waking up from a big dream

"Yeah, silly boy." Tuanzi's joyful reaction made Wu Hao blame himself even more.

"Mother's embrace is so warm, can you still hold Tuanzi in the future?" Like a poor little animal, with twinkling eyes, but also very cautious.

"Of course." He said scratching the bridge of Rouqiu's tall nose, and picked him up.

On the way,

"Hey, Tuanzi. If one day you meet your father, do you want to follow him?"

"No, Daddy hasn't looked for us for so many years, so he must be an irresponsible person. Don't follow him. It's enough for Tuanzi to have a mother." He said and secretly kissed Wu Hao.

Wu Hao pretended not to see it, but his heart was as sweet as honey: "Well, he is really a good boy."

☆, the big dream will wake up, smile bitterly for a lifetime

In the seventh year of Changde, Wu Hao was assigned to the northern branch by Yin father and Yin mother, the reason is self-evident.When he left, Wu Hao was very unrestrained, but he was not as reluctant to leave as his boss thought.That year, she left, and he hadn't found out that she was already living in his life.

In the ninth year of Changde, the owner was overjoyed, and 25-year-old Yinshi finally found a well-matched business lady to marry.Ten miles of red makeup, endless extravagance and waste, as if the shame of being stingy with a copper coin never existed.All the store managers were summoned to celebrate with the whole county.

However, she didn't go because of the extreme cold in the north, the unacceptable water and soil, and the root cause of the disease. It happened that the old disease had recurred in the past few days.

Sitting in a wheelchair with a thick layer of mattress covering his legs, Wu Hao raised his glass towards Yin's house, drank the wine in his hand, and murmured: "I wish you happiness."

After drinking, the dumpling pushed into the house.

Tuanzi: "Mom, after the Chinese New Year, let's go out and play after I finish handling the business in the store."

"En, good." After answering, sleepiness struck again, and Wu Hao fell asleep again.

Tuanzi didn't bother her, but just tucked the quilt for her.In the past few years, my mother's body has become weaker and weaker, and she has less and less waking time. Every time she wakes up, she will follow his wishes and focus on making him happy. She has lived happily in the past few years.

During the year, I sent urgent letters repeatedly saying that I was going to go, but the owner did not send anyone to come and take a look...

It seems that everything is over.

Ten years in Changde, the old disease relapsed, more urgently and more violently than before.Wu Hao had no choice but to write a manuscript and hand it to Tuanzi, asking him to send it to Yinshi.

Years ago, people from the host family still came.

At that time, the sky was snowing heavily, and the thick snow covered the entire yard, and there were few people on the road.

Yinshi broke into Wu Hao's room with the wind and snow all over her body.Seeing the little man wrapped in several sheets on the bed, my heart ached.This thin body is even thinner than when we first met, and the former vitality has disappeared, squinting his eyes is very peaceful, making people feel that this person is dead.

"San'er..." He called softly, feeling terrified in his heart.

Routuanzi, who followed Yinshi, saw that his mother didn't respond, so he shook his head, and whispered in Wu Hao's ear, "Mother, the Young Master's family is here."

Slowly opened his eyes, called Tuanzi back, and sighed: "Actually, you don't have to come. I have already said everything in the letter."

"Writing to you, I am also very helpless. You know that the dumpling is what I can't let go of the most, and I can only rest assured if I leave it to you."

Seeing that Yin Shi didn't speak, he continued: "Duanzi is very smart. He has been mainly in charge of the store these years. He can do what I know now, and he will do it better than me,,,," said with eyes twitching With a proud smile: "So, you don't have to worry about him holding you back, and..." She wanted to explain something, but was interrupted by Yin Shi.

"Don't you only think about children..."

Thinking that perhaps Yin Shi didn't come to see her, but had something to say, she was a little embarrassed: "Look, this dying man talks so much, he even forgot that his master still has business to do."

Hearing what she said, she muttered Yin Shi, hesitated to speak, and finally said: "It's nothing serious, just keep talking, I just want to hear your voice."

I feel that the vitality is gradually disappearing, and the things that happened many years ago are now very clear in my mind. I have regrets, reluctance, and happiness.All poured out like beans to the only man who listened to her wholeheartedly.

Over the years, she had already accepted the fact that she was a daughter, and she also found that she was indeed attracted to that once arrogant and stingy man, but it was too late.

Looking at the person on the bed crying and laughing for a while, I seem to be in her life.

"Ashi, do you still remember, the first time we talked about business, you didn't feel at ease so I went with me. But the boss didn't know you as the young boss, and thought you were my pity, so he insisted on buying you, hahaha... ..”

Talking with a sweet smile, how happy were the days when we called each other brothers and pitted our competitors. "And..." As he spoke, his gaze became distracted and his voice dropped.

"You know that I like you!" Yin Shi lowered her head, the youthful face was gone, only the vicissitudes of maturity remained.

"Well, I always knew..." So I hope you are happy.

"Why don't you leave this cold north when you are so sick? Are you blaming me?"

"No, I only blame myself,,,,, I didn't meet you at the best time." I couldn't get rid of my demons.

When Wu Hao closed his eyes, the corners of Wu Hao's mouth were still slightly raised.

It's great, seeing the last time, that child doesn't have to worry anymore, it's great...

So comfortable, is this the so-called serenity?

☆, postscript

On the provincial hospital bed in 1907, a man who had been in a coma for three years suddenly vomited blood and woke up.

However, the awakening time is only enough to say the last words and bid farewell to the previous life.After explaining everything, two ghost messengers came down and took him away.

The ghost guard whispered behind him: "This man who committed suicide made Hades work an extra night shift to rewrite the book of life and death."

Another ghost messenger: "This king of Hades is the most beautiful. Wouldn't it kill him to work the night shift? And isn't the king of Hades very stingy? It's normal for this person to be played to death." "Oh, no, it's a play It's gone to ashes."

"Tsk tsk, you don't know..." The ghost finished all the gossip.

The other was terrified when he heard this: "This...although this person who committed suicide is the least worthy of sympathy, it is too miserable to be played like this." Then, he glanced at the protagonist and said in surprise: "This person actually Still smiling, he must be stupid."

Sighing, the gossip ghost said: "Maybe."

They didn't know that in Wu Hao's heart, he didn't make any great achievements in these two lives, but he also gained a lot. He didn't want to be famous, but he wanted to have no regrets.

On the Naihe Bridge, looking at Yan Jundian, drank Mengpo soup in one gulp, thanked the sky, and went to reincarnate.

The author has something to say: This is the first book I have finished, and it was written in a hurry.This period is the worst period of my body and mind. I write this to encourage myself to live well.Although, I still don't understand what is the meaning of living, but I still want to try to see how I can live to make this trip worthwhile.I have fantasized about the scene after my own death, and I have also envied the happiness of my ancestors just for food and clothing, maybe...................................... …