected, "Then let me fuck you with this?" I was pressed under him, with my legs spread wide Hook him around the waist.This person obviously looks exactly like me, but I don’t know why every expression, every gasp, even every drop of sweat on his forehead is so sexy that people can’t take their eyes off. I just got lost in my own trap Can't break free.

What does it feel like?Maybe I figured it out when he showed me the new rented house, when he was struggling with his addiction, when he looked in the mirror she/jing in the bathroom.

Since I created for him, it is understandable to be dominated by him and exist for him.That's why his every move affects my mind so much, and that's why when I see him in the mirror, I feel like a drum in an instant.

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I became a wandering spirit in Chen Zhongqiu's mind, with no entity and no one knew about it, but I knew that I hadn't completely disappeared.

I saw Dr. Sun waiting in the dark. He took Chen Zhongqiu to his residence, fiddled with a pocket watch for a long time, and finally shook his head.

Then my eyes shifted, and I saw Chen Zhongqiu's expressionless face.He looked in the mirror motionlessly, and after a moment slowly closed his eyes.

I have never seen such a Chen Zhongqiu, he has always had boundless energy, his eyes are either sharp and menacing or with a wicked smile, and now he can even be described as a lost soul, very similar The former Chen Guoqing had no ideas, no pursuits, wasted and helpless.

My soul also regrets for him.

Chen Zhongqiu's flytrap died, its roots were completely rotten, and its yellow leaves rolled up the last bit of snow in the deep winter.It never survived the winter.

A few days later at midnight, the New Year's bell struck.Xu Li came to visit Chen Zhongqiu amidst the sound of firecrackers. They chatted a few things about the county town, and then they talked about my mother.

"Why did you redeem the store for me?"

"I didn't redeem it for you, it was for Datang. I'm sorry for him." Chen Zhongqiu held the cigarette handle in his hands, his cheeks were slightly sunken, and he let out a foul breath from his red lips, just like when I saw him for the first time when. "He regarded me as a good person, but I almost killed him. I gave his uncle drugs and lied to him that the money was hidden in the warehouse." Xu Li stroked his wig and tilted his head to look at Chen. Mid-Autumn Festival, "You should have guessed it, I didn't expect his uncle to be so cruel, and he used it all at once. But, if I didn't do it like this, you probably wouldn't be able to get out, right?"

Chen Zhongqiu