Senior sister, how can Lennon think?

Zhou Xiaozhou was a little abnormal, and everyone who knew her felt so, while others felt that she was finally normal.In Ji Ru's words, a schizophrenic patient switches from positive symptoms to negative symptoms.

There are only a few things that a female graduate student can worry about: a sudden change in her family, a crisis in her thesis, an unexpected pregnancy, a broken relationship, encountering a pyramid scheme, and P2P running away. Since Zhou Xiaozhou still hangs out with Gu Ran every day, everyone really doesn't know what happened to her. What happened.

Ji Ru asked her, "Can I eat it?"

Zhou Xiaozhou nodded.

"Can you pull it?"

Zhou Xiaozhou nodded.

"Can you sleep?"

Zhou Xiaozhou nodded.

"Do you still have desires for Gu Ran?"

Zhou Xiaozhou just nodded and felt wrong, "No." She said loudly, "Not at all."

"When walking at night, people who are afraid of ghosts will sing loudly. The louder they are, the more frightened they are. It's like lying. Do you understand the reason?" After saying this, Ji Ru understood what the problem was. "If you don't want to be with her, you don't have to. No one will beat you for dumping the school goddess. Everyone will rejoice that you have another chance."

The corners of Zhou Xiaozhou's mouth twitched to express a smile. She watched the leaves fall into the river, and circles of water waves spread around the fallen leaves, and then flowed to other places with the flow of the river.

If she doesn't want to be with her, things become easy, but she wants to be with her.

When she is no longer fun and is like a normal person, will Gu Ran still think that she is fun to be with her like now?

Naturally, Gu Ran would not miss her abnormality, Zhou Xiaozhou's light was dim, what happened?She asked her if something happened at home?Zhou Xiaozhou repeatedly denied it.Gu Ran had no choice but to say that she was here anytime if she needed help or talk.

Zhou Xiaozhou was moved by these words a few days ago, but now there are only bursts of sour haze, like a sky that cannot be lifted from the dark clouds, and even the air is sour.It was dark, always dark.She was like a squid waiting to be slaughtered, spitting out circles of black juice in an attempt to survive, but in the end she still couldn't escape the fate of being roasted as a cuttlefish.

Zhou Xiaozhou kept recalling the conversation that day and comparing it with Gu Ran's expression and tone.She looked straight into Gu Ran's eyes, worried, caring, and a few days ago she could see love in those bright eyes.

But is the love she thought she really loved?Why wouldn't it be a misunderstanding.Isn't the objectivity people think is based on their own cognition?

Everyone constructs a fact.

Or maybe it's a kind of projection, because he likes Gu Ran, so Gu Ran also likes her by default.

What a hopeless delusion.

"Zhou Xiaozhou, I'm very worried about you." Gu Ran touched her hair, head, and ears. Recently, Zhou Xiaozhou turned into a ball of bristles from time to time. "What the hell are you thinking?"

She stared at Gu Ran's lips, seductive lips, said that Guan Ning's lips were different from hers, and said, "No." Before she had time to taste the sweetness of love, she had already tasted the bitterness.

This pain was especially caused when I went back to the dormitory on Sunday night and found that the resident Li Wei had become the resident Gu Ran.

Zhou Xiaozhou suddenly remembered that one day they had asked her for advice on changing dormitories.At that time, she was still the playful and foolish one, seeing Gu Ran like Zhou Xiaozhou who had bloomed a large field of morning glory.Of course she said yes.Later, patronizing self-pity and self-pity, I also remembered that there was such a thing.

When she was in a daze, Li Wei and Gu Ran finished the move neatly.Even the bedroom has been tidied up, and there is a vase full of bellflowers on the table.

"Why do you have a bloody expression? Don't you like flowers?" Gu Ran asked with a smile.

"No……"

"Does that mean you don't like to see me?"

"...No." Can she say that she is allergic to flowers and also allergic to people?Whenever I see someone, I feel dizzy and want to hug my thigh.

But no, no, and not reconciled.If she died now, she would definitely turn into a wraith in the dormitory.

"You've told me a lot recently that you don't have it. Ah, do you feel unhappy there because you won't be able to sleep with me if you change the dormitory?" Contacting Zhou Xiaozhou when he had a "depressive attack", Gu Ran found out a week Xiaozhou became the most reasonable explanation for Zhou Xiaozuo. "If you want to sleep with me, just say so, it's not impossible."

"Sleep with your sister." Zhou Xiaozhou blurted out.Well, she did think about that at first, but technically the problem is solvable.The sky will gradually become colder, and the night will gradually darken, which is not the reason.

But now...

"My sister is married, you can sleep with her sister."

Of course Zhou Xiaozhou would not ask who her sister is.

On the first night of living together, Zhou Xiaozhou stared at Gu Ran under the cover of night, hazy, blurred, shadows and reality intertwined.

Gu Ran is like the current Gu Ran, she seems to have never seen her clearly, even if she was so close to her.